Dream Star

When was the last time he got sick?

For as long as he could remember, ever since he entered that establishment, and made contact with those people, he hasn"t been sick once. If you consider the timing, it is not unusual to get sick. But thinking of it that way shows that they did something to him, something illegal. Before entering the place, he would frequently be sick.

He could only cope back then because of her...

"Haru-kun! Um, um, do--do you--love me?"

Haruka curses. d.a.m.n, what is he doing thinking about that now? She has already forgotten. For the longest time, he has had these memories of a certain girl playing with him during his childhood.

A faded memory, since it was during a time where he was with his father. A cute girl looking at him with blus.h.i.+ng cheeks. "Um, I--I love. I love…" Seriously... what is he thinking of? It"s not like it makes a difference now. It was only for a few months. And that incidence happened straight afterwards, so she"s most likely forgotten about it. That"s right. That"s how it was. And yet. "It was you wasn"t it?" That guy knew.

His thoughts break off when he heard light footsteps. Through his dazed vision, he could make out bright blue. Hah, he"s starting to hallucinate now? How ridiculous. The girl takes a few steps closer, and her sweet voice called out to him, "Haruka."

Haruka realized then, that it is really her.

"You came back, "Haruka said, surprised.

Lila holds out a bag, "Medicine. And a few other things…"

Haruka stared at her in disbelief. Is she that much of an idiot?

"Aren"t you angry?" he asked.

Lila nodded, "Ah-huh. But I want to stay."

"Then, do what I want."

At that comment, she puts the bags down, but she doesn"t go to his side immediately. Seeing where she was heading though, he followed.

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The doors are locked in seconds upon entering; Haruka"s arm encircle her, and she tries to shake him off but he"s definitely stronger than her. So she can"t push him away. It doesn"t take her long before she"s crying.

"I should have just...," Lila couldn"t finish her sentence due to the tears. Even though, she"s holding herself back. Even, though she"s angry at the cruel words he spoke.

A phrase plays over and over in her head; an endless loop of she shouldn"t. This is wrong. But regardless Lila finds her arms wrapped around his neck.

"I missed you so much."

Whatever wall was between them, ever since she met with Kiryu on her birthday and broke the promise broke completely.

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"UkUka…"

It"s awkward after what happened earlier. But, forget it. He wants her. He wants her. He wants her more than he"s ever wanted another person, isn"t that enough? Besides…she"s breathing so heavily, it"s almost in sync with his. Doesn"t she, want him just as much as he wants her?

"Wait--" Lila pulled away suddenly and stopped him.

"...."

Huh? Haruka blinked in confusion.

Lila shyly looks down, before taking a deep breath. "First we both need to eat and also, I have to shower.."

".. .."

"Alright," Haruka replied.

Is she agreeing? Or will it be the case of being limited? Regardless, a shower huh. "Together?" he murmured.

The girl frantically shakes her head.

"I--I"m going first um…" she leaned forward and their lips lightly meet. Before he could take advantage of it though, she already bolted towards the bathroom. Haruka slumps on the ground, a deep sigh escaping his lips. d.a.m.n, what is he doing?

Recalling her shy expression, red cheeks. He blinks. She"s embarra.s.sed again. Wasn"t she giving him the cold treatment since meeting with Austin Kiryu? He really doesn"t understand her. But, he isn"t going to let go of this opportunity.

.

.

He doesn"t waste any time after she"s done showering. Even though the fever was making him dizzy, he could still see the girl in front of him. That was enough. What"s more, there was something alluring about her after shower look.

"Haruka, um maybe you shuld rest." Lila was still trying to get out of it.

"Why do I have to?" he asked her. His lips curve to an amused smile.

"Haruka.."

"...Hold it, you, are you willing?"

"Um, willing?"

.. . . Forget it, he doesn"t know why he"s asking anyway. "Haruka, I"ve, um never done this.."

She hasn"t? Like this?

"I"ll guide you."

Lila shyly nod. Haruka decides to take her s.h.i.+rt of first, undoing the b.u.t.tons. In the process, their hands brush against each other.

"Oh--so--sorry!"Lila exclaimed.

"It"s fine, quit blus.h.i.+ng."

