Only this is sure, that however remote, however separated by time and s.p.a.ce, the tragedy of life has its root in the weakness of men, and of all the heart-breaking phantasms that move across the panorama of the day, somewhere deep-rooted in our own souls" weakness is the ineradicable cause. Even G.o.d"s mercy cannot separate the punishment that follows sin, and perhaps it is the greatest mercy of His mercy that it cannot do so. For when we leave this world, our books are clear. If our souls grow--we pay the price in suffering; if they shrivel, we go into the next world, poorer for our pilgrimage.
So do not pity Molly Brownwell nor Robert Hendricks when you learn that as she left the station at Sycamore Ridge that night, Lige Bemis went to a gas lamp and read the note from Robert Hendricks that in her confusion she had dropped upon the floor. Only pity the miserable creature whose soul was so dead in him that he could put that note away to bide his time. In this wide universe, wherein we are growing slowly up to G.o.dhood, only the poor leprous soul, whitened with malice and hate, deserves the angels" tears. The rest of us,--weak, failing, frail, to whom life deals its sorrows and its tears, its punishments and its anguish,--we leave this world nearer to G.o.d than when we came here, and the journey, though long and hard, has been worth the while.
CHAPTER XIX
Back in the days when John Barclay had become powerful enough to increase the price of his door strips to the railroad companies from five dollars to seven and a half, he had transferred the business of the factory that made the strips from Hendricks" Exchange National to the new Merchants" State Bank which Gabriel Carnine was establishing.
For Carnine and Barclay were more of a mind than were Barclay and Hendricks; Carnine was bent on getting rich, and he had come to regard Barclay as the most remarkable man in the world. Hendricks, on the other hand, knew Barclay to the core, and since the quarrel of the seventies, while they had maintained business relations, they were merely getting along together. There were times when Barclay felt uncomfortable, knowing that Hendricks knew much about his business, but the more Carnine knew, the more praise Barclay had of him; and so, even though Jane kept her own account with Hendricks, and though John himself kept a personal account with Hendricks, the Economy Door Strip Company and the Golden Belt Wheat Company did business with Carnine, and Barclay became a director of the Merchants" State Bank, and greatly increased its prestige thereby. And Bob Hendricks sighed a sigh of relief, for he knew that he would never become John Barclay"s fence and be called upon to dispose of stolen goods. So Hendricks went his way with his eyes on a level and his jaw squared with the world.
And when he knew that Jane knew the secret of his soul, about the only comfort he had in those black days was the exultation in his heart that John--whatever he might know--could not turn it into cash at the Exchange National Bank.
As he walked alone under the stars that first night after Molly Brownwell"s note came to him, he saw his life as it was, with things squarely in their relations. Of course this light did not stay with him always; at times in his loneliness the old cloud of wild yearning would come over him, and he would rattle the bars of his madhouse until he could fight his way out to the clean air of Heaven under the stars. And at such times he would elude Dolan, and walk far away from the town in fields and meadows and woods struggling back to sanity--sometimes through a long night. But as the years pa.s.sed, this truth came to be a part of his consciousness--that in some measure the thing we call custom, or law, or civilization, or society, with all its faults, is the best that man, endowed as he is to-day, can establish, and that the highest service one can pay to man or to G.o.d is found in conforming to the social compact, at whatever cost of physical pain, or mental anguish, if the conformation does not require a moral breach. That was the faith he lived by, that by service to his fellows and by sacrifice to whatever was worthy in the social compact, he would find a growth of soul that would pay him, either here or hereafter. So he lent money, and sold light, and traded in merchandise, and did a man"s work in politics--playing each game according to the rules.
But whatever came to him, whatever of honour or of influence, or of public respect, in his own heart there was the cloud--he knew that he was a forger, and that once he had offered to throw everything he had aside and take in return--But he was not candid enough even in his own heart to finish the indictment. It made him flush with shame, and perhaps that was why on his face there was often a curious self-deprecating smile--not of modesty, not of charity, but the smile of the man who is looking at a pa.s.sing show and knows that it is not real. As he went into his forties, and the flux of his life hardened, he became a man of reserves--a kind, quiet, strong man, charitable to a fault for the weaknesses of others, but a man who rarely reflected his impulses, a listener in conversation, a dreamer amid the tumult of business, whose success lay in his industry and caution, and who drew men to him not by what he promised, but by the faith we chattering daws have in the man who looks on and smiles while we prattle.
