Devil"s Dream.
by Madison Smartt Bell.
In memory of Andrew Lytle, with thanks to Dan Frank and Sonny Mehta, for believing it was a good idea, and thanks to Jack Kershaw, for telling me a story
Soldiers do not fight any better because of a good cause or a bad one.-George Garrett, Double Vision Double VisionThe separation between past, present, and future is only an illusion, although a convincing one.-Albert Einstein, letter to Michele Besso
CHAPTER ONE.
July 1861.
HHE Pa.s.sED THE NIGHT in a canebrake a little way south of the Ohio River, still in earshot of the river"s sluggish flow. Amid the cane he found a raised flat shelf of limestone, harder than sleeping on the ground would have been, but apt to give him some relief from ticks and chiggers or so he hoped. Before he lay down he splashed a little water on the four directions at the edges of the oblong stone-not too much water, for there was a moon, and he didn"t want to leave the cover of the cane to fill his canteen from the water"s edge. in a canebrake a little way south of the Ohio River, still in earshot of the river"s sluggish flow. Amid the cane he found a raised flat shelf of limestone, harder than sleeping on the ground would have been, but apt to give him some relief from ticks and chiggers or so he hoped. Before he lay down he splashed a little water on the four directions at the edges of the oblong stone-not too much water, for there was a moon, and he didn"t want to leave the cover of the cane to fill his canteen from the water"s edge.
When he stretched out, the walls of his empty stomach shrunk together, contracting like wet leather as it dried and cracked. Shadows of the slender cane leaves danced over the moonscape of the stone, and the pocks in the surface griped his back and shoulders, or his hip and elbow if he tried to settle on his side, so that he thought he would not sleep, most likely. He heard the crying of a screech owl and watched a bat wing flick across the curved edge of the moon-his eyes as hard and parched as the moon itself-but then the ancestors were sitting round him in a circle, one plucking slowly on a gut spun and strung across a gourd and another clicking time with two hollow bones against each other. The faces of the Old Ones were hidden from him in shadow, but what came toward him was the face of a white man, hard-favored with his dark eyes bored deep, dark caverns carved away under his high cheekbones and just above the bristly black of the beard that hid his mouth. This white man had the air of a slave-catcher, he thought, and he didn"t like the penetration of his look, and yet when the big pale hand spread across his forehead it was a gentle, almost a healing touch.
So he woke up shivering, with no coverlet, only his loose-yoked linsey shirt and nankeen britches. Surprised at his movement, a copperhead poured itself over the edge of the stone and slipped away, rustling the bed of dry cane leaves. The reddish brown braid of it was out of sight before he thought to draw his knife. A bright burst of saliva stung the inside of his mouth. That snake had been big around as his arm ...
He poured water, p.i.s.sed off the edge of the rock, took a sip from the canteen, and with the long knife back in the twist of cloth that served him as a belt he stepped down and moved toward the edge of the canebrake, watching closely for the copperhead or his brothers and setting his bare feet down carefully to avoid cane stobs buried in the leaves. He"d had a better kit when he left Louisiana-a pack with a spare shirt and pants and a little money rolled up in it, a hat and socks and a pair of stout shoes. All gone somehow along the way. He"d stowed away on a steamboat headed up the Mississippi River, then made the trip across to Louisville, hanging between two boxcars in the dark. In Louisville things had gone against him and he had come away in a great hurry, following the bends of the river but none too closely-maybe as far as Brandenburg, he thought.
At the edge of the woods he found a cl.u.s.ter of new white mushrooms and ate them raw. There were shoots of poke sallet too, which ought to be boiled to drain their poison. They might have been small and new enough to be safe, but he wouldn"t risk it. Yesterday he had happened into blackberry brambles and found a few, still reddish, underripe and sour on his tongue and afterward in his stomach. He was still considering the poke weed when a plump rustle in the leaves behind him made him turn, and there was a young blue jay, downed from his nest-a windfall the Old Ones must have laid before him. With one movement he"d wrung off its head and was catching the first warm jet of blood in the back of his throat. That alone was enough to strengthen him. He still had flint and steel in his pocket but he was wary of smoke from a cook fire, however small. He carried the bird back to the limestone shelf to pluck it, and then ate it raw, all but the viscera and the feet, chewing the little bones and the skull of it most thoroughly.
