A jolting shock sent him staggering back against the doors. His hand burned and throbbed. He stared helplessly at Odila. She stared just as helplessly back.
"I don"t understand-" she began.
"And yet," said a gentle voice, "the answer is simplicity itself."
Hand on his sword hilt, Gerard turned to find Mina standing in the doorway.
"I want to leave," Odila said, managing with a great effort to keep her voice firm and steady. "You have to let me go. You can"t keep me here against my will."
"I am not keeping you here, Odila," said Mina.
Odila tried again to walk through the door. Her jaw clenched, and she strained every muscle. "You are lying!" she cried. "You have cast some sort of evil spell on me!"
"I am no wizard," said Mina, spreading her hands. "You know that. You know, too, what binds you to this place."
Odila shook her head in violent negation, "Your faith," said Mina.
Odila stared, baffled. "I don"t-"
"But you do. You believe in the One G.o.d. You said so yourself. "I"ve seen the mind of this G.o.d! I"ve seen the immense power this G.o.d wields." You have placed your faith in the One G.o.d, Odila, and in return, the One G.o.d claims your service."
"Faith shouldn"t make anyone a prisoner," Gerard said angrily.
Mina turned her eyes on him, and he saw with dismay the images of thousands of people frozen in their amber depths. He had the terrible feeling that if he looked long enough, he would see himself there.
"Describe to me a faithful servant," said Mina, "or, better yet, a faithful knight. One who is faithful to his Order. What must he do to be termed "faithful"?"
Gerard stubbornly kept silent, but that didn"t matter, because Mina answered her own question.
Her tone was fervent, her eyes glowed with an inner light. "A faithful servant performs loyally and without question all the duties his master asks of him. In return, the master clothes him and feeds him and protects him from harm. If the servant is disloyal, if he rebels against his master, he is punished. Just so the faithful knight who is duty-bound to obey his superior. If he fails in his duty or rebels against authority, what happens to him? He is punished for his oath breaking. Even the Solamnics would punish such a knight, wouldn"t they, Sir Gerard?"
She is the faithful servant, Gerard realized. She is the faithful knight. And this makes her dangerous, perhaps the most dangerous person to have ever lived on Krynn.
Her argument was flawed. He knew that, in some deep part of him, but he couldn"t think why. Not while staring into those amber eyes.
Mina smiled gently at him. Because he had no answer, she a.s.sumed she had won. She turned the amber eyes back to Odila.
"Deny your belief in the One G.o.d, Odila," Mina said to her, "and you will be free to go."
"You know I cannot," Odila said.
"Then the One G.o.d"s faithful servant will remain here to perform her duties. Return to your quarters, Odila. The hour is late. You will need your rest, for we have much to do tomorrow to pre-Wie for the battle that will see the fall of Sanction,"
Odila bowed her head, started to obey.
"Odila!" Gerard risked calling.
She kept walking. She did not look back at him.
Mina watched her depart then turned to Gerard. "Will we see you among the ranks of our Knights as we march in triumph to Sanction, Sir Gerard? Or do you have other duties that call you away? If you do, you may go. You have my blessing and that of the One G.o.d."
She knows! Gerard realized. She knows I"m a spy, yet she does nothing. She even offers me the chance to leave! Why doesn"t she have me arrested? Tortured? Killed? He wished suddenly that she would. Even death would be better than the notion in the back of his mind that she was using him, allowing him to think he was acting of his own free will, when all the time, whatever he did, he was carrying out the will of the One G.o.d.
"I"ll ride with you," Gerard said grimly and stalked past her through the door.
On the steps of the temple he halted, stared in the darkness, and announced in a loud voice, "I"m going back to my quarters! Try to keep up, will you?"
Entering his room, Gerard lit a candle, then went to his desk and stood staring for long moments at the scrollcase. He opened it, removed the paper that detailed his plans to defeat Mina"s army. Deliberately, grimly, he ripped the paper into small pieces. That done, he fed the pieces, one by one, to the candle"s flame.
15.
The Lame and the Blind.
Mina"s army left Solanthus the next day. Not all the army marched, for she was forced to leave behind troops enough to occupy what was presumably a hostile city. Its hostility was largely a myth, judging by the number of Solanthi-ans who turned out to cheer her and wish her well and press gifts upon her-so many that they would have filled the wagon that contained the amber sarcophagus, had Mina permitted it. She told them instead to give the gifts to the poor in the name of the One G.o.d. Weeping, the people of Solanthus blessed her name.
