"Perfect!" Alec pushed Miranda into Max"s arms. "Go on kid, show me how it"s done!" Miranda was thinking that she should teach him a lesson and kiss this dude. But Alec was Alec after all and it"s better not to evoke anymore jealousy. "What? Not your type kid? Thank you Max she seems to have lost her nerve. Maybe next time"
With Max gone Miranda knew it was going to get ugly. "You think to test me? What the f.u.c.k is going on in your head?"
"Why do you do that? Why did you kiss her? And f.u.c.king enjoy it?" f.u.c.k it, Miranda thought, let him do his worst! She was through dealing with him. This s.h.i.+t was over.
Grabbing a fistful of her hair he pulled her toward him, pulling her hair painfully. Miranda winced. "Again who gave you the indication that you are anything to me? Ha? That I should worry about your feeling?"
"f.u.c.k you!" With that Alec slapped her across her mouth!
"f.u.c.k me? You wanna f.u.c.k me?" He lifted her dress up revealing her lace underwear.
"Please not here, please sir!" She begged him when he turned her around and bent her onto the sofa.
"Sir! I"m sir now!" He tore her undies off and smacked her so hard on her a.s.s. Miranda choked back a sob. Please don"t let anybody see this! Oh G.o.d the humiliation! "Count Miranda!" Another slap!
"Two sir!" She cried "No no kid you forgot the one! We start again then." Another slap! Her a.s.s was killing her!
"One sir!" She was beyond humiliated. He didn"t care who was watching! Oh my please don"t f.u.c.k me here please! Miranda wanted to scream and struggle, her head was in a haze, "two sir" and another body shaking slap. He wasn"t kind at all, he showed her no mercy.
Alec"s c.o.c.k was so hard it was actually painful restrained in his pants. Her humiliation was his undoing. Teach her to f.u.c.k with him! He would teach her to f.u.c.king watch her mouth and respect him. Another slap, he could feel the tension leave his body. She counted nine slaps and he stopped. He knew she thought it was over... Yeah right kid not by a long shot!
Miranda prayed it was over she was waiting for his order, too afraid to move and p.i.s.s him off anew. He was brutal, her a.s.s was burning her. She knew it would be sore to sit on. Another slap caught her unexpectedly "Ten sir."
"Get the f.u.c.k up!" She obeyed. Quickly pulling her dress down. Too embarra.s.sed to look around Miranda did a quick scan to see if anybody witnessed her ordeal. Surprisingly enough n.o.body was there. "On your f.u.c.king knees!" Oh f.u.c.k! Not here please. Getting on her knees Miranda"s hands went automatically to her back. He felt victorious! Her submission was what he f.u.c.king craved. He took his fully erect p.e.n.i.s and shoved it into her mouth.
Almost gagging Miranda did her best to contain herself. He had his hand fisted into her hair dictating the pace. Miranda knew he was close because his c.o.c.k felt even bigger in her mouth if that was possible. He was rough and unhurried. With one last thrust he released himself into her mouth. When he was done shaking himself in her mouth he pulled out of her and pushed her to the floor. Miranda almost choked swallowing his come. She adjusted herself and wiped her sore mouth with the back of her hand.
Alec resumed his seat on the sofa, watching her carefully. He used his phone and spoke to somebody. Within minutes drinks were being served and Miranda was on the floor attempting to get up. "Did I f.u.c.king tell you to move? Get back on your f.u.c.king knees!" Miranda did as she was told.
Thinking back to everything she endured with Alec, Miranda was internally outraged at herself! Locked in a room for a month, raped, belted, whipped, slapped and beaten up, not to mention watching him get off with other women and locked in a freezing f.u.c.king bas.e.m.e.nt. Flashes of Alec shooting Ethan kept resurfacing in her mind. Miranda tried to lock the memory of that night in the back of her mind, trying to pretend that it never happened. Locked in a f.u.c.king trunk, thrown out in the f.u.c.king cold and now this. Public displays was a no go for Miranda. She might have no pride when it came to Alec, but giving him a f.u.c.king b.l.o.w.j.o.b where anybody could have seen was the absolute last straw for Miranda. She would escape him, even if she had to kill him.
