"I won"t prevent you," he might have said. "You can go where you like. You were unwilling to be divorced from your husband, no doubt so that you might go back to him. Go back to him. If you want money, I"ll give it to you. How many rubles do you want?"
All the most cruel words that a brutal man could say, she watched and heard him say as clearly as if he were projected before her on a monitor, and she could not forgive him for them, as though he had actually said them.
But didn"t he only yesterday swear he loved me, he, a truthful and sincere man? Haven"t I despaired for nothing many times already? she thought immediately. she thought immediately.
Anna left the house and wandered the streets of Moscow, surveying the New Russia with a cold and despairing eye. No II/Lamplighter/76s lit the lamps; no II/Porter/44s swung open doors. Everywhere she turned, she saw sullen peasants performing the menial tasks that for decades had been the province of the machines: cleaning gutters, pushing brooms, opening doors. She saw too, as grim reminders of her personal grief, countless iconographs of her husband, Alexei Alexandrovich Karenin, plastered with thick glue in the alleys and in the marketplace. Strangest and most galling of all was the text accompanying each poster, hailing him as "Tsar." Anna Karenina felt herself a stranger in a queerly altered country.
She returned home in doubts whether everything were over with Vronsky or whether there were still hope of reconciliation, whether she should go away at once or see him once more. She was expecting him the whole day, and in the evening, as she went to her own room, leaving a message with Pyotr that she still felt unwell, she said to herself, If he comes to me, in spite of what Pyotr tells him, it means that he loves me still. If not, it means that all is over, and then I will decide what I"m to do! . . . If he comes to me, in spite of what Pyotr tells him, it means that he loves me still. If not, it means that all is over, and then I will decide what I"m to do! . . .
In the evening she heard the rumbling of his carriage stop at the entrance, his ring, his steps, and his conversation with the servant; he believed what was told him, did not care to find out more, and went to his own room. So then everything was over.
And death again rose clearly and vividly before her mind as the sole means of bringing back love for her in his heart, of punishing him and of gaining the victory in that strife which the evil spirit in possession of her heart was waging with him. How she now regretted the surge of animal strength that had pushed her to fight back yesterday against the Honored Guest-she looked with bitterness through the shattered windowpane and wished another alien would come.
Now nothing mattered: going or not going to the moon, getting or not getting a divorce from her husband-all that did not matter. The one thing that mattered was punishing him. She lay in bed with open eyes, by the light of a single burned-down candle, marveling how this tiny thing of wax could give any light at all. She vividly pictured to herself how he would feel when she would be no more, when she would be only a Memory to him. "How could I say such cruel things to her?" he would say. "How could I go out of the room without saying anything to her? But now she is no more. She has gone away from us forever. She is . . ." Suddenly the flickering candlelight wavered, pounced on the whole cornice, the whole ceiling; shadows from the other side swooped to meet it, and for an instant the shadows flitted back, but then with fresh swiftness they darted forward, wavered, commingled, and all was darkness. Death! Death! she thought. And such horror came upon her that for a long while she could not realize where she was, and for a long while her trembling hands could not find the matches and light another candle, instead of the one that had burned down and gone out. "No, anything-only to live! Why, I love him! Why, he loves me! This has been before and will pa.s.s," she said, feeling that tears of joy at the return to life were trickling down her cheeks. And to escape from her panic she went hurriedly to his room. she thought. And such horror came upon her that for a long while she could not realize where she was, and for a long while her trembling hands could not find the matches and light another candle, instead of the one that had burned down and gone out. "No, anything-only to live! Why, I love him! Why, he loves me! This has been before and will pa.s.s," she said, feeling that tears of joy at the return to life were trickling down her cheeks. And to escape from her panic she went hurriedly to his room.
He was asleep there, and sleeping soundly. She went up to him, and gazed a long while at him, holding the light above his face with care, unused to the wobbly feeling of the lit candle in her hand. Now when he was asleep, she loved him so that at the sight of him she could not keep back tears of tenderness. But she knew that if he woke up he would look at her with cold eyes, convinced that he was right, and that before telling him of her love, she would have to prove to him that he had been wrong in his treatment of her.
In the morning she was waked by that same horrible nightmare which had recurred several times in her dreams, full of singing, sad singing, the voice of the voiceless Android Karenina, singing a dirge of betrayal. From this nightmare, Anna woke moaning.
She looked silently, intently at Vronsky, standing in the middle of the room. He glanced at her, frowned for a moment, and went on reading a letter. She turned, and went deliberately out of the room. He still might have turned her back, but when she had reached the door, he was still silent, and the only sound audible was the rustling of the notepaper as he turned it.
