Secrets We Should Keep

"oh G.o.d.." I sighned and close my eyes.

"is your ship sank?!" I opened my eyes in shock and turned back to see him. He was leaning to refrigerator and have gla.s.s of juice in his hand. When did he came here?! Why I didn"t see him? Did he come from door why there was no sound.. G.o.d is he gene..Why he appeared like this in morning ?!

"don"t push your mind too much , it might explode.. I come from door," he sit on chair near desk and start eating. Well I didn"t hear door maybe it was open. But how I should say him I should go to university?! Is he except?! Or he say you should stay home and make launch for me, come on Rosa just ask him I open my mouth to ask him but before I tell something he said"don"t you want to eat breakfast? Or you just want to glare at me like that. "I sit and start to make sandwiche for myself,how should I say" can I ask you something " he noded with his head" I should go to university.."

He move his hand in the air like removing something and said" well, don"t you want to eat your breakfast and go sooner!! I don"t think your lazy student, Are you?! "

" No, I"m not lazy" I rolled my eyes and put my sandwiches in cover and put it on my bag.

"I hope so because I don"t like lazy students " I wanted to tell him its none of your business but instead I said "I will come back before lunch, should I make lunch for one or two person?!"

"two, or you suppose to not make lunch for yourself" I smiled in half and said" I thought you stay in company for lunch today. So I wanted to make food just for myself.. " he cut my sentence again "I won"t go to company today. Now you should hurry before your cla.s.s being late. Leave" I bowed my head and get out of kitchen. I didn"t think he react like that,Didn"t he learn how to talk with girls? How rude! "leave.." he said like he is ordering. I wave my hand for taxi and got into car.

I try to forget about his manner. I breathe deeply and knocked on the door of cla.s.s and opened it, cla.s.s goes silent for minutes and than one sound come "Rosa, can you please don"t knock before coming into cla.s.s we think it"s teacher.." I looked at Armin, one of cla.s.smate that hate me, " don"t you know I like making you nervous" and I grinned "roooooseeey"

I turned back and some one jump into my huge "rosey I missed you, where have you been this two weeks, teachers said your sick, Are you better?!"

I separated myself with her and said" yes, dear. I"m okay. Lets take seat." I sit near her and her brother.

She take my face in her hand and looked at me."did you see yourself in mirror, you said you are okay while your face tell something else. Why you didn"t make up? You look like zombie with this pale skin and those hole under your eyes... "

" hey sister let her go, why you take her face like that, she hurt" she took her hand and rolled her eyes for her brother. "it"s non of your business what I do with my friend"

"she is my friend, too. When you want to believe this?!" she frowned and said "I met her sooner than you and because you were greedy you become friend with her, too. If I wasn"t her friend you weren"t her friend, too. You jealous boy."

I looked at them they always faught with each other for any reason . I laughed and said"come on. It"s not important who met me first, what is important is that you two are my only friend so please stop fighting with each other. " they looked at me,and they become silent. Saman said "okay mom you win. we don"t fight with each other but why were you absent for two week?You are our nerd. its rare that you don"t come to cla.s.ses. Was something wrong?! Tell us what happened we are your friend."

I smiled in half and said "it was about my step father.." I put down my head. "he finished." two of them goes silent for minutes after that Sara huge me and said "you should told us sooner. I"m sorry for your loss." I tried to don"t cry and kissed her cheek. "I"m sorry I didn"t want to make you worry. He was sick for long time we were excepted that, this will happen. And please don"t cry, I don"t like to cry in cla.s.s" he seprated from me and remove her tears with her hand and said "I shocked, your step father was too kind..." she take her head up and push her eyes with hand "I shouldn"t cry, I shouldn"t cry"

"Rosa" I look at Saman. His eyes were confused and sad. "you should told us." I noded with my head. "I"m sorry, but I was too busy, lot of thing happened unexpectedly, and I were shocked, too"

Saman noded "I know, I"m sorry for your loss." and he leand to his chair and stared to door.

I was being friend with them for four years. They have lot of memory from father, too. they are my only friends and I don"t like see theme this way. I laughed and said "come on babies. Don"t be like this. We will die, too. Sara you should think about my face, look at me, I"m look like old woman." I take her hands in my hands.

"please do something for me, my lady. I think all boys hate to look at my face, see I have crack on my lips and you can planting flower under my eyes." I looked at Saman and said to her "see even your brother can"t look at my f.u.c.king face."

He frowned and said "shut up,Rosa. You look better than Sara even in this awful face."

