She could not quite keep down a sigh after her own red frock and best bonnet; but she comforted herself quickly with the thought that people would look upon her as the nurse of Robin and baby, sent out to take them a walk.
They did not make very rapid progress, for they stopped to look in at many shop windows, especially where there were baby-clothes for sale, or where there were waxen figures of little boys, life-size, dressed in the newest fashions, with large eyes of gla.s.s beads, not unlike Robin"s own black ones. The pa.s.sage of the crossings was also long and perilous. Meg ran first with the baby, and put her down safely on the other side in some corner of a doorway; then with a sinking and troubled heart, least any evil person should pick her up, and run away with her as a priceless treasure, she returned for Robin. In this way she got over several crossings, until they reached the bottom of Ludgate Hill, where she stood shivering and doubting for a long time, till she fairly made up her mind to speak to the majestic policeman looking on calmly at the tumult about him.
"Oh, if you please, Mr Police," said Meg, in a plaintive voice, "I want to get these two little children over to the other side, and I don"t know how to do it, except you"d please to hold baby while I take Robbie across."
The policeman looked down from his great height, without bending his stiff neck, upon the childish creature who spoke to him, and Meg"s spirit sank with the fear of being ordered back again. But he picked up Robin under his arm, and bidding her keep close beside him, he threaded his way through the throng of carriages. This was the last danger; and now with restored gaiety Meg travelled on with her two children.
[Ill.u.s.tration: The policeman picked up Robin under his arm, and threaded his way through the throng of carriages.]
By-and-by they turned from the busy Fleet Street under a low archway, and in a minute they were out of the thunder of the streets which had almost drowned their voices, and found themselves in a place so quiet and so calm, with a sort of grave hush in the very air, that Robin pressed close to Meg"s side, with something of the silent and subdued awe with which he might have entered a church. There were houses here, and courts, but not houses and courts like those from which they had come. Here and there they came upon a long corridor, where the sun shone between the shadows of the pillars supporting the roof; and they looked along them with wondering eyes, not knowing where they could lead to, and too timid to try to find out. It was not a deserted place, but the number of people pa.s.sing to and fro were few enough to make it seem almost a solitude to these poor children, who had travelled hither from the over-crowded slums of the East End. They could hear their own voices, when they spoke, ring out in such clear, echoing tones, that Meg hushed Robin, lest some of the grave, stern, thoughtful gentlemen who pa.s.sed them should bid them begone, and leave the Temple to its usual stillness. The houses seemed to them so large and grand, that Meg, who had heard once of the Queen, and had a dim notion of her as a lady of extraordinary greatness and grandeur, whispered to Robin confidentially that she thought the Queen must live here.
They came upon a fountain in the centre of a small plot of gra.s.s and flowers, enclosed within high railings; and Robin uttered a shrill cry of delight, which rang noisily through the quiet court where its waters played in the sunshine. But at last they discovered, with hearts as eagerly throbbing as those of the explorers of some new country, the gardens, the real Temple Gardens! The chrysanthemums were in full blossom, with all their varied tints, delicate and rich, glowing under the brightness of the noontide sun; and Robin and Meg stood still, transfixed and silent, too full of an excess of happiness to speak.
"Oh, Meg, what is it? what is it?" cried Robin at last, with outstretched hands, as if he would fain gather them all into his arms.
"Is it gardens, Meg? Is this Temple Gardens?"
Meg could not answer at first, but she held Robin back from the flowers. She did not feel quite at home in this strange, sweet, sunny place; and she peeped in cautiously through the half-open iron gate before entering. There were a few other children there, with their nursemaids, but she felt there was some untold difference between her and them. But Robin"s delight had given him courage, and he rushed in tumultuously, running along the smooth walks in an ecstasy of joy; and Meg could do nothing else but follow. Presently, as n.o.body took any notice of her, she gave herself up to the gladness of the hour, and toiled up and down, under the weight of the baby, wherever Robin wished to go, until he consented to rest a little while upon a seat which faced the river, where they could see the boats pa.s.s by. This was the happiest moment to Meg. She thought of her father"s ship coming up the river, bringing him home to her and the children; and she had almost lost the recollection of where she was, when Robin, who had been very quiet for some time, pulled her by the shawl.