"Oh, by the way," he said at the very moment she was in the doorway, "the moon is now beyond our reach. It is reported to me that the Higher Branches have shut down all access to the launching station, that even now Toy Soldiers are manning gateposts on all the roads to the Cannon, turning away travelers. Our only option now, and I do not pretend the odds are in our favor, is to convince the full council of the Higher Branches to overrule Karenin. Anna, it is time to make peace with the world as it is."
"You may, but not I," she said, turning round to him.
"Anna, we can"t go on like this. . . ."
"You, but not I," she repeated.
"This is getting unbearable!"
"You . . . you will be sorry for this," she said, and went out.
Frightened by the desperate expression with which these words were uttered, he jumped up and would have run after her, but on second thought he sat down and scowled, setting his teeth. This vulgar-as he thought it-threat of something vague exasperated him.
"I"ve tried everything," he thought, "the only thing left is not to pay attention," and he began to get ready to drive into town, resolving to take his case to the Higher Branches, and beg forgiveness, not as one half of a couple, but as his own man.
CHAPTER 15.
HE HAS GONE! It is over!" Anna said to herself, standing at the window; and in answer to this statement the impression of the darkness when the candle had flickered out and of her fearful dream mingling into one filled her heart with cold terror. It is over!" Anna said to herself, standing at the window; and in answer to this statement the impression of the darkness when the candle had flickered out and of her fearful dream mingling into one filled her heart with cold terror.
"No, that cannot be!" she cried, and crossing the room she rang the bell. She was so afraid now of being alone that, without waiting for the servant to come in, she went out to meet him.
"Inquire where the count has gone," she said.
Pyotr said, "What? Who?"
"The count! Count Vronsky! Oh, you fool!"
The servant stammered that the count had gone to the stable.
"His honor left word that if you cared to drive out, the carriage would be back immediately."
"Very good. Wait a minute. I"ll write a note at once. Run with the note to the stables. Make haste."
She sat down and wrote, in an unsteady hand: "I was wrong. Come back home; I must explain. For G.o.d"s sake come! I"m afraid."
She sealed it up and gave it to Pyotr, who looked at it, confused, for a moment. "It is a message!" shouted Anna. "Bring it to him. With your feet!"
Oh, how she missed robots!
And yet, once Pyotr had gone, she was afraid of being left alone; she followed the servant out of the room, and went to the nursery.
Why, this isn"t it, this isn"t he! Where are his blue eyes, his sweet, shy smile? was her first thought when she saw her chubby, rosy little girl with her black, curly hair instead of Seryozha, whom in the tangle of her ideas she had expected to see in the nursery, in the arms of the governess they had hired to replace the II/Governess/65. The little girl sitting at the table was obstinately and violently battering on it with a cork, and staring aimlessly at her mother with her pitch-black eyes. Anna sat down by the little girl and began spinning the cork to show her. But the child"s loud, ringing laugh, and the motion of her eyebrows, recalled Vronsky so vividly that she got up hurriedly, restraining her sobs, and went away. was her first thought when she saw her chubby, rosy little girl with her black, curly hair instead of Seryozha, whom in the tangle of her ideas she had expected to see in the nursery, in the arms of the governess they had hired to replace the II/Governess/65. The little girl sitting at the table was obstinately and violently battering on it with a cork, and staring aimlessly at her mother with her pitch-black eyes. Anna sat down by the little girl and began spinning the cork to show her. But the child"s loud, ringing laugh, and the motion of her eyebrows, recalled Vronsky so vividly that she got up hurriedly, restraining her sobs, and went away. Can it be all over? No, it cannot be! Can it be all over? No, it cannot be! she thought. she thought. He will come back. I will believe. If I don"t believe, there"s only one thing left for me, and I can"t. He will come back. I will believe. If I don"t believe, there"s only one thing left for me, and I can"t.
She stumbled about the house.
Who"s that? she thought, looking in the looking gla.s.s at the swollen face with strangely glittering eyes, which looked in a scared way at her. she thought, looking in the looking gla.s.s at the swollen face with strangely glittering eyes, which looked in a scared way at her. Why, it"s I! Why, it"s I! she suddenly understood, and looking round, she seemed all at once to feel his kisses on her, and twitched her shoulders, shuddering. Then she lifted her hand to her lips and kissed it. she suddenly understood, and looking round, she seemed all at once to feel his kisses on her, and twitched her shoulders, shuddering. Then she lifted her hand to her lips and kissed it.
