The minotaur, Gaidar, saw the two Solamnics deep in discussion. Convinced that both of them were spies, he sauntered their direction in hopes of hearing something of their conversation. One drawback to being a minotaur in a city of humans was that he could never blend in with his surroundings. The two stood near the amber sarcophagus of Goldmoon, and using that as cover, he edged near. All he could hear was a low murmur, until at one point they forgot themselves and their Voices rose.
"You"re afraid," he heard the the female Solamnic say in Accusing tones. "You"re afraid to find out that maybe you"re not not in control of your own destiny. That maybe the One G.o.d has a plan for you and for all of us." in control of your own destiny. That maybe the One G.o.d has a plan for you and for all of us."
"If you"re saying I"m afraid to find out I"m a slave to this One G.o.d, then you"re right!" the Knight returned angrily. "I "I make my own decisions. I don"t want any G.o.d making them for me." make my own decisions. I don"t want any G.o.d making them for me."
At that point their voices dropped again. Even though they were talking theology, not sedition, Gaidar was still troubled. He remained standing in the shadow of the sarcophagus until long after they had both gone, one returning to the temple and the other heading back to his quarters. The Knight"s face was red with anger and frustration. He muttered to himself as he walked and was so absorbed in his thoughts that he pa.s.sed within a foot of the enormous minotaur and never noticed him.
Solamnics and minotaurs have always had much in common- more in common than not, although, throughout history, it was the "not" that divided them. Both the Solamnics and the minotaurs place high emphasis on personal honor. Both value duty and loyalty. Both admire courage. Both reverenced their G.o.ds when they had G.o.ds to worship. Both G.o.ds were G.o.ds of honor, loyalty and courage, albeit one G.o.d fought for the side of light and the other for the side of darkness.
Or was it truly that? Might not it be said that one G.o.d, Kiri-Jolith, fought for the side of the humans and that Sargas fought for the minotaurs? Was it race that divided them, not daylight and night shadow? Humans and minotaurs both told tales of the famous Kaz, a minotaur who had been a friend of the great Solamnic Knight, Huma.
But because one had horns and a snout and was covered with fur and the other had soft skin and a puny lump of a nose, the friendship between Kaz and Huma was considered an anomaly The two races had been taught to hate and distrust each other for centuries. Now the gulf between them was so deep and wide and ugly that neither could cross.
In the absence of the G.o.ds, both races were deteriorating. Gaidar had heard rumors of strange doings in the minotaur homeland-rumors of murder, treachery, deceit. As for the Solamnics, few young men and women in this modern age {wanted to endure the rigors and constraints and responsibilities of the Knighthood. Their numbers were dwindling, their backs *were *were to the wall. And they had a new enemy-a new G.o.d. to the wall. And they had a new enemy-a new G.o.d.
Gaidar had seen in Mina the end of his quest. He had seen in Mina a sense of duty, honor, loyalty, and courage-the ways of old. Yet, certain things Mina had said and done had begun to trouble Gaidar. The foremost of these was the horrible rebirth of the two wizards.
Gaidar had no use for wizards. He could have watched these two being tortured without a qualm, could have slain them with his own hand and never given the matter another thought. But the sight of their lifeless bodies being used as mindless slaves gave him a sick feeling in the pit of his stomach. He could not look at the two shambling corpses without feeling his gorge rise.
Worst was the One G.o.d"s punishment of Mina for losing the kender. Recalling the sacrifices Mina had made, the physical pain she had endured, the torment, the exhaustion, thirst, and starvation, all in the name of the One G.o.d, then to see her suffering like that, Gaidar was outraged.
Gaidar honored Mina. He was loyal to Mina. His duty lay with Mina. But he was beginning to have doubts about this One G.o.d.
The Solamnic"s words echoed in Gaidar"s mind. If you"re saying I"m afraid to find out I"m a slave to this One G.o.d, then you"re right! I make my own decisions. I don"t want any G.o.d making them for me. If you"re saying I"m afraid to find out I"m a slave to this One G.o.d, then you"re right! I make my own decisions. I don"t want any G.o.d making them for me.
