I Was Reincarnated

Chapter 16

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Shin-sama"s Reality

Rune"s side

In the morning, Shin-sama appeared in the dining room carrying Rau, she was making a rare un-smiling face

While he set Rau down in a chair, Shin-sama called out to Dea and Rona

"Dea, Rona, come here"

When the two approached Shin-sama, for some reason he took off their collars

"Um….?"

Dea was bewildered and let out his voice

Rona was bewildered as well it seems, he was not composed and restlessly looked around

(Is he firing them as slaves?)

If they are chased out in this kind of place, an elf and spirit would be in danger

Shin-sama didn"t say anything and like that held their unfastened collars

After a short while—

"Put it on"

He returned the collars back to the two

""Eh-!?"

At the two"s surprised exclamation, I went closer (to inspect)

"…….Magic stone?" (Rune)

There was a large stone embedded in the collars

Both me and Rau have similar stones

Dea has a red stone like the one that Rau has

Rona has a yellow stone

The colors are different, I wonder if it has any meaning?

Or is it, a gem?

That would be quite expensive, for me I don"t understand the purpose of buying something like that expensive gem

"Well done recognizing it"

He pat my head

Somehow it seems that "magic stone" was correct

"I"ve only subordinated them so they (only) had my divine protection, but with only that much I"d be uneasy, so Rona gets a magic power increasing magic stone, go test out you magic"

"Eeh-!?"

Rona let out a surprised voice

Rona"s magic power was lacking, I"d heard for a spirit he"s weak

He didn"t sell very well since he was weak, if Shin-sama hadn"t bought him it seems he would have been killed

It seems the same could be said for Dea, I heard he couldn"t be sold because of how old he was

I also heard that an elf"s lifespan is about 300 years, and a spirit"s is about 500

The lifespan of us beastmen is much shorter, I was told that we could peacefully die only after living about 70~80 years

I heard that humans lifespan is about 100 years

In other words, out of us, the first in sequence of who will die the soonest is me

It"s somehow a weird feeling

The one who looks the oldest is Dea and both Dea and Rona have already pa.s.sed the 100 year mark

The two of them, even for the grown up me, still treat me like a child

After the two put on their collars, Shin-sama left the dining room

Rau made no move like she wanted to chase after Shin-sama and quietly sat in her seat

"Rau, what"s wrong? Shin-sama is leaving, you know?"

When I call out to Rau who is different from usual, Rau looked up at me with a face like she wanted to cry

"Shin-sama, said we can"t get married, and that since he"s a demon G.o.d he"ll never die and that it"s impossible, and that even though everyone else will die, Shin-sama won"t and he"ll always be like that"

While she was saying all that Rau burst into tears

"Rau wants to become a demon G.o.d too, else Shin-sama will be left all alone"

I couldn"t say anything to Rau"s words

It"s not something I"d ever considered

That demon G.o.ds don"t have a life span and for them to be immortal

Living things have a lifespan

From now on Shin-sama will watch everyone else die

That is, probably, a very bitter thing

"Demon G.o.ds don"t have a limited lifespan? If that"s so, then even if the hero comes to kill him he won"t die, right?"

At Dea"s words, my face cramped

That Shin-sama will be killed?

Just because he"s called a demon G.o.d?

"What is this "hero"!?"

I"ve never heard of such a thing

"A hero is someone born among the humans, a guy who possesses great magic power, swordsmanship, and intellect and travels together with a beastman, elf, and spirit to defeat the demon G.o.d, it"s the legend told of long ago"

"Such a thing…….. Even though Shin-sama hasn"t done anything they"re going to kill him!?"

That"s just too unreasonable

"That legend is mistaken, the ones the hero defeats are evil demons (ak.u.ma), demons (mazoku) obey them and they tried to conquer the world"

I don"t know when he returned, but Shin-sama is standing leaning against the dining room wall

"Evil demons(Ak.u.ma)?"

"Evil demons are living things that the demon G.o.d can create. They can"t restrain their killing intent/urge to slaughter, and even if there is only one they can easily conquer. The demon G.o.d before me, couldn"t bear being alone and created an evil demon, but he rampaged and separated from the demon G.o.d. The one exterminated was that evil demon"

He indifferently said all that and everyone"s expression expressed fright and shock

"Wh-why do you know all that?"

Shin-sama speaks almost like he saw it all himself, I"m not the only one who thinks it"s strange

"When I was born into this world, various information was bestowed on me. About demon G.o.ds, their normal lifespan…….is quite long. To say I don"t have a limited lifespan though, is because G.o.d told me so"

"G.o.d!?"

It seems Shin-sama has met G.o.d, but…….

When?

"Before coming to this world……I met him after dying in my previous world. Somehow or other, it seems I was (killed and) reincarnated many times over and could never fulfill my life span, because of that I was told that next time I couldn"t die"

He acts like it"s about a stranger and just indifferently speaks about it

It"s not that he won"t die, but that he can"t…….

Since he"s only just been born he probably doesn"t think anything of it, but to continue living forever, isn"t it a bitter thing

After all, no one else will remain

Everyone here now will die

Even Rau who’s still only a child, even Rona who has a long lifespan, everyone other than Shin-sama will die

Rau who sympathized with Shin-sama cried

However, there"s nothing any of us can do

"…….well then, even a hero has no way to kill master?"

