Faithful Margaret.
by Annie Ashmore.
CHAPTER I.
A DYING WOMAN"S COMMAND.
She was dying--good old Ethel Brand, the mistress for half a century of the h.o.a.ry castle which stood like an ancient cathedral in the midst of the n.o.ble estate in Surrey, Seven-Oak Waaste.
No need now of these whispering attendants, and that anxious little physician; she would not trouble them more. No need for these grim medicine vials, marshaled upon the little table near her couch; she was past mortal needs or mortal help; her face, set in cold repose, seemed glistening with supernal light, while waiting for the fatal kiss of death.
And over her bent a woman, breathless, pulseless, motionless, as if carved from stone, listening, with straining ear, for each slow, rattling breath; watching, with great, glistening eyes, for each darkening shadow over the n.o.ble face--Margaret Walsingham.
No high-born dame was she; no fortunate next-of-kin, watching with decorous lament for the moment of emanc.i.p.ation from her weary wait for a dead woman"s shoes. Only Mrs. Brand"s poor companion, Margaret Walsingham.
Four years had she ministered to the whims, the caprices, the erratic impulses of that most erratic of all creations, an eccentric old woman; and exalting the good which she found, and pardoning the frailties she could not blind her eyes to, her presence had become a sweet necessity to the world-weary dowager, who repaid it by unceasing exactions and doting outbursts of grat.i.tude; and there had been much love between these two.
Paler waxed the high patrician face, darker grew the violet circles beneath her heavy eyes.
Margaret clasped her hands convulsively.
"Will she go before seven?" whispered she.
Old Dr. Gay stooped low and listened to the labored inspiration.
"Going--going fast," he said, with faltering lips.
A wail burst from the crowd of servants standing by the door; sobs and tears attested to the love they had borne their dying mistress.
"Hush!" whispered Margaret. "Do not awake her."
"They"ll never wake her more," said Dr. Gay, mournfully.
She turned at that with terror in her eyes; she laid a small, strong hand upon the doctor"s arm and clung to it convulsively.
"She must live to see St. Udo Brand," said she, in a low, thrilling voice. "She must, I tell you--it is her dearest, her last wish--it is my most earnest prayer. Surely you will not let her die before that wish is fulfilled?"
She gazed with pa.s.sionate entreaty in the little doctor"s face, and her voice rose into a wail at the last words. He regarded her with helpless sympathy and shook his head.
"She can"t live half an hour longer," said Dr. Gay. "She"ll not see St.
Udo Brand."
A fierce shudder seized Margaret Walsingham from head to foot. The blood forsook her lips, the light her eyes--she stood silent, the picture of heart-sick despair.
She had often appealed to Dr. Gay"s admiration by her faithfulness, her kindness, her timidly masked self-sacrifices; she appealed straight to his heart now by her patient suffering, unconscious as he was of its cause.
"I will do what I can to keep up her strength," he said, approaching the bed to gaze anxiously again at the slumberer. "I will try another stimulant, if I can only get her to swallow it. Perhaps the London train may be here by that time."
"Thank you! oh, thank you!" murmured Margaret; gratefully. "You little know the desperate need there is for Mrs. Brand seeing her grandson before she dies."
Tears welled to her eloquent eyes, her lips trembled distressfully, she waved the servants from the room and followed them out.
"Symonds, I wish you to hasten immediately to Regis for Mr. Davenport, the lawyer," said she, when she had dismissed the other servants down stairs. "Give him this note and drive him back here as quickly as you can drive."
She dropped her note into the groom"s hand, and watched him from the oriel hall window, as he hurried from the court below, out into the deepening twilight, from the road which went to the pretty little village of Regis, some two miles distant.
She stood in the waning light, watching for the lawyer"s coming, and her thoughts were wild and bitter.
She had a _doom_ to confront, as terrible to her as unsought martyrdom is to the quailing victim of a blinded hate; a _doom_ from which she fain would court grim death himself if he would open his gates to let her escape; a humiliating and revolting _doom_ from which she recoiled with vehement dislike, every nerve in her high-strung frame quivering with horror.
Ethel Brand had ever been capricious in her life, but of all the mad, impulsive freaks which her lonely heart had led her into, her last caprice was the most ill-advised, the most disastrous.