Gaidar did not like thinking of himself as a slave to the will of this One G.o.d or any G.o.d. More important, he didn"t like seeing Mina as a slave to this One G.o.d, a slave to be whipped if she failed to do the G.o.d"s bidding.
Gaidar decided to do what he should have done long ago. He needed to find out more about this One G.o.d. He could not speak of this to Mina, but he could speak of it to this Solamnic female.
And perhaps kill two with one blow, as the saying went among minotaurs, in reference to the well-known tale of the thieving kender and the minotaur blacksmith.
14.
Faith in the One G.o.d.
Over a thousand Knights and soldiers from Palanthas entered the city of Solanthus. Their entry was triumphant. Flags bearing the emblems of the Dark Knights as well as flags belonging to individual Knights whipped in the wind. The Dark Knights who served in Palanthas had grown wealthy, for although much of the tribute had gone to the late dragon Kh.e.l.lendros and still more had been sent to the late Lord of the Night Targonne, the high-ranking Knights of Palanthas had done all right for themselves. They were in a good mood, albeit a bit concerned over rumors that had reached them concerning the new, self-proclaimed Lord of the Night-a teen-age girl.
These officers could not imagine how any right-thinking veteran soldier could take orders from a chit who should be dreaming of dancing around the Maypole, not leading men into battle. They had discussed this on the march to Solanthus and had privately agreed among themselves that there must be some shadowy figure working behind the scenes-this minotaur, who was said never to stir far from Mina"s side. He must be the true leader. The girl was a front, for humans would never follow a minotaur. There were some who pointed out that few men would follow a slip of a girl into battle, either, but others replied knowingly that she performed tricks and illusions to entertain the ignorant dupe them into fighting for her.
No one could argue with her success, and so long as it worked, they had no intention of destroying those illusions. Of course, as intelligent men, they would not be fooled.
As had others before them, the officers of the Palanthas Knighthood met Mina with boisterous bravado, preparing to hear her with outward composure, inward chuckles. They came away pale and shaken, quiet and subdued, every one them trapped in the resin of the amber eyes.
Gerard faithfully recorded their numbers in a coded message to the Knighthood. This was his most important missive yet, for this confirmed that Mina meant to attack Sanction and she meant to march soon. Every blacksmith and weaponsmith in the city was pressed into duty, working day and night, making repairs on old weapons and armor and turning out new ones.
Her army would move slowly. It would take weeks, maybe months, to march through the woods and trek across the gra.s.slands and into the mountains that surrounded Sanction. Watching the preparations and thinking of this prolonged march, Gerard developed a plan of attack that he included along with his report. He had little hope that the plan would be adopted, for it involved fighting by stealth, hitting the flanks of the army as it crawled across the ground, striking their supply trains, attacking swiftly, then disappearing, only to strike again when least expected.
Thus, he wrote, he wrote, did the Wilder elves of Qualinesti succeed in doing great damage to the Dark Knights who occupied that land. I realize that this is not an accepted means of fighting for the knighthood, for it is certainly not chivalric nor honorable nor even particularly fair. However, it is effective, not only in reducing the numbers of the enemy but in destroying the morale of the troops. did the Wilder elves of Qualinesti succeed in doing great damage to the Dark Knights who occupied that land. I realize that this is not an accepted means of fighting for the knighthood, for it is certainly not chivalric nor honorable nor even particularly fair. However, it is effective, not only in reducing the numbers of the enemy but in destroying the morale of the troops.
Lord Tasgall was a sensible man, and Gerard actually thought that he might toss aside the Measure and act upon it. Unfortu-ffcately, Gerard couldn"t find any way of delivering the message to Richard, who"d been instructed to return to the roadhouse on a Weekly basis to see if Gerard had more information.
Gerard was now being watched day and night, and he had a good idea who was to blame. Not Mina. The minotaur, Gaidar.
