He can"t possibly keep this up. It"s impossible. Nothing living has that much energy and will.It is seven or eight hundred near-vertical feet to the summit.
K swims-kicks-fights his way fifteen feet up the slope. Twenty-five. Thirty.
Getting to my feet, feeling my temples pounding in agony, sensing invisible climbers around me, ghosts hovering in the Death Zone fog of pain and confusion, I step past Gary and start postholing upward, following K"s lead, struggling and swimming up and through the now-broken barrier of snow.
Summit of K2, 28,250 feet We step onto the summit together, arm in arm. All four of us. The final summit ridge is just wide enough to allow this.
Many eight-thousand-meter-peak summits have overhanging cornices. After all this effort, the climber sometimes takes his or her final step to triumph and falls for a mile or so. We don"t know if K2 is corniced. Like many of these other climbers, we"re too exhausted to care.
Kanakaredes can no longer stand or walk after breaking trail through the snowfield for more than six hundred feet. Gary and I carry him the last hundred feet or so, our arms under his mantis arms. I am shocked to discover that he weighs almost nothing. All that energy, all that spirit, and K probably weighs no more than a hundred pounds. The summit is not corniced. We do not fall.
The weather has held, although the sun is setting. Its last rays warm us through our parkas and thermskins. The sky is a blue deeper than cerulean, much deeper than sapphire, incomparably deeper than aquamarine. Perhaps this shade of blue has no word to describe it.
We can see to the curve of the earth and beyond. Two peaks are visible above that curving horizon, their summit icefields glowing orange in the sunset, a great distance to the northeast, probably somewhere in Chinese Turkistan. To the south lies the entire tumble of overlapping peaks and winding glaciers that is the Karakoram. I make out the perfect peak that is Nanga Parbat-Gary, Paul, and I climbed that six years ago-and closer, the Gasherbrum. At our feet, literally at our feet, Broad Peak. Who would have thought that its summit looked so wide and flat from above?
The four of us are all sprawled on the narrow summit, two feet from the sheer drop-off on the north. My arms are still around Kanakaredes, ostensibly propping him up but actually propping both of us up.
The mantispid clicks, hisses, and squeaks. He shakes his beak and tries again. "I am . . .
sorry," he gasps, the air audibly hissing in and out of his beak nostrils. "I ask . . . traditionally, what do we do now? Is there a ceremony for this moment? A ritual required?"
I look at Paul, who seems to be recovering from his earlier inertia. We both look at Gary.
"Try not to f.u.c.k up and die," says Gary between breaths. "More climbers die during the descent than on the way up."
Kanakaredes seems to be considering this. After a minute he says, "Yes but here on the summit, there must be some ritual. ..."
"Hero photos," gasps Paul. "Gotta . . . have . . . hero photos."
Our alien nods. "Did . . . anyone . . . bring an imaging device? A camera? I did not."
Gary, Paul, and I look at each other, pat our parka pockets, and then start laughing. At thisalt.i.tude, our laughter sounds like three sick seals coughing.
"Well, no hero photos," says Gary. "Then we have to haul the flags out. Always bring a flag to the summit, that"s our human motto." This extended speech makes Gary so light-headed that he has to put his head between his raised knees for a minute.
"I have no flag," says Kanakaredes. "The Listeners have never had a flag." The sun is setting in earnest now, the last rays shining between a line of peaks to the west, but the reddish-orange light glows brightly on our stupid, smiling faces and mittens and goggles and ice-crusted parkas.
"We didn"t bring a flag either," I say.
"This is good," says K. "So there is nothing else we need to do?"
"Just get down alive," says Paul.
We rise together, weaving a bit, propping one another up, retrieve our ice axes from where we had thrust them into the glowing summit snow, and begin retracing our steps down the long snowfield into shadow.
G.o.dwin-Austin Glacier, about 17,300 feet It took us only four and a half days to get down, and that included a day of rest at our old Camp Three on the low side of the knife-edge traverse.
The weather held the whole time. We did not get back to our high camp-Camp Six below the ice wall-until after three A.M. after our successful summit day, but the lack of wind had kept our tracks clear even in lamplight, and no one slipped or fell or suffered frostbite.
We moved quickly after that, leaving just after dawn the next day to get to Camp Four on the upper end of the knife-edge before night-tall . .. and before the G.o.ds of K2 changed their minds and blew up a storm to trap us in the Death Zone.
