Mostly he didn"t swim anymore. The sight of the swimmer women was too painful now, though they were as friendly as always; they knew nothing of the lab except him and Frank, and Frank had not said anything to them about what had happened. It made no difference. He was cut off from them. He knew he ought to swim more, and he swam less. Whenever he resolved to turn things around he would swim two or three days in a row, then let it fall away again.
Once at the end of an early evening workout he had forced himself to attend-and now he felt better, as usual-while they were standing in the lane steaming, his three most constant lane mates made quick plans to go to a nearby trattoria after showering. One looked at him. "Pizza at Rico"s?"
He shook his head. "Hamburger at home," he said sadly.
They laughed at this. "Ah, come on. It"ll keep another night."
"Come on, Andy," Frank said from the next lane. "I"ll go too, if that"s okay."
"Sure," the women said. Frank often swam in their lane too."Well...." Smith roused himself. "Okay."
He sat with them and listened to their chatter around the restaurant table. They still seemed to be slightly steaming, their hair wet and wisping away from their foreheads. The three women were young. It was interesting; away from the pool they looked ordinary and undistinguished: skinny, mousy, plump, maladroit, whatever. With their clothes on you could not guess at their fantastically powerful shoulders and lats, their compact smooth musculatures. Like seals dressed up in clown suits, waddling around a stage.
"Are you okay?" one asked him when he had been silent too long.
"Oh yeah, yeah." He hesitated, glanced at Frank. "Broke up with my girlfriend."
"Ah ha! I knew it was something!" Hand to his arm (they all b.u.mped into each other all the time in the pool): "You haven"t been your usual self lately."
"No." He smiled ruefully. "It"s been hard."
He could never tell them about what had happened. And Frank wouldn"t either. But without that none of the rest of his story made any sense. So he couldn"t talk about any of it.
They sensed this and shifted in their seats, preparatory to changing the topic. "Oh well," Frank said, helping them. "Lots more fish in the sea."
"In the pool," one of the women joked, elbowing him.
He nodded, tried to smile.
They looked at each other. One asked the waiter for the check, and another said to Smith and Frank, "Come with us over to my place, we"re going to get in the hot tub and soak our aches away."
She rented a room in a little house with an enclosed courtyard, and all the rest of the residents were away. They followed her through the dark house into the courtyard, and took the cover off the hot tub and turned it on, then took their clothes off and got in the steaming water. Smith joined them, feeling shy.
People on the beaches of Mars sunbathed without clothes all the time, it was no big deal really. Frank seemed not to notice, he was perfectly relaxed. But they didn"t swim at the pool like this.
They all sighed at the water"s heat. The woman from the house went inside and brought out some beer and cups. Light from the kitchen fell on her as she put down the dumpie and pa.s.sed out the cups.
Smith already knew her body perfectly well from their many hours together in the pool; nevertheless he was shocked seeing the whole of her Frank ignored the sight, filling the cups from the dumpie.
They drank beer, talked small talk. Two were vets; their lane leader, the one who had been pregnant, was a bit older, a chemist in a pharmaceutical lab near the pool. Her baby was being watched by her co-op that night. They all looked up to her, Smith saw, even here. These days she brought the baby to the pool and swam just as powerfully as ever, parking the baby-carrier just beyond the splash line.
Smith"s muscles melted in the hot water. He sipped his beer listening to them.
One of the women looked down at her b.r.e.a.s.t.s in the water and laughed. "They float like pull buoys."
Smith had already noticed this.
"No wonder women swim better than men."
"As long as they aren"t so big they interfere with the hydrodynamics."
Their leader looked down through her fogged gla.s.ses, pink-faced, hair tied up, misted, demure. "I wonder if mine float less because I"m nursing."
"But all that milk."
"Yes, but the water in the milk is neutral density, it"s the fat that floats. It could be that empty b.r.e.a.s.t.s float even more than full ones."
"Whichever has more fat, yuck."
