Chapter 330 Thinking About You Is A Sin For Me...
In the next half an hour, Lu Feng was sitting down on the floor while his head resting on the center table with his one hand spread below his head as a cus.h.i.+on and another one was holding a wine gla.s.s which was on the table.
He was staring at the gla.s.s while tears rolling down from his eyes. Just then he thought he saw something through the gla.s.s. Keeping the gla.s.s aside away from his sight to take a proper look, he tried to see what was that. To his surprise there was someone and that was a woman, sitting on his right side.
Not being able to see her face clearly because of his teary and hazy eyes, he rubbed his eyes with his fingers and what he saw next was hard to believe for him. That was Jiang Yuyan who was sitting there, looking at him with a smile on her face.
"What are you doing here, Yuyan? You should not be here at this hour." He asked but she didn"t reply and instead continued staring at him with a smile on her face.br>"Don"t smile at me like this. It makes my heart beat faster. You don"t know how pretty you look when you smile." He paused and said after thinking about something, "No…No I am wrong. Actually, you look pretty in every way, whether you laugh, cry or get angry. I like you in every way." Saying it he continued staring in her eyes but there was no reaction from her.
"Do you like me?" he asked but Jiang Yuyan was just looking at him while smiling.
"You don"t want to answer me? Fine, just stay here with me and let me see you till my heart"s content." Saying it he continued staring at her with a smile on his face like he never saw her before. His smile showed how happy he was to see her in front of him.
Soon there was a change in his expressions and he lifted his head up from the center table to sit properly. Without breaking eye contact with her for a single moment he leaned forward towards her to move closer.
He was so close to her, leaving just a distance of an inch between both of them. Staring into her eyes with his intense gaze while she was looking at him with a puzzled expression on her face as not knowing what was in his mind, he moved closer to touch her soft pink lips.
When Lu Feng was just about to touch her lips with his, he stopped and moved his face to the other side of her face not letting his desire to take over his rationality.
He smiled at himself and said with his eyes closed, "Even in my dreams, I can"t dare to do anything with you."
Saying it he moved back to look at her. He wanted to caress her cheeks but he retreated his hand and said while looking into her bright eyes, "Thinking about you, in this way is a sin for me. Forgive me, Yuyan."
He went back to his previous position and drank the whole wine that was left in his gla.s.s. Putting the gla.s.s back on the table, he said, "I will try to forget you, Yuyan" and he fell asleep while resting his head back on the center table. Tears were still rolling down from his eyes.
When Lu Qiang and Jiang Yuyan were in the bedroom, Jiang Yuyan fell asleep but Lu Qiang was not able to sleep. Since he came back from the dining room, he was thinking about Lu Feng and waiting for him to come back home.
He checked the time and it was almost midnight and for the past few months, Lu Feng was coming back home before dinner time. His sudden stay outside of the mansion and the way left dinner in the middle, made Lu Qiang worried.
He grabbed his cellphone from the bedside table and dialed Lu Feng"s number but he didn"t receive it even after calling him again and again. Getting off from the bed, Lu Qiang wore his jacket and moved to leave the room.
"Is there anything to be worried about?" Just as he was about to go out of the room, Jiang Yuyan woke up. She was sleeping so he didn"t want to wake her up.
Lu Qiang went back to the bed and kissed her on a forehead, "Nothing serious but I need to go somewhere. You rest."
Jiang Yuyan didn"t ask him anything and just nodded as she could see he was worried about something. Lu Qiang left the mansion and straight drove to Lu Feng"s apartment. As it was far, it took a while to reach there.
Reaching in front of the apartment"s door, Lu Qiang pressed the doorbell b.u.t.ton but no one responded from inside. Lu Qiang knew the pa.s.sword of his apartment as he saw it the last time he was there with Lu Feng.
Without thinking for a moment, he entered the pa.s.sword and dashed inside just to see drunk Lu Feng sleeping while resting his head on the center table. Lu Qiang felt worried and went to him. "Lu Feng" Calling his name he tried to wake him up but seeing the empty wine bottle and the condition Lu Feng was in, Lu Qiang understood there was no use.
Lu Qiang took him to the bed and made him sleep there. Sitting on the couch, he was looking at the Lu Feng to know what had happened to him suddenly. Somewhere he guessed the reason and he felt guilty about it.
Messaging Jiang Yuyan that he won"t be coming back home, Lu Qiang slept on the couch waiting for morning to arrive so that he can talk to his brother.
After Lu Qiang left, Jiang Yuyan was not able to sleep and she was standing near the window, staring outside. After an hour, she got a message from Lu Qiang. After reading it she replied to him saying, "Okay. Take care."
She knew there must be something really important that he had to go so she didn"t ask where and why he went instead she was worried about him.