Gerard could have wept, too, but for different reasons. He"d spent the night wondering what to do, whether to go or stay. He decided finally to remain with the army, ride with them to Sanction. He told himself it was because of Odila.
She rode with the army. She sat in the wagon with the corpse of Goldmoon, imprisoned in amber, and the corpses of the two wizards, imprisoned in their own flesh. Viewing the wretched, ambulating corpses, Gerard wondered that he had not known the truth the moment he saw Palin, with his staring, vacant eyes. Odila did not glance at Gerard as the wagon rumbled past.
Gaidar looked at him, dark eyes baleful. Gerard stared back. The minotaur"s displeasure gave Gerard one consolation. The fact that he was accompanying Mina"s army so obviously angered the minotaur that Gerard felt he must be doing something right.
As he cantered out the gates, taking up a position in the rear, as far from Mina as he could get and still be part of her army, his horse nearly ran down two beggars, who scrambled hastily to get out of his way.
"I"m sorry, gentlemen" said Gerard, reigning in his horse. "Are you hurt, either of you?"
One beggar was an older man, human, with gray hair and a gray, grizzled beard. His face was seamed with wrinkles and browned from the sun. His eyes were a keen, glittering blue, the color of new-made steel. Although he limped and leaned upon a crutch, he had the air and bearing of a military man. This was borne out by the fact that he wore what appeared to be the faded, tattered remnants of some sort of military uniform.
The other beggar was blind, his wounded eyes wrapped in a black bandage. He walked with one hand resting on the shoulder of his comrade, who guided him along his way. This man had white hair that shone silver in the sun. He was young, much younger than the other beggar, and he lifted his sightless head at the sound of Gerard"s voice.
"No, sir," said the first beggar gruffly. "You did but startle us, that is all."
"Where is this army bound?" the second beggar asked.
"Sanction," said Gerard. "Take my advice, sirs, keep clear of the temple of the One G.o.d. Even though they could heal you, I doubt it"s worth the price."
Tossing each beggar a few coins, he turned his horse"s head, galloped off down the road, and was soon enveloped in a cloud of dust raised by the army.
The citizens of Solanthus watched until Mina was long out of sight, then they turned back to their city, which seemed bleak and empty now that she was gone.
"Mina marches on Sanction," said the blind beggar.
"This confirms the information we received last night," said the lame beggar. "Everywhere we go, we hear the same thing. Mina marches on Sanction. Are you satisfied now, at last?"
"Yes, Razor, I am satisfied," the blind man replied.
"About time," Razor muttered. He hurled the coins Gerard had given him at the blind man"s feet. "No more begging! I have never been so humiliated."
"Yet, as you have seen, this disguise permits us to go where we will and talk to whom we want, from thief to knight to n.o.bleman," Mirror said mildly. "No one has any clue that we are more than we seem. The question now is, what do we do? Do we confront Mina now?"
"And what would you say to her, Silver?" Razor raised his voice to a mocking lilt. ""Where, oh where, are the pretty gold dragons? Where, oh where, can they be?""
Mirror kept silent, not liking how close Razor had come to the mark.
"I say we wait," Razor continued. "Confront her in Sanction."
"Wait until Sanction has fallen to your Queen, you mean," Mirror stated coldly.
"And I suppose you"re going to stop her, Silver? Alone, blind?" Razor snorted.
"You would have me walk into Sanction, alone and blind," said Mirror.
"Don"t worry, I won"t let anything happen to you. Skie told you more than you"ve let on. I intend to be there when you have your conversation with Mina."
"Then I suggest you pick up that money, for we will need it," said Mirror. "These disguises that have worked well thus far will aid us all the more in Sanction. What better excuse to speak to Mina than to come before her as two seeking miracles?"
Mirror could not see the expression on Razor"s face, but he could imagine it-defiant at first, then glum, as he realized that what Mirror said made sense.
He heard the sc.r.a.pe of the coins being s.n.a.t.c.hed irritably from the ground.
"I believe you are enjoying this, Silver," Razor said. "You"re right," Mirror returned. believe you are enjoying this, Silver," Razor said. "You"re right," Mirror returned. "I "I can"t think when I"ve had this much fun," can"t think when I"ve had this much fun,"
16.
An Unexpected Meeting.