Too late Gerard had noticed the minotaur eavesdropping on his conversation with Odila. That night, Gerard discovered Gaidar was having him watched.
No matter where Gerard went, he was certain to see the horns of the minotaur looming over the crowd. When he left his lodging, he found one of Mina"s Knights loitering about in the street outside. The next day, one of his patrol members fell mysteriously ill and was replaced. Gerard had no doubt that the replacement was one of Gaidar"s spies.
He had no one to blame but himself. He should have left Solanthus days ago instead of hanging about. Now he had not only placed himself in danger, he"d imperiled the very mission he"d been sent to accomplish.
During the next two days, Gerard continued to perform his duties. He went to the temple as usual. He had not seen Odila since the day they"d spoken and was startled to see her standing alongside Mina today. Odila searched the crowd until she found Gerard. She made a small gesture, a slight beckoning motion. When Mina left, and the supplicants and idlers had departed. Gerard hung around outside, waiting.
Odila emerged from the temple. She shook her head slightly, indicating he was not to speak to her, and walked past him without a glance.
As she pa.s.sed, she whispered, "Come to the temple tonight an hour before midnight."
Gerard sat gloomily on his bed, waiting for the hour Odila had set. He whiled away the time, by staring in frustration at the scrollcase containing the message that should have been in the hands of his superiors by now. Gerard"s quarters were in the same hall once used to house the Solamnic Knights. He had at first been a.s.signed a room already occupied by two other Knights, but he"d used some of the money he"d earned from the Dark Knights to buy his way into a private chamber. The chamber was, in reality; little more than a windowless storage room located on the first level. By the lingering smell, it had once been used to store onions.
Restless, he was glad to leave it. He walked openly into the streets, pausing only long enough to lace up his boot and to catch a glimpse of a shadow detaching itself from a nearby doorway. Resuming his pace, he heard light footfalls behind him.
Gerard had a momentary impulse to whirl around and confront his shadow. He resisted the impulse, kept walking. Going straight to the temple, he entered and found a seat on a stone bench in a corner of the building.
The temple"s interior was dark, lit by five candles that stood on the altar. Outside, the sky was clouded over. Gerard could smell rain in the air, and within a few moments, the first drops began to fall. He hoped his shadow got soaked to the skin.
The flames of the candles wavered in a sudden gust stirred up by the storm. A robed figure entered the temple from a door in the rear. Pausing at the altar, she fussed with the candles for a moment, then, turning, walked down the aisle. Gerard could see her silhouetted against the candlelight, and although he could not see her face, he knew Odila by her upright bearing and the tilt of her head.
She sat down beside him, slid closer to him. He shifted on the stone bench, moved nearer to her. They were the only two in the temple, but they kept their voices low.
"Just so you know, I"m being followed," he whispered.
Alarmed, Odila turned to stare at him. Her face was pale against the candle-lit darkness. Her eyes were smudges of shadow. Reaching out her hand, she fumbled for Gerard"s, found it, and clasped hold tightly. He was astonished, both at the fact that she was seeking comfort and by the fact that her hand was cold and trembling.
"Odila, what is it? What"s wrong?" he asked. "I found out about your wizard friend, Palin," she said in a smothered voice, as if she found it hard to draw breath. "Gaidar told me."
Odila"s shoulders straightened. She turned to him, looked I" I" him in the eyes. "Gerard, I"ve been a fool! Such a fool!" him in the eyes. "Gerard, I"ve been a fool! Such a fool!"
"We"re a pair of them, then," he said, patting her hand clumsily.
He felt her stiff and shivering, not comforted by his touch. She didn"t seem to hear his words. When she spoke, her voice was m.u.f.fled.
"I came here hoping to find a G.o.d who could guide me, care for me, comfort me. Instead I"ve found-" She broke off, said abruptly. "Gerard, Palin"s dead."
"I"m not surprised," Gerard said, with a sigh. "He didn"t look well-"
"No, Gerard!" Odila shook her head. "He was dead when you saw him."
