"Because a boy has just come to sea, and is ignorant of his profession, it appears to be a custom--which I shall take care shall not be followed up--to play him all manner of tricks, and tell him all manner of falsehoods. Now, sir, what have you to say for yourself?"
"Mr Green and I have both just come to sea, sir, and the midshipmen all play us so many tricks," replied I, humbly, "that I hardly know whether what I do is right or wrong."
"But, sir, it was you who played this trick to Mr Green."
"Yes, sir, I told him so for fun, but I didn"t think he was such a fool as to believe me. I only said that you were a freemason, and that freemasons were kind to each other, and that you gave one another signs to know one another by; I heard you say you were a freemason, sir, when I dined in the gun-room."
"Well, sir, I did say so; but that is no reason for your teaching him to be impudent."
"He asked me for the signs, sir, and I didn"t know them exactly; so I gave him the signs that Mr Dott and I always make between us."
"Mr Dott and you--a pretty pair, as I said before. I"ve a great mind to put you in Mr Green"s place--at all events, I shall report your conduct when the captain comes from London. There, sir, you may go."
I put on a penitent face as I went out wiping my eyes with the back of my hands. After I went out, I waited a few seconds at the gun-room door, and then the officers, supposing that I was out of hearing, gave vent to their mirth, the first lieutenant laughing the loudest.
"Cross is right," thought I, as I went up the ladder; a minute afterwards, Mr Green was set free, and, after a severe reprimand, was allowed to return to his duty.
"You are well out of that trick, my hearty," said Bob Cross; "the first lieutenant won"t say a word to the captain, never fear; but don"t try it again."
But an event occurred a few hours afterwards which might have been attended with more serious consequences. The ship was, during the day, surrounded by sh.o.r.e boats of all descriptions, containing Jews, sailors"
wives, and many other parties, who wished to have admittance on board.
It was almost dusk, the tide was running strong flood, and the wind was very fresh, so that there was a good deal of sea. All the boats had been ordered to keep off by the first lieutenant, but they still lingered, in hope of getting on board.
I was looking over the stern, and perceived that the boat belonging to the b.u.mboat woman, who was on board of the ship, was lying with her painter fast to the stern ladder; the waterman was in her, as well as one of the sailors" wives, who had left her own wherry in hopes of getting on board when the waterman went alongside to take in the articles not sold, when the b.u.mboat woman left the ship, which would be in a few minutes, as it was nearly gun-fire for sunset. The waterman, who thought it time to haul alongside, and wished to communicate with his employer on board, was climbing up by the stern ladder.
"That"s against orders, you know," cried I to the man.
"Yes, sir; but it is so rough, that the boat would be swamped if it were to remain alongside long, and I hope you won"t order me down again; there"s some nice cakes in the boat, sir, just under the stern sheets, if you would like to have them, and think it worth while to go down for them."
This was a bribe, and I replied, "No, I don"t want your cakes, but you may come up."
The man thanked me, and walked forward as soon as he had gained the deck. On second thoughts, I determined that I would have the cakes; so I descended by the stern ladder, and desiring the woman who was left in the boat to haul upon the rope, contrived to get into the boat.
"What is it you want, my dear?" said the woman.
"I come for some of those cakes under the stern sheets," replied I.
"Well, I"ll soon rummage them out," said she, "and I hope you will let me slip on board when the boat is alongside. Mind, sir, how you step, you"ll smash all the pipes. Give me your hand. I"m an old sailor."
"I should not think so," replied I, looking at her. I could hardly make out her face, but her form was small, and, if an old sailor, she certainly was a very young woman.
We had a good many articles to remove before we could get at the cakes, which were under the stern sheets; and the boat rocked and tossed so violently with the sea which was running, that we were both on our knees for some little while before we obtained the basket: when we did, to our surprise, we found that the boat"s painter, somehow or another, had loosened, and that during our search we had drifted nearly one hundred yards from the ship.
"Mercy on me!--why, we are adrift," exclaimed the woman. "What shall we do? It"s no use hailing, they"ll never hear us; look well round for any boat you may see."
"It is getting so dark that we shall not see far," replied I, not much liking our position. "Where shall we go to?"
"Go to!--clean out to St. Helen"s, if the boat does not fill before we get there; and further than that too, if I mistake not, with this gale of wind. We may as well say our prayers, youngster, I can tell you."
"Can"t we make sail upon her?" replied I. "Can"t we try and pull on sh.o.r.e somewhere? Had we not better do that, and say our prayers afterwards?"
"Well said, my little bantam," replied the woman: "you would have made a good officer if you had been spared; but the fact is, boy, that we can do nothing with the oars in this heavy sea; and as for the sail, how can you and I step the mast, rolling and tossing about in this way? If the mast were stepped, and the sail set, I think I could manage to steer, if the weather was smoother, but not in this bubble and this gale; it requires older hands than either you or I."
"Well, then, what must we do?"
"Why, we must sit still and trust to our luck, bale out the boat, and keep her from swamping as long as we can, and between times we may cry, or we may pray, or we may eat the cakes and red herrings, or the soft bread and other articles in the boat."
"Let"s bale the boat out first," said I, "for she"s half full of water; then we"ll have something to eat, for I feel hungry and cold already, and then we may as well say our prayers."