Encouraged, he walked westward, till he struck a deer trail which he then began to follow. The trail meandered roughly along the same course as the river, now and then coming in sight of it, through a gap in the trees. There were vast clearings with corn just beginning to ta.s.sel, south of his way, in the direction of Brandenburg. In the end he might gain the Mississippi again, but that would be days, on his bare feet. And there were soldiers beginning to move in these parts, both the gray and the blue. When war became general he could make his own way, but this circling suspicion was hard for him to navigate.
He began to know that he was being watched, by nothing human though, he thought. He stopped moving, hand on the grip of his knife, and looked, barely breathing, only his eyeb.a.l.l.s moving. A doe, a big one, between the river and the trail. Melting brown eyes turned on him through a cl.u.s.ter of black oak and maple leaves and the pale slender leaves of the cane. When he dropped his hip to free the knife she was up and away, the white tail flashing.
He didn"t run after her. No man can run down a deer. A panther maybe, or a wolf, or two wolves working in concert. He might have brought her down with a pistol but his pistol was lost in Louisville along with his boots. He cut a six-foot length of stout green cane and split one end of it and set the grip of his knife in the notch. With this rough blade-chucker in his right hand he went the way the doe had gone, following sign. She had not run far, and sometimes he could hear her light hooves crunching dry leaves of the ground cover. He heard the silence when she stopped and twice he made out the line of her shoulder and her head turned back, long ears revolving as she looked at him, but he never had a clear throw, with the undergrowth-not until she broke across the open road. Then he lunged forward, using every ounce of his breath and his heartbeat to whittle a few yards off of her lead as he whipped the green cane forward. The knife released as he"d meant for it to and buried its blade behind her left shoulder.
The doe ran on, smoothly at first, but then there came a hitch, one leg stuttering in her gait. When she slowed and turned back to nuzzle the hilt of the knife her forward leg gave way and she fell down.
He caught his breath. Hors.e.m.e.n were coming up the road from the direction of Brandenburg, clop-clop-clop at a steady trot on the corduroy. He had time to disappear in the brush but still they might well ride him down and he would have lost his knife too, and his kill-he would not be driven off his kill as easily as that. Huffing and covering his heart with his palm, he walked to the fallen doe and crouched, looking in her liquid eyes as the light went out of them. He drew the knife free and when the blood came he thanked her for letting her life pour into his. He pulled her head back then and turned it to bring the big vein up thick beneath the wedge of white fur, and cut it carefully so she could bleed dry into the ditch beside the road.
The hors.e.m.e.n had reined up by then. Five riders in long linen dusters, one black among them, leading a pack mule behind his horse. The one who seemed to be their captain had a short carbine in a scabbard by his right knee and a saber and two pistols in his belt. He wore a hat with a broad brim curled up on one side in the style of a cavalry officer, and he was the same gaunt-faced, hollow-eyed rail-thin specter from the dream he"d had on the limestone shelf the night before. A slave-catcher maybe, he"d thought when he woke alone on the stone, and he recalled the copperhead that had poured itself away from him at his first movement, and he reminded himself he was no slave.
"I be go to h.e.l.l," the captain said, his voice harsh as a crow"s. "In all my days I never seen sech a trick as that. Son, kin I git ye to tell me yore name?"
"Henri." I"m not your son, he thought, and I"m not anybody"s slave.
"Onn wi?" The white captain squinted and screwed up his mouth. "You sh.o.r.e don"t talk like folks around this way." The white captain squinted and screwed up his mouth. "You sh.o.r.e don"t talk like folks around this way."
The other white men laughed; the black who held the mule was silent, studying the split logs of the roadway.
"Ain"t no kind of name for a natural man. Ornery. I cain"t hardly wrap my lips around it."
"Henry," Henri said.
"Well then, Henry, would ye pa.s.s me up that air cane ye got so I kin git a look?"
