Chapter 27
Confronting TenjouinI am placing the daughters + brother here for me honestly but also a reminder, I guess .
Nishi Yotsutsuji daughters .
The first daughter is Asahi (朝日)(Morning sun)
The second daughter is Mahiru (真昼)(Mid day)
third daughter named Yuudachi(夕立)(Evening Shower)Protagonist . (Yuu-chan)
The fourth daughter is Yoru . (夜留)(Night)
The older brother Souji . (奏時) Btw she is always using (私) from now on .
I stood in front of my mirror and carefully checked myself . I have to always makes sure that my hairdo and clothes are all in order but this time I’m being really attentive .
Trying to calm my nerves by making sure everything is in order .
Me being this worried is unbecoming of my age .
“This is the first time I have been this nervous since my first job interview . ”
I was very happy when I got that job offer .
However soon after that my happiness turned into despair . . . .
No good, no good .
I feel like I was about to detach from reality . Go back into that realm of despair . I have to return to reality .
Today is probably the day when I’ll take action .
It seems that quarreling has become an everyday event with Tenjouin .
I didn’t think that after the field trip proud-chan would then want to fight every single day .
*Sigh*
Even during the weekend I had a headaches cause of this .
However cause of that I was able to plan my moves to deal with this .
Truly I am not somebody who is good with confrontation . I am by nature somebody who wants no conflict and live in a humble position . It’s because of that desire I didn’t leave my past job and suffered greatly for it .
Although it was an unreasonable request,it became a company slogan to notcomplain . It was a pretty convenience policy for the company .
That’s probably why I died with a feeling of no meaning in my last life .
I want to get away from my past life .
So this confrontation has a meaning for me . It’s me confronting that feeling .
It’s no use my hands are shaking .
I made a fist to try and contain it .
Creating pain in an attempt to divert it .
“Okay . . . ”
I stuffed some bread into my mouth and left the house .
Autumn leaves were falling . One of them fell onto my face .
The confrontation happened early .
It happened so quickly
Shouko and I just got back from lunch . Eating it in the cafeteria . To then hear the high pitched voice from Tenjouin .
For some reason the usual entourage that sticks to her weren’t there .
This is really convenient . Really it truly is . The house boasting which became an usually thing started .
. . . . *Idle* . . . *Idle*
I am too tense right now,I need to calm down .
I am expected her venomous commits to be mixed in . Then at that time . . . .
However what if she doesn’t say it . . . .
However what if she doesn’t say it . . . .
– – I am so weak heart’d .I am losing myself to a little girl, thinking about that I unintentionally laugh .
“——-What is with your att.i.tude!!?”
My face unintentionally moved to a more happy expression . And Tenjouin’s face warped .
Her eyebrows raised up .
“Do you know who I am?- -”
“Please stop already!!!”
I was the voice of Shouko that came raging in from my side .
She took a step forward and spread her arms so she was protecting me .
From what I heard from Asahi, Shouko could not go against Tenjouin . . . . Her legs are trembling but still she did not step down .
“Don’t bully Asahi-chan!”
“S- -Shut up . . Shut up! How dear such an impudent Sakedera go against the Tenjouin!”
Tenjouin looked visibly confused and raised her hand preparing to strike .
“Don’t do anything rash . ”
When I noticed what she was doing, I grabbed her hand stopped her . Saying those words .
“Ah . . . ”
“Ah . . . ”
“Uu . . . . !? Let go!”
What am I doing? . . .
I snapped out of it and held down Tenjouin who naturally started tostruggle . And push her into the wall .
I grappled her hands to the side of her,then it was us face to face .
“ . . . . . ”
“ . . . . . ”
It was completely silent .
I realized that all of my cla.s.smates are now silent around us . Gazing at us with stunned expressions . Mainly looking at me .
E—to . . . . What do I do now?
“ . . . . . ”
“ . . . . Umm,Can you please let go?”
Oppose to Tenjouin usual appearance, a small meek voice came out . Her face was bright red .
Well, this is really embarra.s.sing . If I was to look at this position it is reallyembarra.s.sing . To be pushed against the wall being face to face .
Honestly my face is bright red as well,I am really embarra.s.sed .
However I can’t back down now . I need to be firm .
I promised I would be solid today .
“Then do you promise to not hara.s.s me or Sakedera ever again?”
I spoke it closely to her ear . Honestly I want so much to back off and flee from this as soon as possible . Tenjouin nodded many times .
Thus with that the conflict between Asahi and Tenjouin came to an end .
Thus with that the conflict between Asahi and Tenjouin came to an end .
Actually I made sure it was for a week . But there were no quarreling with Tenjouin since then . Rather every time she looks at me her face goes red and turns away .
This was exactly how I planned to deal with this but it seems like it wrapped up pretty nicely .
Three days later .
I went from being Asahi back to Yuudachi . And Asahi went back to being Asahi . Once I judged it to be okay .
“Yuu-chan, Thank you for everything . ”
“It was no problem . Now aren’t you supposed to meet Sakedera?”
“Yea!”
It was actually Sakedera who protected “Asahi” at the end,even going against her own fears . Surely she will be a good friend to Asahi .
That’s a good thing .
But for some reason I feel really sad thinking I can’t stand there with her as myself .
“I knew there were disadvantages with swapping,but I didn’t expect that . . . . ”
Also perhaps because I couldn’t stand up to her completely by myself I don’t feel like I completely separated myself from my past life .
I am getting depressed . . .
Well when it rains it pours .
“Why . . . . Why does my heart quicken when I see Asahi-san . . . . ?”
