"I did nothing of the kind, and Walker is a . . ."
"Piggie "s no very particular at a time," admitted Kildrummie; "maybe it"s a makup the story aboot Miss Carnegie an" yirsel".
"Accordin" to the wratch," for Carmichael would deign no reply, "she wes threatenin" tae mak a fule o" the Free Kirk minister o" Drumtochty juist for practice, but a" said, "Na, na, Piggie, Maister Carmichael is ower quiet and sensible a lad. He kens as weel as onybody that a Carnegie wud never dae for a minister"s wife. Gin ye said a Bailie"s dochter frae Muirtown "at hes some money comin" tae her and kens the principles o" the Free Kirk."
"Noo a" can speak frae experience, having been terrible fortunate wi"
a" ma wives. . . . Ye "ll come up tae tea; we killed a pig yesterday, and . . . Weel, weel, a wilfu" man maun hae his wy," and Carmichael, as he made his way up the hill, felt that the hand of Providence was heavy upon him, and that any highmindedness was being severely chastened.
Two days Carmichael tramped the moors, returning each evening wet, weary, hungry, to sleep ten hours without turning, and on the morning of the third day he came down in such heart that Sarah wondered whether he could have received a letter by special messenger; and he congratulated himself, as he walked round his garden, that he had overcome by sheer will-power the first real infatuation of his life.
He was so lifted above all sentiment as to review his temporary folly from the bare, serene heights of common-sense. Miss Carnegie was certainly not an heiress, and she was a young woman of very decided character, but her blood was better than the Hays", and she was . . .
attractive--yes, attractive. Most likely she was engaged to Lord Hay, or if he did not please her--she was . . . whimsical and . . .
self-willed--there was Lord Invermay"s son. Fancy Kate . . . Miss Carnegie in a Free Kirk manse--Kildrummie was a very . . . homely old man, but he touched the point there--receiving Doctor Dowbiggin with becoming ceremony and hearing him on the payment of probationers, or taking tea at Kildrummie Manse--where he had, however, feasted royally many a time after the Presbytery, but. . . . This daughter of a Jacobite house, and brought up amid the romance of war, settling down in the narrowest circle of Scottish life--as soon imagine an eagle domesticated among barn-door poultry. This image amused Carmichael so much that he could have laughed aloud, but . . . the village might have heard him. He only stretched himself like one awaking, and felt so strong that he resolved to drop in on Janet to see how it fared with the old woman and . . . to have Miss Carnegie"s engagement confirmed.
The Carnegies might return any day from the South, and it would be well that he should know how to meet them.
"You will be hearing that they hef come back to the Lodge yesterday morning, and it iss myself that will be glad to see Miss Kate again; and very pretty iss she looking, with peautiful dresses and bonnets, for I hef seen them all, maybe twelve or ten.
"Oh yes, my dear, Donald will be talking about her marriage to Lord Kilspindie"s son, who iss a very handsome young man and good at the shooting; and he will be blowing that they will live at the Lodge in great state, with many gillies and a piper.
"No, it iss not Janet Macpherson, my dear, that will be believing Donald Cameron, or any Cameron--although I am not saying that the Camerons are not men of their hands--for Donald will be always making great stories and telling me wonderful things. He wa.s.s a brave man in the battle, and iss very clever at the doctrine too, and will be strong against human himes (hymns), but he iss a most awful liar iss Donald Cameron, and you must not be believing a word that comes out of his mouth.
"She will be asking many questions in her room as soon as Donald had brought up her boxes and the door was shut. Some will be about the Glen, and some about the garden, and some will be about people--whether you ever will be visiting me, and whether you asked for her after the day she left the kirk. But I will say, "No; Mr. Carmichael does not speak about anything but the religion when he comes to my cottage."
"That iss nothing. I will be saying more, that I am hearing that the minister iss to be married to a fery rich young lady in Muirtown who ha.s.s been courting him for two years, and that her father will be giving the minister twenty thousand pounds the day they are married.
And I will say she iss very beautiful, with blue eyes and gold hair, and that her temper iss so sweet they are calling her the Angel of Muirtown.
"Toot, toot, my dear, you are not to be speaking about lies, for that iss not a pretty word among friends, and you will not be meddling with me, for you will be better at the preaching and the singing than dealing with women. It iss not good to be making yourself too common, and Miss Kate will be thinking the more of you if you be holding your head high and letting her see that you are not a poor lowland body, but a Farquharson by your mother"s side, and maybe of the chief"s blood, though twenty or fifteen times removed.
"She will be very pleased to hear such good news of you, and be saying that it iss a mercy you are getting somebody to dress you properly.
But her temper will not be at all good, and I did not ask her about Lord Hay, and she said nothing to me, nor about any other lord. It iss not often I hef seen as great a liar as Donald Cameron.
"Last evening Miss Kate will come down before dinner and talk about many things, and then she will say at the door, "Donald tells me that Mister Carmichael does not believe in the Bible, and that his minister, Doctor Saunderson, has cast him off, and that he has been punished by his Bishop or somebody at Muirtown."
""Donald will be knowing more doctrine and telling more lies every month," I said to her. "Doctor Saunderson--who is a very fine preacher and can put the fear of G.o.d upon the people most wonderful--and our minister had a little feud, and they will fight it out before some chiefs at Muirtown like gentlemen, and now they are good friends again."
"Miss Kate had gone off for a long walk, and I am not saying that she will be calling at Kilbogie Manse before she comes back. She is very fond of Doctor Saunderson, and maybe he will be telling her of the feud. It iss more than an hour through the woods to Kilbogie,"
concluded Janet, "but you will be having a gla.s.s of milk first."