The captain prised open the notch in the cane with his calloused thumb. He opened his duster and plucked a foot-long Bowie knife from inside his waistband and let it into the grip of the green shaft, then, turning his horse a little away from the other, tried the flex of the thrower and grinned.
"I be go to h.e.l.l and burn!" burn!" he said. "Ye got some enterprise about ye, Henry. I"m bound to grant ye that." He loosened his knife and tucked it away, then handed the cane back down to Henri. The horse he was riding was white and with the curly brim of his hat and his confident seat this captain reminded Henri of pictures of Saint Jacques Majeur he had seen a long time ago before he ever came into this country. he said. "Ye got some enterprise about ye, Henry. I"m bound to grant ye that." He loosened his knife and tucked it away, then handed the cane back down to Henri. The horse he was riding was white and with the curly brim of his hat and his confident seat this captain reminded Henri of pictures of Saint Jacques Majeur he had seen a long time ago before he ever came into this country.
"Henry," the captain said, taking a deeper bite of the name. "Kin ye ride a mule?"
Henri looked at the mule and the black man holding it. "I can," he said.
"Then you best gut that doe and load her up and ride along with us a ways. We"re gitten up a company to fight for the Confederacy. Do you know what that is?"
"I know Kentucky isn"t in it and I know you"re in Kentucky."
The captain laughed. "Ye"re a right knowledgeable feller. We"re bound for Louisville-ye best ride along."
By then Henri had opened the doe"s white belly and scooped her entrails into the ditch. A few greenbottle flies were gathering. He cleaned his knife on a tuft of gra.s.s and stood.
"I just now came from Louisville."
The captain looked him up and down-bare head to bare feet. "Did ye now," he said. "Ain"t brought much away with ye, hanh?" He snorted. "Hit don"t matter none. This time ye"ll be riding with me."
Henri crouched to lift the carca.s.s of the doe and slung over the mule"s withers. The mule shied at the first movement, tossing his black maul-shaped head, but quieted once the load had settled. Henri vaulted up behind. The black man tossed him the lead rope and he leaned across the still warm body of the doe and into the mule"s neck to fasten the loose end to the hackamore for a makeshift bridle.
"Henry," said the captain. "You must be hongry to run down a deer and kill it with a knife thataway."
Henri, straight astride the mule"s back now, lifted the lead-rope reins an inch and nodded. The blue jay fledgling had about worn off-there"d not been much meat on those brittle bones.
"Ginral Jerry." The captain turned to the old black man beside him. "Issue this man a hoecake please."
Ginral Jerry as he was called reached into a saddlebag and tossed Henri a flat disc of cold cornbread. He raised his left hand just soon enough to catch it as it spun across his shoulder.
"Thank you," he said. But the white captain had turned and was riding ahead, and the one he"d called Ginral Jerry paid him no mind either.
Henri broke off a piece of the cornbread between his side teeth and let it soften in his mouth a minute till he could chew it. The cake was hard as the stone he"d slept on the night before but he could taste a hint of bacon grease in it once he began to wear it down. He squeezed the mule"s sides with his knees to encourage him to match the horse"s trot. Three men rode abreast ahead of him, two in the rear. All five had as good of horses as any he had ever seen. He"d not get away from them along the riverside, though if ever they came into real mountains the mule might give him some advantage there. It was a good mule too, strong and sure-footed and a rarity being broke to carry fresh-killed meat. He didn"t think he wanted to get away but it was always good to have an idea in his mind how he might accomplish it.
It was beginning to get hot, and he could smell the sweat of men and of horses and the raw blood smell of the doe under the sun. He worked the last dry crumbs of cornbread down his throat. They had ridden no more than a mile when one of the white riders turned toward his captain and said, "That"s some kind of a foreigner you just now took up."
The captain didn"t answer. Clop-clop went the hooves of the horses on the corduroy road. A minute pa.s.sed and the same rider spoke again.
"He ain"t just only a foreigner but a n.i.g.g.e.r to boot."
