"I am very happy I am an arrogant man. It pleases me you have a reason to "stick around and protect me." " Lucian reached out and cupped her face in the palm of his hand with exquisite gentleness. "You did not answer to my full satisfaction who this man Don Jacobson is to you." His voice was very soft and intimate. "I don"t need to explain him." He was wreaking havoc with her insides, melting her like b.u.t.ter. Just looking at him made her feel weak and shaky. "It"s getting hot in here," she complained. "You didn"t turn on the heater, did you?"
"Carpathians can regulate their own body temperatures."
She nodded. "Of course they can. Why didn"t I think of that?"
Lucian leaned into her so that the heat of his skin touched her through the thin material of her blouse. He swept back strands of her platinum hair. "You do feel a bit on the warm side." He was frowning as he checked her forehead. Touching her skin was addicting. The more he did it, the more he needed to do it. "Think about feeling cool, angel, and it will automatically be so."
She pushed at the wall of his chest. Who could think about cool when he was standing so close to her? "Get away from me, Lucian, and stop looking at me that way."
"How am I looking at you?"
"You know," she accused and deliberately caught up the rest of the newspaper. "Go away. If you touch me again, I"m going to break into a million pieces."
"I merely wish to kiss you," he murmured innocently, his voice velvet soft and deliberately seductive. He lowered his head to touch the pulse beating so frantically in her neck with the heat of his mouth. He felt it jump beneath his exploring tongue. His fingertips caressed her skin, pushing aside the thin ribbed cotton of her shirt to slide along her delicate collarbone. She felt like satin to him, unbelievably soft. At once need rose, sharp and urgent. He leaned his weight into her, forcing her smaller frame back into the couch. He cupped the fullness of one breast in the palm of his hand while his mouth took possession of hers.
He breathed her in, took her scent into his body. She was small beneath his wandering hands, so perfectly formed, a miracle of soft skin and silky hair. Even as his body made its demands and he felt her acceptance, her need and willingness to a.s.suage his hunger, he sensed her exhaustion. She was still sore.
He should have taken more care with her, as small and fragile and inexperienced as she was. He had been far too demanding of her. He knew better; he had been just that little bit out of control.
"I am sorry, honey. I should have been more careful of you." He kissed her temple, then stroked a hand through her silky hair. "I can heal you," he offered.
"You didn"t hurt me, Lucian," she protested immediately, blushing at the thought of what he had done, the pleasure she had experienced. "I like the way my body feels." As if I belonged to him.
You do belong to me.
She loved that, the intimacy of his velvet voice whispering in her mind to her alone. Their secret world of heat and darkness. She would never be alone again.
Never have to face the monsters in the world alone again. Jaxon knew she was looking up at him with stars in her eyes, and it irritated her. She looked away from him, pretending to find the newspaper more interesting.
Lucian laughed softly, a man"s amus.e.m.e.nt at finding his woman shy after hours of making love. Jaxon"s long lashes lifted for a moment to chastise him before she returned to her reading. Almost at once she spotted the next article, her body going ramrod stiff. "Listen to this, Lucian. James At.w.a.ter apparently shot himself in his own home. He left a note saying he couldn"t live with himself anymore after taking so many lives at the direction of Samuel T. Barnes. He actually named Barnes. No way would At.w.a.ter suddenly have an attack of conscience. He isn"t like that. This has to be a purge in the ranks. These guys must have made a mistake, and someone higher up the food chain ordered the hit. Whoever took them out did a good job to get the coroner to rule the deaths from natural causes, accident, and suicide. The reason I got on to Barnes in the first place was his a.s.sociation with At.w.a.ter. At.w.a.ter was a straight-up killer."
Lucian"s hand tangled in her hair, running the strands between the pads of his thumb and index finger repeatedly. A series of small beeps sounded for a moment, then ceased. Jaxon found her pager on the coffee table. "It"s the department, Lucian. I have to call in."
"We have not had that discussion yet," he said lazily, following her to the phone.
He walked so quietly, he gave her an eerie feeling. "What discussion?" She was punching in the numbers quickly from long habit.
"The one where you tell me you are going to quit the force and stay home with me."
"Oh, that one." She laughed. "Don"t count on it."
Lucian could hear the answer on the other end, the flurry of activity, then the captain"s booming voice. At once he knew something was wrong. He moved close to Jaxon, his large frame protective against hers, his arms circling her waist. "What is it, Daryl? Just come out with it," she said softly.
Lucian could hear the words as if the man were in the room with them. Stark.
Ugly. "I"m sending you an escort to take you and Daratrazanoff to meet us at your old apartment building. Drake struck again, Jaxx, and it"s bad."