"Well, and I tell you what, we"ll have something to drink, too, for I have a drop for Jem, if I could have got on board. I promised it to him, poor fellow, but it"s no use keeping it now, for I expect we"ll both be in Davy"s locker before morning."
The woman took out from where it was secreted in her dress, a bladder containing spirits; she opened the mouth of it, and poured out a portion into one of the milk-cans; having drunk herself, she handed it to me, but not feeling inclined, and being averse to spirits, I rejected it, "Not just now," said I, "by-and-by perhaps."
During the time of this conversation we were swept by a strong tide and strong wind right out of the anchorage at Spithead; the sea was very high, and dashed into the boat, so that I was continually baling to keep it free; the night was as dark as pitch; we could see nothing except the lights of the vessels which we had left far away from us, and they were now but as little twinkles as we rose upon the waves. The wind roared, and there was every appearance of a heavy gale.
"Little hopes of our weathering this storm," said the woman; "we shall soon be swamped if we do not put her before the wind. I"ll see if I cannot find the lines."
She did so after a time, and by means of a rudder put the boat before the wind; the boat then took in much less water, but ran at a swift rate through the heavy sea.
"There, we shall do better now; out to sea we go, that"s clear," said the woman; "and before daylight we shall be in the Channel, if we do not fill and go down; and then, the Lord have mercy upon us, that"s all!
Won"t you take a drop?" continued she, pouring out some spirits into the can.
As I felt very cold, I did not this time refuse. I drank a small quant.i.ty of the spirits; the woman took off the remainder, which, with what she had previously drunk, began to have an effect upon her.
"That"s right, my little Trojan," said she, and she commenced singing.
"A long pull, a strong pull, and a pull altogether; in spite of wind and weather, boys, in spite of wind and weather. Poor Jem," continued she, "he"ll be disappointed; he made sure of being glorious to-night, and I made sure to sleep by his side--now he"ll be quite sober--and I"ll be food for fishes; it"s a cold bed that I shall turn into before morning, that"s certain. Hand me the cakes, boy, if you can fumble them out; the more we fill ourselves, the less room for salt water. Well, then, wind and waves are great bullies; they fly slap back in a fright when they bang against a great ship; but when they get hold of a little boat like this, how they leap and topple in, as if they made sure of us [here a wave dashed into the boat]. Yes, that"s your sort. Come along, swamp a little boat you washy cowards, it"s only a woman and a boy. Poor Jim, he"ll miss me something, but he"ll miss the liquor more; who cares?
Let"s have another drop."
"Give me the lines, then," said I, as I perceived she was letting them go, "or we shall be broadside to the waves again."
I took the rudder lines from her, and steered the boat, while she again resorted to the bladder of spirits.
"Take another sip," said she, after she had filled the milk-can; "it won"t harm you."
I thought the same, for I was wet through, and the wind, as it howled, pierced me to the bones; I took a small quant.i.ty as before, and then continued to keep the boat before the wind. The sea was increasing very much and although no sailor, I felt fully convinced that the boat could not live much longer.
In the meantime the woman was becoming intoxicated very fast. I knew the consequence of this, and requested her to bale out the boat: she did so, and sang a mournful sort of song as she baled, but the howling of the wind prevented me from distinguishing the words.
I cannot well a.n.a.lyse my feelings at this time--they were confused; but this I know, self-preservation and hope were the most predominant. I thought of my mother, of my aunt, of Captain Bridgeman, Captain Delmar, and Bob Cross; but my thoughts were as rapid as the gale which bore us along, and I was too much employed in steering the boat, and preventing the seas from filling it, to have a moment to collect my ideas.
Again the woman applied to the bladder of spirits, and offered some to me; I refused. I had had enough, and by this time she had had too much, and after an attempt to bale she dropped down in the stern sheets, smashing pipes and everything beneath her, and spoke no more.
We had now been more than four hours adrift; the wind was as strong as ever, and, I thought, the sea much higher; but I kept the boat steady before the wind, and by degrees, as I became more accustomed to steer, she did not take in so much water; still the boat appeared to be sinking deeper down, and after a time I considered it necessary to bale her out.
I did so with my hat, for I found it was half full of water; and then I execrated the woman for having intoxicated herself, so as to be useless in such an emergency.
I succeeded in clearing the boat of the major portion of the water, which was no easy task, as the boat, having remained broadside to the wind, had taken in the sea continually as I baled it out. I then once more resumed the helm, and put the boat before the wind, and thus did I continue for two hours more, when the rain came down in torrents, and the storm was wilder than ever, but a Portsmouth wherry is one of the best boats ever built, and so it proved in this instance. Still I was now in a situation most trying for a lad between fourteen and fifteen; my teeth chattered with the cold, and I was drenched through and through; the darkness was opaque, and I could see nothing but the white foam of the waves, which curled and broke close to the gunwale of the boat.
At one moment I despaired, and looked for immediate death; but my buoyant spirit raised me up again, and I hoped. It would be daylight in a few hours, and oh! how I looked and longed for daylight. I knew I must keep the boat before the wind; I did so, but the seas were worse than ever; they now continually broke into the boat, for the tide had turned, which had increased the swell.