Enzo grinned. "You or your bodyguards?" he asked.
"Oh, I"d handle this one personally," I said. "Although I might get Gretchen to help."
"I think she would," Enzo said.
"There"s no think think involved here," I said. involved here," I said.
"I guess I better keep writing you poems, then," Enzo said.
"Good," I said, and patted his cheek. "I"m glad we have these little conversations."
And Enzo was as good as his word; a couple of times a day I"d get a new poem. They were mostly sweet and funny, and only a little bit showing off, because he would send them in different poem formats: haiku and sonnets and sestinas and some forms I don"t know what they"re called but you could see that they were supposed to be something.
And naturally I would show them all to Gretchen, who tried very hard not to be impressed. "The scan"s off on that one," she said, after she had read one I showed to her at one of the dodgeball games. Savitri had joined the two of us to watch. She was on her break. "I"d dump him for that."
"It"s not off," I said. "And anyway he"s not my boyfriend."
"A guy sends poems on the hour and you say he"s not your boyfriend?" Gretchen asked.
"If he was her boyfriend, he wouldn"t be sending poems anymore," Savitri said.
Gretchen smacked her forehead. "Of course," she said. "It all makes sense now."
"Give me that," I said, taking back my PDA. "Such cynicism."
"You"re just saying that because you"re getting sestinas," Savitri said.
"Which don"t scan," Gretchen said.
"Quiet, both of you," I said, and turned the PDA around so it could record the game. Enzo"s team was playing the Dragons in the quarter-final match for the league championship. "All your bitterness is distracting me from watching Enzo get slaughtered out there."
"Speaking of cynicism," Gretchen said.
There was a loud pock pock as the dodgeball smooshed Enzo"s face into a not terribly appealing shape. He grabbed his face with both hands, cursed loudly, and dropped to his knees. as the dodgeball smooshed Enzo"s face into a not terribly appealing shape. He grabbed his face with both hands, cursed loudly, and dropped to his knees.
"There we go," I said.
"That poor boy," Savitri said.
"He"ll live," Gretchen said, and then turned to me. "So you got that."
"It"s going into the highlight reel for sure," I said.
"I"ve mentioned before that you don"t deserve him," Gretchen said.
"Hey," I said. "He writes me poems, I doc.u.ment his physical inept.i.tude. That"s how the relationship works."
"I thought you said he wasn"t your boyfriend," Savitri said.
"He"s not my boyfriend," I said, and saved the humiliating snippet into my "Enzo" file. "It doesn"t mean we don"t have a relationship." I put my PDA away and greeted Enzo as he came up, still holding his face.
"So you got that," he said to me. I turned and smiled at Gretchen and Savitri, as if to say, See. See. They both rolled their eyes. They both rolled their eyes.
In all, there was about a week between when the Magellan Magellan left Phoenix Station and when the left Phoenix Station and when the Magellan Magellan was far enough away from any major gravity well that it could skip to Roanoke. Much of that time was spent watching dodgeball, listening to music, chatting with my new friends, and recording Enzo getting hit with b.a.l.l.s. But in between all of that, I actually did spend a little bit of time learning about the world on which we would live the rest of our lives. was far enough away from any major gravity well that it could skip to Roanoke. Much of that time was spent watching dodgeball, listening to music, chatting with my new friends, and recording Enzo getting hit with b.a.l.l.s. But in between all of that, I actually did spend a little bit of time learning about the world on which we would live the rest of our lives.
Some of it I already knew: Roanoke was a Cla.s.s Six planet, which meant (and here I"m double-checking with the Colonial Union Department of Colonization Protocol Doc.u.ment, get it wherever PDAs have access to a network) that the planet was within fifteen percent of Earth standard gravity, atmosphere, temperature and rotation, but that the biosphere was not compatible with human biology-which is to say if you ate something there, it"d probably make you vomit your guts out if it didn"t kill you outright.