Like leaves flung from out the center of the cyclone, the gnome and the kender fluttered to the ground. That is, the kender-with his gaily colored clothes-fluttered. The gnome landed heavily, resulting in a subsequent cessation of breathing for a few heart-stopping minutes. Lack of breath also resulted in a cessation of the gnome"s shrieking, which, considering where they found themselves, was undeniably a good thing. Not that they knew right away where they were. All Ta.s.slehoff knew, as he looked about, was where he wasn"t, which was anywhere he"d been up to this point in his life. He was standing- and Conundrum was lying-in a corridor made of enormous blocks of black marble that had been polished to a high gloss. The corridor was lit sporadically with torches, whose orange light gave a soft and eerie glow to the corridor. The torches burned clean, for no whisper of air stirred. The light did nothing to remove the gloom from the corridor. The light only made the shadows all that much darker by contrast.
No whisper, no sound at all came from anywhere, though Tas listened with all his might. Tas made no sound either, and he hushed Conundrum as he helped the gnome to his feet. Tas had been adventuring most of his life, and he knew his corridors, and without doubt, this corridor had the smothery feeling of a place where you want to be quiet, very quiet.
"Goblins!" was the first word Conundrum gasped.
"No, not goblins," said Ta.s.slehoff in a quiet tone that was meant to be rea.s.suring. He rather spoiled by it by adding cheerfully, "Probably worse things than goblins down here."
"What do you mean?" Conundrum wheezed and clutched at his hair distractedly. "Worse than goblins! What could be worse than goblins? Where are we anyway?"
"Well, there"s lots worse than goblins," whispered Tas upon reflection. "Draconians, for instance. And dragons. And owl-bears. Did I ever tell you the story about the Uncle Trapspringer and the owlbear? It all began-"
It all ended when Conundrum doubled up his fist and punched Ta.s.slehoff in the stomach.
"Owlbears! Who cares about owlbears or your blasted relations? I could tell you stories about my cousin Strontiumninety that would make your hair fall out. Your teeth, too. Why did you bring us here, and where is here, anyway?"
"I didn"t bring us anywhere," returned Ta.s.slehoff in irritable tones when he could speak again. Being struck soundly and unexpectedly in the stomach tended to make a fellow irritable. "The device brought us here. And I don"t know where "here" is anymore than you do. I- Hush! Someone"s coming." didn"t bring us anywhere," returned Ta.s.slehoff in irritable tones when he could speak again. Being struck soundly and unexpectedly in the stomach tended to make a fellow irritable. "The device brought us here. And I don"t know where "here" is anymore than you do. I- Hush! Someone"s coming."
When in a dark and smothery feeling corridor, it is always a good idea to see who is coming before giving them a chance to see you. That"s the maxim Uncle Trapspringer had always taught his nephew, and Tas had found that, in general, it was a good plan. For one thing, it allowed you to leap out of the darkness and give the person a grand surprise. Ta.s.slehoff took hold of the collar of Conundrum"s shirt and dragged the gnome behind a black, marble pillar.
A single figure walked the corridor. The figure was robed in black and was not easily distinguishable from either the darkness of the corridor or the black, marble walls. Ta.s.slehoff had his first good view of the figure as it pa.s.sed beneath one of the torches. Even in the darkness, able to see only the dimmest, shadowiest ; outline of the figure, Ta.s.slehoff had the strange and squirmy feeling in his stomach (probably left over from being struck) that he knew this person. There was something about the walk that was slow and halting, something about the way the person leaned upon the staff he was carrying, something about the staff that gave off a very soft, white light.
"Raistlin!" Ta.s.slehoff breathed, awed.
He was about to repeat the name in a much louder voice, accompanied by a whoop and a shout and a rushing forward to give his friend, whom he hadn"t seen in a long time and presumed to be dead, an enormous hug.
A hand grasped his shoulder, and a voice said softly, "No. Leave him be."
"But he"s my friend," Tas said to Conundrum. "Not counting the time he murdered another friend of mine, who was a gnome, by the way."
Conundrum"s eyes opened wide. He clutched at Tas nervously. "This friend of yours. He doesn"t make it a practice of ... of m-m-murdering gnomes, does he?"
