Again I left the helm and bailed out; I was cold and faint, and I felt recovered with the exertion; I also tried to rouse the woman, but it was useless. I felt for her bladder of liquor, and found it in her bosom, more than half empty. I drank more freely, and my spirits and my courage revived. After that, I ate, and steered the boat, awaiting the coming daylight.
It came at last slowly--so slowly; but it did come, and I felt almost happy. There is such a horror in darkness when added to danger; I felt as if I could have worshipped the sun as it rose slowly, and with a watery appearance, above the horizon. I looked around me: there was something like land astern of us, such as I had seen pointed out as land by Bob Cross, when off the coast of Portugal; and so it was--it was the Isle of Wight: for the wind had changed when the rain came down, and I had altered the course of the boat so that for the last four hours I had been steering for the coast of France.
But, although I was cold and shivering, and worn out with watching, and tired with holding the lines by which the wherry was steered, I felt almost happy at the return of day. I looked down upon my companion in the boat; she lay sound asleep, with her head upon the basket of tobacco pipes, her bonnet wet and dripping, with its faded ribbons hanging in the water which washed to and fro at the bottom of the boat, as it rolled and rocked to the motion of the waves; her hair had fallen over her face, so as almost to conceal her features; I thought that she had died during the night, so silent and so breathless did she lie. The waves were not so rough now as they had been, for the flood tide had again made; and as the beams of the morning sun glanced on the water, the same billows which appeared so dreadful in the darkness appeared to dance merrily.
I felt hungry; I took up a red herring from one of the baskets, and tore it to pieces with my teeth. I looked around me in every quarter to see if there was any vessel in sight, but there was nothing to be seen but now and then a screaming sea-gull. I tried to rouse my companion by kicking her with my foot; I did not succeed in waking her up, but she turned round on her back, and, her hair falling from her face, discovered the features of a young and pretty person, apparently not more than nineteen or twenty years old; her figure was slight and well formed.
Young as I was, I thought it a pity that such a nice-looking person--for she still was so, although in a state of disorder, and very dirty-- should be so debased by intoxication; and as I looked at the bladder, still half full of spirits I seized it with an intention to throw it overboard, when I paused at the recollection that it had probably saved my life during the night, and might yet be required.
I did not like to alter the course of the boat, although I perceived that we were running fast from the land; for although the sea had gone down considerably, there was still too much for the boat to be put broadside to it. I cannot say that I was unhappy; I found my situation so very much improved to what it was during the darkness of the night.
The sun shone bright, and I felt its warmth. I had no idea of being lost--death did not enter my thoughts. There was plenty to eat, and some vessel would certainly pick us up. Nevertheless, I said my prayers, more devoutly than I usually did.
About noon, as near as I could guess, the tide changed again, and as the wind had lulled very much, there was little or no swell. I thought that, now that the motion was not so great, we might possibly ship the foremast and make some little sail upon the boat; and I tried again more earnestly to rouse up my companion; after a few not very polite attempts, I succeeded in ascertaining that she was alive.
"Be quiet, Jim," said she, with her eyes still closed; "it"s not five bells yet."
Another kick or two, and she turned herself round and stared wildly.
"Jim," said she, rubbing her eyes, and then she looked about her, and at once she appeared to remember what had pa.s.sed; she shrieked, and covered her face up with her hands.
"I thought it was a dream, and was going to tell Jim all about it, at breakfast," said she, sorrowfully, "but it"s all true--true as gospel.
What will become of me? We are lost, lost, lost!"
"We are not lost, but we should have been lost this night if I had been as drunk as you have been," replied I; "I"ve had work enough to keep the boat above water, I can tell you."
"That"s truth," replied she, rising up and taking a seat upon the thwart of the boat. "G.o.d, forgive me, poor wretch that I am: what will Jim think, and what will he say, when he sees my best bonnet in such a pickle?"
"Are you quite sure that you"ll ever see Jim again, or that you"ll ever want your best bonnet?" replied I.
"That"s true. If one"s body is to be tossed about by green waves, it"s little matter whether there"s a bonnet or shawl on. Where are we, do you know?"