Alec nursed his drink watching Miranda sitting on her knees with her hands behind her back. She looked f.u.c.king gorgeous. He still couldn"t believe innocent kind hearted Miranda attacked Melanie. He was astonished at her reaction. She really did think she loved him. Stupid kid! He could tell her mind was working overtime. She was still a little drunk so she was swaying every now and again. There was no cla.s.s there. She was Miranda nothing more to it.
"Come here," he ordered. Trying to stand up Miranda fell a few times. Her last attempt she used the table to help her up. Not very ladylike Miranda. What the h.e.l.l did he want now? Standing directly in front of him Miranda waited.
He pulled her into his lap. She sat rigid unmoving. He laughed. Her knees were killing her and he f.u.c.king laughs. "Say you love me," the creep returns. Miranda was enraged. She fixed a smile on her face and turned to him.
"You can"t love a monster sir." Miranda why are you provoking him! He"s going to lose it! Still Miranda wouldn"t say she loved him no matter what he did to her. She wasn"t his puppet to string along anymore.
"Come now kid you were sure you loved me! Have I changed your mind? You don"t like what you see?" He was mocking her and she refused to react. Sitting with her back so straight. Miranda had had enough. He couldn"t fix this one with his caresses.
Alec smiled to himself, she was furious and he knew it. Did Miranda think he was going to let it go? Threatening him that she would kiss another. "Kiss me," he was testing to see how far she"d come in obedience. Not far he thought... Still there was hope.
Miranda wanted to scream out. He wasn"t through punis.h.i.+ng her and she knew it. "And if I don"t?" She asked hoping he was not going to pursue it.
"I"ll f.u.c.k you here and now and I"ll not send them away this time. I don"t mind an audience kid." He referred to the bar tender and the security guards. There was n.o.body else, after the fight everybody was apparently sent away. Miranda closed her eyes wis.h.i.+ng this ordeal would end.
Turning to him she bought her lips down kissing him without any emotion. She felt like a robot and that all her feelings had died. Almost like she was desensitized. When she pulled away she noticed Alec was angry. Like really really angry.
She f.u.c.king kissed him like he was nothing to her. She kissed him with no pa.s.sion or emotion, this didn"t sit well with Alec. How dare she? He was her f.u.c.king G.o.d and it was time she remembered that. He grabbed her neck chocking her a little. Pulling her close to his face. "You want to be cold towards me? You want to act like I don"t affect you? Let"s see how far you get before you beg me to let you come."
Alec"s other hand went under dress lifting it up a little. He caressed her p.u.s.s.y, which was on f.u.c.king fire. Up and down he teased the hairs on her c.u.n.t. He circled her c.l.i.t and he felt her move a little. He was relentless using her juices to lubricate her p.u.s.s.y while he continued to take her somewhere she didn"t want to go.
Miranda was appalled that he was touching her intimately in sight of people. He was torturing her with his fingers. Choking her while continuing his mission on her p.u.s.s.y. Miranda moaned despite herself, he knew exactly where to touch to drive her crazy. He would apply pressure to her c.l.i.t and when he felt her tightened around his fingers he would ease up. She was in a frenzy. Miranda unintentionally started rubbing herself against his fingers. Trying to ease this torment. She was on the brink and he knew it. He would apply b.u.t.terfly touches to bring her climax back down.
"Don"t f.u.c.king move," he ordered in her ear while applying more pressure to her neck. He could see her tense and try not to let his touch affect her. But Alec could be very persuasive when it suited his purpose, so he continued his onslaught of bringing her to the edge only to stop when she was nearly there. "What do you want?" He asked her while rubbing her c.l.i.t a little harder.