Kate reviewed her reasons for the expedition to Kilbogie, and settled they were the pleasures of a walk through Tochty woods when the spring flowers were in their glory, and a visit to one of the dearest curiosities she had ever seen. It was within the bounds of possibility that Doctor Saunderson might refer to his friend, but on her part she would certainly not refer to the Free Church minister of Drumtochty.
Her reception by that conscientious professor Barbara could not be called encouraging.
"Ay, he "s in, but ye canna see him, for he"s in his bed, and gin he disna mend faster than he wes daein" the last time a" gied him a cry, he "s no like to be in the pulpit on Sabbath. A" wes juist thinkin" he wudna be the waur o" a doctor."
[Ill.u.s.tration: "Ay, he "s in, but ye canna see him.]
"Do you mean to say that Doctor Saunderson is lying ill and no one nursing him?" and Kate eyed the housekeeper in a very unappreciative fashion.
"Gin he wants a nurse she "ll hae tae be brocht frae Muirtown Infirmary, for a "ve eneuch withoot ony fyke (delicate work) o" that kind. For twal year hev a" been hoosekeeper in this manse, an" gin it hedna been for peety a" wad hae flung up the place.
"Ye never cud tell when he wud come in, or when he wud gae oot, or what he wud be wantin" next. A" the waufies in the countryside come here, and the best in the hoose is no gude eneuch for them. He"s been an awfu" handfu" tae me, an" noo a"c.o.o.nt him clean dottle. But we maun juist bear oor burdens," concluded Barbara piously, and proposed to close the door.
"Your master will not want a nurse a minute longer; show me his room at once," and Kate was so commanding that Barbara"s courage began to fail.
"Who may ye be," raising her voice to rally her heart, ""at wud take chairge o" a strainger in his ain hoose an" no sae muckle as ask leave?"
"I am Miss Carnegie, of Tochty Lodge; will you stand out of my way?"
and Kate swept past Barbara and went upstairs.
"Weel, a" declare," as soon as she had recovered, "of a" the impudent hizzies," but Barbara did not follow the intruder upstairs.
Kate had seen various curious hospitals in her day, and had nursed many sick men,--like the brave girl she was,--but the Rabbi"s room was something quite new. His favourite books had been gathering there for years, and now lined two walls and overhung the bed after a very perilous fashion, and had dispossessed the looking-gla.s.s,--which had become a nomad and was at present resting insecurely on John Owen,--and stood in banks round the bed. During his few days of illness the Rabbi had acc.u.mulated so many volumes round him that he lay in a kind of tunnel, arched over, as it were, with literature. He had been reading Calvin"s _Commentary on the Psalms_, in Latin, and it still lay open at the 88th, the saddest of all songs in the Psalter; but as he grew weaker the heavy folio had slid forward, and he seemed to be feeling for it. Although Kate spoke to him by name, he did not know any one was in the room. "Lord, why castest Thou off my soul? . . . I suffer Thy terror, I am distracted . . . fierce wrath goeth over me . . .
lover and friend hast Thou put far from me . . . friend far from me."
His head fell on his breast, his breath was short and rapid, and he coughed every few seconds.
"My friend far from me . . ."
At the sorrow in his voice, and the thing which he said, the tears came to Kate"s eyes, and she went forward and spoke to him very gently. "Do you know me, Dr. Saunderson, Miss Carnegie?"
"Not Saunderson . . . Magor Missabib."
"Rabbi, Rabbi"--so much she knew; and now Kate stroked the bent white head. "Your friend, Mister Carmichael . . ."
"Yes, yes"--he now looked up, and spoke eagerly--"John Carmichael, of Drumtochty . . . my friend in my old age . . . and others . . . my boys . . . but John has left me . . . he would not speak to me . . . I am alone now . . . he did not understand . . . mine acquaintance into darkness . . . here we see in a gla.s.s darkly . . ." (he turned aside to expound the Greek word for darkly), "but some day . . . face to face."
And twice he said it, with an indescribable sweetness, "face to face."
Kate hurriedly removed the books from the bed, and wrapt round his shoulders the old grey plaid that had eked out his covering at night, and then she went downstairs.
"Bring," she said to Barbara, "hot water, soap, towels, and a sponge to Doctor Saunderson"s bedroom, immediately."
"And gin a" dinna?" inquired Barbara aggressively.
"I "ll shoot you where you stand."
Barbara shows to her cronies how Miss Carnegie drew a pistol from her pocket at this point and held it to her head, and how at every turn the pistol was again in evidence; sometimes a dagger is thrown in, but that is only late in the evening when Barbara is under the influence of tonics. Kate herself admits that if she had had her little revolver with her she might have been tempted to outline the housekeeper"s face on the wall, and she still thinks her threat an inspiration.
"Now," said Kate, when Barbara had brought her commands in with incredible celerity, "bring up some fresh milk and three gla.s.ses of whisky."
"Whisky!" Barbara could hardly compa.s.s the unfamiliar word. "The Doctor never hed sic a thing in the hoose, although mony a time, puir man . . ." Discipline was softening even that austere spirit.
"No, but you have, for you are blowing a full gale just now; bring up your private bottle, or I "ll go down for it."
"There"s enough," holding the bottle to the light, "to do till evening; go to the next farm and send a man on horseback to tell Mr. Carmichael of Drumtochty, that Doctor Saunderson is dying, and another for Dr.
Manley of Muirtown."
Very tenderly did Kate sponge the Rabbi"s face and hands, and then she dressed his hair, till at length he came to himself.
"This ministry is . . . grateful to me, Barbara . . . my strength has gone from me . . . but my eyes fail me. . . . Of a verity you are not . . ."