"I can just see the land out there," replied I, pointing astern. "The sea is smooth; I think we could ship the foremast, and get sail upon her."
The young woman stood up in the boat.
"Yes," said she, "I"m pretty steady; I think we could. Last night in the dark and the tossing sea I could do nothing, but now I can. What a blessing is daylight to cowards like me--I am only afraid in the dark.
We must put some sail upon the boat, or n.o.body will see us. What did you do with the bladder of liquor?"
"Threw it overboard," replied I.
"Had you courage to do that?--and watching through the the night so wet and cold. Well you did right--I could not have done it. Oh! that liquor--that liquor; I wish there wasn"t such a thing in the world, but it"s too late now. When I first married James Pearson, and the garland was hung to the main-stay of the frigate, n.o.body could persuade me to touch it, not even James himself, whom I loved so much. Instead of quarrelling with me for not drinking it, as he used to do, he now quarrels with me for drinking the most. If you"ll come forward, sir, and help me, we"ll soon get up the foremast. This is it, you see, with the jib pa.s.sed round it. Jim often says that I"d make a capital sailor, if I"d only enter in man"s clothes--but as I tell him, I should be put up at the gangway, for not being sober, before I"d been on board a week."
We contrived to ship the mast, and set the jib and foresail. As soon as the sheets were hauled aft, my companion took the steering lines, saying, "I know how to manage her well enough, now it"s daylight, and I"m quite sober. You must be very tired, sir; so sit down on the thwart, or lie down if you please, and take a nap; all"s safe enough now--see, we lie up well for the land;" and such was the case, for she had brought the boat to the wind, and we skimmed over the waves at the rate of three or four miles an hour. I had no inclination to sleep; I baled the boat out thoroughly, and put the baskets and boxes into some kind of order. I then sat down on the thwarts, first looking round for a vessel in sight; but seeing none, I entered into conversation with my companion.
"What is your name?" said I.
"Peggy Pearson; I have my marriage lines to show: they can throw nothing in my face, except that I"m fond of liquor, G.o.d forgive me."
"And what makes you so fond of it now, since you say that, when you were married, you did not care for it?"
"You may well say that: it all came of _sipping_. James would have me on his knee, and would insist on my taking a sip; and to please him I did, although it made me almost sick at first, and then after a while I did not mind it; and then, you see, when I was waiting at the sallyport with the other women, the wind blowing fresh, and the spray wetting us as we stood on the shingle with our arms wrapped up in our ap.r.o.ns, looking out for a boat from the ship to come on sh.o.r.e, they would have a quartern, and make me take a drop; and so it went on. Then James made me bring him liquor on board, and I drank some with him; but what finished me was, that I heard something about James when he was at Plymouth, which made me jealous, and then for the first time I got tipsy. After that, it was all over with me; but, as I said before, it began with sipping--worse luck, but it"s done now. Tell me what has pa.s.sed during the night. Has the weather been very bad?"
I told her what had occurred, and how I had kicked her to wake her up.
"Well, I deserved more than kicking, and you"re a fine, brave fellow; and if we get on board the Calliope again--and I trust to G.o.d we shall-- I"ll take care to blow the trumpet for you as you deserve."
"I don"t want any one to blow the trumpet for me," replied I.
"Don"t you be proud; a good word from me may be of use to you and it"s what you deserve. The ship"s company will think highly of you, I can tell you. A good name is of no small value--a captain has found out that before now; you"re only a lad, but you"re a regular trump, and the seamen shall all know it, and the officers too."
"We must get on board the ship first," replied I, "and we are a long way from it just now."
"We"re all right, and I have no fear. If we don"t see a vessel we shall fetch the land somewhere before to-morrow morning, and it don"t look as if there would be any more bad weather. I wonder if they have sent anything out to look after us?"
"What"s that?" said I, pointing astern, "it"s a sail of some kind."
"Yes," said Peggy, "so it is; it"s a square-rigged vessel coming up the Channel--we had better get on the other tack, and steer for her."
