She drew strength from the Force, but was at a loss as to what to say to the young man.
Where did one start when talking to a Dark Jedi?
Zekk, she reminded herself. This was her friend. She took a step toward him and raised her voice, though only enough so he could hear. "The fighting"s over now, Zekk. We just need to get inside to tend our wounded."
Zekk shuddered from an inner chill. He backed up a step and spread his arms across the temple entrance. "No. There"ll be a lot more injuries if you don"t stop where you are.
Jaina balked at the threat. She would need to try a different tack.
Zekk"s eyes darted from side to side, as if he were a.s.sessing the strength of the Jedi trainees, with their various wounds, wondering how many he could kill before they took him down.
"Let me be your friend again, Zekk," Jaina said. "I miss being your friend. " He flinched as if he had been struck. "Let go of the dark side and come back to the light. Remember the fun we always had together, you and Jacen and I? Remember the time you salvaged that old slicer module and we tapped into the computers at the holographic zoo?"
Zekk nodded warily.
"We reprogrammed all of the animals to sing Corellian tavern songs," she went on. A wistful smile tugged at the corner of her mouth at the memory.
"We got caught," Zekk pointed out quietly.
"And the zoo restored the original programming."
"Yes, but so many returning tourists requested it that a few months later the zoo added our singing animals as a separate exhibit." Jaina thought she saw some flicker of acknowledgment in his emerald eyes, but then they became hard as chips of green marble.
"We"re not those children anymore, Jaina," he said. "We can"t go back to the way it was before. You don"t understand that, do you?"
His gaze darted around the courtyard and he rubbed one hand across his forehead and eyes, smearing the mud there.
Jaina said, "All right, I don"t understand. Explain it to me."
Zekk took a deep breath and began to pace in front of the dark doorway, like some wild creature trapped in an invisible cage.
"There"s no place where I belong anymore, Jaina. The Shadow Academy became my home. It"s gone now-completely destroyed.
Where can I go? The dark side is a part of me."
"No, Zekk," Jaina said. "You can give it up. Come back to the light."
Zekk laughed, a sound filled with anger and a touch of madness. He clawed at his cheek with one hand and held out his fingers so that she could see the mud there. A wound on his cheek seeped blood, but he seemed not to notice. "The dark side isn"t like this mud," he said. "You can"t just wear it for a while and then sc.r.a.pe it awaywash it off like some child who has finished playing in the dirt."
Zekk wiped his hand on his tattered cape.
"I"m a different person now than the uneducated street kid you knew on Coruscant. I don"t belong there anymore. Vere could I belong? I"ve been trained as a Dark Jedi."
His expression turned bleak. "And now my teacher is dead, too. He taught me and believed in me, gave me skills and a purpose."
"Peckhum always believed in you, too," Jaina said in a gentle voice.
Zekk put a muddy hand to his matted hair, and a wild look came over him.
"But he"s dead, too-he must be. I saw the Lightning Rod go down."
Jaina felt as if she had been rammed in the stomach by a mad herdbeast.
The Lightning Rod had crashed? Then Jacen could be badly injured.
"I failed my teacher, Brakiss, and he"s dead," Zekk said. He gestured as he spoke.
????? led the Shadow Academy into battle, and all of my comrades were killed or captured.
"And if Peckhum"s dead, then that"s my fault too." Zekk"s eyes looked gla.s.sy and feverish; his breathing was fast and shallow.
Jaina set her jaw in stubborn determination. "Well, Zekk, I don"t want to see any more people die because of you. Just let me into the temple so we can take care of our wounded."
Zekk stopped pacing and whirled to look at her. "No! Stay back."
Jaina took a step forward. "Zekk, there"s nothing left to fight about.
What can you possibly hope to gain?"
Zekk shook his head. "You never did listen to my advice. You always thought you knew better." Despite his obvious agitation, Zekk"s movements were eerily smooth as he drew his hghtsaber from his belt and ignited the glowing red blade with a snap-hiss.
Then, in a move so instinctive that a moment later she couldn"t even remember it, Jaina found her own lightsaber in her hand, its electric-violet beam humming and pulsating.
A feral grin spread across Zekk"s face, almost as if he was glad that it had come to this.