"Look, Meg," he whispered.
He pointed to a seat not far from them, where sat a lady, in a bright silk dress, and a velvet bonnet with a long rich feather across it.
There were two children with her, a girl of Meg"s age, and a boy about as big as Robin, dressed like a little Highlander, with a kilt of many colours, and a silver-mounted pouch, and a dirk, which he was brandishing about before his mother, who looked on, laughing fondly and proudly at her boy. Meg gazed, too, until she heard Robin sob, and turning quickly to him, she saw the tears rolling quickly down his sorrowful face. "n.o.body laughs to me, Meg," said Robin.
"Oh yes, Robbie, I laugh to you," cried Meg; "and father "ll laugh when he comes home to-morrow; and maybe G.o.d laughs to us, only we can"t see His face."
"I"d like to go home," sobbed Robin; and Meg took her baby upon her tired arm, and turned her steps eastward once more. As they left Temple Gardens, languid and weary, Meg saw the friendly man who had spoken kindly to them that morning at the docks pa.s.sing by in an empty dray, and meeting her wistful eyes, he pulled up for a minute.
"Hullo, little woman!" he shouted. "Are you going my way?"
He pointed his whip towards St Paul"s, and Meg nodded, for her voice could not have reached him through the din.
"Hoist them children up here, that"s a good fellow," he said to a man who was standing by idle; and in a few seconds more they were riding triumphantly along Fleet Street in such a thrill and flutter of delight as Meg"s heart had never felt before, while Robin forgot his sorrows, and cheered on the horses with all the power of his shrill voice. The dray put them down at about half a mile from Angel Court, while it was still broad daylight, and Robin was no longer tired. Meg changed her last half-crown, and spent sixpence of it lavishly in the purchase of some meat pies, upon which they feasted sumptuously, in the shelter of a doorway leading to the back of a house.
CHAPTER V
Little Meg"s Neighbour
When their feast was over, the children sauntered on slowly, not wishing to enter Angel Court till it was dark enough for Robin"s and baby"s finery to pa.s.s by unseen; but as soon as it was dark they turned out of the main thoroughfare into the dingy streets more familiar to them. As they entered the house Meg heard the deep gruff voice of Mr Grigg calling to her, and she went into his room, trembling, and holding the baby very tightly in her arms. It was a small room, the same size as their own attic, and the litter and confusion throughout made it impossible to go in more than a step or two. Mr Grigg was seated at a stained wooden table, upon which stood two large cups and a black bottle of gin, with a letter lying near to Mr Grigg"s large and shaking hand. Coming in from the fresh air of the night, Meg coughed a little with the mingled fumes of gin and tobacco; but she coughed softly for fear of giving offence.
"Here"s a letter come for your mother, little Meg," said Mr Grigg, seizing it eagerly, "I"ll read it to you if you like."
"Oh no, thank you, sir," answered Meg quickly; "father"s coming home, and he"ll read it to-morrow morning. His ship"s in the river, and it"ll be in dock to-night for certain. So he"ll be home to-morrow."
Upon hearing this news Mr Grigg thought it best to deliver up the letter to Meg, but he did it so reluctantly that she hurried away lest he should reclaim it. Robin was already halfway upstairs, but she soon overtook him, and a minute afterwards reached their own door. She was about to put the baby down to take out the key, when, almost without believing her own eyes, she saw that it was in the lock, and that a gleam of firelight shone through the c.h.i.n.ks of the door. Meg lifted the latch with a beating heart, and looked in before venturing to enter. The fire was lighted, but there seemed to be no other disturbance or change in the attic since the morning, except that in her mother"s low chair upon the hearth there sat a thin slight woman, like her mother, with the head bowed down, and the face hidden in the hands. Meg paused, wonder-stricken and speechless, on the door-sill; but Robin ran forward quickly, with a glad shout of "Mother! mother!"