The captain didn"t bother to turn his head. Henri looked at the back of that white rider"s head, a greasy lock of brown hair spilling from under the hat and the red tip of a boil rising between the tendons of his neck. If I were you I"d let it go, he thought, just before the brown-haired rider spoke for the third time.
"Do you not see that man"s a n.i.g.g.e.r?"
"Well don"t let it worry ye, Monty." Forrest said, and spat into the roadway. "That man"s a volunteer."
CHAPTER TWO.
September 1863.
WHEN H HENRI WOKE he felt the eyes of the General on him, though it was yet too dark to see them or anything else, but he felt that Forrest had not closed his eyes all night. For three days they"d been fighting around Chickamauga Creek and yesterday the Federals finally broke and ran away as far as Chattanooga. Forrest was still in an evil temper because his superior, Braxton Bragg, had given no order to pursue. he felt the eyes of the General on him, though it was yet too dark to see them or anything else, but he felt that Forrest had not closed his eyes all night. For three days they"d been fighting around Chickamauga Creek and yesterday the Federals finally broke and ran away as far as Chattanooga. Forrest was still in an evil temper because his superior, Braxton Bragg, had given no order to pursue. The time to whup somebody The time to whup somebody, Forrest said, is when they runnen is when they runnen, and how he hated to miss that chance.
Eight days before, at Tunnel Hill, Forrest had taken a bullet in the back at the end of a long fight with Federal infantry under Crittenden. The wound still made it difficult for him to lie down at his ease, but what irked him even more was that the sawbones Cowan had persuaded him to rally himself with a dram of whiskey when he was first hurt and it was a great point of pride with Forrest that he never ever took a drink.
And twenty-four thousand men between both armies killed for nothing. A battle that n.o.body won. Unless ye calculate the Yankees won it because they kilt a couple thousand more than they lost Unless ye calculate the Yankees won it because they kilt a couple thousand more than they lost. And yet the Yankees had been driven from the field.
It was too early even for the birds. Away to the west a lone screech owl chittered loopily in a high branch of a dead tree. Henri couldn"t see the owl but he had marked the tree in his mind before he lay down. He could just begin to see the black sky fracturing along the edges of the leaves of the oak under which they sheltered.
"Henry," said Forrest, just above a whisper.
"I"m here."
"Saddle up."
When the light had just begun to turn blue they were riding four hundred strong down the Lafayette-Rossville Road. Henri rode half a length back of Forrest"s right shoulder, his usual position, the place he liked best. There was not enough light yet to see it but he knew Forrest was biting his lips under his beard to master the pain of the wound in his back. By the time the birds did begin to sing, he had warmed to the saddle and loosened his jaws. At c.o.c.kcrow they came upon a troop of Federal cavalry just outside of the village of Rossville.
"Well, boys," Forrest said, grinning now and happy. "What say we give"m a dare?"
Now the light was cool gray and the mist just rising from low rolling pastures either side of the road. As they spurred up, the high wild skirling of the Rebel yell rose all around and above them, eerie as the shrieking of the predawn owl. Henri could not get his lips or throat or larynx to make that sound, any more than the men he rode with could ever manage to p.r.o.nounce his name. He would only let his jaws drop open so that the screaming would meet no obstacle as it ran through him; it came from outside, certainly, but at the same time seemed to inhabit his whole body. Whenever he felt that cry ring in him, his blood turned cold and his eyes turned clear and fear was driven from his body and flew out ahead of him to stoop down on the enemy. That he stretched out along his horse"s neck during the charge was no more than a practical consideration. Forrest however stood straight up in his stirrups screaming his fury from the bottom of his gullet and ready to catch the bullets in his teeth and spit them back where they came from if anyone had the nerve to stand and fire.
In fact the Federal hors.e.m.e.n did get off a ragged volley or two before they turned to run. They had those new Spencer repeaters. Henri heard the whistle of a ball pa.s.sing through the s.p.a.ce his head had occupied before he"d leaned forward into the charge, and then he saw another pa.s.s through the muscular neck of Forrest"s horse a hand"s reach away, on his right just ahead. A fountain of blood leapt up after it.
