"It certainly is. I tried to give my blind, tired hours to G.o.d and found that he did not accept--for I had no blessing in reading; I excused myself on your plea, I was too weary, and then I learned to give him my best and freshest time."
There was no weariness or frettedness in Marjorie"s face now; the heart rest was giving her physical rest. "I will begin to-morrow night--I can"t begin to-night--and read the first thing as you do. I am almost through the Old Testament; how I shall enjoy beginning the New! Miss Prudence, is it so about praying, too?"
"What do you think?"
"I know it is. And that is why my prayers do not comfort me, sometimes. I mean, the short prayers do; but I do want to pray about so many things, and I am really too tired when I go to bed, sometimes I fall asleep when I am not half through. Mother used to tell Linnet and me that we oughtn"t to talk after we said our prayers, so we used to talk first and put our prayers off until the last thing, and sometimes we were so sleepy we hardly knew what we were saying."
"This plan of early reading and praying does not interfere with prayer at bedtime, you know; as soon as my head touches the pillow I begin to pray, I think I always fall asleep praying, and my first thought in the morning is prayer. My dear, our best and freshest, not our lame and blind, belong to G.o.d."
"Yes," a.s.sented Marjorie in a full tone. "Aunt Prue, O, Aunt Prue what would I do without you to help me."
"G.o.d would find you somebody else; but I"m very glad he found me for you."
"I"m more than glad," said Marjorie, enthusiastically.
"It"s a real snow storm," Miss Prudence went to the window, pushed the curtain aside, and looked out.
"It isn"t as bad as the night that Morris came to me when I was alone.
Mr. Holmes did not come for two days and it was longer than that before father and mother could come. What a grand time we had housekeeping! It is time for the _Linnet_ to be in. I know Morris will come to see us as soon as he can get leave. Linnet will be glad to go to her pretty little home; the boy on the farm is to be there nights, mother said, and Linnet will not mind through the day. Mother Rheid, as Linnet says, will run over every day, and Father Rheid, too, I suspect. They _love_ Linnet."
"Marjorie, if I hadn"t had you I believe I should have been content with Linnet, she is so loving."
"And if you hadn"t Prue you would be content with me!" laughed Marjorie, and just then a strong pull at the bell sent it ringing through the house, Marjorie sprang to her feet and Miss Prudence moved towards the door.
"I feel in my bones that it"s somebody," cried Marjorie, following her into the hall.
"I don"t believe a ghost could give a pull like that," answered Miss Prudence, turning the big key.
And a ghost certainly never had such laughing blue eyes or such light curls sprinkled with snow and surmounted by a jaunty navy-blue sailor cap, and a ghost never could give such a spring and catch Marjorie in its arms and rub its cold cheeks against her warm ones.
"O, Morris," Marjorie cried, "it"s like that other night when you came in the snow! Only I"m not frightened and alone now. This is such a surprise!
Such a splendid surprise."
Marjorie was never shy with Morris, her "twin-brother" as she used to call him.
But the next instant she was escaping out of his arms and fleeing back to the fire. Miss Prudence and Morris followed more decorously.
"Now tell us all about it," Marjorie cried, stepping about upon the rug and on the carpet. "And where is Linnet? And when did you get in? And where"s Will? And why didn"t Linnet come with you?"
"Because I didn"t want to be overshadowed; I wanted a welcome all my own.
And Linnet is at home under her mother"s sheltering wing--as I ought to be under my mother"s, instead of being here under yours. Will is on board the _Linnet_, another place where I ought to be this minute; and we arrived day before yesterday in New York, where we expect to load for Liverpool, I took the captain"s wife home, and then got away from Mother West on the plea that I must see my own mother as soon as time and tide permitted; but to my consternation I found every train stopped at the foot of Maple Street, so I had to stop, instead of going through as I wanted to."
"That is a pity," said Marjorie; "but we"ll send you off to your mother to-morrow. Now begin at the beginning and tell me everything that you and Linnet didn"t write about."
"But, first--a moment, Marjorie. Has our traveller had his supper?"
interposed Miss Prudence.
"Yes, thank you, I had supper, a very early one, with Linnet and Mother West; Father West had gone to mill, and didn"t we turn the house upside down when he came into the kitchen and found us. Mother West kept wiping her eyes and Linnet put her arms around her father"s neck and really cried! She said she knew she wasn"t behaving "marriedly," but she was so glad she couldn"t help it."
"Dear old Linnet," e.j.a.c.u.l.a.t.ed Marjorie. "When is she coming to see us?"