His lank bones began to take on flesh, and his face rounded at the corners, and the eagerness of youth pa.s.sed from him. He always looked more of a man than John Barclay. For Barclay was a man of enthusiasms, who occasionally liked to mouth a hard jaw-breaking "d.a.m.n," and who followed his instincts with womanly faith in them--so that he became known as a man of impulse. But Hendricks" power was in repression, and in Sycamore Ridge they used to say that the only reason why Bob Hendricks grew a mustache was to chew it when people expected him to talk. It wasn"t much of a mustache--a little blond fuzz about as heavy as his yellow eyebrows over his big inquiring blue eyes, and he once told Dolan that he kept it for a danger signal. When he found himself pulling at it, he knew he was nervous and should get out into the open. They tell a story in the Ridge to the effect that Hendricks started to run to a fire, and caught himself pulling at his mustache, and turned around and went out to the power-house instead.
It was the only anecdote ever told of Hendricks after he was forty--for he was not a man about whom anecdotes would hang well, though the town is full of them about John Barclay. So Hendricks lived a strong reticent man, who succeeded in business though he was honest, and who won in politics by choosing his enemies from the kind of noisy men who make many mistakes, and let every one know it. The time came when he did not avoid Molly Brownwell; she felt that he was not afraid to see her in any circ.u.mstances, and that made her happy. Sometimes she went to him in behalf of one of her father"s charges,--some poor devil who could not pay his note at the bank and keep the children in school, or some clerk or workman at the power-house who had been discharged. At such times they talked the matter in hand over frankly, and it ended by the man giving way to the woman, or showing her simply that she was wrong.
Only once in nearly a score of years did a personal word pa.s.s between them. She had come to him for his signature to a pet.i.tion for a pardon for a man whose family suffered while he was in the penitentiary.
Hendricks signed the paper and handed it back to her, and his blue eyes were fixed impersonally upon her, and he smiled his curious, self-deprecatory smile and sighed, "As we forgive our debtors." Then he reached for a paper in his desk and seemed oblivious to her presence. No one else was near them, and the woman hesitated a moment before turning to go and repeated, "Yes, Bob--as we forgive our debtors." She tried to show him the radiance in her soul, but he did not look up and she went away. When she had gone, he pushed aside his work and sat for a moment looking into the street; he began biting his mustache, and rose, and went out of the bank and found some other work.
That night as Hendricks and Dolan walked over the town together, Dolan said: "Did you ever know, Robert"--that was as near familiarity as the elder man came with Hendricks--"that Mart Culpepper owed his son-in-law a lot of money?"
"Well," returned Hendricks, "he borrowed a lot fifteen years ago or such a matter; why?"
"Well," answered Dolan, "I served papers on Mart to-day in a suit for--I dunno, a lot of money--as I remember it about fifteen thousand dollars. That seems like a good deal."
Hendricks grunted, and they walked on in silence. Hendricks knew from Brownwell"s overdraft that things were not going well with him, and he believed that matters must have reached a painful crisis in the Culpepper family if Brownwell had brought suit against the colonel.
The next morning Colonel Martin Culpepper came into the bank. He had grown into a large gray man--with gray hair, gray mustaches of undiminished size, and chin whiskers grayed and broadened with the years. His fine black eyes were just beginning to lose their l.u.s.tre, and the spring was going out of his stride. As he came into the bank, Hendricks noticed that the colonel seemed to shuffle just a little. He put out his fat hand, and said:--
"Robert, will you come into the back room with me a moment? It isn"t business--I just want to talk with you." He smiled apologetically and added, "Just troubles, Robert--just an old man wants to talk to some one, in point of fact."
Hendricks followed the colonel into the directors" room, and without ceremony the colonel sank heavily into a fat leather chair, facing the window, and Hendricks sat down facing the colonel. The colonel looked at the floor and fumbled his triangular watch-charm a moment, and cleared his throat, as he spoke, "I don"t know just how to begin--to get at it--to proceed, as I may say, Robert." Hendricks did not reply, and the colonel went on, "I just wanted to talk to some one, that"s all--to talk to you--just to you, sir, to be exact."
Hendricks looked kindly at the colonel, whose averted eyes made the younger man feel uncomfortable. Then he said gently, "Well, Colonel, don"t be backward about saying what you want to to me." It was a long speech for Hendricks, and he felt it, and then qualified it with, "But, of course, I don"t want to urge you."
The colonel"s face showed a flush of courage to Hendricks, but the courage pa.s.sed, and there was a silence, and then a little twitch under his eyes told Hendricks that the colonel was contemplating a flank attack as he spoke, "Robert, may I ask you in confidence if Adrian Brownwell is hard up?"
Hendricks believed the truth would bring matters to a head, and he answered, "Well, I shouldn"t wonder, Colonel."
