"When there is a cry in the night and the spirit flutters into the throat, who has a charm that will restore? Come swiftly, Heaven-born! It is the black cholera."
Holden galloped to his home. The sky was heavy with clouds, for the long-deferred rains were near and the heat was stifling. Ameera"s mother met him in the courtyard, whimpering, "She is dying. She is nursing herself into death. She is all but dead. What shall I do, sahib?"
Ameera was lying in the room in which Tota had been born. She made no sign when Holden entered, because the human soul is a very lonely thing and, when it is getting ready to go away, hides itself in a misty borderland where the living may not follow. The black cholera does its work quietly and without explanation. Ameera was being thrust out of life as though the Angel of Death had himself put his hand upon her. The quick breathing seemed to show that she was either afraid or in pain, but neither eyes nor mouth gave any answer to Holden"s kisses. There was nothing to be said or done. Holden could only wait and suffer. The first drops of the rain began to fall on the roof, and he could hear shouts of joy in the parched city.
The soul came back a little and the lips moved. Holden bent down to listen. "Keep nothing of mine," said Ameera. "Take no hair from my head.
SHE would make thee burn it later on. That flame I should feel. Lower!
Stoop lower! Remember only that I was thine and bore thee a son. Though thou wed a white woman to-morrow, the pleasure of receiving in thy arms thy first son is taken from thee for ever. Remember me when thy son is born--the one that shall carry thy name before all men. His misfortunes be on my head. I bear witness--I bear witness"--the lips were forming the words on his ear--"that there is no G.o.d but--thee, beloved!"
Then she died. Holden sat still, and all thought was taken from him,--till he heard Ameera"s mother lift the curtain.
"Is she dead, sahib?"
"She is dead."
"Then I will mourn, and afterwards take an inventory of the furniture in this house. For that will be mine. The sahib does not mean to resume it?
It is so little, so very little, sahib, and I am an old woman. I would like to lie softly."
"For the mercy of G.o.d be silent a while. Go out and mourn where I cannot hear."
"Sahib, she will be buried in four hours."
"I know the custom. I shall go ere she is taken away. That matter is in thy hands. Look to it, that the bed on which--on which she lies--"
"Aha! That beautiful red-lacquered bed. I have long desired--"
"That the bed is left here untouched for my disposal. All else in the house is thine. Hire a cart, take everything, go hence, and before sunrise let there be nothing in this house but that which I have ordered thee to respect."
"I am an old woman. I would stay at least for the days of mourning, and the rains have just broken. Whither shall I go?"
"What is that to me? My order is that there is a going. The house-gear is worth a thousand rupees and my orderly shall bring thee a hundred rupees to-night."
"That is very little. Think of the cart-hire."
"It shall be nothing unless thou goest, and with speed. O woman, get hence and leave me with my dead!"
The mother shuffled down the staircase, and in her anxiety to take stock of the house-fittings forgot to mourn. Holden stayed by Ameera"s side and the rain roared on the roof. He could not think connectedly by reason of the noise, though he made many attempts to do so. Then four sheeted ghosts glided dripping into the room and stared at him through their veils. They were the washers of the dead. Holden left the room and went out to his horse. He had come in a dead, stifling calm through ankle-deep dust. He found the courtyard a rain-lashed pond alive with frogs; a torrent of yellow water ran under the gate, and a roaring wind drove the bolts of the rain like buckshot against the mud-walls. Pir Khan was shivering in his little hut by the gate, and the horse was stamping uneasily in the water.
"I have been told the sahib"s order," said Pir Khan. "It is well. This house is now desolate. I go also, for my monkey-face would be a reminder of that which has been. Concerning the bed, I will bring that to thy house yonder in the morning; but remember, sahib, it will be to thee a knife turning in a green wound. I go upon a pilgrimage, and I will take no money. I have grown fat in the protection of the Presence whose sorrow is my sorrow. For the last time I hold his stirrup."
He touched Holden"s foot with both hands and the horse sprang out into the road, where the creaking bamboos were whipping the sky and all the frogs were chuckling. Holden could not see for the rain in his face. He put his hands before his eyes and muttered--
"Oh you brute! You utter brute!"
The news of his trouble was already in his bungalow. He read the knowledge in his butler"s eyes when Ahmed Khan brought in food, and for the first and last time in his life laid a hand upon his master"s shoulder, saying, "Eat, sahib, eat. Meat is good against sorrow. I also have known. Moreover the shadows come and go, sahib; the shadows come and go. These be curried eggs."
Holden could neither eat nor sleep. The heavens sent down eight inches of rain in that night and washed the earth clean. The waters tore down walls, broke roads, and scoured open the shallow graves on the Mahomedan burying-ground. All next day it rained, and Holden sat still in his house considering his sorrow. On the morning of the third day he received a telegram which said only, "Ricketts, Myndonie. Dying. Holden relieve. Immediate." Then he thought that before he departed he would look at the house wherein he had been master and lord. There was a break in the weather, and the rank earth steamed with vapour.