(This made me mildly curious about how many cla.s.ses of planet there were. Turns out there are eighteen, twelve of which are at least nominally humanly compatible. That said, if someone says you"re on a colony ship headed to a Cla.s.s Twelve planet, the best thing to do is to find an escape pod or volunteer to join the ship"s crew, because you"re not going to want to land on that world if you can avoid it. Unless you like like weighing up to two and a half times your normal weight on a planet whose ammonia-choked atmosphere will hopefully smother you before you die of exposure. In which case, you know. Welcome home.) weighing up to two and a half times your normal weight on a planet whose ammonia-choked atmosphere will hopefully smother you before you die of exposure. In which case, you know. Welcome home.) What do you do on a Cla.s.s Six planet, when you"re a member of a seed colony? Well, Jane had it right when she said it on Huckleberry: You work. You only have so much food supply to go through before you have to add to it from what you"ve grown-but before you grow your food, you have to make over the soil so it can grow crops that can feed humans (and other species which started on Earth, like almost all our livestock) without choking to death on the incompatible nutrients in the ground. And you have to make sure that earlier-mentioned livestock (or pets, or toddlers, or inattentive adults who didn"t pay attention during their training periods) don"t graze or eat anything from the planet until you do a toxicology scan so see if it will kill them. The colonist materials we were given suggest this is more difficult than it sounds, because it"s not like your livestock will listen to reason, and neither will a toddler or some adults.
So you"ve conditioned the soil and kept all your animals and dumb humans from gorging on the poisonous scenery: Now it"s time to plant, plant, plant your crops like your life depended on it, because it does. does. To bring this point home, the colonist training material is filled with pictures of gaunt colonists who messed up their plantings and ended up a lot thinner (or worse) after their planet"s winter. The Colonial Union won"t bail you out-if you fail, you fail, sometimes at the cost of your own life. To bring this point home, the colonist training material is filled with pictures of gaunt colonists who messed up their plantings and ended up a lot thinner (or worse) after their planet"s winter. The Colonial Union won"t bail you out-if you fail, you fail, sometimes at the cost of your own life.
You"ve planted and tilled and harvested, and then you do it again, and you keep doing it-and all the while you"re also building infrastructure, because one of the major roles of a seed colony is to prepare the planet for the next, larger wave of colonists, who show up a couple of standard years later. I a.s.sume they land, look around at everything you"ve created, and say, "Well, colonizing doesn"t look that that hard." At which point you get to punch them. hard." At which point you get to punch them.
And through this all, and in the back of your mind, is this little fact: Colonies are at their most vulnerable to attack when they"re new. There"s a reason humans colonize Cla.s.s Six planets, where the biosystem might kill them, and even Cla.s.s Twelve planets, where just about everything else else will kill them too. It"s because there are a lot of other intelligent races out there who have the same habitation needs as we have, and we all want as many planets as we can grab. And if someone else is already there, well. That"s just something to will kill them too. It"s because there are a lot of other intelligent races out there who have the same habitation needs as we have, and we all want as many planets as we can grab. And if someone else is already there, well. That"s just something to work work around. around.
I knew this very well. And so did John and Jane.
But it was something I wonder if other people-either my age or older-really understood; understood that Cla.s.s Six planet or not, conditioned soil or not, planted crops or not, everything they"ve done and worked for doesn"t matter much when a s.p.a.cecraft shows up in your sky, and it"s filled with creatures who"ve decided they want your planet, and you"re in the way. Maybe it"s not something you can can understand until it happens. understand until it happens.
Or maybe when it comes down to it people just don"t think about it because there"s nothing to do about it. We"re not soldiers, we"re colonists. Being a colonist means accepting the risk. And once you"ve accepted the risk, you might as well not think about it until you have to.
And during our week on the Magellan, Magellan, we certainly didn"t have to. We were having we certainly didn"t have to. We were having fun fun-almost too much fun, to be honest about it. I suspected we were getting an unrepresentative view of colony life. I mentioned this to Dad, while we watched the final game of the dodgeball tournament, in which the Dragons were raining rubbery red doom on the previously undefeated Slime Molds, the team Magdy was on. I was perfectly fine with this; Magdy had gotten insufferable about his team"s winning streak. Humility would be a good thing for the boy.