She shouted "what the f.u.c.k did you said, a.s.shole?"

Sara has big black eyes with thick eyebrows and long eyelashes, small nose, big lips and curly hair. She is perfect and his brother, too,because they are twins but his hair is straight and soft.

" you are a.s.shole..... " with sound of the door both of them become silent. I stared at door. Teacher came into cla.s.s and every one stands. Mr. Salami is our psychology teacher , he is young and attractive. All the girl in University like him because he is rich and he has kind heart. He sit on his chair and looked around cla.s.s and his eyes stopped on me, oh no not again. His voice come" miss. Rostami What a pleasure of seeing you?! Do you feel better?! " I smiled and said" thank you, I feel better."

"good, final exams are coming, you should care more about your health" I nodded with my head and he continue to look at other students. Sara move closer to me and said near my ear " I"m sure he likes you" I hit her side and said " don"t tell bull s.h.i.t, please" she smiled mischievously and move farther on the other side Saman come closer and said "I know that kind of look, Rosa, I think he is in love with you" I rolled my eyes and stare at my book. Untill the end of cla.s.ses none of them talked again. At the end of cla.s.s we walked in yard. Sara said "but I"m a.s.sure you he will ask you for date."

"oh, Gross" I sighned. She hit my arm and said "but every girl in school like him,why you don"t likehim?"

"maybe you can"t believe but I rather go to date with Armin than Mr. Salami." this time Saman said "oh gross. Seriously?! Armin!! " I grinned and said "it was example don"t be jealous.I have more fun with bothering him. " he drinked his milk and said "I"m not jealous because I"m not intereste in girls. Don"t have lot of confidence" Sara hit his head "shut up, bro. I want niece, what do you mean your not interested in girls"

"than I should ask Rosa for date and she definitely doesn"t except, so there is no other option,because I don"t like any other girl,they are so spoilt."

I laughed and said "I"m sure lot of girl have crush on you, but they don"t have this dare to come and ask to you" he smiled evily that show his white teeth "and than why they don"t have dare ?" I look at his eye and said "it"s obvious.. Because of your devil smile but if they see Mr. Rad they come and beg you for dating with them" both of them looked at me "why you look at me like this?!"

"you said Mr. Rad have kind smiles." Saman said.

"yes he had. But I"m talking about his son the third child that I never saw him until now. You should see how he smile I think I"m looking at demon face, he look scary not that kind of scary, he smile like crazy guy who want to grab and strangle you. Oh, I don"t know how I could control my mouth in front of him?! I want to kick him when he smile, s.h.i.t, I got gooseb.u.mps. "

Saman frowned and said" you mean you are living with him now. "

" yes, unfortunately. I begged his sisters to introduce me as servant until I found home and move from their. "

" but why servant? you are his father daughter " Sara said.

" yes, but I don"t have any proof that said I was under care of his father, and he won"t believe so we planned like this until I found home for myself. "

" than we should find home sooner, I will ask father to search for good home. I don"t like you be at home alone with a man, who know what he will do"

I smiled and said"thank you Sara, but I don"t think he has that dare to do something, because before he touch me I broke both of his arm and now we should focus on something more important and that is finding good girl for your brother, he shouldn"t be singel forever, I scared he push himself too much" me and Sara started laughing like craziest and everyone around us turned back to look at us. Saman grinned and said "don"t dare me, you know what will happen if I start to laugh like you two." I hit his side and said "come on laugh I like to see some unconscious girl today, its good for my mood."

"shut up, I know you don"t like it"

Sara grab his brother and my arm and we start to walk outside the gate of university while we were laughing and bothering Saman.

"Rosa, we will arrive you to home" Saman said.

"No, thanks. I have work some place in my way. See you later." I wanted to go when Saman grab my sleeve. I looked back at him "be careful with that guy."

"don"t be worry I know what to do" he let go of my sleeve "if you need something just call, okay?!"

"okay Saman. Sara hug your brother for me, he is acting so cute and nice." I smiled.

Sara hugged her brother and said"oh, sweetie don"t be kind you moved my heart.. "

I started to walk away from them while listening to there talk " let me go, you are struggling me, let me go "

" oh brother, my dear sweetheart brother let go home, I like to f.u.c.k you" Sara laughed devily.

"shut up, I"m your brother how could you say that, you.." by going into another alley there voice faint away. They never stop bothering each other. When I see them I want to have brother, too. Saman act like bigger brother for me since we met each other.

Because I"m his sister friend and I have a similar manner with his sister and that is we both can"t count on boys and he is only boys that has similar feeling about girls.