Lucian was in her mind, and he felt her go very still. Even the air around them stilled. Jaxon hunched into herself, trying to move away from him. Firmly Lucian locked his arms around her protectively, his grip unbreakable. He refused to allow her to escape him either physically or mentally. I am with you, angel. We can face anything together.
"Tell me," Jaxon said softly into the phone, her fingers wrapping around the cord until her knuckles turned white, betraying her nervousness.
"Mrs. Kramer, Jaxx. Drake murdered her. And the couple in the apartment next to yours-Tom and Shelby Snyder. He killed them." The captain cleared his throat. "He also took out the old man in the apartment two doors down from you." They could hear his fingers snapping. "Come on, John, what"s the old guy"s name?"
"His name was Sid Anderson. He was seventy, and he wrote the most beautiful poetry I"ve ever read," Jaxon supplied softly. "Carla and Jacob Roberts? What about them?" Her voice was a whisper. She could hear screaming inside her head, over and over, yet her voice sounded as calm as ever.
"We"re looking for them now," Daryl Smith told her in a tight voice. "So far we haven"t found them." "They"re alive then," Jaxon said. "Drake would never change his methods.
He"s very angry, and he"s punishing me. The message is, get rid of Lucian or he"ll take out everyone who ever mattered to me. Try Carla"s mother. They go there often. Put them in a hotel or something. Drake will go after them for sure.
He likes things finished. Thorough. I"ll meet you at the apartment building."
"Wait for your escort."
I have my own personal security team. Tell him not to waste the manpower, Lucian said in her mind.
"Lucian has good people, Daryl. Don"t bother to send anyone over. We"ll make it without trouble. Fifteen minutes."
"It isn"t pretty, Jaxx."
"It never is." She slowly replaced the phone in the cradle and turned to lay her head against Lucian"s chest. Closing her eyes, she stood quietly in his arms.
"Do not even entertain the notion that you should leave me, Jaxon. I feel your sorrow and fear in your mind. You believe if you leave me, he will stop. But it is not an option. It will never be an option. Drake is responsible for these crimes, not you."
"He won"t stop, Lucian. As long as he knows I"m with you, he will keep on killing. Everyone I know is in danger because we"re together."
He caught her chin firmly in his hand. "They are in danger because a sociopath is on the loose. It has nothing to do with you. He has fixated on you, but you are blameless. You cannot let this monster dictate your entire life. He"s baiting a trap, not punishing you. I will find him. I promise you, I will find him."
Her large eyes searched his face for a long time. Tears shimmered in the depths, threatened to spill over, glistened on her long lashes. "He could kill a lot of people before we find him He"s highly trained, Lucian, and he"s cunning, very cunning. He blends in with his surroundings, he can wait for hours without moving just to get that one shot at his target. He doesn"t know right from wrong.
He"ll kill a child just as easily as a man or a woman."
"I will remove his presence from your life, Jaxon. That is my promise to you, and I always keep my promises." He took her elbow. "Come on, angel. The chauffeur has arrived."
"You sent for him that fast? No phone? Carrier pigeon perhaps?"
"He happened to be in the neighborhood."
"I"ll just bet he did," Jaxon answered him, walking with him toward the door.
Her feet felt like lead. She had seen Drake"s work before, and each time, along with the horror of his latest crimes, the memory of the murders of her mother and brother was branded anew in her mind.
The limousine was waiting at the gates, the chauffeur standing by the open door. "Good evening, Jaxon, Lucian." The man tipped his hat, a slight smile on his face. That humor didn"t reach his eyes. They were watchful, wary, compa.s.sionate.
"I think an introduction would be in order," Jaxon suggested dryly.
Lucian nodded. "This is Antonio. He is the son of Stefan and Marie. They are friends and family to one of ours, Aidan Savage, and his lifemate, Alexandria. Antonio has many special gifts."
Is he like you? It was becoming easier to communicate in their intimate way, and she found it convenient when they weren"t alone.
You mean, is he like us? No, Antonio is human, as are his parents. The members of his family have voluntarily served Aidan Savage for hundreds of years. Few humans are allowed to know of our existence, but they have done so throughout history, mother to daughter, father to son.
Jaxon held out her hand to Antonio. "It"s a pleasure to finally meet you. Has Lucian explained to you who Tyler Drake is and just how dangerous he can be?"
Antonio winked at her. "Lucian is always explicit when he gives his orders."
"Just be careful." Jaxon slid into the car and was comforted when Lucian"s large frame moved protectively in beside her. He felt solid and right.
Lucian curved his arm around her shoulders. "Do not waste your time worrying about Antonio. Your protective streak is growing."
