Young Mr. O"Grady was in love. It was the first time he had been in love, and it was all sufficiently startling. He seemed to have leaped from boyhood to manhood at a stroke, and the things which had pretended to be of moment yesterday were to-day discovered to have only the very meanest importance. Different affairs now occupied him. A little while ago his cogitations had included, where he would walk to on the next Sunday, whether his aunt in Meath Street would lend him the price of a ticket for the coming Bank Holiday excursion, whether his brother would be using his bicycle on Sat.u.r.day afternoon, and whether the packet of cigarettes which he was momently smoking contained as many cigarettes as could be got elsewhere for two pence.
These things were no longer noteworthy. Clothing had a.s.sumed an importance he could scarcely have believed in. Boots, neck-ties, the conduct of one"s hat and of one"s head, the progress of one"s moustache, one"s bearing towards people in the street and in the house, this and that social observance--all these things took on a new and important dignity. He bought a walking-stick, a card-case, a purse, a pipe with a gla.s.s bottom wherein one could observe one"s own nicotine inexorably acc.u.mulating.--He bought a book on etiquette and a pot of paste for making moustaches grow in spite of providence, and one day he insisted on himself drinking a half gla.s.s of whisky--it tasted sadly, but he drank it without a grimace. Etiquette and whisky! these things have to be done, and one might as well do them with an air. He was in love, he was grown up, he was a man, and he lived fearlessly up to his razor and his lady.
From the book on etiquette he exhumed a miscellany of useful and peculiar wisdom. Following information about the portage of knives and forks at incredible dinners he discovered that a well-bred person always speaks to the young lady"s parents before he speaks to the young lady. He straightened his shoulders.--It would be almost as bad, he thought, as having to drink whisky, but if it had to be done why he would not shrink from this any more than he had from that. He set forth on the tingling errand.
Mr. O"Reilly was a scrivener, a husband and a father. He made copies of all kinds of doc.u.ments for a living. He also copied maps. It has been said that scriveners have to get drunk at least twice a week in order to preserve their sanity; but the person whose miserable employment is to draw copies of maps is more desperately environed than an ordinary scrivener. It was Mr. O"Reilly"s misfortune that he was unable to get drunk. He disliked liquor, and, moreover, it disagreed with him. He had, to paraphrase Lamb, toiled after liquor as other people toil after virtue, but the nearer he got the less did he like it. As a consequence of this enforced decency the ill-temper, which is the normal state of scriveners, had surged and buzzed around him so long that he had quite forgotten what a good temper was like.--It might be said that he hated every one, not excepting his wife and daughter.
He could avoid other people, but these he could never escape from.
They wanted to talk to him when he wanted to be let alone. They worried him with this and that domestic question or uproar. He would gladly have sold them both as slaves to the Barbadoes or presented them to the seraglio of any eastern potentate. There they were! and he often gnashed his teeth and grinned at them in amazement because they were there.
On the evening when young Mr. O"Grady sallied forth to ask him for the hand of his daughter in marriage he was sitting at supper with his consort--
Mr. O"Reilly took the last slice of bread from under his wife"s hand.
It was loot, so he ate it with an extra relish and his good lady waddled away to get more bread from cupboard--
"Everything"s a trouble," said she, as she cut the loaf. "Doesn"t it make you think of the hymn "I"m but a stranger here, heaven is my home"?"
"No, ma"m," said her husband, "it does not. Where is Julia Elizabeth?"
and he daringly and skilfully abstracted the next slice of bread while his wife was laying down the b.u.t.ter knife.
"I wish," said she, as she reached for the knife again, "I wish you would give me a chance, O"Reilly: you eat much quicker than I do, G.o.d help me!"
"I wish," rapped her husband fiercely, "that you would give a plain answer to a plain question. Now then, ma"m, in two words, where is that girl? My whole life seems to be occupied in asking that question, and yours seems to be spent in dodging the answer to it."
"I don"t know," replied his wife severely, "and that"s three words."
"You don"t know!" he looked around in helpless appeal and condemnation.
"What sort of an answer is that for a mother to give about her daughter?" and under cover of his wrath he stole the next slice of bread.
His wife also became angry--she put her plate in her lap and sat up at him--
"Don"t barge me, man," said she. "A nice daughter to have to give such an answer about. Leave me alone now for I"m not well, I say, on the head of her. I never know where she does be. One night it"s (she endeavoured to reproduce her daughter"s soprano) "I am going to a dance, mother, at the Durkins"----""
"Ha"penny hops!" said her husband fiercely. "Can"t you cut me a bit of bread!"
"And another night, "she wants to go out to see Mary Durkan.""
"I know her well, a big hat and no morals, a bankrupt"s baggage."
"And the night after she "wants to go to the theatre, ma.""
"Dens of infamy," said he. "If I had my way I"d shut them all up and put the actors in gaol, with their hamleting and gamyacting and ha-ha"ing out of them."