"He wasn"t dead," Gerard protested. "He was sitting on his cot. After that, I saw him get up and walk out."
"And I"m telling you that he was dead," she said, turning to face him. "I don"t blame you for not believing me. I didn"t believe it myself. But I... Gaidar took me to see him.. .."
He eyed her suspiciously.
"Are you drunk?"
"I wish I were!" Odila returned, but with sudden, savage vehemence. "I don"t think there"s enough dwarf spirits in the world to make me forget what I"ve seen. I"m cold sober, Gerard. I swear it."
He looked at her closely. Her eyes were focused, her voice shaking but clear, her words coherent.
"I believe you," he said slowly, "but I don"t understand. How could Palin be dead when I saw him sitting and standing and walking?"
"He and the other wizard were both killed in the Tower of High Sorcery. Gaidar was there. He told me the whole story. They died, and then Mina and Gaidar found out that this kinder they were searching for was in the Tower. They went to find him, only they lost him. The One G.o.d punished Mina for losing the kender. Mina said that she needed the wizards" help to find him, and . . . and she . . . she gave them back their lives."
"If she did, they didn"t look any too pleased by it," Gerard said, thinking of Palin"s empty eyes, his vacant stare.
"There"s a reason for that," Odila returned, her voice hollow. "She gave them their lives, but she didn"t give them their souls. The One G.o.d holds their souls in thrall. They have no will to think or act on their own. They are nothing more than puppets, and the One G.o.d holds the strings. Gaidar says that when the kender is captured, the wizards will know how to deal with him and the device he carries."
"And you think he"s telling the truth?"
"I know know he is. I went to see your friend, Palin. His body lives, but there is no life in his eyes. They"re both corpses, Gerard. Walking corpses. They have no will of their own. They do whatever Mina tells them to do. Didn"t you think it was strange the way they both just sit there, staring at nothing?" he is. I went to see your friend, Palin. His body lives, but there is no life in his eyes. They"re both corpses, Gerard. Walking corpses. They have no will of their own. They do whatever Mina tells them to do. Didn"t you think it was strange the way they both just sit there, staring at nothing?"
"They"re wizards," Gerard said lamely, by way of excuse.
Now that he looked back, he wondered he hadn"t guessed something was wrong. He felt sickened at the thought.
Odila moistened her lips. "There"s something else," she said, dropping her voice so that it was little more than a breath. Gerard had to strain to hear her. "Gaidar told me that the One G.o.d is so pleased by this that she has ordered Mina to use the dead in battle. Not just the souls, Gerard. She is supposed to give life back to the bodies."
Gerard stared at her, aghast.
"It doesn"t matter that Mina plans to attack Sanction with a ridiculously small army," Odila continued relentlessly. "None of her soldiers will ever die. If they do, Mina will just raise them up and send them right back into battle-"
"Odila," said Gerard, his voice urgent, "we have to leave here. Both of us. You don"t want to stay, do you?" he asked suddenly, uncertain.
"No," she answered emphatically. "No, not after this. I am * sorry * sorry I ever sought out this One G.o.d." I ever sought out this One G.o.d."
"Why did you?" Gerard asked.
She shook her head. "You wouldn"t understand."
"I might. Why do you think I wouldn"t?"
"You"re so... self-reliant. You don"t need anyone or anything. You know your own mind. You know who you are."
"Cornbread," he said, recalling her disparaging nickname for him. He had hoped to make her smile, but she didn"t even seem to have heard him. Speaking of his feelings like this wasn"t easy for him. "I"m looking for answers," he said awkwardly, "just like you. Just like everyone. Like you said, in order to find the answers, you have to ask questions." He gestured outside the temple, to the steps where the worshipers congregated every day. "That"s what"s the matter with half these people around here. They"re like starving dogs. They are so hungry to believe in something that they take the first handout that"s offered and gulp it down, never dreaming that the meat might be poisoned."
