"Oh, mamma! They ain"t things to eat," Neva corrected, struggling between her shame and amus.e.m.e.nt, then she launched forth into a brief explanation of embalming "after the manner of the Egyptians."
At the word "Egyptians" quick comprehension dawned in Mrs. Sullivan"s disapproving eyes. Certainly she had read her Bible.
"Shucks! Is _them_ what you"re talking about? Well, I can tell you, miss, I knew all about mummies before _you_ was ever borned! But you talked about "em so gushing that I thought of course they was some kind o" new-fangled ice-cream."
"When I said that I _loved_ them I meant that they are _so_ interesting, you know," Neva said, hoping to mollify her, but her explanation proved a poor quality of oil poured upon the troubled waters of maternal understanding.
"Them"s strange things for a girl to be going to see," she commented with pointed brevity. "--Men, women and children layin" there without _no_ clo"es on--and n.o.body not knowing what they died with!"
But the fires! I don"t know whether there was an unusually large number of such calamities during this period or not, but I had never had my attention so attracted to them before.
We happened to find ourselves almost in the thick of one the very first day we were up in the shopping district, and the excitement so appealed to Neva that after that no member of the fire department could have taken a more lively interest in the clang of the bell than she did.
On the last night of Mrs. Sullivan"s stay, when she was already weeping over having to leave her only born, there was such a sudden and close clang of the alarm as would furnish Edgar Allan Poe with inspiration enough for four more stanzas of "bells, bells, bells."
Neva listened, counted the strokes, then scrambled around distractedly for the alarm card. The fire might be near enough for her to see!
"Well, Nevar," her mother said, wiping her eyes and looking at her motions with reproach, "it is poorly worth while trying to educate _you_! You"ve been here a whole week and _ain"t learned the fire-alarm card yet_!"
CHAPTER VIII
ALFRED COLLECTS A DEBT
Alfred Morgan is one of those men whose backbone is built out of seasoned hickory.
I wish some of the poets would start the fashion of writing epics about the hero who goes through college without getting any money from home. To me he seems vastly greater than he who taketh a city.
Alfred did this, selling his pretty saddle mare for money enough to start in on, then borrowing some from the banks and winning scholarships the rest of the way. Incidentally, he has a very handsome chin.
Now there are two things that are an abomination to me, yea three--white eyelashes, a receding chin, and negro dialect written by a northern writer. The white eyelashes I admit are a misfortune, not a fault; the receding chin--well, I have wondered if that defect might be remedied by a little crinoline infused into the character, for without a doubt it is a visible sign of a weakness that will sooner or later become visible. The negro dialect allusion has no business here, but I had written it down once in a note-book in a list of my pet abominations, and I wanted to work it in somewhere, so this seemed as good a place as any. However, the question of chin is the only one with which we have to deal to-night.
As I have above intimated, Alfred is dark-lashed and well-chinned, else we could never have been the friends that we are. That we are good friends is proved by the fact that whenever I want to go anywhere with him I ask him to take me along, and if there is any reason why I should not go, all he ever says by way of explanation is a brief, "No, I can"t be bothered with you to-day, my dear."
It happened pretty much after that fashion yesterday afternoon, when I had lunched with Ann Lisbeth and he had mentioned that he had a long country drive to take. The sun was shining alluringly, and I had been feeling very dull.
"I believe I"ll go with you," I volunteered, as we congregated around him at the front door and he began looking about for his black leather bag.
"I wish I could take you, for it"s a beautiful drive," he responded, looking down at me with a smile in his brown eyes, "but I couldn"t be sure of getting you home before very late."
"Is the trip such a long one?"
"No; but I have some urgent business in the city afterward. I"ve brought suit for a medical bill, and am expecting at any moment to be summoned to the magistrate"s court."
"How exciting! But I could come home on the car if you are detained very late."
"How disgusting rather!" he answered, ignoring the suggestion of mine about the street-car, but I saw him pick up a lap-robe lying near and brush a little dust from it. This was a sign that he expected me to go, for he scorns the comforts of a lap-robe for himself, even on the coldest days.
"It"s hateful business," he continued, dropping the robe and searching around for the little broom which Ann Lisbeth keeps tied to the hat-rack, for both her doctors consider that cleanliness is G.o.dliness.
"There will be a pack of lies sworn to in heathen jargon and hours wasted trying to make the scoundrels come to terms."