The only incident on the lower slopes of the mountain happened- oddly enough-on a relatively easy stretch of snow slope below Camp Two. The four of us were picking our way down the slope, unroped, lost in our own thoughts and in the not-unpleasant haze of exhaustion so common near the end of a climb, when K just came loose-perhaps he tripped over one of his own hindlegs, although he denied that later- and ended up on his stomach-or at least the bottom of his upper sh.e.l.l, all six legs spraddled, ice axe flying free, starting a slide that would have been harmless enough for the first hundred yards or so if it had not been for the drop off that fell away to the glacier still a thousand feet directly below.
Luckily, Gary was about a hundred feet ahead of the rest of us and he dug in his axe, looped a line once around himself and twice around the axe, timed K"s slide perfectly, and then threw himself on his belly out onto the ice slope, his reaching hand grabbing Kanakaredes"s three fingers as slick as a pair of aerial trapeze partners. The rope snapped taut, the axe held its place, man and mantispid swung two and a half times like the working end of a pendulum, and that was the end of that drama. K had to make it the rest of the way to the glacier without an ice axe the next day, but he managed all right. And we now know how a bug shows embarra.s.sment-his occipital ridges blush a dark orange.
Off the ridge at last, we roped up for the glacier but voted unanimously to descend it by staying close to the east face of K2. The earlier snowstorm had hidden all the creva.s.ses andwe had heard or seen no avalanches in the past seventy-two hours. There were far fewer creva.s.ses near the face, but an avalanche could catch us anywhere on the glacier. Staying near the face carried its own risks, but it would also get us down the ice and out of avalanche danger in half the time it would take to probe for creva.s.ses down the center of the glacier.
We were two-thirds of the way down-the bright red tents of Base Camp clearly in sight out on the rock beyond the ice-when Gary said, "Maybe we should talk about this Olympus Mons deal, K."
"Yes," click-hissed our bug, "I have been looking forward to discussing this plan and I hope that perhaps-"
We heard it then before we saw it. Several freight trains seemed to be bearing down on us from above, from the face of K2.
All of us froze, trying to see the snowplume trail of the avalanche, hoping against hope that it would come out onto the glacier far behind us. It came off the face and across the bergeschrund a quarter of a mile directly above us and picked up speed, coming directly at us.
It looked like a white tsunami. The roar was deafening.
"Run!" shouted Gary and we all took off downhill, not worrying if there were bottomless creva.s.ses directly in front of us, not caring at that point just trying against all logic to outrun a wall of snow and ice and boulders rolling toward us at sixty miles per hour.
I remember now that we were roped with the last of our spidersilk- sixty-foot intervals-the lines clipped to our climbing harnesses. It made no difference to Gary, Paul, and me since we were running flat out and in the same direction and at about the same speed, but I have seen mantispids move at full speed since that day-using all six legs, their hands forming into an extra pair of flat feet-and I know now that K could have shifted into high gear and run four times as fast as the rest of us. Perhaps he could have beaten the avalanche since just the south edge of its wave caught us. Perhaps.
He did not try. He did not cut the rope. He ran with us.
The south edge of the avalanche caught us and lifted us and pulled us under and snapped the unbreakable spidersilk climbing rope and tossed us up and then submerged us again and swept us all down into the creva.s.se field at the bottom of the glacier and separated us forever.
Washington, D.C.
Sitting here in the secretary of state"s waiting room three months after that day, I"ve had time to think about it.
All of us-everyone on the planet, even the bugs-have been preoccupied in the past couple of months as the Song has begun and increased in complexity and beauty. Oddly enough, it"s not that distracting, the Song. We go about our business. We work and talk and eat and watch HDTV and make love and sleep, but always there now-always in the background whenever one wants to listen-is the Song.
It"s unbelievable that we"ve never heard it before this.
No one calls them bugs or mantispids or the Listeners anymore. Everyone, in every language, calls them the Bringers of the Song.
Meanwhile, the Bringers keep reminding us that they did not bring the Song, only taught ushow to listen to it.
I don"t know how or why I survived when none of the others did. The theory is that one can swim along the surface of a snow avalanche, but the reality was that none of us had the slightest chance to try. That wide wall of snow and rock just washed over us and pulled us down and spat out only me, for reasons known, perhaps, only to K2 and most probably not even to it.
They found me naked and battered more than three-quarters of a mile from where we had started running from the avalanche. They never found Gary, Paul, or Kanakaredes.
The emergency CMGs were there within three minutes-they must have been poised to intervene all that time-but after twenty hours of deep probing and sonar searching, just when the marines and the bureaucrats were ready to lase away the whole lower third of the glacier if necessary to recover my friends" bodies, it was Speaker Aduradake- Kanakaredes"s father and mother, it turned out-who forbade it.