"You see, Jaina," he said, taking a step toward her and twitching his energy blade from side to side, "once you let it in, the dark side is like a disease for which there"s no cure." He lunged toward her, and their two blades met in a sizzling struggle of red against violet. "And the only way to remove the disease"-he lunged again and again and Jaina parried-"is to"-thrust-"cut"thrust-"it"-thrust-"out!"
Jaina spun away and kept a wary eye on Zekk while she circled, waiting for his next move. Out of the corner of her eye she could see Luke watching the battle with calm acceptance.
At that moment Jaina realized that she had been trying to force Zekk to turn to the light side. She had been trying to fix him.
But she couldn"t. It had to be his choice. She drew a deep breath, letting the Force flow through her, and backed away from Zekk.
"I won"t fight you anymore, Zekk," she said, switching off her lightsaber and tossing it to the ground. "There"s still good in you, but you"ll have to decide which direction you want to go-starting now. It"s your choice, so make the right one for you."
Surprise and anger and confusion chased each other across Zekk"s face.
"How do you know I won"t kill you?"
From the corner of her eye, Jaina saw Lowie step forward as if to protect her, but Luke put a restraining hand on the Wookiee"s shoulder.
Jaina shrugged. "I don"t know that. But I won"t fight you. Make your choice." Jaina pushed back her straight brown hair and looked directly into Zekk"s eyes with calm a.s.surance-not a.s.surance that he wouldn"t harm her, but a.s.surance that she had done the right thing.
"Well, what are you waiting for?" she whispered.
With slow deliberation, Zekk raised his glowing red lightsaber over Jaina"s head.
IMPERIAL COMMANDO ORVAK finally awoke, feeling thick headed and groggy. e fought away nightmares that were filled with serpent fangs and invisible pre ators, slipping out of cracks in the wall. When he shook his head, a wave of dizziness and nausea pounded through his skull.
Orvak couldn"t remember where he was or what he was doing. The stone floor felt hard beneath his sprawled body. He had fallen in an uncomfortable position and apparently slept there for some time. His hand throbbed, and he saw two small wounds there-punctures-before his vision blurred and lost focus again.
He must have taken his gloves off, and his helmet. What had he been doine. Where was he?
He heard no other sounds of combat around the Jedi academy. What could be happening?
Then Orvak remembered creeping into the ancient temple, his important mission for the Second Imperium... and the invisible glistening snake that had struck at his hand. For some reason, its venom had knocked him unconscious.
He brought his hand close to his eyes, but clarity of focus continued to evade him.
Some kind of poison... he had been d rugged, but now he was coming out of it. Was he a captive of the Jedi sorcerers?
Orvak heaved himself to a sitting position, and the universe turned in giddy circles around his head. He clutched at the cool, smooth floor for support. He had come here to the temple to plant explosives, to wipe out the great stone pyramid. Then everyone would see the weakness of the Rebellion and its Jedi, and they would make room for the Second Imperium.
But something had gone wrong.
Now he heard something. A clicking.
Shaking his head again, he looked in the direction of the strange sound.
It came from the timing device across the stone platform from him Timing device!
He blinked and finally managed to bring his vision into focus. His eyes burned, but he could see the string of descending numbers on the clock display.
Twelve eleven... ten...
He launched himself to his feet-but too quickly. Dizziness swept through him again and he fell into black oblivion.
Nine... eight...
THE BUZZING HUM of ZekICs lightsaber filled Jaina"s ears as her former friend brought it slowly down toward her neck.
"You never understood, Jaina.... You can"t understand. You"ve always been so protected. The dark side is like a scar that"s on the inside."
Zekk"s eyes locked with hers. His hand remained steady, and he began speaking in a low voice, his words barely audible. "But these are scars that can"t be healed," he went on. "You can try to cover them up"hum; buzz-"but they"re still there... underneath."
A swarm of angry insects buzzed near Jaina"s right ear-but it was only the lightsaber, no longer above her head but continuing its excruciatingly slow descent.
Then, as if from a distance, Jaina heard new sounds: a crackle of static, and then a booming voice coming from a comlink.
"This is the Lightning Rod, callin"anyone who can hear me. Better clear everyone from the landing field real quick. We"re coming" in. Oh, and if you got any of those energy shields back up, you better put "em down now-we"ve had more"n our share of problems already today. My arm"s broken, so the young Solo kid is flying-but our wings"re clipped, and I"m not sure how maneuverable this baby is."