"I gulped," said Odila, sighing. "I wanted what everyone claimed they had in the old days. You were right when you said I hoped that the One G.o.d would fix my life. Make everything better. Take away the loneliness and the fear-" She halted, embarra.s.sed to have revealed so much.
"I don"t think even the old G.o.ds did that, at least from what I"ve been told," Gerard said. "Paladine certainly didn"t solve all Huma"s problems. If anything, he heaped more on him."
"Unless you believe that Huma chose to do what he did," said Odila softly, "and that Paladine gave him strength to do it." She paused, then added, in bleak despair, "We can"t do anything to this G.o.d, Gerard. I"ve seen the mind of this G.o.d! I"ve seen the immense power this G.o.d wields. How can such a powerful G.o.d be stopped?"
Odila covered her face with her hands.
"I"ve made such a mess of things. I"ve dragged you into danger. I know the reason you"ve stayed around Solanthus, so don"t try to deny it. You could have left days ago. You should should have. You stayed around because you were worried about me." have. You stayed around because you were worried about me."
"Nothing matters now because both of us are going to leave," Gerard said firmly. "Tomorrow, when the troops march out, Mina and Gaidar will be preoccupied with their own duties. There will be such confusion that no one will miss us."
"I want to get out of here," Odila said emphatically. She jumped to her feet. "Let"s leave now. I don"t want to spend another minute in this terrible place. Everyone"s asleep. No one will miss me. We"ll go back to your quarters-"
"We"ll have to leave separately. I"m being followed. You go first. I"ll keep watch."
Reaching out impulsively, Odila took hold of his hand, clasped it tightly. "I appreciate all you"ve done for me, Gerard. You are a true and loyal friend."
"Go on," he said. "Quickly. I"ll keep watch."
Releasing his hand with a parting squeeze, she started walking toward the temple doors, which were never locked, for worshipers of the One G.o.d were encouraged to come to the temple at any time, day or night. Odila gave the doors an impatient push and they opened silently on well-oiled hinges. Gerard was about to follow when he heard a noise by the altar. He glanced swiftly in that direction, saw nothing. The candle flames burned steadily. No one had entered. Yet he was positive he"d heard something. He was still staring at the altar, when he heard Odila give a strangled gasp.
Gerard whipped around, his hand on his sword. Expecting to find that she had been accosted by some guard, he was surprised to see her standing in the open doorway, alone.
"Now what"s the matter?" He didn"t dare go to her. The person following him would be watching for him. "Just walk out the d.a.m.n door, will you?"
Odila turned to stare at him. Her face glimmered so white in the darkness, that he was reminded uncomfortably of the souls of the dead.
She spoke in a harsh whisper that carried clearly in the still night. "I can"t leave!"
Gerard swore beneath his breath. Keeping a tight grip on his sword, he sidled over to the wall, hoping to remain unseen. Reaching a point near the door, he glared at Odila.
"What do you mean you won"t leave?" he demanded in low and angry tones. "I risked my neck coming here, and I"ll be d.a.m.ned if I"m going to leave without you. If I have to carry you-" do you mean you won"t leave?" he demanded in low and angry tones. "I risked my neck coming here, and I"ll be d.a.m.ned if I"m going to leave without you. If I have to carry you-"
"I didn"t say I won"t leave!" Odila said, her breath coming in gasps. "I said I didn"t say I won"t leave!" Odila said, her breath coming in gasps. "I said I can"t" can"t"
She took a step toward the door, her hands outstretched. As she came nearer the door, her movements grew sluggish, as if she were wading into a river, trying to move against a swift-flowing current. Finally, she came to a halt and shook her head.
"I... can"t!" she said, her voice choked.
Gerard stared in perplexity. Odila was trying her best, that much was clear. Something was obviously preventing her from leaving.
His gaze went from her terrified face to the medallion she wore around her neck.
He pointed at it. "The medallion! Take it off!"
Odila raised her hand to the medallion. She s.n.a.t.c.hed back her fingers with a pain-filled cry.
Gerard grabbed the medallion, intending to rip it off her.