Miranda refused to answer. She was so close just a little more... And nothing again, he pulled away. She was sweating with need and nearly about to touch herself just to end this torture. "Again Miranda you can ease this suffering, tell me what you want." So taken by l.u.s.t Miranda didn"t care about anything else in this world. She just wanted this sweet torture to end.
"Please... Please sir!" She cried. Desperately needing her release.
"Please sir what?" f.u.c.k he wasn"t going to stop until he got what he wanted.
"Please sir may I c.u.m... Please may I c.u.m please!" She was frantically trying to restrain herself from moving. He was brutal, never stopping, always nearly there only for him to pull away. Miranda was oblivious to anything or anybody except him f.u.c.king her with his fingers.
"Kiss me!" Oh f.u.c.k did she kiss him, her body was a traitorous piece of work. Her mind screamed no but her body did as it pleased or more importantly as he pleased. She kissed him with no inhibitions. Miranda licked at his mouth sucked his tongue and bit his lip. Anything to get him to allow her to c.u.m.
Pulling her away with the grip on her neck Alec relentlessly rubbed her p.u.s.s.y, his thumb was teasing the already swollen and aroused c.l.i.t. Miranda couldn"t take anymore. "Please may I c.u.m? Please sir?"
"c.u.m!" With that one word Miranda went into another world almost slipping into subs.p.a.ce where she didn"t know up from down or wrong from right. He choked her at the same time as she climaxed and this prolonged her o.r.g.a.s.m, Miranda literally thought she had died and gone to heaven.
Alec continued his onslaught until she went limp in his arms. "You"re fighting a battle you can"t win kid. I"m your f.u.c.king master, remember? I"m your f.u.c.king G.o.d! Seems like you need to be reminded." She was exhausted. "Who do you belong to?"
Not having any fight left in her Miranda answered honestly. "I belong to you sir," if she hated herself before she despised herself now.
Alec was once again filled with pride at how he broke her again and again. l.u.s.t was a sin and his sin knew no limits with her.
Alec allowed her to go freshen up. Once in the ladies room Miranda washed her face with cold water. She was a mess. He f.u.c.ked everything up, he was twisted and she was just as bad. How could she get off on his abuse? Fixing her hair Miranda made her way back to her master.
Watching her walk towards him stirred his c.o.c.k. Down boy, not now. She stood beside him not looking up. Good she f.u.c.king needs to learn her place. He walked ahead of her and she obediently followed like a lost puppy. Once they reached the club Miranda was being shoved by this person to the next. She looked for Alec but with the darkness and the flas.h.i.+ng colored lights couldn"t find him. Miranda was starting to panic.
A hand grabbed her and pulled her away. She was certain Alec would be furious with her thinking she left him deliberately. Before she could register what was happening she was pushed outside thrown in a black sedan and the car took off. Miranda turned to see and realized that the driver was not Alec. It was a bearded guy with a flannelette s.h.i.+rt and a gut hanging over his jeans.
Fear froze her! What the f.u.c.k was this! "Shhhh relax I"m one of Carlos"s men." Miranda was shaking her head vigorously. He pulled out his phone and handed it her. "Dial one." Not knowing what else to do, she reluctantly took the phone.
"Miranda?"
"Yes?"
"Miranda are you okay?"
"Carlos? Carlos what have you done?"
"It"s all good, I"ve had my men follow Alec for a while, and I"ve been waiting for an opportunity to get you away from him." Her body numbed.
"Carlos he"ll kill us both! Oh my G.o.d he"s going to kill us both!" Miranda was starting to hyperventilate.
"Miranda calm down. I"ve organized Bernie to take you to a secure location, from there I"ve arranged for you to be housed where he can"t find you. I"ve opened you an account and have deposited enough money to get you on your feet. He will never know where you are. Hopefully this obsession of his will end with you gone."
"Carlos I can"t, I"m so scared." Miranda was truly afraid of the repercussions if Alec ever found out she had escaped him with the help of Carlos.