"Very hard up?" pressed the colonel.
Hendricks remembered Brownwell"s overdraft and half a dozen past due notes to cover other overdrafts and answered, "Well, Colonel, not desperate, but you know the _Index_ has been getting the best of the _Banner_ for two or three years."
There was a pause, and then the colonel blurted out, "Well, Bob, he"s sued me."
"I knew that, Colonel," returned Hendricks, anxious to press the matter to its core. "Jake told me yesterday."
"I was going to pay him; he"s spoken about it several times--dunned me, sir, in point of fact, off and on for several years. But he knew I was good for it. And now the little coward runs off up to Chicago to attend the convention and sues me while he"s gone. That"s what I hate."
Hendricks could see that the object of the colonel"s visit was still on his mind, and so he left the way open for the colonel to talk. "You know how Mrs. Culpepper feels and how Molly feels--disgraced, sir, humiliated, shamed, to be exact, sir, in front of the whole town. What would you do, Robert? What can a man do in a time like this--I ask you, what can he do?"
"Well, I"d pay him, Colonel, if I were you," ventured the younger man.
The colonel straightened up and glared at Hendricks and exclaimed: "Bob Hendricks, do you think, sir, that Martin Culpepper would rest for a minute, while he had a dollar to his name, or a rag on his back, under the imputation of not paying a debt like that? It is paid, sir,--settled in full this morning, sir. But what am I going to do about him, sir--the contemptible scamp who publicly sued his own wife"s father? That"s what I came to you for, Robert. What am I going to do?"
"It"ll be forgotten in a week, Colonel--I wouldn"t worry about it,"
answered Hendricks. "We all have those little unpleasantnesses."
The colonel was silent for a time, and then he said: "Bob--" turning his eyes to meet Hendricks" for the first time during their meeting--"that scoundrel said to me yesterday morning before leaving, "If I hadn"t the misfortune of being your son-in-law, you wouldn"t have the honour of owing me this money." Then he sneered at me--you know the supercilious way he has, the d.a.m.n miserable hound-pup way he has of grinning at you,--and says, "I regarded it as a loan, even though you seemed to regard it as a bargain." And he whirled and left me." The colonel"s voice broke as he added: "In G.o.d"s name, Bob, tell me--did I sell Molly? You know--you can tell me."
The colonel was on his feet, standing before Hendricks, with, his hands stretched toward the younger man. Hendricks did not reply at once, and the colonel broke forth: "Bob Hendricks, why did you and my little girl quarrel? Did she break it or did you? Did I sell her, Bob, did I sell my little girl?" He slipped back into the chair and for a moment hid his face, and shook with a great sob, then pulled himself together, and said, "I know I"m a foolish old man, Bob, only I feel a good deal depends on knowing the truth--a good deal of my att.i.tude toward him."
Hendricks looked at the colonel for an abstracted moment, and then said: "Colonel, Adrian Brownwell is hard up--very hard up, and you don"t know how he is suffering with chagrin at being beaten by the _Index_. He is quick-tempered--just as you are, Colonel." He paused a moment and took the colonel by the hand,--a fat, pink hand, without much iron in it,--and brought him to his feet. "And about that other matter," he added, as he put his arm about the colonel, "you didn"t sell her. I know that; I give you my word on that. It was fifteen years ago--maybe longer--since Molly and I were--since we went together as boy and girl. That"s a long time ago, Colonel, a long time ago, and I"ve managed to forget just why we--why we didn"t make a go of it." He smiled kindly at the colonel as he spoke--a smile that the colonel had not seen in Hendricks" face in many years. Then the mask fell on his face, and the colonel saw it fall--the mask of the man over the face of the boy. A puzzled, bewildered look crept into the gray, fat face, and Hendricks could see that the doubt was still in the colonel"s heart. The younger man pressed the colonel"s hand, and the two moved toward the door. Suddenly tears flushed into the dimmed eyes of the colonel, and he cried, through a smile, "Bob Hendricks, I believe in my soul you"re a liar--a d.a.m.n liar, sir, but, boy, you"re a thoroughbred--G.o.d bless you, you"re a thoroughbred." And he turned and shuffled from the room and out of the bank.
When Colonel Martin Culpepper left Robert Hendricks at the door of the directors" room of the Exchange National Bank, the colonel was persuaded in his heart that his daughter had married Adrian Brownwell to please her parents, and the colonel realized that day that her parents were pleased with Brownwell as a suitor for their daughter, because in time of need he had come to their rescue with money, and incidentally because he was of their own blood and caste--a Southern gentleman of family. The colonel went to the offices of the Culpepper Mortgage and Loan Company and went over his bank-book again. The check that he drew would take all but three hundred and forty-five dollars out of the accounts of his company, and not a dollar of it was his.