In that moment of delight and surprise, Zekk"s lightsaber wavered and lifted away from her. A droning sound caught his attention, and Jaina glanced back over her shoulder to see the Lightning Rod coming into view above the treetops, sputtering and wheezing.
"Come on in, Lightning Rod," Jaina heard Luke say into his comlink.
"You"re clear to land."
Zekk stared in amazement to see the battered old ship still intact, then shook his head. He reached out his free hand toward her. "Jaina, I didn"t mean to-" Just then, a concussive boom split the air, obliterating all other sounds. The ground vibrated beneath Jaina"s feet, lurching with tremors and shock waves.
"Get down!" Zekk shouted.
^ She dove toward the courtyard wall and hit the ground, gasping at the jolt of pain that speared through her. She rolled, looking upward to see the gouts of smoke that erupted from a huge explosion inside the Great Temple. The crumbled remnants of ma.s.sive stones tumbled down its sides in an avalanche.
Zekk ran for cover, too, but the hailstorm of rock moved faster than he could dodge. A large chunk of stone struck him in the head, while other fragments pummeled his body.
As Jaina watched the dark-haired young man sink to the ground, it came to her in a flash: he had known.
Zekk had known the temple was going to blow up.
And he had saved them all.
OUT IN THE unexplored jungles of Yavin 4, on the far side of the moon from where Luke Skywalker had established his Jedi academy, the wrecked TIE fighter smoldered after the crash.
The c.o.c.kpit hatch opened, and Qorl crawled out, coughing and wheezing.
With a heave from his human arm, he raised his shoulders, then worked the rest of his body free. His droid arm sparked and sizzled from damage it had received in the crash.
Qorl felt no pain, though. He was still functioning on adrenaline as he hauled himself out of the ship. His legs were numb and stiff, but they still worked. He dropped down from his ruined TIE fighter, then staggered into the protection of the trees just in case the craft exploded.
Alone in the jungle, Qorl watched the TIE fighter smoke until he was confident that none of the engines would go critical. The wrecked ship gradually heaved its last sigh and died.
The damage to his craft was severe: its outer hull had been punctured by iron-hard Ma.s.sa.s.si tree branches, its two planar energy arrays ripped askew; one had even been broken off.
As he had flown in, pummeled by the Rebel forces, dodging turbolaser bolts until the fatal strike that had caused him to reel out of control, Qorl had seen the Star Destroyers defeated. While wrestling for control of his TIE fighter, he had watched the Shadow Academy explode behind him.
He knew now that all hope for the Second Imperium was gone. The Emperor himself had been aboard the Shadow Academy, as had Lord Brakiss. The remaining Dark Jedi fighters on the surface would no doubt be rounded up and taken to Rebel prisons.
Qorl had much to regret. Rather than let one of the Solo twins die, he had made the choice to sacrifice his twisted student Norys. That had been a betrayal, and he was ashamed of it. Surrender was also betrayal...
But Qorl had never surrendered.
He found himself stranded in the jungle again. His ship was beyond repair. The Second Imperium was defeated. Qorl had no place to go, no orders to follow... no reado anything other than search for a son to new place to live.
Perhaps it was best this way.
He could make a nice home for himself here. He knew this jungle, the fruits that were good to eat, which animals were easiest to hunt. Qorl realized that, despite the glory of returning to the Second Imperium and fighting once more for his Emperor, he had enjoyed those years of solitude, the quiet peace of living alone in the jungle.
In fact, he decided that this fate was not so bad, after all.
Qorl trudged off into the jungle to search out a new home. This time, he intended to spend the rest of his life there.
THE MORNING AFTER the great battle on Yavin 4 dawned cool and clear.
Within hours, the bright sunlight dispensed with the lingering tatters of lacy mist that clung to the rubble-strewn base of the Great Temple and to the trees around it. Overhead, the giant orange planet Yavin filled much of the sky.
Waiting with Lowie and Jacen on the landing field, Jaina marveled at the difference a night"s rest and a good meal could make on her perspective.
After Luke, Tionne, Lando, and a couple of GemDiver engineers had determined that the lower two levels of the Great Temple were structurally sound, the remaining trainees and staff had made their way back into the pyramid, retrieving an ecstatic Artoo-Detoo, who had been waiting below. Admiral Ackbar"s transports had evacuated the most seriously injured students, while those with only minor wounds had been treated and returned to their own chambers in the temple.