At the sound of Robin"s step and cry the woman lifted up her face. It was a white, thin face, but younger than their mother"s, though the eyes were red and sunken, as if with many tears, and there was a gloom upon it, as if it had never smiled a happy smile. Meg knew it in an instant as the face of the tenant of the back attic, who had been in jail for six weeks, and her eye searched anxiously the dark corner under the bed, where the box was hidden. It seemed quite safe and untouched, but still Meg"s voice was troubled as she spoke.
"I thought I"d locked up all right," she said, stepping into the room, while Robin took refuge behind her, and regarded the stranger closely from his place of safety.
"Ay, it was all right," answered the girl, "only you see my key "d unlock it; and I felt cold and low coming out of jail to-day; and I"d no coal, nor bread, nor nothing. So I came in here, and made myself comfortable. Don"t you be crusty, little Meg. You"d be the same if you"d been locked up for six weeks. I wish I were dead, I do."
The girl spoke sadly, and dropped her head again upon her hands, while Meg stood in the middle of the floor, not knowing what to do or say.
She sat down after a while upon the bedstead, and began taking off the baby"s things, pondering deeply all the time what course of action she ought to follow. She could place herself so as to conceal completely the box under the bed; but if the girl"s key would unlock her attic door, how was she ever to leave it for a moment in safety? Then the thought flashed across her that father would be at home to-morrow, and she would no longer have to take care of the hidden treasure. In the meantime Robin had stolen up to the stranger"s side, and after closely considering her for some moments, he stroked her hand with his own small fingers.
"I thought you were mother, I did," he said. "It"s my birthday to-day."
For one instant the girl looked at him with a smile in her sunken eyes, and then she lifted him on to her lap, and laid her face upon his curly head, sobbing bitterly.
"Little Meg," she said, "your mother spoke kind to me once, and now she"s dead and gone. I wonder why I wasn"t took instead o" her?"
Meg"s tender heart closed itself no longer against the stranger. She got up from her seat, and crossing the floor to the fireside, she put the baby down by Robin on her lap.
"You didn"t ought to go into a person"s room without asking leave," she said; "but if you"ll hold baby for me, I"ll soon get tea. I"ve got a little real tea left, and father "ll buy some more to-morrow. You mind the children till it"s ready."
It was soon ready, and they drank and ate together, with few words.
Meg was intent upon getting her weary children to bed as soon as possible, and after it was over she undressed them at once. Before Robin got into bed she addressed the girl hesitatingly.
"Robbie always says his prayers aloud to me," she said; "you won"t mind, will you?"
"Go on," answered the girl, with a sob.
"Robbie," said Meg, as he knelt at her knee, with his hands held up between both her hands, "Robbie, it"s your birthday to-day; and if I was you I"d ask G.o.d for something more than other days. I"d ask Him to bless everybody as well as us if I was you. If everybody was good, it"d be so nice."
"Yes, Meg," replied Robin promptly, closing his black eyes before he began his prayer. "Pray G.o.d, bless father on the big sea, and bless me, and Meg, and baby, and take care of us all. Pray G.o.d, bless everybody, "cept the devil. Amen."
But Robin did not get up from his knees. He dropped his head upon Meg"s lap, and when she moved he cried, "Stop a minute!" Meg waited patiently until he lifted up his face again, and shutting his eyes very tightly, said, "Pray G.o.d, bless everybody, and the devil, and make him a good man. Amen."
"Robbie," said Meg mournfully, "I don"t think the devil can be made good. He doesn"t want to be good. If anybody wants to be good, G.o.d can make "em good, anybody in all the world; but He won"t if they don"t want to."
Robin was already half asleep, and gave little heed to Meg"s words.
She tucked him snugly into his place beside baby, and stooping over them, kissed both their drowsy faces with a loving and lingering tenderness. Then she turned to the fire, and saw the strange girl there upon her knees before her mother"s chair, weeping again in a pa.s.sion of tears.
CHAPTER VI
Little Meg"s Last Money
"What"s the matter with you?" asked Meg, laying her small rough hand upon the girl"s head.
"Oh, Meg, Meg!" she cried, "I do want to be good, and I can"t. You don"t know how wicked I am; but once I was a good little girl like you.
And now I can never, never be good again."
"Yes, you can," answered little Meg, "if you ask G.o.d."