"Of course this is unrepresentative," Dad said. "Do you think you"re going to have time to be playing dodgeball when we get to Roanoke?"
"I don"t just mean dodgeball," I said.
"I know," he said. "But I don"t want you to worry about it. Let me tell you a story."
"Oh, goody," I said. "A story."
"So sarcastic, sarcastic," Dad said. "When I first left Earth and joined the Civil Defense Forces, we had a week like this. We were given our new bodies-those green ones, like General Rybicki still has-and we were given the order to have fun with them for an entire week."
"Sounds like a good way to encourage trouble," I said.
"Maybe it is," Dad said. "But mostly it did two things. The first was to get us comfortable with what our new bodies could do. The second was to give us some time to enjoy ourselves and make friends before we had to go to war. To give us a little calm before the storm."
"So you"re giving us this week to have fun before you send us all to the salt mines," I said.
"Not to the salt mines, but certainly to the fields," Dad said, and motioned out to the kids still hustling about on the dodge-ball court. "I don"t think it"s entirely sunk into the heads of a lot of your new friends that when we land, they"re going to be put to work. This is a seed colony. All hands needed."
"I guess it"s a good thing I got a decent education before I left Huckleberry," I said.
"Oh, you"ll still go to school," Dad said. "Trust me on that, Zoe. You"ll just work, too. And so will all your friends."
"Monstrously unfair," I said. "Work and and school." school."
"Don"t expect a lot of sympathy from us," Dad said. "While you"re sitting down and reading, we"re going to be out there sweating and toiling."
"Who"s this "we"?" I said. "You"re the colony leader. You"ll be administrating."
"I farmed when I was...o...b..dsman back in New Goa," Dad said.
I snorted. "You mean you paid for the seed grain and let Chaudhry Shujaat work the field for a cut."
"You"re missing the point," Dad said. "My point is that once we get to Roanoke we"ll all be busy. What"s going to get us through it all are our friends. I know it worked that way for me in the CDF. You"ve made new friends this last week, right?"
"Yes," I said.
"Would you want to start your life on Roanoke without them?" Dad asked.
I thought of Gretchen and Enzo and even Magdy. "Definitely not," I said.
"Then this week did what it was supposed to do," Dad said. "We"re on our way from being colonists from different worlds to being a single colony, and from being strangers to being friends. We"re all going to need each other now. We"re in a better position to work together. And that"s the practical benefit to having a week of fun."
"Wow," I said. "I can see how you weaved a subtle web of interpersonal connection here."
"Well, you know," Dad said, with that look in his eye that said that yes, he did did catch that snarky reference. "That"s why I catch that snarky reference. "That"s why I run run things." things."
"Is that it?" I asked.
"It"s what I tell myself, anyway," he said.
The Dragons made the last out against the Slime Molds and started celebrating. The crowd of colonists watching were cheering as well, and getting themselves into the mood for the really big event of the night: the skip to Roanoke, which would happen in just under a half hour.
Dad stood up. "This is my cue," he said. "I"ve got to get ready to do the award presentation to the Dragons. A shame. I was pulling for the Slime Molds. I love that name."
"Try to make it through the disappointment," I said.
"I"ll try," he said. "You going to stay around for the skip?"
"Are you kidding?" I said. "Everyone"s going to stay around for the skip. I wouldn"t miss it for anything." going to stay around for the skip. I wouldn"t miss it for anything."
"Good," Dad said. "Always a good idea to confront change with your eyes open."
"You think it"s really going to be that different?" I asked.
Dad kissed the top of my head and gave me a hug. "Sweetie, I know it"s going to be that different. What I don"t know is how much more different it"s going to be after that. that."
"I guess we"ll find out," I said.
"Yes, and in about twenty-five minutes," Dad said, and then pointed. "Look, there"s your mom and Savitri. Let"s ring in the new world together, shall we?"