"I could run an experiment, nurse him from just one side and then get in and see-" but they were laughing too hard for her to complete this scenario. "It would work! Why are you laughing!"
They only laughed more. Frank was cracking up, looking blissed, blessed. These women friends trusted them. But Smith still felt set apart. He looked at their lane leader: a pink bespectacled G.o.ddess, serenely vague and unaware; the scientist as heroine; the first full human being.
But later when he tried to explain this feeling to Frank, or even just to describe it, Frank shook hishead. "It"s a bad mistake to worship women," he warned. "A category error. Women and men are so much the same it isn"t worth discussing the difference. The genes are identical almost entirely, you know that. A couple hormonal expressions and that"s it. So they"re just like you and me."
"More than a couple."
"Not much more. We all start out female, right? So you"re better off thinking that nothing major ever really changes that. p.e.n.i.s just an oversized c.l.i.toris. Men are women. Women are men. Two parts of a reproductive system, completely equivalent."
Smith stared at him. "You"re kidding."
"What do you mean?"
"Well-I"ve never seen a man swell up and give birth to a new human being, let me put it that way."
"So what? It happens, it"s a specialized function. You never see women e.j.a.c.u.l.a.t.i.n.g. either. But we all go back to being the same afterward. Details of reproduction only matter a tiny fraction of the time. No, we"re all the same. We"re all in it together. There are no differences."
Smith shook his head. It would be comforting to think so. But the data did not support the hypothesis. Ninety-five percent of all the murders in history had been committed by men. This was a difference.
He said as much, but Frank was not impressed. The murder ratio was becoming more nearly equal on Mars, he replied, and much less frequent for everybody, thus demonstrating very nicely that the matter was culturally conditioned, an artifact of Terran patriarchy no longer relevant on Mars. Nurture rather than nature. Although it was a false dichotomy. Nature could prove anything you wanted, Frank insisted.
Female hyenas were vicious killers, male bon.o.bos and muriquis were gentle cooperators. It meant nothing, Frank said. It told them nothing.
But Frank had not hit a woman in the face without ever planning to.
Patterns in the fossil Inia data sets became clearer and clearer. Stochastic resonance programs highlighted what had been preserved.
"Look here," Smith said to Frank one afternoon when Frank leaned in to say good-bye for the day.
He pointed at his computer screen. "Here"s a sequence from my boto, part of the GX three oh four, near the juncture, see?"
"You"ve got a female then?"
"I don"t know. I think this here means I do. But look, see how it matches with this part of the human genome. It"s in Hillis 8050...."
Frank came into his nook and stared at the screen. "Comparing junk to junk...I don"t know...."
"But it"s a match for more than a hundred units in a row, see? Leading right into the gene for progesterone initiation."
Frank squinted at the screen. "Um, well." He glanced quickly at Smith.
Smith said, "I"m wondering if there"s some really longterm persistence in junk DNA, all the way back to earlier mammals precursors to both these."
"But dolphins are not our ancestors," Frank said.
"There"s a common ancestor back there somewhere."
"Is there?" Frank straightened up. "Well, whatever. I"m not so sure about the pattern congruence itself. It"s sort of similar, but, you know."
"What do you mean, don"t you see that? Look right there!"
Frank glanced down at him, startled, then non-committal. Seeing this Smith became inexplicably frightened.
"Sort of," Frank said. "Sort of. You should run hybridization tests, maybe, see how good the fit really is. Or check with Acheron about repeats in nongene DNA."
"But the congruence is perfect! It goes on for hundreds of pairs, how could that be a coincidence?"
Frank looked even more non-committal than before. He glanced out the door of the nook. Finally he said, "I don"t see it that congruent. Sorry, I just don"t see it. Look, Andy. You"ve been working awfully hard for a long time. And you"ve been depressed too, right? Since Selena left?"Smith nodded, feeling his stomach tighten. He had admitted as much a few months before. Frank was one of the very few people these days who would look him in the eye.