I couldn"t bear it if he was killed because of me.
Antonio is highly skilled, angel, and he is under the protection of our people. No one will kill him easily.
Jaxon shook her head, fought back tears, and stared sightlessly out the window as the sleek car raced through the night toward death and h.e.l.l. Her personal h.e.l.l. Reading her thoughts, Lucian pulled her in close to him, his dark head bending over hers protectively, his mouth brushing the top of her head. She felt his love radiating out to her, enveloping her, filling her until the terrible pain threatening to overwhelm her lessened. She didn"t understand how Lucian could do it, but she was grateful. She knew what she was going to see. She knew and cared about each one of Drake"s victims.
I am with you. Stay connected to me.
She swallowed hard and nodded. The car was pulling up behind the squad units, detective cars, and the coroner"s van. Even as she slipped from the car, the sickness. .h.i.t her gut; she smelled the odor, the sickly sweet odor of death.
Breathe, angel. Listen to my heart, and let your body use mine to regulate your heart and lungs. You are never alone. We are in this together.
Jaxon nodded without looking at him, allowing her body to tune itself to his.
It helped to take away the rolling in her stomach. Or maybe Lucian was doing something to prevent it. However it was done, it helped tremendously. She tried to stay toward the outside of the sidewalk, a small barrier between Lucian and the rest of the world, but he had other ideas. He swept her easily beneath the protection of his shoulder, his much larger frame squarely blocking her from the prying eyes of the gathering of reporters. Antonio took up a position on the other side of her, successfully sandwiching her between them.
She didn"t protest, knowing it was useless. As they entered Mrs. Kramer"s apartment, Captain Daryl Smith came out to meet them. "Jaxx, it"s messy in there. You know his work better than the rest of us. Take a look around, and see what you can tell us."
Antonio had stopped at the door, not wanting to intrude on the crime scene.
Jaxx pulled on gloves and gave Lucian one long look of anguish before turning to the task at hand. Lucian"s watchful eyes never left her small figure. He saw it all through her eyes. Felt her emotions. These were her friends. These people mattered in her young life. He caught glimpses of memories she tried hard to suppress. Mrs. Kramer laughing when Jaxon slipped in the doorway, grabbed at the back of a chair, and landed on her bottom anyway. Jaxon, who was always so graceful. Mrs. Kramer had teased her about it often, holding it over her like friendly blackmail.
He wanted to wrap her up in the protection of his arms and take her for all time away from this place of death and misery. He wanted to erase every painful memory from her heart and mind. Jaxon said nothing at all. When others murmured things to her, she barely seemed to register that they had done so. She concentrated totally on the crime scene, careful not to miss the smallest detail.
She went from room to room, a mask of professional detachment on her face, pale yet composed. Jaxon, the consummate cop and protector of people. His Jaxon.
He could read the thoughts of those around him, pick up the various conversations in every room, the halls, and even outside. Jaxon had the same ability now. She knew which of her colleagues feared to speak with her, which ones worried for their own families, which ones thought her a robot without emotion. It went on and on, the bombardment of sympathy and blame, blood, and death, from apartment to apartment.
The memories. Shelby Snyder baking her a birthday cake and bringing it over. Tom fixing her sink and banging his head, water spraying over his face as Shelby and Jaxon laughed at him. He took it good-naturedly, as he always did.
Night after night with Sid, talking poetry because she couldn"t sleep and neither could he. She had been so careful, never appearing in public with any of them, even sneaking into Sid"s apartment at prearranged times. She had told Sid Anderson about her background.
He was the kind of man who inspired confidence. Sid"s death was a terrible blow to her.
Lucian watched it all, felt her strength, her resolve, the weight of responsibility so heavy on her shoulders. His admiration for her grew. Her brain a.n.a.lyzed every piece of data. She didn"t shirk from the grisly results of Drake"s madness; these victims had been her friends, which made her all the more determined to catch him. She was physically ill, her stomach in knots, her head pounding, and he heard her screaming in her mind, yet her face was calm, and she never once turned away from examining the gory scenes.
Daryl Smith followed her over to Lucian as she moved out of the last apartment, removing another set of gloves. "So, what do you think, Jaxx?"
"He hit Mrs. Kramer first. He was waiting for her when she came in from shopping. The groceries are still sitting on her table. She always put her groceries away immediately. He entered through her bedroom window. It was locked, but Drake had no problem with it. He used his knife on her. It"s his favorite weapon, up close and personal. I counted eighteen deep stab wounds and several shallower wounds. He took her eyes before he left. His standard trademark." She frowned. "It was him... but not exactly."
"What does that mean?" the captain asked.