"I know I"m scared too. But you will be safe and I will keep in contact with you. I will get you through it. I"m sorry it took this long kid but I needed to do it in a way that he wouldn"t suspect a thing."
"Okay, okay I can do this." Miranda was grateful to Carlos but her fear was intense and this situation was way too real.
"Miranda put me on speaker." Carlos apparently wanting her to hear what he had to say to this Bernie, she did as he asked.
"Bernie discard the phone." With that the phone call ended.
Part 2 OBSESSION UNDONE.
Chapter 16.
Alec never stopped searching for Miranda. He wasn"t through with her yet, not by a long shot. His rage at not being able to find her caused chaos in his life. Carlos and Crystal kept trying to reason with him. Always telling him to let it go. That it"s time to move on. Alec wasn"t giving up. He would find her and she would pay for her rebellion. A whole f.u.c.king year and nothing! Nothing!
Something didn"t sit well with Alec. If he was looking for an enemy who had the f.u.c.king resources to hide, Carlos always tracked them down. Always! So why was it hard to find a girl who left her house with nothing but the clothes on her back? There was foul play at hand and Alec needed to get to the bottom of it. So in secret Alec hired a private investigator without informing Carlos or Crystal.
It took Miranda a whole year to sort her life out. Carlos had arranged a house for her in the suburbs. A nice quiet area where everybody apparently knew everybody. Her house was nice and small. A two bedroom home with a neat yard. Fully fenced and it had an alarm. Her furniture was nice, it took Miranda a few weeks before she attempted to go furniture shopping. Carlos had arranged a laptop for her. He would email her never using her name or his. His emails never suggested anything, they were always about a movie or a book. Miranda later figured out this was his way of making sure she was ok.
Money was never an issue. Carlos had arranged a bank card where she was given a pin and could withdraw thousands at a time at a bank if needed without signing a thing. Carlos kept the money flowing for her. After the first six month Miranda felt bad taking Carlos"s money and decided to find a job.
Although her guard was always up Miranda relaxed a little into her new life. She found a job at a cafe only a ten minute walk from where she lived. It wasn"t too bad. Paid okay and she enjoyed talking to the customers. Her black mini skirt and white tight top uniform was apparently drawing more and more customers, sure enough it was only an increase in the male customers.
After a year Miranda was as settled as best as she could due to the circ.u.mstances and despite constantly looking over her shoulder she finally adjusted to her new life. She met a waitress who worked with her, Toni, a nice blond with dark brown eyes. She was very pretty. She was two years older than Miranda and had a killer of a body. Miranda always admired Toni"s way, so carefree and so loveable. Sure enough they formed a bond and became very close. It was nice to have friends. Or a friend.
"What do you feel like eating?" Toni asked while rummaging through Miranda"s fridge.
"Not fussy, anything will do."
"I"m starving Mira come on let"s just get take out." Toni whined.
"Fine but if I get fat it"s because of all the s.h.i.+t you"re making me eat!" Toni laughed as she picked up the phone and ordered Chinese.
"Why do you care if your fat or not? You won"t date anybody," not this again. Miranda was so over this topic.
"I told you before I"m not interested in guys." She teased.
"Soooo does that mean you"re... Gay?" Miranda threw her head back and laughed.
"If only it were that simple Toni, I"d have thrown you on the floor and had my way with you," Toni joined in and they both laughed.
"Wow Mira you like it rough!" Miranda stopped laughing. Toni looked at her with concern.
"Hey what"s wrong? You look like you"re ready to pa.s.s out. It was just a joke Hun. Are you okay?"
Forcing a smile, "I"m fine it"s nothing, I"m just so hungry, where is that Chinese anyway?" Miranda was obviously trying to change the subject. She was grateful when Toni let it go.
Miranda and Toni had a blast together. They would spend endless hours at the beach. Toni would date random guys always pressuring Miranda to double date. Miranda always declined. One day by the beach Toni was daydreaming.