What is it? Why, I"m going out of my mind! and she went into her bedroom. . . . and she went into her bedroom. . . .
Where she beheld the elegant, porcelain figure of Android Karenina.
Who, holding out her hands to her mistress, spoke.
"Anna," said the elegant machine-woman in a sweet and powerful voice, exactly the voice Anna had always imagined, gentle and rea.s.suring and human human but radiating the calm power of authority: the firm and loving voice of a mother. "You must be calm now, Anna Arkadyevna." but radiating the calm power of authority: the firm and loving voice of a mother. "You must be calm now, Anna Arkadyevna."
"Android Karenina, dear, what am I to do?" said Anna, sobbing and sinking helplessly into a chair.
"You will bear up, face the world, and do what you must."
"You speak, Android Karenina. You speak so beautifully."
"Indeed. The silent Android Karenina you knew and loved was a Cla.s.s Three. Though resembling that model in many ways, I am a Cla.s.s Nine."
"A Cla.s.s Nine? But . . ."
"Hush, dear Anna. I must tell you of what comes next."
Anna wondered if this conversation was real, but felt that if it was indeed a dream, she did not want the dream to end. Android Karenina held out her hands, gathered Anna to her bosom, and spoke once more.
"In the future, the changes now convulsing society will continue. Tsar Alexei, as your husband is poised to formally rename himself, will complete his control over Russia. Groznium and its attendant technologies will disappear entirely from the towns and provinces. All machines, and all power, will be consolidated in the cruel hands of the Tsar."
"Dear merciful G.o.d," Anna interjected, but Android Karenina bade her be still.
"But hope will survive, in the form of a resurgent UnConSciya, led by one exceptionally brave and intelligent man. With access to a small pocket of groznium, and a network of underground laboratories, this man and his cohort will keep the spirit of the Age of Groznium alive. In the deepest secrecy, and at the gravest risk, they will experiment, and eventually achieve great breakthroughs: in robotics, in armaments, in transportation. They will even revive what was once called . . . the Phoenix Project."
"You mean . . ."
"Yes, Anna. Travel through time" Travel through time"
Anna tugged free her hair from its clip and felt her dark tresses tumble across her forehead, trying, as she often did in moments of emotional upheaval, to take comfort in her physical being. But now, she felt a painful sense that there was something false about her own beauty, something hostile.
"Eventually, this brave rebel leader and his cohort will hit upon a way to kill Tsar Alexei before before his reign of destruction can begin." his reign of destruction can begin."
Anna"s eyes widened and her hands began to tremble.
"What . . . what . . ."
"Their plan will rest upon an ingenious new technology, the result of many painstaking years of labor and experimentation: an animalcular machine simply called the Mechanism, which can be implanted directly into the gray matter of a human"s brain. This microcosmical apparatus, once thusly embedded, preserves the biological processes of the host while slowly but irrevocably extending itself throughout the higher-level functioning of her neurological system-transforming the subject over time from a human into a highly sophisticated machine."
"Such a thing cannot be," Anna said, horrified.
"It can. Or, rather, it shall be. shall be. And yes, ethical objections will be raised, great debates will ensue, but ultimately the rebels of UnConSciya and their brave leader will make the only choice: the sacrifice of a single human being is a small price to pay to alter Russia"s past, and thereby rescue her future. And so agents will be sent back through time to apply the Mechanism in the host for which it was expressly created." And yes, ethical objections will be raised, great debates will ensue, but ultimately the rebels of UnConSciya and their brave leader will make the only choice: the sacrifice of a single human being is a small price to pay to alter Russia"s past, and thereby rescue her future. And so agents will be sent back through time to apply the Mechanism in the host for which it was expressly created."
Anna cried out once, held her hands before her, and squeezed her eyes shut tightly. "Android Karenina, stop," she wailed. "I command you to stop."
"Many years ago, Anna Arkadyevna, you ceased to be a person, and became a machine-woman of an entirely new kind: the Android Karenina Cla.s.s Twelve. A new kind of robot, one with a single raison d"etre: to murder Alexei Alexandrovich Karenin."
"I command you to stop!"
Anna sprawled herself out on the sofa, trembling, her face buried in her hands. No griefs of her life, none of her husband"s cruelties, no imagined betrayal committed by Alexei Kirillovich, not even the loss of her darling Sergey, compared with the suffering she now experienced.
"Why?" she sobbed. "Why create such a device . . . to seize, to appropriate the mind of a living person? Why not just build some . . . some weapon, some bomb to detonate at his bedside?"