"As soon as Mother West and Mother Rheid let her! I imagine the scene at Captain Rheid"s tomorrow! Linnet is "wild," as you girls say, to see her house, and I don"t know as she can tear herself away from that kitchen and new tinware, and she"s fairly longing for washday to come that she may hang her new clothes on her new clothes line."
"Oh, I wish I could go and help her!" cried Marjorie. "Miss Prudence, that little house does almost make me want to go to housekeeping! Just think of getting dinner with all her new things, and setting the table with those pretty white dishes."
"Now, Marjorie, I"ve caught you," laughed Morris. "That is a concession from the girl that cared only for school books."
"I do care for school books, but that house is the temptation."
"I suppose another one wouldn"t be."
"There isn"t another one like that--outside of a book."
"Oh, if you find such things, in books, I won"t veto the books; but, Miss Prudence, I"m dreadfully afraid of our Marjorie losing herself in a Blue Stocking."
"She never will, don"t fear!" rea.s.sured Miss Prudence. "She coaxes me to let her sew for Prue, and I found her in the kitchen making cake last Sat.u.r.day afternoon."
Miss Prudence was moving around easily, giving a touch to something here and there, and after closing the piano slipped away; and, before they knew it, they were alone, standing on the hearth rug looking gravely and almost questioningly into each others" eyes. Marjorie smiled, remembering the quarrel of that last night; would he think now that she had become too much like Miss Prudence,--Miss Prudence, with her love of literature, her ready sympathy and neat, housewifely ways, Prue did not know which she liked better, Aunt Prue"s puddings or her music.
The color rose in Morris" face, Marjorie"s lip trembled slightly. She seated herself in the chair she had been occupying and asked Morris to make himself at home in Miss Prudence"s chair directly opposite. He dropped into it, threw his head back and allowed his eyes to rove over everything in the room, excepting that flushed, half-averted face so near to him. She was becoming like Miss Prudence, he had decided the matter in the study of these few moments, that att.i.tude when standing was Miss Prudence"s, and her position at this moment, the head a little drooping, the hands laid together in her lap, was exactly Miss Prudence"s; Miss Prudence"s when she was meditating as Marjorie was meditating now. There was a poise of the head like the elder lady"s, and now and then a stateliness and dignity that were not Marjorie"s own when she was his little friend and companion in work and study at home. In these first moments he could discern changes better than to-morrow; to-morrow he would be accustomed to her again; to-morrow he would find the unchanged little Marjorie that hunted eggs and went after the cows. He could not explain to himself why he liked that Marjorie better; he could not explain to himself that he feared Miss Prudence"s Marjorie would hold herself above the second mate of the barque _Linnet_; a second mate whose highest ambition to become master. Linnet had not held her self above Captain Will, but Linnet had never loved books as Marjorie did. Morris was provoked at himself. Did not he love books, and why then should he quarrel with Marjorie? It was not for loving books, but for loving books better than--anything! Had Mrs. Browning loved books better than anything, or Mary Somerville, or Fredrika Bremer?--yes, Fredrika Bremer had refused to be married, but there was Marjorie"s favorite--
"Tell me all about Linnet," said Marjorie, breaking the uncomfortable silence.
"I have--and she has written."
"But you never can write all. Did she bring me the branch of mulberry from Mt. Vesuvius?"
"Yes, and will bring it to you next week. She said she would come to you because she was sure you would not want to leave school; and she wants to see Miss Prudence. I told her she would wish herself a girl again, and it was dangerous for her to come, but she only laughed. I have brought you something, too, Marjorie," he said unsteadily.
But Marjorie ignored it and asked questions about Linnet and her home on shipboard.
"Have I changed, Marjorie?"
"No," she said. "You cannot change for the better, so why should you change at all?"
"I don"t like that," he returned seriously; "it is rather hard to attain to perfection before one is twenty-one. I shall have nothing to strive for. Don"t you know the artist who did kill himself, or wanted to, because he had done his best?"
"You are perfect as a boy--I mean, there is all manhood left to you," she answered very gravely.
He colored again and his blue eyes grew as cold as steel. Had he come to her to-night in the storm to have his youth thrown up at him?
"Marjorie, if that is all you have to say to me, I think I might better go."
"O, Morris, don"t be angry, don"t be angry!" she pleaded. "How can I look up to somebody who was born on my birthday," she added merrily.
"I don"t want you to look up to me; but that is different from looking down. You want me to tarry at Jericho, I suppose," he said, rubbing his smooth chin.
"I want you not to be nonsensical," she replied energetically.