Margaret Walsingham had answered Mrs. Brand"s advertis.e.m.e.nt for a companion four years previously, when she was a pale, timid girl of twenty, clad in orphan"s weeds, and scarce lifting her deep, earnest eyes to the inquisitive gaze of her patroness; but her quiet, grave, soulful character had strangely fascinated the haughty old lady, and from the humble post which she had gone to Castle Brand to fill, she quickly rose to be the prime object of all its mistress" dreams, to be beloved, and indulged, and admired as no living mortal had ever been by that closely-guarded heart, save St. Udo Brand. Margaret Walsingham was a sea-captain"s daughter. Up to her twelfth year she had sailed the seas in his ship and looked to him for society; and not till then was she sent on sh.o.r.e to be educated. Still the stout captain had been ambitious for his daughter, and had taken care that her education, when it did commence, should be thorough, comprehensive and elegant in all its branches; so that when after eight years of ceaseless learning on her part, and ceaseless voyaging on his, he proposed going home to England and retiring with his daughter upon a handsome fortune, she was well fitted to adorn the society he intended to surround her with. But the ill-starred captain went down in a Biscay gale when also within sight of home, and with him went his whole life"s savings, leaving his Margaret fatherless, homeless and fortuneless.
And that was why she answered Mrs. Brand"s advertis.e.m.e.nt.
St. Udo Brand was an officer in the Coldstream Guards, now in London. He was the only son of Mrs. Brand"s only son, Colonel Cathcart Brand, long dead.
Cathcart Brand had been a sad rake, lawless, reckless, and a natural spendthrift. The one act of worldly wisdom which he had ever achieved was his marriage, late in life, with a lady of n.o.ble birth, whose ambitious leanings and insatiable vanity had scourged the easy colonel up into the highest social circles, and in some measure covered his _blase_ reputation with her gilded arms.
St. Udo Brand was said to have inherited his father"s determined extravagance united to his mother"s magnificent tastes; his father"s careless, dashing, unscrupulous character, and his mother"s proud, cynical, bitter temperament. At twenty he was the glory and terror of his chums, the idolized of women, and the ideal of his grandmother"s fastidious soul. At thirty he was a man to be feared only, a polished gentleman with a questionable history--a universal scoffer, a world-weary atheist, with a subtle, insidiously sweet influence, a sad and embittered soul, and a heart long closed against all holy whisperings of better feelings. And still his grandmother clung to him with a pathetic belief in his nature"s n.o.bility, and ignoring his wild and hopeless life, looked forward with love-blinded eyes to a possible future for him of worthy achievements. So, because she loved this man, and trusted in the goodness of Margaret Walsingham, she had elected hers to be the strong, soft hand to lead him back from ruin and to point him a better way. She had vowed St. Udo Brand and Margaret Walsingham should marry.
"You shall lure St. Udo back from the gates of h.e.l.l," quoth the grandmother, with an inspired enthusiasm. "You are just the woman to impress that high and royal heart with a true sense of your own pure goodness; you can lead him captive by a secret power; you can lead him where you will. You shall dispute with vice and fatal atheism for that magnificent soul, and when you have routed your foes, you shall be rewarded by his life-long grat.i.tude, and his grat.i.tude is more precious far, my girl, than is the languid love of millions of other men. My Margaret, you are twenty-four, strong, buoyant, pure-minded; my grandson is thirty-four, world-weary and careless. Your fresh enthusiasm shall stir his withering heart-strings and wake his slumbering belief--he shall admire you, study you, and love you."
"I dread your grandson, and tremble at the idea of ever meeting him,"
was Margaret"s shuddering answer.
"Yes, I regret not having caused you to meet before," complacently observed Mrs. Brand. "You will soon overcome these childish tremors.
Would you not like to be the mistress of Castle Brand, and the owner of Seven-Oak Waaste, my proud Margaret?"
"No, madam," breathed Margaret, fervently; "never as Captain Brand"s wife."
"Ah--hem! We shall see, we shall see," quoth the lady, serenely, and dropped the subject.
Soon after that she was smitten with her death sickness, and at the last she called her poor Margaret to her, and with plaintiff affection boasted to her of what she had done for her.
"You shall never be homeless again, sweet soul," murmured she, with glistening eyes. "I have willed this castle to you if St. Udo refuses your hand."
"Madam, for Heaven"s sake revoke that will!" prayed Margaret, vehemently. "Do not bequeath such misery to him and to me!"
"Pooh--rubbish! He will deserve to lose all if he refuses the woman I choose for his wife," cried the autocratic dame.
"I thank Heaven that I have no beauty with which to buy his love!" cried Margaret, with proudly flashing eyes. "He will not sue for me. But, madam, you must revoke your will. I cannot live to injure your grandson so deeply."
"You are a foolish girl. I tell you, Margaret," in rising wrath, "that I will not have my estate, the richest in all Surrey, squandered away in gambling, horse-racing, and worse extravagance by St. Udo. I had much rather give it all to you than to his mad a.s.sociates. He has spent his patrimony, and his mother"s fortune went soon after her death. He has only Seven-Oak Waaste to stand between him and penury. So will he not, think you, mend his life, and become a man worthy of Margaret Walsingham, if it was only to come into possession of his own inheritance? Tears, my darling? Come, you give my love a poor return."