Tas missed this because he was staring at Conundrum, noting that the gnome had hold of Ta.s.slehoff"s sleeve with one hand and his shirt front with the other. This accounted for two hands and, so far as Tas knew, gnomes came with only two hands. Which meant there was a hand left over, and that hand was holding Ta.s.slehoff firmly by the shoulder. Ta.s.slehoff twisted and " Squirmed to see who had hold of him, but the pillar behind which "they were standing cast a dark shadow, and all he could see "behind him was more darkness.
Tas looked round at the other hand-the hand that was on his shoulder-but the hand wasn"t there. Or at least, it was there because he could feel it, but it wasn"t there because he couldn"t see it.
Finding this all very strange, Ta.s.slehoff looked back at Raistlin. Knowing Raistlin as he did, Tas was forced to admit that there were times when the mage had not been at all friendly to the kender. And there was the fact that Raistlin did did murder gnomes. Or at least, he had murdered one gnome for fixing the Device of Time Journeying. This very device, although not this very gnome. Raistlin wore the black robes now, and he had been wearing black robes then, and while Ta.s.slehoff found Conundrum extremely annoying at times, he didn"t want to see the gnome murdered. Ta.s.slehoff decided that for Conundrum"s sake he would keep silent and not jump out at Raistlin, and he would forgo the big hug. murder gnomes. Or at least, he had murdered one gnome for fixing the Device of Time Journeying. This very device, although not this very gnome. Raistlin wore the black robes now, and he had been wearing black robes then, and while Ta.s.slehoff found Conundrum extremely annoying at times, he didn"t want to see the gnome murdered. Ta.s.slehoff decided that for Conundrum"s sake he would keep silent and not jump out at Raistlin, and he would forgo the big hug.
Raistlin pa.s.sed very near the kender and the gnome. Conundrum was, thank goodness, speechless with terror. Through a heroic effort on his part, Ta.s.slehoff kept silent, though the absent G.o.ds alone knew what this cost him. He was rewarded with an approving squeeze by the hand on his shoulder that wasn"t there, which, all in all, didn"t make him feel as good as it might have under the circ.u.mstances.
Raistlin was apparently deep in thought, for his head was bowed, his walk slow and abstracted. He stopped once to cough, a racking cough that so weakened him he was forced to lean against the wall. He choked and gagged, his face grew deathly pale. Blood flecked his lips. Tas was alarmed, for he"d seen Raistlin have these attacks before but never one this bad.
"Caramon had a tea he used to fix for him," Tas said, starting forward.
The hand pressed him back.
Raistlin raised his head. His golden eyes shone in the torchlight. He looked about, up and down the corridor.
"Who spoke?" he said in his whispering voice. "Who spoke that name? Caramon? Who spoke, I say?"
The hand dug into Ta.s.slehoff"s shoulder. He had no need of its caution, however. Raistlin looked so very strange and his expression was so very terrible that the kender would have kept silent, regardless.
"No one," said Raistlin, at last able to draw a ragged breath. "I am imagining things." He mopped his brow with the hem of his black velvet sleeve, then smiled sardonically "Per-Ihaps it was my own guilty conscience. Caramon is dead. They are are all dead, drowned in the Blood Sea. And they were all so shocked when I used the dragon orb and departed, leaving them to their fate. Amazed that I would not meekly share in their doom." all dead, drowned in the Blood Sea. And they were all so shocked when I used the dragon orb and departed, leaving them to their fate. Amazed that I would not meekly share in their doom."
Recovering his strength, Raistlin drew away from the wall. He steadied himself with the staff, but did not immediately resume his walk. Perhaps he was still too weak.
"I can see the look on Caramon"s face now. I can hear his blubbering." Raistlin pitched his voice high, spoke through his nose. ""But... Raist-"" He ground his teeth, then smiled again, a most unpleasant smile. "And Tanis, that self-righteous hypocrite! His illicit love for my dear sister led him to betray his friends, and yet he has the temerity to accuse me me of being faithless! I can see them all-Goldmoon, Riverwind, Tanis, my brother-all staring at me with great cow eyes." of being faithless! I can see them all-Goldmoon, Riverwind, Tanis, my brother-all staring at me with great cow eyes."
Again, his voice rose to mimic. ""At least save your brother ..."" The voice resumed its bitter monologue. "Save him for what? A lawn ornament? His ambition takes him no further than the bed of his latest conquest. All my life, he has been the manacles that bound my hands and shackled my feet. You might as well ask me to leave my prison but take along my chains. . . ."
He resumed his walk, moving slowly down the corridor.