"And they have no secrets from each other--these two men?"
Lady Phipps exhibited a little astonishment at this abrupt question, but after a moment she answered, with a smile:
"Nay, that I cannot tell. My husband loves the old man. Indeed, with the exception perhaps of Norman Lovel, I know hardly any one to whom he is so much attached; but as for secrets, I fancy Sir William shares them with no one."
"Then he is greatly attached to this youth?"
"Indeed he is, or nothing would have induced him to interfere about this engagement. Elizabeth is like our own daughter, and as for Lovel--but you have seen him."
"Yes: I can readily understand your affection for him," answered Barbara, with a little weariness in her manner.
Lady Phipps, who seldom dwelt on any subject long, arranged the toilet ornaments over again, and left the room, advising her visitor to lie down and rest a little after her long walk.
Did Barbara Stafford rest? Could she rest? Why had she come to that house? Not by her own wish; a sort of fatality had dragged her there.
The evident desire of young Lovel might have influenced her somewhat, little as the thing seemed possible. She went there as a bird flutters into the open jaws of a serpent, and remained, restless, unhappy, and watchful, without the wish or power to change.
The kindness of Lady Phipps oppressed her terribly; she rather preferred the reserve, and almost evident dislike of Elizabeth Parris. Like most persons who cannot be entirely frank, she shrunk as much from affection as curiosity.
Lady Phipps, with all her warm-heartedness, was a proud woman, and felt the hidden repulsion with which her hospitality was met, without really understanding it. Yet, strange to say, this only increased her desire to win the confidence of her guest.
From the very moment she first saw the foreign lady sitting in the sunshine by the old stone farm-house, this desire had risen in her heart, and grew upon her like a fascination.
She would have given any thing for one down-right, cordial beam of affection from those downcast eyes, which seemed forever to look beyond, or glance aside from her face in the most friendly moments.
Yet a third party would have seen nothing strange in this visit. The etiquette of life went on quietly and with high-bred elegance. Nothing but soft words and gentle courtesies pa.s.sed from morning till night, yet there was not a happy, or even contented, heart in the house.
But the most remarkable change fell upon young Lovel. He became dreamy, almost sad, the brilliancy of his youth seemed to have withered up suddenly. Instead of the dashing gayety, for which he was so remarkable, a pleasant sadness crept over him; he smiled now where he had laughed before. He forgot to perpetuate or renew the little quarrel which had sprung up between himself and Elizabeth on the first day of Barbara Stafford"s visit, and though the poor girl went about the house with heavy eyes and flushed cheeks all that day, he did not seem conscious of it. Alas for the woman who is doomed to bring such discord into a household where love has been almost perfect before!
Elizabeth was a bright, single-hearted young creature, proud, impulsive, and full of generous qualities. Before night-fall that evening she had repented of her petulance, and pined for a reconciliation with her young lover; still he did not seek her, did not even seem to know that she was suffering, but went away into the garden by himself, and walked moodily up and down the gravel walks.
Elizabeth had grown very humble by this time. Quarrels may be pleasant in flirtations, but where real love is, they trouble a good heart as sin would torment an angel. After a little struggle, in which pride leaped in fire to her cheeks, while regret filled her eyes with tears, and set her sweet lips trembling like rosebuds in a fall of summer rain, she went down the walk, holding out her pretty hand, like a naughty child, seized with sudden awkwardness, anxious to confess herself in the wrong, but not knowing how to begin.
"Norman," she said, and the little hand fell softly upon his arm, "Norman, I am so sorry!"
The young man started and looked up, as if he had been half asleep till then.
"Sorry, Elizabeth; and for what?"
He spoke naturally, and looked surprised. Anger, even rage, would have been far less cruel than this forgetfulness of words that had wrung her heart to the core. She could not speak, but drew her hand back, looking at him with those large blue eyes slowly filling with anguish.
That look must have aroused him had it really fixed his glance; but on the instant, Barbara Stafford came into the garden alone. A white scarf was wound over her head, in double folds, and there was a look in her face, as she turned it with a bend towards the sunset, which reminded the youth of the features of Beatrice Cenci, which he had once seen and almost wept before, in Rome. He forgot the young girl who hovered like a wounded bird in his path, and went towards the woman.
Elizabeth followed him with her eyes; she saw the smile--that luminous, eloquent smile, with which Barbara greeted the youth: a smile that no human being ever saw to question the woman"s beauty afterwards. The tears trembling in her eyes, fired up like diamonds. She dashed them upon the air with a sweep of her hand, and turned away humbled, haughty, and almost heart-broken.
It will be a long time, Norman Lovel, before that girl asks pardon of you again; she is almost ready to scoff at herself for loving you; her foot presses the tessellated floor of that hall with the tread of a queen.