The Culpepper Mortgage Company was lending other people"s money. It had been lending money on farm mortgages for ten years. Pay-day on many mortgages was coming due, and of the fifteen thousand dollars he checked out to pay Adrian Brownwell"s debt, thirteen thousand dollars was money that belonged to the Eastern creditors of the company--men and women who had sent their money to the company for it to lend; and the money checked out represented money paid back by the farmers for the release of their mortgages. Some of the money was interest paid by farmers on their mortgages, some of it was partial payments--but none of it was Colonel Culpepper"s money.
"Molly," said the colonel, as his daughter came into the office, "I"ve given a check for that--that money, you know, to Adrian--paid it in full, my dear. But--" the colonel fumbled with his pencil a moment and added, "I"m a trifle shy--a few thousand in point of fact, and I just thought I"d ask--would you borrow it of Bob, if you were me?"
He looked at her closely, and she coloured and shook her head vehemently as she replied: "Oh, no, father--no, can"t you get it somewhere else? Not from Bob--for that! I mean--oh--I"d much rather not."
The colonel looked at his daughter a moment and drew a deep breath, and sighed, and smiled across his sigh, and took her hand and put it around his neck and kissed it, and when she was close to him he put his arm about her, and their eyes met for a fleeting instant, and they did not speak. But in a moment from across his desk the daughter spoke, "Why don"t you go to John or Carnine, father?"
"Well, Gabe--you know Gabe. I"m borrowed clear to the limit there, now. And John--you know John, Molly--and the muss, the disagreeable muss,--the row, in point of fact, we had over that last seventy-five dollars settling up the College Heights business--you remember? Well, I just can"t go to John. But," he added cheerfully, "I can get it elsewhere, my dear--I have other resources, other resources, my dear." And the colonel smiled so gayly that he deceived even his daughter, and she went home as happy as a woman with eyelids as red as hers were that day might reasonably expect to be.
As for the colonel, he sat figuring for an hour upon a sheet of white paper. His figures indicated that by putting all of his property except his home into the market, and reserving all of his commissions on loans that would fall due during the three years coming, he could pay back the money he had taken, little by little, and be square with the company"s creditors in three years--or four at the most. So he let the check stand, and did not try to borrow money of the banks to make it good, but trusted to to-morrow"s receipts to pay yesterday"s debts of the company. Knowing that several mortgages of more than three thousand each would fall due in a few weeks, and that the men carrying them, expected to pay them, the colonel wrote dilatory letters to the Eastern creditors whose money he had taken, explaining that there was some delay in the payment of the notes, and that the matter would be straightened out in a few weeks. When the money came in from the mortgages falling due the next month, he paid those already due, and delayed the payment of Peter until Paul paid up. It was a miserable business, and Colonel Culpepper knew that he was a thief. The knowledge branded him as one, and bent his eyes to the ground, and wrenched his proud neck so that his head hung loosely upon it. Always when he spoke in public, or went among his poor on errands of mercy, at his elbow stood the accusing spectre, and choked his voice, and unnerved his hand. And trouble came upon the Culpeppers, and the colonel"s clothes, which, had always been immaculate, grew shabby. As that year and the next pa.s.sed and mortgages began falling due, not only in the colonel"s company but all over the county, all over the state, all over the Missouri Valley, men found they could not pay. The cycle of business depression moved across the world, as those things come and go through the centuries. Moreover, General Ward was riding on the crest of a wave of unrest which expressed in terms of politics what the people felt in their homes. Debts were falling due; crops brought small returns; capital was frightened; men in the mills lost their work; men on the farms burned their corn; and Colonel Martin Culpepper sank deeper and deeper into the mire.
Those years of the panic of the early nineties pressed all the youth out of his step, dimmed the l.u.s.tre of his eyes, and slowly broke his heart. His keenest anguish was not for his own suffering, but because his poor, the people at the Mission, came trooping to him for help, and he had to turn so many away. The whole town knew that he was in trouble, though no one knew or even suspected just what it was. For the people had their own troubles in those days, and the town and the county and the state and the whole world grew shabby.
One day in the summer of "93, Colonel Culpepper was sitting in his office reading a letter from Vermont demanding a long-deferred interest payment on a mortgage. There were three hundred dollars due, and the colonel had but half that amount, and was going to send what he had. Jake Dolan came into the office and saw the colonel sitting with the letter crumpled in his hands, and with worry in the dull old eyes.