PART II.
TWELVE.
There was a rattle and then a thump and then a whine as the shuttle"s lifters and engines died down. That was it; we had landed on Roanoke. We were home, for the very first time.
"What"s that smell?" Gretchen said, and wrinkled her nose.
I took a sniff and did some nose wrinkling of my own. "I think the pilot landed in a pile of rancid socks," I said. I calmed Babar, who was with us and who seemed excited about something; maybe he he liked the smell. liked the smell.
"That"s the planet," said Anna Faulks. She was one of the Magellan Magellan crew, and had been down to the planet several times, unloading cargo. The colony"s base camp was almost ready for the colonists; Gretchen and I, as children of colony leaders, were being allowed to come down on one of the last cargo shuttles rather than having to take a cattle car shuttle with everyone else. Our parents had already been on planet for days, supervising the unloading. "And I"ve got news for you," Faulks said. "This is about as pretty as the smells get around here. When you get a breeze coming in from the forest, then it gets really bad." crew, and had been down to the planet several times, unloading cargo. The colony"s base camp was almost ready for the colonists; Gretchen and I, as children of colony leaders, were being allowed to come down on one of the last cargo shuttles rather than having to take a cattle car shuttle with everyone else. Our parents had already been on planet for days, supervising the unloading. "And I"ve got news for you," Faulks said. "This is about as pretty as the smells get around here. When you get a breeze coming in from the forest, then it gets really bad."
"Why?" I asked. "What does it smell like then?"
"Like everyone you know just threw up on your shoes," Faulks said.
"Wonderful," Gretchen said.
There was a grinding clang as the ma.s.sive doors of the cargo shuttle opened. There was a slight breeze as the air in the cargo bay puffed out into the Roanoke sky. And then the smell really hit us.
Faulks smiled at us. "Enjoy it, ladies. You"re going to be smelling it every day for the rest of your lives."
"So are you," Gretchen said to Faulks.
Faulks stopped smiling at us. "We"re going to start moving these cargo containers in a couple of minutes," she said. "You two need to clear out and get out of our way. It would be a shame if your precious selves got squashed underneath them." She turned away from us and started toward the rest of the shuttle cargo crew.
"Nice," I said, to Gretchen. "I don"t think now was a smart time to remind her that she"s stuck here."
Gretchen shrugged. "She deserved it," she said, and started toward the cargo doors.
I bit the inside of my cheek and decided not to comment. The last several days had made everyone edgy. This is what happens when you know you"re lost.
On the day we skipped to Roanoke, this is how Dad broke the news that we were lost.
"Because I know there are rumors already, let me say this first: We are safe," Dad said to the colonists. He stood on the platform where just a couple of hours earlier we had counted down the skip to Roanoke. "The Magellan Magellan is safe. We are not in any danger at the moment." is safe. We are not in any danger at the moment."
Around us the crowd visibly relaxed. I wondered how many of them caught the "at the moment" part. I suspected John put it in there for a reason.
He did. "But we are not where we were told we would be," he said. "The Colonial Union has sent us to a different planet than we had expected to go to. It did this because it learned that a coalition of alien races called the Conclave were planning to keep us from colonizing, by force if necessary. There is no doubt they would have been waiting for us when we skipped. So we were sent somewhere else: to another planet entirely. We are now above the real Roanoke.
"We are not in danger at the moment," John said. "But the Conclave is looking for us. If it finds us it will try to take us from here, again likely by force. If it cannot remove us, it will destroy the colony. We are safe now, but I won"t lie to you. We are being hunted."
"Take us back!" someone shouted. There were murmurings of agreement.
"We can"t go back," John said. "Captain Zane has been remotely locked out of the Magellan" Magellan"s control systems by the Colonial Defense Forces. He and his crew will be joining our colony. The Magellan Magellan will be destroyed once we have landed ourselves and all our supplies on Roanoke. We can"t go back. None of us can." will be destroyed once we have landed ourselves and all our supplies on Roanoke. We can"t go back. None of us can."