"Leave them wherever they are," he instructed the fluttering UN bureaucrats and frowning marine colonels. "They died together on your world and should remain together within the embrace of your world. Their part of the song is joined now."
And the Song began-or at least was first heard-about one week later.
A male aide to the secretary comes out, apologizes profusely for my having to wait-Secretary Bright Moon was with the president-and shows me into the secretary of state"s office. The aide and I stand there waiting.
I"ve seen football games played in smaller areas than this office.
The secretary comes in through a different door a minute later and leads me over to two couches facing each other rather than to the uncomfortable chair near her huge desk. She seats me across from her, makes sure that I don"t want any coffee or other refreshment, nods away her aide, commiserates with me again on the death of my dear friends (she had been there at the memorial service at which the president had spoken), chats with me for another minute about how amazing life is now with the Song connecting all of us, and then questions me for a few minutes, sensitively, solicitously, about my physical recovery (complete), my state of mind (shaken but improving), my generous stipend from the government (already invested), and my plans for the future.
"That"s the reason I asked for this meeting," I say. "There was that promise of climbing Olympus Mons."
She stares at me.
"On Mars," I add needlessly.
Secretary Betty Willard Bright Moon nods and sits back in the cushions. She brushes some invisible lint from her navy blue skirt. "Ah, yes," she says, her voice still pleasant but holding some hint of that flintiness I remember so well from our Top of the World meeting. "The Bringers have confirmed that they intend to honor that promise."
I wait.
"Have you decided who your next climbing partners will be?" she asked, taking out an obscenely expensive and micron-thin platinum oalmlog as if she is going to take notes herself to help facilitate this whim of mine.
"Yeah," I said.Now it was the secretary"s turn to wait.
"I want Kanakaredes"s brother," I say. "His . . . creche brother."
Betty Willard Bright Moon"s jaw almost drops open. I doubt very much if she"s reacted this visibly to a statement in her last thirty years of professional negotiating, first as a take-no-prisoners Harvard academic and most recently as secretary of state. "You"re serious,"
she says.
"Yes."
"Anyone else other than this particular bu-Bringer?"
"No one else."
"And you"re sure he even exists?"
"I"m sure."
"How do you know if he wants to risk his life on a Martian volcano?" she asks, her poker face back in place. "Olympus Mons is taller than K2, you know. And it"s probably more dangerous."
I almost, not quite, smile at this news flash. "He"ll go," I say.
Secretary Bright Moon makes a quick note in her palmlog and then hesitates. Even though her expression is perfectly neutral now, I know that she is trying to decide whether to ask a question that she might not get the chance to ask later.
h.e.l.l, knowing that question was coming and trying to decide how to answer it is the reason I didn"t come to visit her a month ago, when I decided to do this thing. But then I remembered Kanakaredes"s answer when we asked him why the bugs had come all this way to visit us. He had read his Mallory and he had understood Gary, Paul, and me-and something about the human race-that this woman never would.
She makes up her mind to ask her question.
"Why . . . ," she begins. "Why do you want to climb it?"
Despite everything that"s happened, despite knowing that she"ll never understand, despite knowing what an a.s.shole she"ll always consider me after this moment, I have to smile before I give her the answer.
"Because it"s there."
Here"s a pretty good list of Ursula Le Guin"s honors: she"s won numerous Nebulas and Hugos, also a National Book Award, the Harold D. Versell Memorial Award from the American Academy of Arts and Letters, a Pushcart Prize, the World Fantasy Award for Life Achievement, and a Newbery Honor.
It"s been said she"s sf"s most "academically" honored writer, which sounds faintly solicitous. How about this instead: she"s a marvelous science fiction writer-one of the finest ever-who happens to be recognized outside the field.
Still not good enough? What about: she"s a great writer, period, who helped to solidify the achievements of the New Wave by doing nothing more than writing great stories.
The Building.
Ursula K. Le Guin.
On Qoq there are two rational species. The Adaqo are stocky, greenish-tan-colored humanoids who, after a period of EEPT (explosive expansion of population and technology) four to five thousand years ago, barely survived the ensuing ecocastrophe. They have since lived on a modest scale, vastly reduced in numbers and more interested in survival than dominion.
The Aq are taller and a little greener than the Adaqo. The two species diverged from a common simioid ancestor, and are quite similar, but cannot interbreed. Like all species on Qoq, except a few pests and the insuperable and indifferent bacteria, the Aq suffered badly during and after the Adaqo EEPT.