Lucian was in her mind, and he felt her puzzlement. "I can"t tell you exactly, but he"s different. Still, it was definitely Drake. I think he went to Carla and Robert"s apartment next and found they weren"t home. Angry, he slashed up their bed in a killing rage. From Carla"s apartment he went to Tom and Shelby"s.
He caught them in the shower together. He stabbed Tom fifty-eight times and Shelby at least eighty. There"s a lump on Shelby"s head. He probably hit her and knocked her out as he was killing Tom. His rage increased as he murdered them.
I can tell because the stab wounds they received after they died are deeper and more savage. I believe the medical examiner will agree with me on that. He took their eyes and he carved up their bedroom. Clothes, blankets, mattress, even the carpet. He entered their apartment through the rear door. They hadn"t locked it.
It looks as if he just walked right in with no problem."
Jaxon suddenly reached out to Lucian, the first public gesture she had made toward him. She was exhausted without hesitation his fingers laced, warm and solid, through hers. And he was right. She didn"t feel alone anymore. I am responsible for so many deaths, Lucian. I feel as if my soul is black.
You are not responsible. Hear me when I say this, Jaxon. Tyler Drake murders people because he is a sick man, not because of you. If it was not you he had fixated on, it would be another.
Her mouth curved in a semblance of a smile that never had a chance of reaching her eyes. You"re sure of that? You don"t know what it"s like to know that people you care about are dead because the only crime they committed was being your neighbor. Lucian, I don"t want this to touch you.
I have been judge and executioner for nearly two thousand years. I have destroyed so many I cannot count that high, nor would I want to. I am a predator, honey. You are a sweet, compa.s.sionate angel. A miracle. My miracle.
Thank you. She said it simply, meaning it.
I love you, angel, Lucian said in his black-velvet sorcerer"s voice, and he meant it.
A ghost of a smile touched her mouth before she resumed her a.s.sessment for her boss. "Drake went to kill Sid after that. There"s a smear of blood in the hall beside Sid"s door. I"ll be willing to bet it"s Shelby"s. Blood never bothers Drake.
Sid answered the door. He never looked through the peephole, although I cautioned him numerous times. He was a wonderful man. He trusted everyone.
He played with children in the park, taught them chess, spent half his monthly check on food for the kids in the neighborhood. He gave them things to do and a place to go when their parents weren"t home or when there was trouble. He didn"t deserve what Drake did to him."
Lucian felt her falter then. She crumbled inside, her silent screams louder than ever. On the outside she appeared calm, but she was sick, fighting back the nausea gripping her. Immediately he wrapped his arms around her, turning her against his chest. His heart matched the exact rhythm of hers. You are not alone, never alone. Drake can never separate us. You can reach for me over time and s.p.a.ce, and I will be with you.
I can"t bear this. Sid was so sweet. You would"ve liked him. Tom and Shelby were nice people. They had no children, and they treated me like a daughter. Their only sin was that they liked me. And you met Mrs. Kramer. There was no one nicer. This is all because of me. If I hadn"t gone to your house, let them publish our engagement in the newspapers, Drake wouldn"t have done this.
Drake is totally responsible, honey, not you. He was patient, repeating it over and over, wanting his words to sink in.
He"ll get to you. He will. You and Barry. She stiffened, her eyes suddenly wide with terror. "He"s going after Barry, Captain. Drake will do it-I know he will. He"ll access your computers, torture someone, I don"t know how, but he"s going to go after Barry. Drake"s different now. I can"t explain it-I just feel it.
Something"s wrong with all of this. In the past he always killed because he perceived others as a threat to his family. This was rage. This was because he wanted to kill. Part of him was Drake, because he performed like Drake, he took their eyes, but he wasn"t exactly the same. He doesn"t kill with this kind of rage.
He"s different." She shook her head. "I have to get to Barry. He isn"t safe."
"No one knows where we stashed Radcliff," Daryl protested. "I want you to go to the station and write up your report. Every detail. We need it, Jaxx."
"Someone knows where he is. There"s a paper trail. There"s always a paper trail. You think he can"t find Barry? It"s what he does. I"m going to him." She was absolutely firm.
"He can"t find him," the captain reiterated.
"I could find Barry," Jaxon said confidently. "Lucian, we have to protect him."
"You go back to the station, Jaxon," Lucian said softly, his voice as mild as ever. That voice that no one could ever resist. "I will go with Captain Smith to get Barry and bring him to safety. Antonio will go, also, so there is no need to worry about protecting me. I will keep him safe, Jaxon." The black-velvet voice was gentle. "You will be safe at the station, and I will concentrate on picking up Drake"s trail."