We wore the boat round and ran in the direction of the vessel; in three hours we were close to her; I hailed her as she came down upon us but no one appeared to hear us or see us, for she had lower studding-sails set, and there was no one forward. We hailed again, and the vessel was now within twenty yards, and we were right across her bows; a man came forward, and cried out, "Starboard your helm," but not in sufficient time to prevent the vessel from striking the wherry, and to stave her quarter in; we dropped alongside as the wherry filled with water, and we were hauled in by the seamen over the gunwale, just as she turned over and floated away astern.
"Touch and go, my lad," said one of the seamen who had hauled me on board.
"Why don"t you keep a better look out?" said Peggy Pearson, shaking her petticoats, which were wet up to the knees. "Paint eyes in the bows of your brig, if you haven"t any yourself. Now you"ve lost a boatful of red-herrings, eggs, and soft tommy--no bad things after a long cruise; we meant to have paid our pa.s.sage with them--now you must take us for nothing."
The master of the vessel, who was on deck, observed that I was in the uniform of an officer. He asked me how it was we were found in such a situation? I narrated what had pa.s.sed in few words. He said that he was from Cadiz bound to London, and that he would put us on sh.o.r.e at any place up the river I would like, but that he could not lose the chance of the fair wind to land me anywhere else.
I was too thankful to be landed anywhere; and telling him that I should be very glad if he could put me on sh.o.r.e at Sheerness, which was the nearest place to Chatham, I asked leave to turn into one of the cabin bed-places, and was soon fast asleep.
I may as well here observe, that I had been seen by the sentry abaft to go down by the stern ladder into the boat, and when the waterman came back shortly afterwards to haul his boat up, and perceived that it had gone adrift, there was much alarm on my account. It was too dark to send a boat after us that night, but the next morning the case was reported to the admiral of the port, who directed a cutter to get under weigh and look for us.
The cutter had kept close in sh.o.r.e for the first day, and it was on the morning after I was picked up by the brig, that, in standing more out, she had fallen in with the wherry, bottom up. This satisfied them that we had perished in the rough night, and it was so reported to the port-admiral and to Captain Delmar, who had just come down from London.
I slept soundly till the next morning, when I found that the wind had fallen and that it was nearly calm. Peggy Pearson was on deck; she had washed herself and smoothed out with an iron the ribbons of her bonnet, and was really a very handsome young woman.
"Mr Keene," said she, "I didn"t know your name before you told it to the skipper here; you"re in a pretty sc.r.a.pe. I don"t know what Jim Pearson will say when you go back, running away with his wife as you have done. Don"t you think I had better go back first, and smooth things over."
"Oh! you laugh now," replied I; "but you didn"t laugh the night we went adrift."
"Because it was no laughing matter. I owe my life to you, and if I had been adrift by myself, I should never have put my foot on sh.o.r.e again.
Do you know," said she to me, very solemnly, "I"ve made a vow--yes, a vow to Heaven, that I"ll leave off drinking; and I only hope I may have strength given me to keep it."
"Can you keep it?" said I.
"I think I can; for when I reflect that I might have gone to my account in that state, I really feel a horror of liquor. If James would only give it up, I"m sure I could. I swear that I never will bring him any more on board--that"s settled. He may scold me, he may beat me (I don"t think he would do that, for he never has yet); but let him do what he pleases, I never will; and if he keeps sober because he hasn"t the means of getting tipsy, I am sure that I shall keep my vow. You don"t know how I hate myself; and although I"m merry, it"s only to prevent my sitting down and crying like a child at my folly and wickedness in yielding to temptation."
"I little thought to hear this from you. When I was with you in the boat, I thought you a very different person."
"A woman who drinks, Mr Keene, is lost to everything. I"ve often thought of it, after I"ve become sober again. Five years ago I was the best girl in the school. I was the monitor and wore a medal for good conduct. I thought that I should be so happy with James; I loved him so, and do so still. I knew that he was fond of liquor, but I never thought that he would make me drink. I thought then that I should cure him, and with the help of G.o.d I will now; not only him, but myself too."