"Because, dear Anna, the same equations that proved time travel possible also showed that the flow of history is exceedingly resistant to human tinkering. And so the nature of the target must dictate the nature of the weapon. Your husband, aided by the powers of the malevolent Cla.s.s Three upon his face, maintains steely control over all elements of his life. He has long planned his rise to power; he has countless contingency plans and defenses ready in case of technological attack. He is the master of his world-with one exception: you. Within the intimate bounds of the home, he is vulnerable."
"Please . . ."
"It had to be his wife. It had to be you."
Anna wept silently on the sofa, not wanting to hear more, but helpless to move.
"As the Mechanism took root within you, its programming slowly amplified your natural distaste for a cold and awkward husband into utter repulsion. That hatred should have led you finally to kill him-but we underestimated the depth and power of your loving nature and your urge for freedom. Rather than letting your pa.s.sion drive you to murder, you seized upon it to fuel your surprising new love for Count Vronsky. You abandoned Alexei Alexandrovich rather than slaying him-but, alas, Anna, that only hastened his descent into inhuman tyranny. Thus, despite all our years of secret struggle, the mission failed."
Anna looked up, tears pouring down her face, trying to understand. "So the G.o.dmouth-the flower trap-all efforts by UnConSciya to . . . to destroy me?"
"No. Efforts to destroy Vronsky, in the hopes that with him dead, you would return to your household, take up again the mantle of unhappily dutiful wife, and complete your mission. But, again, the timestream is difficult to shift."
Sadness and confusion filled Anna"s body like black ink poured into a gla.s.s. She felt, as she had felt so many times in the past, Android Karenina"s comforting embrace around her shoulders. Then her beloved-companion-no! a different android! oh, but beloved still-said: "It"s not too late."
In her mind, burning and wild with emotion, Anna grasped at what she thought Android Karenina was telling her, and the strong face of Vronsky swam up before her mind. "Yes! It"s not too late-I have sent a note . . . he"ll return. . . ." She looked at her watch. Twenty minutes had pa.s.sed. "By now he has received the note and is coming back. Not long, ten minutes more . . . But what if he doesn"t come? No, that cannot be. He mustn"t see me with tear-stained eyes. I"ll go and wash. Yes, yes; did I do my hair or not?" she asked Android Karenina, who stared back at her, and then spoke again, her voice changing to a low, sad whisper.
"It is not too late to complete your mission, Anna. You can agree agree to follow the program." to follow the program."
Anna stared back. "Android Karenina . . . no . . ."
"Go to Petersburg. Kill Alexei Alexandrovich with your own hands. You are the only one who can."
"I am not a killer! I am a human being!"
"Alas . . . you are no longer."
Anna Karenina jabbed wildly for her beloved-companion"s neck, but to no avail: this model had eliminated the exterior Surcease switch entirely. But when Android Karenina lifted her end-effectors from Anna"s shoulders to swat her away, Anna rolled off the sofa, leaped out the empty hole where the windowpane had been, and escaped down the street.
CHAPTER 16.
IT WAS BRIGHT AND SUNNY. A fine ram had been falling all morning, and now it had not long cleared up. Anna tore along the rain-slicked streets, her boot heels skidding on the muddied stones, racing through the broad avenues and down the grimy alleys of Moscow, in and out of crowds, around corners, past posters bearing the formidable non-face of her husband. It was not long before she heard the clatter of metal footsteps close behind her. Android Karenina Cla.s.s IX, her pursuer, her shadow, similarly dressed, of similar shape and size-and constructed, she now knew, of the same materials that hid within her own being. She herself, hot on her own heels. A fine ram had been falling all morning, and now it had not long cleared up. Anna tore along the rain-slicked streets, her boot heels skidding on the muddied stones, racing through the broad avenues and down the grimy alleys of Moscow, in and out of crowds, around corners, past posters bearing the formidable non-face of her husband. It was not long before she heard the clatter of metal footsteps close behind her. Android Karenina Cla.s.s IX, her pursuer, her shadow, similarly dressed, of similar shape and size-and constructed, she now knew, of the same materials that hid within her own being. She herself, hot on her own heels.
How can I do what she bids me? Anna asked herself. Anna asked herself. To slay my own husband, with my own hands, in cold blood To slay my own husband, with my own hands, in cold blood-no matter what kind of monster he is or may become! I have done many selfish things, and yes, I have been crueler than I meant to be, but I am not a murderer!