"Yeah"

"Then, Shin-sama will continue living forever? Forever alone—"

If it were me I wouldn"t be able to bear such a thing

"Until the destruction of this world, even if I want to die I won"t die it seems"

How can Shin-sama say that so indifferently

It"s almost like he doesn"t care at all about himself

Even though he takes so much care of me and Rau, he seems entirely unconcerned for himself

"I feel like you"d say "I know!" even if I told you about the me before I reincarnated, but it"s true I wasn"t very attached to living from the start, before dying I was 17"

(Eh!?)

To die at only 17, isn"t that too soon!

How can Shin-sama say that so carefreely?

"From illness?"

"No, I was killed"

""Eh-!?"

Everyone let out a surprised exclamation

Killed you say…..Shin-sama was?

"I"ve said it to Rune before didn"t I? That I was a human in a different world"

"Un (Yea)"

I"d heard that

I"d heard it, but—

I hadn"t heard anything about being killed

Moreover, when you were only 17

"Rather than saying I was killed, I was stabbed I guess, I only died because I didn"t bother trying to seek help"

So I mean, how can you say all that so carelessly?

Normally, wouldn"t you at least resent the person who kills you?

Although he said he wasn"t attached to living, Shin-sama is too exaggerated

"Master, why did you not seek help? Speaking of not fulfilling your lifespan, if you had sought help you wouldn"t have died, right?"

Dea is composed

"I guess so"

Shin-sama responds with his unchanging indifference

"Since calling out for help seemed troublesome, and there was no pain anyway"

Shin-sama has a pretty strange way (of thinking)

His unattachment is too much

"Why are you not attached to that degree?"

Why do you not even consider wanting to live

"Why you say, even though I already told you……I can only say I was fine either way, before too I did nothing but sleep"

He says while staring into the distance

It seems he was sleeping well in his previous existence as well

Everyone forgot to eat when they heard Shin-sama"s words

"Didn"t you have any family or friends?"

Was there no existence to stop you (from dying)?

Was there no existence that made you think "for the sake of this person I won"t die"

"Family, huh……since I was an unwanted child, although I received a large deposit of money every month, we never met"

"An unwanted child?"

What does that mean?

"Since I was the child of some higher up"s mistress, I wasn"t acknowledged and instead just received money. And with that said, even if you say such things, I don"t understand the meaning"

Although I don"t understand very well it seems Shin-sama"s previous world was a terrible place

"What about the guy whose face resembles mine?"

That person wasn"t an existence that could hold him back (from dying)?

"…….He"s the one that stabbed me"

(Eh-!?)

I don"t feel anything aside from shock

After all, he smiled at me with such a gentle expression

Didn"t he embrace me as a subst.i.tute for that person?

"Wh-why……?"

Why did he need to kill you?

Even though Shin-sama seemed to cherish him

"I treated others with gentleness and it seems he couldn"t stand it. Even though we weren"t lovers, he stabbed me out of jealousy"

"Eeh-!?"

What"s with that!

Wasn"t there no need to kill you

"Don"t you feel anything like resentment?"

After all Shin-sama didn"t do anything wrong

"Resent? No way! Since that guy was my thing, for that reason without any resistance I let him kill me"

"Eh? That means, what exactly?"

I don"t understand what he means

Such a thing as killing Shin-sama, even though I think he seems to think nothing of it, there"s no way I could guess what Shin-sama"s thinking

"I"m happy because my thing came to like me. He wanted to monopolize me to the point of killing, isn"t that cute?"

I can"t agree with Shin-sama"s words

Actually thinking that the person who stabbed me as cute, such a thing, it"s too abnormal

It seems Shin-sama"s attached to this other person

Moreover, attached to an abnormal degree

As for when he told me and Rau that we couldn"t come to like anyone, this might be the origin

Both Rau and I are Shin-sama"s things

For that reason he treats us with care

Hearing Shin-sama"s speech, everyone became silent

"Although I don"t have my memories of even before my previous existence, but the previous me didn"t receive humane treatment, so not being attached to living is natural isn"t it? Since I was a kid I was alway told that I was an unnecessary child by my parents"

Shin-sama is once again speaking indifferently

To be told by your parents that you"re an unnecessary child, how painful would that be

Even I was never told such things

Shin-sama is talking about such painful things like they"ve nothing to do with him

Surely, that is not the case and he must"ve wanted to live, right

There"s no way he had no attachment

Though he was not able to (live)

"Why are you crying?" (Shin)

Before I notice, it seems that I"m leaking tears

My chest hurts when I think of Shin-sama"s previous existence

"Rune"s got no need to cry, you are too gentle, huh"

The gentle one is Shin-sama

How can you not resent anyone

How come even when you"ve experienced such things, you can still be gentle to other people

He gently hugs me and while I feel him patting my head, I was unable to stop crying for a while

After a while of crying, we finally resumed our meal, but….

Everyone, was silent

Even though normally there"s conversation, no one spoke

"It"s gloomy. That was about my previous existence so there"s no need to mind it is there?"

As I thought, Shin-sama doesn"t seem to mind it

"Now I can"t die and I didn"t have any parents from the beginning and it"s no problem even if I sleep all the time, so I"m quite happy with how things are"

(Is that really so?)

Although Shin-sama rarely smiles, but is he really happy with how things are?

But if that"s so then it"s fine

Rune side end

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