That horse would collapse on its next stride, Henri saw, and he knew that Forrest would not be pleased at this turn of events, since only two days before he had lost another good horse in the same situation-an excellent mount which had been a gift to him from the citizens of Rome, Georgia, in grat.i.tude for his having captured a division of Federal raiders just before they could reach and pillage that town.
"s.h.i.tsonofab.i.t.c.hsuckingsp.a.w.nofthehornedevilsbilena.s.sholeinh.e.l.l!" Forrest exclaimed. "G.o.ddamme to the eternal fires of Forrest exclaimed. "G.o.ddamme to the eternal fires of Belial Belial if I give up another horse before I bury the Yankee sonofab.i.t.c.h that shot him!" He leaned over and plugged the wound with the ball of his right index finger. The blood geyser stopped and the horse galloped on as if unaware of the injury. if I give up another horse before I bury the Yankee sonofab.i.t.c.h that shot him!" He leaned over and plugged the wound with the ball of his right index finger. The blood geyser stopped and the horse galloped on as if unaware of the injury.
Henri sat up straight, astounded. The Federals were no longer firing; their horse tails were receding to the point where the road met the horizon. Forrest, finger properly inside his horse"s pulse, continued the pursuit until a fissure opened in the world of s.p.a.ce and time and Forrest"s horse left the ground altogether to jump through it. The door was still there, a rent in the world"s fabric, with the rest of Forrest"s cavalry refusing the jump and pa.s.sing to one side or the other of the tall narrow ogive as if they hadn"t even seen it. The pa.s.sage had the look of a mirror now, like a high pier gla.s.s in a rich man"s hall. When Henri rode to it he could not see anything beyond it, not Forrest or his warhorse or the fleeing Federals, but no more did the ogive reflect himself or his own horse-it only showed white cottony clouds hurrying across the lightening sky. He caught his breath and swallowed hard-then he whipped up his horse and went through on the trail of his general.
BUT HE DIDN"T SEE F FORREST or his wounded horse on the other side-instead he was riding alone through mist on a surface of fog on which the hooves of his own horse made no sound. He must have pa.s.sed over to the place where the Old Ones abided. But everyone know that the Old Ones were dead. or his wounded horse on the other side-instead he was riding alone through mist on a surface of fog on which the hooves of his own horse made no sound. He must have pa.s.sed over to the place where the Old Ones abided. But everyone know that the Old Ones were dead.
He sawed his horse to a rough halt and clutched at his skull, which seemed intact. His horse was hot between his legs and was breathing hard, as it had the right to.
And now he noticed he was back on solid ground: a bare knoll with one hollow tree on it like the screech owl"s tree from the night before, but different too-the rent in the trunk held the same swirling mist as the mirrored pa.s.sway he had come through to be here. Ginral Jerry was hunkered over a small greenwood fire, cooking fatback in an old iron skillet.
Henri hobbled his horse and walked around to the other side of the tree and looked down between the roots. There indeed was Forrest well out ahead of the rest of his troop and riding down hard on the outskirts of Rossville, closing on the last Federal horseman ahead of him. His right hand was taken up with stopping the wound in the neck of his horse but his left arm was free to lash out with his saber and split the coat of the Yankee horseman from the collar to the tail. The Yankee shrieked his terror and slammed his heels to the sides of his horse, but Forrest only laughed the more wildly and chopped the heavy blade down again, now opening a red gash alongside the bare k.n.o.bs of the other man"s backbone, and this time the Yankee screamed like a girl.
"That hoss ain"t gwineter hold up forever," Ginral Jerry said, turning meat with a chip of greenwood. "No matter what he do."
CHAPTER THREE.
August 1845 AS SOON AS HE had come to the riverbank Forrest understood that Ned would never get that buggy free, the way he was going about it. Ned was a sensible n.i.g.g.e.r, smart with a horse, but he couldn"t both push from behind and drive from the box at the same time, and the ladies in the buggy were not helping any. They rocked on the leather cushions whenever Ned heaved and the horse thrashed in the shafts, and the silk orbs of their parasols (one blue, one green) bobbed with the wasted motion. had come to the riverbank Forrest understood that Ned would never get that buggy free, the way he was going about it. Ned was a sensible n.i.g.g.e.r, smart with a horse, but he couldn"t both push from behind and drive from the box at the same time, and the ladies in the buggy were not helping any. They rocked on the leather cushions whenever Ned heaved and the horse thrashed in the shafts, and the silk orbs of their parasols (one blue, one green) bobbed with the wasted motion.