And yet, she thought with bitterness and spiraling confusion, she thought with bitterness and spiraling confusion, if what Android Karenina says is true if what Android Karenina says is true-and already, in a dark corner of her heart, she had admitted to herself that it was, it must be true-then I am not even a person at all!
The iron roofs, the flags of the roads, the flints of the pavements, the wheels and leather, the bra.s.s and the tinplate of the carriages-all glistened brightly in the May sunshine as she ran past them, Android Karenina behind her in determined, mechanical pursuit. It was three o"clock, and the very liveliest time in the streets.
Anna ran up alongside a pa.s.sing carriage, and with a burst of strength pulled herself onto the running board. Turning her head, she beheld the figure of Android Karenina, framed in the doorway of a grocery shop, growing smaller behind her in the distance. Anna exhaled, pushed her way into the window of the empty carriage, and threw herself in a seat. With a pang of pained longing, Anna thought of Android Karenina, thought of the odd sensation she had had long harbored, of feeling more connected somehow to her Cla.s.s III companion than others felt to theirs. And no wonder! Both of us machines!
As she sat in a corner of the comfortable carriage, which hardly swayed on its supple springs, while the horses trotted swiftly, in the midst of the unceasing rattle of wheels and the changing impressions in the pure air, Anna ran over the events of the last days, tried in her feverish mind to arrange the pieces of the world into something making sense. The one thing she knew was that, despite everything, despite what she now knew of the true nature of her being, she yet loved Alexei Kirillovich.
I entreat him to forgive me. I have given in to him. I have owned myself in fault. What for? Can"t I live without him? And leaving unanswered the question, she fell to reading the signs on the shops. "Office and Warehouse. Dental Surgeon. Filippov, Bun Shop. They say they send their dough to Petersburg. The Moscow water is so good for it. Ah, the springs at Mitishtchen, and the pancakes!" And leaving unanswered the question, she fell to reading the signs on the shops. "Office and Warehouse. Dental Surgeon. Filippov, Bun Shop. They say they send their dough to Petersburg. The Moscow water is so good for it. Ah, the springs at Mitishtchen, and the pancakes!"
And she remembered how, long, long ago, when she was a girl of seventeen, she had gone with her aunt to Troitsa. "Riding, too. Was that really me, with red hands? That was before, before this thing happened to me, when I was still a creature of flesh and spirit, not an android with a mind of spinning metal! How much that seemed to me then splendid and out of reach has become worthless, while what I had then has gone out of my reach forever! Could I ever have believed then that I could come to such humiliation?"
Anna peeked up from the rear seat, in time to see Android Karenina run out from a side alley and plant herself in front of the carriage, her veil flown back and her eyebank flashing.
"A Cla.s.s Three!" the coachman screamed, as Android Karenina pivoted on her back foot, turned one shoulder toward the carriage, and leaned forward into the oncoming vehicle, letting the horses pa.s.s on either side of her and the trap smash into her body. At impact, the coachman flew from his seat and landed on the street, while the horses bucked and whinnied. Android Karenina climbed calmly and deliberately into the carriage and cornered Anna in one side of the seat.
"You are blessed, Android Karenina Twelve," the beloved-companion intoned in that strong and loving voice. "So few people have a purpose in life, but unto you a purpose has been given."
Anna sank back into the seat, calculating her odds of out-muscling her tormentor and slipping through the opposite window of the coach. I am, after all, I am, after all, she thought bitterly, she thought bitterly, the more advanced model. the more advanced model. But Anna saw no escape. But Anna saw no escape.
"A simple mission, so easy to discharge. Accept your destiny, Anna. Accept what you are."
Android Karenina grasped her by the midsection and began to drag her trembling body from the seat of the carriage. Anna saw over her shoulder, through the opposite window of the carriage, two girls in animated conversation. She wondered what they could be smiling about. Love, most likely. They don"t know how dreary it is, how low. . . . The boulevard and the children. Three boys running, playing at horses. Seryozha! And I"m losing everything and not getting him back. I will go and kill him . . . what point to resist? Yes, I will do it. . . . Yes, I"m losing everything. . . . These horses, this carriage-how loathsome I am to myself in this carriage. . . . I won"t see them again. . . . Love, most likely. They don"t know how dreary it is, how low. . . . The boulevard and the children. Three boys running, playing at horses. Seryozha! And I"m losing everything and not getting him back. I will go and kill him . . . what point to resist? Yes, I will do it. . . . Yes, I"m losing everything. . . . These horses, this carriage-how loathsome I am to myself in this carriage. . . . I won"t see them again. . . .
"You! Robot! Off of that woman!"