"I can"t keep her in," said his wife, wringing her hands, "and I won"t try to any longer. I get a headache when I talk to her, so I do. Last night when I mentioned about her going out with that Rorke man she turned round as cool as you please and told me "to shut up." Her own mother!" and she surveyed Providence with a condemnatory eye--
At this point her husband swung his long arm and arrested the slice of bread in his wife"s lap--
"If she spoke to me that way," he grinned, "I"ll bet I"d astonish her."
His wife looked in amazement from her lap to his plate, but she had ability for only one quarrel at a time--
"And doesn"t she talk to you like that? You never say a word to her but she has a look in her eye that"s next door to calling you a fool.--I don"t know where she is at all to-day."
"What time did she go out?"
"After breakfast this morning."
"And now it"s supper-time--ha! that"s good! Can"t you give me a bit of bread, or do you want to eat the whole loaf yourself? Try to remember that I do pay for my food."
With an angry shake of the head his wife began to cut the loaf, and continued speaking--
""Where are you going to, Julia Elizabeth?" said I. "Out," said she, and not another word could I get from her. Her own mother, mind you, and her best clothes----"
Mr. O"Reilly ate the last slice of bread and arose from the table.
"I suppose," said he, "she is loafing about the streets with some young puppy who has nothing of his own but a cigarette and a walking-stick, and they both borrowed. I"ll have a talk with her when she comes in, and we"ll see if she tells me to shut up."
The door banged, the room shook, and Mrs. O"Reilly settled to her frustrated tea, but her thoughts still ran on her daughter.
It was at this point that, directed by love and etiquette, Mr. O"Grady knocked at the door. Mrs. O"Reilly was again cutting the loaf in an exasperation which was partly hunger and partly maternal, and, as she cut, she communed with herself--
"As if," said she, "I haven"t enough trouble trying to keep a cranky man like her pa in good humour, without being plagued by Julia Elizabeth"--she paused, for there was a knock at the door.--"If," said she to the door, "you are a woman with ferns in a pot I don"t want you, and I don"t want Dublin Bay herrings, or boot-laces either, so you can go away.--The crankiness of that man is more than tongue can tell. As Miss Carty says, I shouldn"t stand it for an hour--Come in, can"t you--and well she may say it, and she a spinster without a worry under heaven but her suspicious nature and her hair falling out. And then to be treated the way I am by that girl! It"d make a saint waxy so it would.--Good heavens! can"t you come in, or are you deaf or lame or what?" and in some exasperation she arose and went to the door. She looked in perplexity for one moment from her food to her visitor, but as good manners and a lady are never separate she welcomed and drew the young man inside--
"Come in, Mr. O"Grady," said she. "How are you now at all? Why it"s nearly a week since you were here. Your mother"s well I hope (sit down there now and rest yourself). Some people are always well, but I"m not--it"s (sit there beside the window, like a good boy) it"s hard to have poor health and a crotchety husband, but we all have our trials.
Is your father well too? but what"s the use of asking, every one"s well but me. Did your aunt get the pot of jam I sent her last Tuesday?
Raspberry is supposed to be good for the throat, but her throat"s all right. Maybe she threw it out: I"m not blaming her if she did. G.o.d knows she can buy jam if she wants it without being beholden to any one for presents and her husband in the Post Office.--Well, well, well, I"m real glad to see you--and now, tell me all the news?"
The young man was a little embarra.s.sed by this flood of language and its multiplicity of direction, but the interval gave him time to collect himself and get into the atmosphere.--He replied--
"I don"t think there is any news to tell, ma"m. Father and mother are quite well, thank you, and Aunt Jane got the jam all right, but she didn"t eat it, because----"
"I knew she didn"t," said Mrs. O"Reilly with pained humility, "we all have our troubles and jam doesn"t matter. Give her my love all the same, but maybe she doesn"t want it either."
"You see," said the young man, "the children got at the jam before she could, and they cleaned the pot. Aunt Jane was very angry about it."
"Was she now?" said the instantly interested lady. "It"s real bad for a stout person to be angry. Apoplexy or something might ensue and death would be instantaneous and cemeteries the price they are in Glasnevin and all: but the children shouldn"t have eaten all the jam at once, it"s bad for the stomach that way: still, G.o.d is good and maybe they"ll recover."
"They don"t seem much the worse for it," said he, laughing; "they said it was fine jam."
"Well they might," replied his hostess, with suppressed indignation, "and raspberries eightpence the pound in Grafton Street, and the best preserving sugar twopence-three-farthings, and coal the way it is.--Ah, no matter, G.o.d is good, and we can"t live for ever."
The four seconds of silence which followed was broken by the lover--
"Is Julia Elizabeth in, ma"m?" said he timidly.
"She"s not, then," was the reply. "We all have our trials, Mr.
O"Grady, and she"s mine. I don"t complain, but I don"t deserve it, for a harder working woman never lived, but there you are."
"I"m rather glad she"s out," said the youth hastily, "for I wanted to speak to yourself and your husband before I said anything to her."