On the far bank, two young gentlemen in their Sunday best sat their horses in the shade of a stand of water maples, waving now and then to encourage the ladies, waiting for the Sons of Ham to sort out the problem-those whose lot it was to labor in the muck. Rodham and Burke-Forrest knew them by sight, from Hernando and Memphis. He glanced at them once as he tied his horse to a low-hanging branch of a live oak and waded out into the stream.
"Well, Neddy, hit don"t look like ye"re gitten nowhar."
"Nawsuh, I ain"t." Ned flashed his teeth and ducked his head. He had a fine set of teeth, though up in his forties. A stout n.i.g.g.e.r for his age, though the job was too much for him. He was up to his waist in the slough. To Forrest, who stood nearly six foot two, it was no more than thigh deep.
"Let"s study a better way to set about it," he told Ned. By then he had come to the buggy"s left door, and he held up both his hands to the pa.s.senger there.
"Ma"am, if ye don"t mind."
The elder lady peered out through the shivering white fringe of her parasol. "What is it that you mean to do?"
"I mean to carry ye over to yonder bank." He pointed with his long arm. "Then I"ll tote Miss Montgomery over thar after ye. Then we"ll git yore buggy loose and ye can git back on yore way."
On the far bank a jay was chattering. Forrest turned his head toward the sound and saw the blue and white wing flash out of the maple leaves. Had the lady still not made up her mind?
"Ma"am," he said. "Ye best fold up that brolly."
She seemed to be mostly made of whipst.i.tch and whalebone and weighed no more than a shock of hay. He held her chest-high, to be sure that her skirts would not trail in the wet. He climbed the far bank and set her down, supporting her shoulders till she was sure of her balance.
"Thank you," she said. "I hardly know what we would have done ..."
Forrest looked again at the two mounted dandies. Rodham made as if to touch his hat brim, but didn"t, quite. He had on kid gloves. Both of them wore knee-high calfskin boots which doubtless they didn"t mean to spoil in the mud.
He waded back toward the buggy where Mary Ann Montgomery was waiting. He had seen her a time or two on the streets of Memphis, where she went to buy her clothes, and the second time he had turned right around and watched her out of sight. After that he had learned that she was second of four children and that her mother was a widow who had lived for three years in the new Mississippi town of Horn Lake, where her brother had been appointed pastor of the church. He knew that Mary Ann had been to a finishing school in Nashville and lately had come home to stay with her mother. He knew it was not very likely that they would ever be introduced.
She folded her parasol and stretched out her arms to him with a smile. "Off to the races, are we?" she said. Her voice was weightless and gay. As he caught her up she settled her arms around his neck and kept on smiling up at him. Her hair was light and fine as corn silk. Though she was slender, there was more heft to her than to her mother. When he felt her haunch slip against his belly, soft and warm through the cloth of her dress and his shirt, there was such a surge of hot blood up his thighs that he wondered if maybe she felt it too. Her eyes had fluttered halfway shut and there was a pretty flush on her cheek and her red lips were slightly parted. He was near enough to know her breath was sweet.
When two fighting blue jays swooped out of the maples, he saw that he had stopped, stock-still, midstream. He came to himself and carried her the rest of the way and climbed the bank and set her down. She held on to his hand in both of hers as she thanked him, then let it go. He felt the damp air move between his loosened fingers.
It was then he realized he did not at all care to leave her in the company of Rodham and Burke.
"If you ain"t the sorriest s.h.i.tsucken sonsab.i.t.c.hes G.o.d ever let live," he told them. "Setten on yore fine horses with yore fangers up yore fat a.s.ses that way. The sight of the pair of ye makes me want to puke."
Rodham colored a little and raised one gloved hand. "I resent that."