"Come in, Jake, come in," cried the colonel, a little huskily. "What"s the trouble, comrade--what"s wrong?"
But let Dolan tell it to Hendricks three days later, as the two are sitting at night on the stone bridge across the Sycamore built by John Barclay to commemorate the battle of Sycamore Ridge. ""Well, Mart,"
says I, "I"m in vicarious trouble," says I. "It"s along of my orphan asylum," says I. "What orphan asylum?" says he. "Well, it"s this way, Mart," says I. "You know they found Trixie Lee guilty this afternoon in the justice court, don"t you?" Mart sighs and says, "Poor Trixie, I supposed they would sooner or later, poor girl--poor girl. An" old Cap Lee of the Red Legs was her father; did you know that, Jake?" he asks. "Yes, Mart," says I, "and Lady Lee before her. She comes by it honestly." Mart sat drumming with his fingers on the table, looking back into the years. "Poor Jim," he says, "Jim was a brave soldier--a brave, big-hearted, generous soldier--he nursed me all that first night at Wilson"s Creek when I was wounded. Poor Jim." "Yes," says I, "and Trixie has named her boy for him--Jim Lord Lee Young; that was her husband"s name--Young," says I. "And it"s along of the boy that I"m here for. The nicest bright-eyed little chap you ever saw; and he seems to know that something is wrong, and just clings to his mother and cries--seven years old, or maybe eight--and begs me not to put his mother in jail. And," says I to Mart, "Mart, I just can"t do it.
The sheriff he"s run, and so has the deputy; they can"t stand the boy crying, and d.a.m.n it to h.e.l.l, Mart, I can"t, either; so I just left "em in the office and locked the door and come around to see you. I"d "a"
gone to see Bob, only he"s out of town this week," I says. "I can throw up the job, Mart--though I"d have to go on the county; but Mart, they ain"t a soul for the boy to go to; and it ain"t right to put him in jail with the sc.u.m that"s in there.""
"Tough--wasn"t it?" said Hendricks. "What did you do? Why didn"t you go to Carnine or Barclay?"
"That"s just what I"m a-comin" to,--the Priest or the Levite?" said Jake. "Well, Mart said, "Where"re the men they caught--won"t they help?" and I says, "They paid their tine and skipped." "Fine?" asks Mart, "fine? I thought you said it was jail sentence." "Well," says I, "it amounts to the same thing; she can"t pay her fine, and that d.a.m.n reform judge, wanting to make a record as a Spartan, has committed her to jail till it is paid!" "So they go free, and she goes to jail, because she is poor," says Mart." That"s what your reform means," says I, "or I let her and the boy loose and lose my job. And oh, Mart,"
says I, "the screams of that little boy at the disgrace of it and the terror of the jail--man--I can"t stand it!" "How much is it?" sighs Mart. "An even hundred fine and seventeen dollars and fifty cents costs," says I. Mart"s eyes was leaking, and he gets up and goes to the vault, and comes back with the cash and says, blubbering like a calf: "Here, Jake Dolan, you old scoundrel, take this. I"ll pa.s.s a paper and get it to-morrow--now get out of here." And he handed me the money all cried over where he"d been slow counting it out, and said when he"d got hold of his wobbly jaw: "Don"t you tell her where you got it--I don"t want her around here. I"ll see her to-morrow when I"m down that way and talk to her for old Cap Lee--" And then he laughs as he stands in the door and says: "Well, Jim," and he points up, "your bread cast upon the waters was a long time a-coming--but here she is;" and he says, "Do you suppose the old villain knows?" And I turned and hunted up the justice and went around to the office, and told Trixie to "go sin no more," and she laughs and says, "Well, hardly ever!" and I kissed the kid, and he fought my whiskers, and we all live happy ever after."
But the colonel, after Dolan left the office, went into the darkening room, and spread out the harsh letter from the Vermont banker demanding money long past due, and read and reread it and took up his burden, and got into the weary treadmill of his life. It rained the next day, and he did not go out with his subscription paper; he had learned that people subscribe better on bright days; and as Hendricks and Barclay were both out of town, he wrote a dilatory letter to the Vermont people--the fifth he had written about that particular transaction--and waited another rainy day and still another before starting out with his paper. But the event was past; the cry of the child was not in the people"s ears; they knew that the colonel had put up the money; so it was not until Hendricks came back and heard the story from Dolan that the colonel was repaid. Then because he actually had the money--at least half of it due on that particular debt, which was one of scores of its kind--the colonel delayed another day and another, and while he was musing the fire burned. And events started in Vermont which greatly changed the course of this story.