What the h.e.l.l. He should just take her, why is he bothering with all of this for? Is it the fever that"s messing with his head? Haruka returns to remove the b.u.t.tons on the girl"s s.h.i.+rt. One by one. Such a slow process, he usually doesn"t bother with this. In the next second, he brings his lips on her breast, sucking slowly.

"Ah.."

She covers her mouth, "I made a strange sound.."

... She"s saying this now?

"What?" Haruka stopped, seeing her look at him.

"Haruka, you"re an expert at removing b.u.t.tons."

"..Is that a compliment?"

"Ah-huh."

. .. .. Is she still sick? She probably isn"t thinking straight. Well whatever, he wants to do it. Why is she so red? Thump. Thump. c.r.a.p, why is he getting nervous for. He isn"t a child. She must have noticed since she laughed softly, "Um, Haruka getting nervous?"

"This is a first for me," he mumbled.

It really is. Why, why does he get like this when it comes to her? "H-Haruka, um, I have to apologise."

"For?"

Is she finally going to apologise for ditching him? Even though they are supposed to be fighting.

"Um, I don"t know what to do," Lila replied, nervously.

. ..

Hah, should he be disappointed or not? Well, whatever. Haruka resumed his actions and continuous moans escaping Lilas" lips. At first, she resisted, he found that cute; but after a while. The girl could no longer control her cries.

"Ah...Uh..Ah...Haruka...Haruka. Haruka, I"m going crazy.."

You"re not the only one, they aren"t even having s.e.x yet and yet..yet he"s already...

"Is it good? Tell me it"s good."

"Haruka...it"s good. But, it makes me feel strange."

"Strange?" he repeated.

"Ah-huh, very strange.."

Her fingers ...

"Haruka too?" Lila asked.

"It"s not enough."

He wanted to put it in. But maybe he should wait a bit longer. Or rather, why does it seem like she"s looking at.. "Wow…"

"..."

Now she looked cuter.

"Shouldn"t be anything new to you."

Lila nodded and yet the girl was still looking curiously. Haruka pulls something out from the back. He usually doesn"t do this, but it would probably be better to be on the safe side. It feels like the heat from the fever is still rus.h.i.+ng to his head. He has to do this quickly.

"Why are you watching?"

"Um, I just thought it looked strange."

. ... Right, she must have done it raw with Austin Kiryu the whole time. That really bothers him. But right now that guy isn"t here. That guy isn"t here. He"s the one with her now. "Haruka?" Lila snaps him out of it by calling her name.

He brought his lips to his favourite spot and continues sucking and licking in repeated motions. The girl"s legs curled up at his actions, and he brought them around him, "Haru--Haruka...Unngh..ah...Ah.."

This girl is his now. He"s going to make sure of that. "Ah..Uh...Ah...please...don"t tease me anymore Haruka."

Teasing?

He wasn"t teasing, just holding back a bit. He looked up and scaned her expression. She doesn"t seem unwilling. Maybe it"s the fever? She still looked slightly red, "?"

"W-ait. Um, Haruka too!"

"Huh?"

"T-take of all your clothes...I-- I can"t be the only one."

. . Oh right. He had been so caught up, he didn"t realise that his clothes were still on. "Do it for me."

"M-me?"

Haruka nodded.

"She isn"t yours." He wonders if those words triggered him, but before he knew it, he was treating the girl harshly. The next few moments to him were a blur. After all, it was lost in the girl"s cries. d.a.m.n, it"s so frustrating. He understands it well. He isn"t anything to her, she doesn"t belong to him. She"s only using him because she"s lonely without Austin Kiryu beside her. He understands all this and yet, why? Why can"t he toss her away like all the others? Why is this girl so special...

Why are you, so important to him...

It was all lost in a complete blur, the things he said and what he did to her. But after he calls her an easy woman, for falling for his seduction. She hits him hard and scrambles away. The speed she slips on his s.h.i.+rt and puts on a jacket was amazing, and he barely had time to react as she left the room.

d.a.m.n.

Haruka would have chased after her, but he found himself slumping on the ground. The fever was finally getting to him. How stupid. His gaze darted towards the table though where he noticed various items were left.....was she angry or not? No, she"s definitely angry... But even then she still...

She"s such an idiot.

She should never have let him get even remotely close.