She looked forth from the window of her chamber, and saw them walking together; Norman, her lover, and the strange lady. He was evidently listening to her as she conversed, for his face was turned upon her with a look of absorbing attention, and it brightened eloquently, though he did not smile--the talk seemed too earnest and serious for that. She could not remember the time when he had looked at _her_ with such devotion. Poor child! her heart was sick with jealousy--and of whom?
They walked together till the new moon rose, and hung like a golden sickle over the trees; then they moved quietly towards the house, and Elizabeth heard the lady retreat to her own room, while Lovel wandered off into the grounds, without once glancing up at the window where she stood. How bitterly she began to hate the woman who, without youth or a t.i.the of her own rare beauty, had taken possession of a heart which had been so completely hers.
CHAPTER XVIII.
GATHERING ROSES AND THORNS.
Thus it went on day after day. Barbara lost something of her gloom; a new feeling, strange and inexpressibly sweet, brought back freshness to the life that had become almost a burden. Strong concentration was a vital portion of her nature; her thoughts fixed on one object, clung to it like ivy to a ruin; force itself could not tear them away. She asked herself again and again, what it was that centred the best portion of her nature around that youth--love! the blush of a haughty shame heated her cheek as the word presented itself, disturbing the august repose of her womanhood; besides, was not that heart closed and locked over one image? In all those years had she kept it sacred to turn the golden key at last, that a mere youth might jostle her idol in its sanctuary?
Barbara laughed at the thought, she dashed it aside with a strong will, and contented herself with the remembrance that Norman had saved her life, and that grat.i.tude with her was stronger than the love of most women. As for Norman, he never thought deeply in those years; he did not even attempt to understand his own feelings; he had saved the life of a woman whose presence and character filled him with the most profound admiration; her society had opened a new phase of existence to him; he did not quite know whether he had ceased to love Elizabeth or not; there was no room in his thoughts for the question. In his pa.s.sionate nature the last sensation was sure to overwhelm all others, at least for the time.
Elizabeth was young, and had not learned that most important lesson of life, _how to wait_. To her this interest in another seemed an infatuation that must last forever. The bitterness and grief of this thought developed her character as a storm beats the flowers open. She was no longer the childish creature who unlocked the door that eventful morning for Norman Lovel; pride, resentment, a haughty power of self-torture, had rendered her womanly like the rest.
At first Barbara made some effort to win the confidence of this young girl, but the reserve with which her advances were met, soon chilled the wish into indifference. Thus the two fell wider and wider apart, stretching the thread of destiny which was sure to connect them at last, till it grew small as the film of a spider"s web, but never broke.
One day Elizabeth went into the chamber where Lady Phipps sat alone, busy with some fine needle-work. She drew a stool, and seating herself upon it, laid her head in the lady"s lap, and looked up in her face with a long, mournful gaze, that made that kind heart swell beneath its lace-kerchief.
"Why, Bessy child, what is it troubles you? these heavy, heavy eyes frighten me; is any thing the matter?"
"Oh, mother!" A warm color rushed into Lady Phipps"s cheek at the word mother; it was the first time that most sacred term had ever been addressed to her.
"Well, my child--my child!" the kind woman repeated the word twice, with a sort of bashful pleasure, for they sprung to her lips like honey-dew.
"Oh, I wish so much that you were indeed my mother, for then I could tell you how--how very unhappy I am."
Lady Phipps bent down, removed the bright hair from the young girl"s forehead, and kissed it tenderly.
"I _am_ your mother, darling; she who is dead could scarcely have loved you more; now tell me what this trouble is."
Elizabeth turned her face, and buried it in the lady"s robe.
"This lady--this strange woman--this Barbara Stafford--oh, send her away!"
"Why, what of her, my child?--remember she is our invited guest, a stranger, and--"
"I know--I know all that, but she is killing me--she drinks up my life like a vampire."
"Like a vampire--that pleasant, n.o.ble woman! Why Bessy child, you must be ill!"
"There, there! she has fascinated you like the rest; I have n.o.body left to care about or pity me; she has dried up every little spring of love that I used to drink at, and n.o.body sees it."
Elizabeth rose to her feet, flinging back the curls from her face with both hands, and casting glances of reproach upon the lady.
"_You_ against me--_you_ her friend--I hope you will never live to repent of it!"
"My dear child!"
"Don"t call me that; I won"t be the child of _her_ friend! You have seen it all: how she came with her smiles and her bright words to steal the heart that belonged to me--you have seen them together half the time in the garden--in the portico--wherever the place was shady, and no one likely to intrude. Then you ask me with that kind voice, just as ever, "Elizabeth, what is it troubles you?""