From the usual docile Asahi, to do such a gallant action she never expected it . Every time she remember it her face goes red . For Tokiwa Tenjouin who was always pampered and spoiled growing up,it was nothing she ever experienced .
Is this what they commonly call “gap moe? . (これを俗にギャップ萌えと言う。)(TN:Mr . meh helped . Apparently Gap moe means a change in behavior is cute,like a different -Dere . I never heard of this interesting . )
Chosa was now a step forward,going down a forbidden path .
Confronting Tenjouin I am placing the daughters brother here for me honestly but also a reminder, I guess . Nishi Yotsutsuji daughters . The first daughter is Asahi Morning sun The second daughter is Mahiru Mid day third daughter named Yuudachi Evening Shower Protagonist . Yuu chan The fourth daughter is Yoru . Night The older brother Souji . Btw she is always using from now on . I stood in front of my mirror and carefully checked myself . I have to always makes sure that my hairdo and clothes are all in order but this time I m being really attentive . Trying to calm my nerves by making sure everything is in order . Me being this worried is unbecoming of my age . This is the first time I have been this nervous since my first job interview . I was very happy when I got that job offer . However soon after that my happiness turned into despair . . . . No good, no good . I feel like I was about to detach from reality . Go back into that realm of despair . I have to return to reality . Today is probably the day when I ll take action . It seems that quarreling has become an everyday event with Tenjouin . I didn t think that after the field trip proud chan would then want to fight every single day . Sigh Even during the weekend I had a headaches cause of this . However cause of that I was able to plan my moves to deal with this . Truly I am not somebody who is good with confrontation . I am by nature somebody who wants no conflict and live in a humble position . It s because of that desire I didn t leave my past job and suffered greatly for it . Although it was an unreasonable request,it became a company slogan to notcomplain . It was a pretty convenience policy for the company . That s probably why I died with a feeling of no meaning in my last life . I want to get away from my past life . So this confrontation has a meaning for me . It s me confronting that feeling . It s no use my hands are shaking . I made a fist to try and contain it . Creating pain in an attempt to divert it . Okay . . . I stuffed some bread into my mouth and left the house . Autumn leaves were falling . One of them fell onto my face . The confrontation happened early . It happened so quickly Shouko and I just got back from lunch . Eating it in the cafeteria . To then hear the high pitched voice from Tenjouin . For some reason the usual entourage that sticks to her weren t there . This is really convenient . Really it truly is . The house boasting which became an usually thing started . . . . . Idle . . . Idle I am too tense right now,I need to calm down . I am expected her venomous commits to be mixed in . Then at that time . . . . However what if she doesn t say it . . . . I am so weak heart d . I am losing myself to a little girl, thinking about that I unintentionally laugh . What is with your att.i.tude My face unintentionally moved to a more happy expression . And Tenjouin s face warped . Her eyebrows raised up . Do you know who I am Please stop already I was the voice of Shouko that came raging in from my side . She took a step forward and spread her arms so she was protecting me . From what I heard from Asahi, Shouko could not go against Tenjouin . . . . Her legs are trembling but still she did not step down . Don t bully Asahi chan S Shut up . . Shut up How dear such an impudent Sakedera go against the Tenjouin Tenjouin looked visibly confused and raised her hand preparing to strike . Don t do anything rash . When I noticed what she was doing, I grabbed her hand stopped her . Saying those words . Ah . . . Uu . . . . Let go What am I doing . . . I snapped out of it and held down Tenjouin who naturally started tostruggle . And push her into the wall . I grappled her hands to the side of her,then it was us face to face . . . . . . . . . . . It was completely silent . I realized that all of my cla.s.smates are now silent around us . Gazing at us with stunned expressions . Mainly looking at me . E to . . . . What do I do now . . . . . . . . . Umm,Can you please let go Oppose to Tenjouin usual appearance, a small meek voice came out . Her face was bright red . Well, this is really embarra.s.sing . If I was to look at this position it is reallyembarra.s.sing . To be pushed against the wall being face to face . Honestly my face is bright red as well,I am really embarra.s.sed . However I can t back down now . I need to be firm . I promised I would be solid today . Then do you promise to not hara.s.s me or Sakedera ever again I spoke it closely to her ear . Honestly I want so much to back off and flee from this as soon as possible . Tenjouin nodded many times . Thus with that the conflict between Asahi and Tenjouin came to an end . Actually I made sure it was for a week . But there were no quarreling with Tenjouin since then . Rather every time she looks at me her face goes red and turns away . This was exactly how I planned to deal with this but it seems like it wrapped up pretty nicely . Three days later . I went from being Asahi back to Yuudachi . And Asahi went back to being Asahi . Once I judged it to be okay . Yuu chan, Thank you for everything . It was no problem . Now aren t you supposed to meet Sakedera Yea It was actually Sakedera who protected Asahi at the end,even going against her own fears . Surely she will be a good friend to Asahi . That s a good thing . But for some reason I feel really sad thinking I can t stand there with her as myself . I knew there were disadvantages with swapping,but I didn t expect that . . . . Also perhaps because I couldn t stand up to her completely by myself I don t feel like I completely separated myself from my past life . I am getting depressed . . . Well when it rains it pours . Why . . . . Why does my heart quicken when I see Asahi san . . . . From the usual docile Asahi, to do such a gallant action she never expected it . Every time she remember it her face goes red . For Tokiwa Tenjouin who was always pampered and spoiled growing up,it was nothing she ever experienced . Is this what they commonly call gap moe . TN Mr . meh helped . Apparently Gap moe means a change in behavior is cute,like a different Dere . I never heard of this interesting . Chosa was now a step forward,going down a forbidden path .