Before it, the two species had not been in contact. The Aq inhabited the southern continent only. As the Adaqo population escalated, they spread out over the three land ma.s.ses of the northern hemisphere, and as they conquered their world, they incidentally conquered the Aq.
The Adaqo attempted to use the Aq as slaves for domestic or factory work, but failed. The historical evidence is shaky, but it seems the Aq, though unaggressive, simply do not take orders from anybody. During the height of the EEPT, the most expansive Adaqo empires pursued a policy of slaughtering the "primitive" and "unteachable" Aq in the name of progress.
Less b.l.o.o.d.y-minded civilizations of the equatorial zone merely pushed the remnant Aq populations into the deserts and barely habitable canebrakes of the coast. There a thousand or so Aq survived the destruction and final crash of the planet"s life-web.
Descent from this limited genetic source may help explain the prevalence of certain traits among the Aq, but the cultural expression of these tendencies is inexplicable in its uniformity.
We don"t know much about what they were like before the crash, but their reputed refusal to carry out the other species" orders might imply that they were already, as it were, working under orders of their own.
As for the Adaqo, their numbers have risen from perhaps a hundred thousand survivors of the crash to about two million, mostly on the central north and the south continents. They live in small cities, towns, and farms, and carry on agriculture and commerce; their technology is efficient but modest, limited both by the exhaustion of their world"s resources and by strict religious sanctions.
The present-day Aq number about forty thousand, all on the south continent. They live as gatherers and fishers, with some limited, casual agriculture. The only one of their domesticated animals to survive the die-offs is the boos, a clever creature descended from pack-hunting carnivores. The Aq hunted with boos when there were animals to hunt. Since the crash, they use the boos to carry or haul light loads, as companions, and in hard times as food.
Aq villages are movable; their houses, from time immemorial, have consisted of fabric domes stretched on a frame of light poles or canes, easy to set up, dismantle, and transport. The tall cane which grows in the swampy lakes of the desert and all along the coasts of the equatorial zone of the southern continent is their staple; they gather the young shoots for food, spin and weave the fiber into cloth, and make rope, baskets, and tools from the stems. When they have used up all the cane in a region they pick up the village and move on. The caneplants regenerate from the root system in a few years.
They have kept pretty much to the desert-and-canebrake habitat enforced upon them by the Adaqo in earlier millennia. Some, however, camp around outside Adaqo towns and engage in a little barter and filching. The Adaqo trade with them for their fine canvas and baskets, andtolerate their thievery to a surprising degree.
Indeed the Adaqo att.i.tude to the Aq is hard to define. Wariness is part of it; a kind of unease that is not suspicion or distrust; a watchfulness that, surprisingly, stops short of animosity or contempt, and may even become conciliating, as if the uneasiness were located in the Adaqo conscience.
It is even harder to say what the Aq think of the Adaqo. They communicate in a pidgin or jargon containing elements from both Adaqo and Aq languages, but it appears that no individual ever learns the other species" language. The two species seem to have settled on coexistence without relationship. They have nothing to do with each other except for these occasional, slightly abrasive contacts at the edges of Adaqo settlements-and a certain limited, strange collaboration having to do with what I can only call the specific obsession of the Aq.
I am not comfortable with the phrase "specific obsession," but "cultural instinct" is worse.
At about two and a half or three years old, Aq babies begin building. Whatever comes into their little greeny-bronze hands that can possibly serve as a block or brick they pile up into "houses." The Aq use the same word for these miniature structures as for the fragile cane-and-canvas domes they live in, but there is no resemblance except that both are roofed enclosures with a door. The children"s "houses" are rectangular, flat-roofed, and always made of solid, heavy materials. They are not imitations of Adaqo houses, or only at a very great remove, since most of these children have never seen an Adaqo building or a representation of one.
It is hard to believe that they imitate one another with such unanimity that they never vary the plan; but it is harder to believe that their building style, like that of insects, is innate.
As the children get older and more skillful they build larger constructions, though still no more than knee-high, with pa.s.sages, courtyards, and sometimes towers. Many children spend all their free time gathering rocks or making mud bricks and building "houses." They do not populate their buildings with toy people or animals or tell stories about them. They just build them, with evident pleasure and satisfaction. By the age of six or seven some children begin to leave off building, but others go on working together with other children, often under the guidance of interested adults, to make "houses" of considerable complexity, though still not large enough for anyone to live in. The children do not play in them.