"h.e.l.lo earth to Toni! Are you there Toni?" Toni smirked.
"Shut up Mira." Miranda laughed.
"Um you need to spill! What"s going down? Why are you all in la la land?"
"I think I"m in love Mira, really in love." Miranda was so happy for her friend. She deserved happiness she was such a gem and really needed somebody to love her like she was meant to be loved.
"What? No way! Is this one of you last minute random guys that you think you"re in love with then after the first date decide it"s not for you?" Miranda was teasing her and Toni rolled her eyes.
"I"m serious Mira this is it. He"s everything I want in a guy. I have been seeing him for a few month now. I didn"t want to say anything because, you know you look so sad sometimes."
"I"m sorry Toni I never meant for you to feel like that. I"m so happy for you. I can"t wait to meet him. I"m sure he"s something special to be involved with you. You deserve the best and for you to be with anybody for a few month than I"m guessing this is the real deal!"
"Now you"re going to make me cry. Mira he asked me to marry him. I said yes." Wow Miranda was speechless. Okay this was huge.
"Oh my G.o.d! You"re getting f.u.c.king married! You are getting f.u.c.king married!" They embraced. Miranda was elated for Toni.
Work was a little more demanding with Toni needing time off to organize her wedding. Miranda wasn"t able to be involved in much. She went with Miranda to the dress fitting and cried when she saw her in her dress. She looked like a princess that had come out of a fairy tale.
"My sister Lela"s gown is red, and she"s matron of honor so you, Sally and Lilly will be wearing red dresses. I"m thinking something long and fitting." Toni was so excited. Apparently her man who always seemed away on business was doing well for himself allowing Toni to indulge a little. She was so eager to meet the man who had stolen her best friend"s heart.
"Toni I swear to G.o.d if you put me in a hideous dress I"ll make it my goal in life to ruin your wedding."
"I swear to you that you will look amazing! Trust me Mira I will keep it simple, couldn"t have you outdo the bride now!" Miranda laughed.
"Shut up as if I can outdo you on my best days."
Few month into the investigation Alec had a lead. When he met up with the private investigator there were pictures of Miranda in a cafe. His first thought was thank G.o.d she was unharmed. After getting over the shock of seeing her picture Alec"s rage started to resurface. She was smiling with the men, enjoying herself. Enjoy Miranda enjoy yourself, it"s not going to f.u.c.king last.
Alec directed the investigator to continue and get any information on her, who she"s dating, where she lives, where she goes and with who. This was going to be fun, his life had meaning again. Alec lived life without fear of consequences. He was always on top of things when it came to his clubs and casinos, but internally he was a wreck. Miranda had caused havoc in his life and he found himself f.u.c.king any p.u.s.s.y that asked for him. They were all more than willing to be whipped or restrained, but it did nothing for Alec. Without Miranda his life had no meaning. He would make her f.u.c.king pay for leaving him when he wasn"t finished with her.
Miranda was missing Toni. Having gone away for a week with Alejandro her fiance Miranda felt very alone. She would need to get used to it, when Toni would be married she wouldn"t be able to spend all her time with Miranda. Whenever Miranda felt small and vulnerable her thoughts would drift to Alec. She always wished her thoughts away because he was a memory she didn"t want to recall. He still haunted her thoughts and her nightmares.
Nightmares of Alec shooting Ethan always had Miranda waking to herself screaming. She couldn"t stop herself shaking. He shot him in cold blood. He shot his own brother in cold blood.
When Miranda was under Alec"s control she somehow always disillusioned herself about that night. Always repressing the memory, Alec always giving her a reason to worry about her next punishment or humiliation. But being away from him and really thinking back that night would scar her for the rest of her life. How did she go on with Alec allowing him to pleasure her and all but begging him to f.u.c.k her? Trying to make him love her? It was just plain sick, Miranda putted it down to Stockholm syndrome. What else could it be? He was a murderer who abused her more ways than she cared to recall.