He found that the rains had torn down the mud pillars of the gateway, and the heavy wooden gate that had guarded his life hung lazily from one hinge. There was gra.s.s three inches high in the courtyard; Pir Khan"s lodge was empty, and the sodden thatch sagged between the beams. A gray squirrel was in possession of the verandah, as if the house had been untenanted for thirty years instead of three days. Ameera"s mother had removed everything except some mildewed matting. The tick-tick of the little scorpions as they hurried across the floor was the only sound in the house. Ameera"s room and the other one where Tota had lived were heavy with mildew; and the narrow staircase leading to the roof was streaked and stained with rain-borne mud. Holden saw all these things, and came out again to meet in the road Durga Da.s.s, his landlord,--portly, affable, clothed in white muslin, and driving a Cee-spring buggy. He was overlooking his property to see how the roofs stood the stress of the first rains.
"I have heard," said he, "you will not take this place any more, sahib?"
"What are you going to do with it?"
"Perhaps I shall let it again."
"Then I will keep it on while I am away."
Durga Da.s.s was silent for some time. "You shall not take it on, sahib,"
he said. "When I was a young man I also--, but to-day I am a member of the Munic.i.p.ality. Ho! Ho! No. When the birds have gone what need to keep the nest? I will have it pulled down--the timber will sell for something always. It shall be pulled down, and the Munic.i.p.ality shall make a road across, as they desire, from the burning-ghat to the city wall, so that no man may say where this house stood."
AT THE END OF THE Pa.s.sAGE
The sky is lead and our faces are red, And the gates of h.e.l.l are opened and riven, And the winds of h.e.l.l are loosened and driven, And the dust flies up in the face of Heaven, And the clouds come down in a fiery sheet, Heavy to raise and hard to be borne.
And the soul of man is turned from his meat, Turned from the trifles for which he has striven Sick in his body, and heavy hearted, And his soul flies up like the dust in the sheet Breaks from his flesh and is gone and departed, As the blasts they blow on the cholera-horn.
HIMALAYAN.
Four men, each ent.i.tled to "life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness," sat at a table playing whist. The thermometer marked--for them--one hundred and one degrees of heat. The room was darkened till it was only just possible to distinguish the pips of the cards and the very white faces of the players. A tattered, rotten punkah of whitewashed calico was puddling the hot air and whining dolefully at each stroke.
Outside lay gloom of a November day in London. There was neither sky, sun, nor horizon,--nothing but a brown purple haze of heat. It was as though the earth were dying of apoplexy.
From time to time clouds of tawny dust rose from the ground without wind or warning, flung themselves tablecloth-wise among the tops of the parched trees, and came down again. Then a whirling dust-devil would scutter across the plain for a couple of miles, break, and fall outward, though there was nothing to check its flight save a long low line of piled railway-sleepers white with the dust, a cl.u.s.ter of huts made of mud, condemned rails, and canvas, and the one squat four-roomed bungalow that belonged to the a.s.sistant engineer in charge of a section of the Gaudhari State line then under construction.
The four, stripped to the thinnest of sleeping-suits, played whist crossly, with wranglings as to leads and returns. It was not the best kind of whist, but they had taken some trouble to arrive at it. Mottram of the Indian Survey had ridden thirty and railed one hundred miles from his lonely post in the desert since the night before; Lowndes of the Civil Service, on special duty in the political department, had come as far to escape for an instant the miserable intrigues of an impoverished native State whose king alternately fawned and bl.u.s.tered for more money from the pitiful revenues contributed by hard-wrung peasants and despairing camel-breeders; Spurstow, the doctor of the line, had left a cholera-stricken camp of coolies to look after itself for forty-eight hours while he a.s.sociated with white men once more. Hummil, the a.s.sistant engineer, was the host. He stood fast and received his friends thus every Sunday if they could come in. When one of them failed to appear, he would send a telegram to his last address, in order that he might know whether the defaulter were dead or alive. There are very many places in the East where it is not good or kind to let your acquaintances drop out of sight even for one short week.
The players were not conscious of any special regard for each other.
They squabbled whenever they met; but they ardently desired to meet, as men without water desire to drink. They were lonely folk who understood the dread meaning of loneliness. They were all under thirty years of age,--which is too soon for any man to possess that knowledge.
"Pilsener?" said Spurstow, after the second rubber, mopping his forehead.
"Beer"s out, I"m sorry to say, and there"s hardly enough soda-water for to-night," said Hummil.
"What filthy bad management!" Spurstow snarled.
"Can"t help it. I"ve written and wired; but the trains don"t come through regularly yet. Last week the ice ran out,--as Lowndes knows."
"Glad I didn"t come. I could ha" sent you some if I had known, though.
Phew! it"s too hot to go on playing b.u.mblepuppy." This with a savage scowl at Lowndes, who only laughed. He was a hardened offender.
Mottram rose from the table and looked out of a c.h.i.n.k in the shutters.
"What a sweet day!" said he.
The company yawned all together and betook themselves to an aimless investigation of all Hummil"s possessions,--guns, tattered novels, saddlery, spurs, and the like. They had fingered them a score of times before, but there was really nothing else to do.
"Got anything fresh?" said Lowndes.