"Well, you know. Depression has chemical impacts in the brain, you know that. Sometimes it means you begin seeing patterns that others can"t see as well. It doesn"t mean they aren"t there, no doubt they are there. But whether they mean anything significant, whether they"re more than just a kind of a.n.a.logy, or similarity-" He looked down at Smith and stopped. "Look, it"s not my field. You should show this to Amos, or go up to Acheron and talk to the old man."
"Uh huh. Thanks, Frank."
"Oh no, no, no need. Sorry, Andy. I probably shouldn"t have said anything. It"s just, you know.
You"ve been spending a h.e.l.l of a lot of time here."
"Yeah."
Frank left.
Sometimes he fell asleep at his desk. He got some of his work done in dreams. Sometimes he found he could sleep down on the beach, wrapped in a greatcoat on the fine sand, lulled by the sound of the waves rolling in. At work he stared at the lined dots and letters on the screens, constructing the schematics of the sequences, nucleotide by nucleotide. Most were completely unambiguous. The correlation between the two main schematics was excellent, far beyond the possibility of chance. X chromosomes in humans clearly exhibited non-gene DNA traces of a distant aquatic ancestor, a kind of dolphin. Y chromosomes in humans lacked these pa.s.sages, and they also matched with chimpanzees more completely than X chromosomes did. Frank had appeared not to believe it, but there it was, right on the screen. But how could it be? What did it mean? Where did any of them get what they were? They had natures from birth. Just under five million years ago, chimps and humans separated out as two different species from a common ancestor, a woodland ape. The Inis geoffrensis fossil Smith was working on had been precisely dated to about 5.1 million years old. About half of all orangutan s.e.xual encounters are rape.
One night after quitting work alone in the lab, he took a tram in the wrong direction, downtown, without ever admitting to himself what he was doing, until he was standing outside Mark"s apartment complex, under the steep rise of the dorsum ridge. Walking up a staircased alleyway ascending the ridge gave him a view right into Mark"s windows. And there was Selena, washing dishes at the kitchen window and looking back over her shoulder to talk with someone. The tendon in her neck stood out in the light.
She laughed.
Smith walked home. It took an hour. Many trams pa.s.sed him.
He couldn"t sleep that night. He went down to the beach and lay rolled in his greatcoat. Finally he fell asleep.
He had a dream. A small hairy bipedal primate, chimpfaced, walked like a hunchback down a beach in east Africa, in the late afternoon sun. The warm water of the shallows lay greenish and translucent.
Dolphins rode inside the waves. The ape waded out into the shallows. Long powerful arms, evolved for hitting; a quick grab and he had one by the tail, by the dorsal fin. Surely it could escape, but it didn"t try.
Female; the ape turned her over, mated with her, released her. He left and came back to find the dolphin in the shallows, giving birth to twins, one male one female. The ape"s troop swarmed into the shallows, killed and ate them both. Farther offsh.o.r.e the dolphin birthed two more.
The dawn woke Smith. He stood and walked out into the shallows. He saw dolphins inside the transparent indigo waves. He waded out into the surf. The water was only a little colder than the work-out pool. The dawn sun was low. The dolphins were only a little longer than he was, small and lithe. He bodysurfed with them. They were faster than him in the waves, but flowed around him when they had to. One leaped over him and splashed back into the curl of the wave ahead of him. Then one flashed under him, and on an impulse he grabbed at its dorsal fin and caught it, and was suddenly moving faster in the wave, as it rose with both of them inside it-by far the greatest bodysurfing ride of his life.
He held on. The dolphin and all the rest of its pod turned and swam out to sea, and still he held on. Thisis it, he thought. Then he remembered that they were airbreathers too. It was going to be all right.
Game of the Century
ROBERT REED.