"Heathen? Literally or figuratively?"
"Both. The man who owes the money is that Hindoo I operated on last year for appendicitis, but the circus he travels with is really responsible for the debt; so I"m going to attach a few of their lions and tigers and snake-charmers to make them settle up while they"re in town this time."
"Why, Alfred! I don"t know of anything this side of African jungles so thrilling. I believe I"ll go with you anyway, even if I have to walk back. If the circus men should decide to pay you in lions instead of money you might need me to help herd them home."
He smiled as I reached for my hat.
"There"s something in that," he said, "for they would willingly follow _you_." Then, coming a step nearer so that he could not be heard by Ann Lisbeth, who stood near by, he kept on, "I would trust you to charm anything that has eyes."
The telephone rang just as he spoke, and Ann Lisbeth went to answer it. I was surprised at the tone of his voice, for Alfred very rarely pays me compliments, and never one anything like this before. I was surprised still more at myself as I caught at this opportunity for a sincere, _masculine_ compliment.
"Alfred," I said quickly, half afraid that Ann Lisbeth would come back before I could make him say what I longed to hear, "Alfred, do you think I"m good-looking?"
I had the grace to blush as I said it, but the blush was not for Alfred. I felt that he knew the real question in my mind was, "Do you suppose Richard Chalmers thought I was good-looking that day we sat on the old stone wall by the orchard gate?"
But Alfred was simple and sincere always, and he saw in my question only the query any vain girl might put to a close friend. And into his eyes darted a quick look of pain and confusion. I wondered if my vanity lowered his ideal of me.
"You evidently have no knowledge of what I _do_ think of you--else you wouldn"t ask such a silly question," he answered gravely.
"I beg your pardon if--if I have offended you by my foolish talk, but I was only trying to make you say something pretty to me--you never do, you know." I was genuinely confused, myself, now.
"I thought "pretty things" were unnecessary between you and me, Ann,"
he answered again, more gravely still.
"Every woman likes them," I said, trying to relieve the tension by my tone of lightness.
"Then I can gratify you--if that"s what you want. I think--that is, to me you are the most beautiful woman in the world!"
I was so stunned at his unexpected reply and the entirely _new_ look on his face as he made it that I should have betrayed the thoughts which came surging to my mind if Ann Lisbeth had not rejoined us then with a commonplace remark about my taking a heavy coat along with me if I decided to go with Alfred.
"You"re going, aren"t you?" he asked casually, as if the matter were of no moment with him, but I saw how he reached for my coat as I nodded my head, and he bade Ann Lisbeth not to take up so much of his valuable time as she fussed a little over the careless way I fixed my veil, and insisted on my letting her pin it on properly.
The woods were beautiful, but I saw their beauty only in a vague, fantastic way. My thoughts were in a sad tumult, partly on my own account, partly on Alfred"s, for I felt that his strange words spoken at the hall door would be followed up by something far more manifest.
I knew him so well that there was no need for me to agitate my mind over whether his words and looks meant anything, as I had done in the case of Richard Chalmers that day in the orchard when he had said "pretty things." Ah, he had said them so prettily!
How could I let Alfred know, without wounding him and spoiling our comradeship? Or would it be better _not_ to let him know? To ignore his words and avoid such dangerous ground in the future--until he had forgotten them himself. Even the strongest, staunchest lovers cease to love after a while, when there is nothing for the flame to feed upon, I argued, and I set about steering away from any reference that might lead back to the perilous line of talk which had been so mercifully interrupted.
I espied a redbird--belated little wanderer--sitting on the fence by the side of the road, and I began telling Alfred of Mammy Lou"s superst.i.tions concerning redbirds and other little creatures too happy and bright to have even a tinge of superst.i.tion attached to them. But as I laughed at the notion I made a wish, and saw with joy that the bird flew away out of view.
There is a queer admixture of the fatalist in my make-up and, as the redbird flew away, carrying my wish with him, I had a feeling that that wish would come to pa.s.s. It was a very simple, fervid, all-embracing affair--that I should see Richard Chalmers again very soon--and that he should _love_ me.
The first time I had looked at that man"s face I felt as if I had turned a leaf in the book of my destiny. When Rufe mentioned his name to me and I later learned that he was the same man whose face had formed the centerpiece of all my mental pictures, I fancied that Fate was about to keep her promise; and when he had lingered over saying good-by that night at home I felt as if my fancies might have a chance of coming true.