Chapter 830 l.u.s.t And Obsession...
Only her one hand was locked, so Jiang Yuyan could at least move and sit. She understood Ming Rusheng did it to stop her from running away. She noticed he was drunk and might lose his mind if she acted rashly, but she couldn"t be soft with him.
"Soft, no way," she thought.
Maintain her calm, she showed that she was not afraid of what he did.
"Free my hand," Jiang Yuyan instructed as she sat in the bed.
"I will, once I finish talking to you," Ming Rusheng informed.
"Make it fast," she ordered, being fearless even though she was trapped with a man she didn"t like to be with even for a moment.
"Why do you avoid me and don"t wish to talk to me. What wrong have I done to you?" Ming Rusheng asked as he continued sitting on the couch.
His one hand rested on the armrest while one leg crossed over another as he stared at her.
Jiang Yuyan chuckled, "Do you still don"t know?"
"No!" Came the firm reply from the man.
"The person who schemed against my husband and made his elder brother betray him had no right to talk with me." She replied, staring back at him, her sight full of disappointment.
"It was a business thing, and it has nothing to do with you," he explained.
"It has to do with me because my husband"s enemy is my enemy," she declared.
Ming Rusheng didn"t like it when she called him an enemy and got up from the sofa to step towards her. He stood near the bed with his hand tucked in his pant"s pockets, but away a few steps away from her.
"Enemy? You call me an enemy when I love you so much that I was happy for you when you married him, even though it hurt me a lot." He looked sad and hurt.
Jiang Yuyan countered, "What would you have done if not that? Do you dare to get me by force, and do you think you would be alive after that?"
"I never wished to, but as you are free from that wedlock, I wish you to be with me and trust me. I will give you all the happiness that you deserve, and I will love and care for you until I die."
Came the dreamy a.s.surance from the drunk man.
"I am capable enough to get everything on my own. I don"t need any man in my life."
He clenched his fists. "Then why did you marry a kid, huh?"
His question shocked her as she thought how did he know it.
Ignoring her shocked expressions, Ming Rusheng continued while he went closer to her and leaned down to face her. "I had told you long back if you ever face any trouble, you can come to me, and I will help you. Then why didn"t you come to me? Why did you have to marry a kid? It hurts to see I couldn"t help you when you were facing difficulties."
Jiang Yuyan was not affected by the closeness with him as she stared back at him. "You have no right to feel hurt about whatever I go through. Don"t consider yourself the rightful man in my life when you are n.o.body to me."
It hurt him even more, as he asked, sadly hoping to see at least something for him in her emotionless eyes, "Can"t you see my love for you?"
"I can only see l.u.s.t."
It angered him and held her chin with one hand to keep her face at a place as he gritted his teeth. "l.u.s.t? You see the l.u.s.t in my eyes?" he asked, staring into her cold eyes with his hurt ones.
Jiang Yuyan didn"t try to move away when he held her chin and instead stared back in his eyes as she asked, "Isn"t it why you brought me here by kidnapping me and locked me like this?"
"No?" he replied and let go of her chin.
"What do you want from me then?" She asked.
"Marry me," he answered, full of determination.
"I can"t," she answered.
Running his hand through his hair with the frustration of getting rejected again and again, he asked, "Why not? What"s there that I can"t give you? I know you can"t forget him, but I won"t force you to do so. I will wait for you. Just marry me and be with me."
"What if I say no?" she asked, maintaining the same calm as she realized she was trapped.
He strode left-right as if he thought about something and answered in a while, "Then I will keep you locked until you say yes."
Jiang Yuyan chuckled, "And here you claim to love me. What you feel for me is not love, but it"s your obsession," she replied.
"Obsesion?"
"You like me it was fine, but Lu Qiang had me, so you can"t bear the defeat, and now you want me,"
"It"s not that. I really love you, and Lu Qiang had nothing to with my feelings for you."
"Then let me go. The person who loves won"t trap you,"
"I can and I will," he said, not understanding what she meant.
Jiang Yuyan gave out a deep sigh. "I know what you need."
"What?"
Opening the front b.u.t.ton of her black dress, she said, "Do it with me and let me go once and for all."
"What?" he exclaimed, feeling shocked as if thinking he heard something wrong.
"Hmm! Let"s finish it faster as I am getting let. I can"t love you, but I guess you would be satisfied after you have me and won"t trouble me again," she said as she unb.u.t.toned the second b.u.t.ton in front.
Holding her hand at the wrist to stop her, he shouted, "Stop."
It didn"t affect Jiang Yuyan, "Why? What happened when I am easily giving into you, and you can satisfy the l.u.s.t inside you."
He hissed, gritting his teeth and tightened grip on her wrist.
"If it was l.u.s.t, then I would have done something to you when you were lying here unconscious. I would have done what I want, and no one would know who had done it to you, not even you."
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After 2-3 Chapters, there would be the end of the first volume of this novel and the second volume will start which 1st chapter would be the entry of adult Lu Lijun.