Robert Reed"s stories appear in amazing profusion, six to ten or more of them a year, and at least five or six of them worthy of consideration for a Year"s Best volume again this year. What is particularly impressive is his range, which approaches such masters as Ray Bradbury or Gene Wolfe. And he writes about a novel a year as well (his first, The Leesh.o.r.e, appeared in 1987; his latest is Marrow, out in mid-2000). He has been publishing SF since 1986, but has only reached his present level of achievement in the mid-"90s. Last year his first story collection, The Dragons of Springplace, appeared from Golden Gryphon Press.
This story, from F&SF, is appallingly prophetic SF. Reed is from the American midwest, where football is sometimes a religion and sometimes an industry, and winning the big game is everything. This brutal game between genetically engineered humanimals, reminiscent of H. G.
Wells" inhabitants of The Island of Dr. Moreau, is an all too plausible future. Except it would be illegal-wouldn"t it?
The window was left open at midnight, January 1, 2041, and three minutes, twenty-one seconds later it was closed again by the decisive, barely legible signature of an elderly Supreme Court justice who reportedly quipped, "I don"t know why I have to. Folks who like s.c.r.e.w.i.n.g sheep are just going to keep at it."
Probably so.
But the issues were larger than traditional b.e.s.t.i.a.lity. Loopholes in some badly drafted legislation had made it perfectly legal to manipulate the human genome in radical ways. What"s more, said offspring were deemed human in all rights and privileges inside the US of NA. For two hundred and twelve seconds, couples and single women could legally conceive by any route available to modern science. And while few clinics and fewer top-grade hospitals had interest in the work, there were key exceptions. Some fourteen hundred human eggs were fertilized with tailored sperm, then instantly implanted inside willing mothers. News services that had paid minimal attention to the legislative breakdown took a sudden glaring interest in the nameless, still invisible offspring. The blastulas were dubbed the 1-1-2041s, and everything about their lives became the subject of intense public scrutiny and fascination and self-righteous horror.
Despite computer models and experiments on chimpanzees, there were surprises. Nearly a third of the fetuses were stillborn, or worse. Twenty-nine mothers were killed as a result of their pregnancies.
Immunological problems, mostly. But in one case, a healthy woman in her midtwenties died when her boy, perhaps bothered by the drumming of her heart, reached through her uterine wall and intestines, grabbing and squeezing the offending organ with both of his powerful hands.
Of the nine hundred-plus fetuses who survived, almost thirty percent were mentally impaired or physically frail. Remarkably, others seemed entirely normal, their human genes running roughshod over their more exotic parts. But several hundred of the 1-1-2041s were blessed with perfect health as well as a remarkable stew of talents. Even as newborns, they astonished the researchers who tested their reflexes and their highly tuned senses. The proudest parents released the data to the media, then mixed themselves celebratory c.o.c.ktails, stepping out onto their porches and balconies to wait for the lucrative offers to start flowing their way.
Marlboro Jones came with a colorful reputation. His father was a crack dealer shot dead in a dispute over footwear. With his teenage mother, Marlboro had lived at dozens of addresses before her mind failed and she leaped out of their bedroom window to stop the voices, and from there his life was a stringof unbroken successes. He had coached, and won, at three different schools. He was currently the youngest head coach of a Top Alliance team. Thirty-six years old, he looked twenty-six, his chiseled features built around the bright, amoral eyes of a squirrel. Marlboro was the kind of handsome that made his charm appealing, and he was charming in a way that made his looks and mannerisms delightfully boyish. A laser mind lurked behind those eyes, yet in most circ.u.mstances he preferred playing the cultured hick, knowing how much it improved his odds.
"He"s a fine lookin" boy," the coach drawled. "Fine lookin"."
The proud parents stood arm in arm, smiling with a frothy, nervous joy.
"May I?" asked Marlboro. Then without waiting for permission, he yanked the screen off the crib, reached in and grabbed both bare feet. He tugged once, then again. Harder. "d.a.m.n, look at those legs!
You"d think this boy"d be scampering around already. Strong as these seem...!"