Lady Phipps could not help smiling a little, for, occupied with her own pleasant duties, she had scarcely noticed the things of which Elizabeth complained, and this outbreak of jealousy amused, while it distressed her.
"Bessie, this is childish--it is absurd--of course Norman would do every thing in his power to amuse our guest--it is his duty; besides, you know he saved her life, and that counts for a great deal. We always like those we have served; nothing is more natural!"
"But we do not forget our old friends--we do not abandon all the world for them!"
"Nor has Lovel. Be patient till the novelty of this visit is worn away."
Lady Phipps held out her hand with a pleading tenderness that brought the wayward girl to her feet again.
"Foolish child!" she said, taking the fair young face between both hands and kissing it. "Foolish, foolish child!"
"You would not think it foolish if she had snared Sir William, and shut his heart against you!"
Lady Phipps dropped her hands slowly, and a strange look came to her eyes.
"You talk wildly, Elizabeth," she said, in a faltering voice.
"She came between him and heaven when he stood by the altar to be baptized. You did not see her; no one saw her, I think, except myself; but the cup of wine trembled in his hand, he grew pale as death. It was her shadow touching him as she pa.s.sed up the aisle."
"I remember this. He did grow pale; I never saw my husband tremble before. But it was a solemn occasion, and Sir William felt it deeply. If this lady was present, I am sure he did not know it."
Lady Phipps spoke half to her own thoughts, half to the young girl, who lay sobbing in her lap; seized with regret for the words she had spoken the moment their effect became visible in the features and voice of her benefactress.
"I think no one saw her but myself and Norman," sobbed the girl. "She stood back from the altar, and did not come out with the rest. It seemed to me as if the house grew darker when she entered it. Oh, Lady Phipps--Lady Phipps, she is a terrible woman!"
The lady was too just and generous for these wild denunciations to influence her; but she grew watchful of her guest, and the distrust floating in her mind after this conversation deepened almost to dislike before her husband returned.
Keenly, almost as Elizabeth herself, she watched the intimacy which had sprung up between Barbara and the young secretary--an intimacy that seemed to have shut her out from the young man"s regard almost as completely as it had separated him from Elizabeth.
Barbara Stafford was unconscious of the bitter feelings which her presence in that house had brought to life. Preoccupied by many painful thoughts, she gave herself no opportunities for observation. She did not remark that every hour threw her more and more into the society of the youth; and that her intercourse with the ladies contracted itself almost to the commonest courtesies of life.
One evening Barbara and Norman came up from the garden as usual, when the dusk had closed in upon them, and seated themselves in the front portico. Elizabeth was alone on one of the side seats when they came up.
She had become used to this kind of solitude now, and rather sought it than otherwise. The young are always ready to convert sorrow into martyrdom.
She arose as they mounted the steps, and prepared to retreat into the house; but Barbara, whose old nature came out of its sadness whenever she had been long with Norman, spoke to her with that gentle empress.e.m.e.nt which few persons could resist.
"Do not leave us, Miss Parris," she said; "the evening is so lovely."
It was not the words; they were nothing; but there was a spell in Barbara Stafford"s voice that even hatred could not resist. Elizabeth sat down, holding her breath.
Barbara carried a quant.i.ty of red roses in her hand, which Norman had gathered from a plant in the garden. Some memory was aroused by the flowers, which caused her to receive them with reluctance. She had held the roses for a moment, as if doubtful whether to place them on her bosom or dash them to the earth; but seeing that her hesitation annoyed the youth, carried them in her hand.
"You are young," she said, laying the roses in Elizabeth"s lap; "flowers should whisper only cheerful things. To you they will speak of the present, and that should be gladsome. When they bring back the past to any one, it is always a pain. Young gentleman, hereafter you shall gather roses only for ladies who have hopes, like yourself!"
Elizabeth"s first impulse was to take up the flowers from her lap, and throw them over the railing behind the seat; but the very sound of Barbara"s voice drove this bitter pride from her heart. She allowed them to remain in her lap--thought of the blush roses he had given to her so little time before in that very place, and bent her head lower and lower that Norman might not see the tears which gathered in her eyes.
Barbara did not observe these tears, for Elizabeth sat so much in the shadow that the drooping outline of her figure alone was visible; but this was enough to enlist the quick sympathy of a woman who never looked unmoved on human sorrow. She sat down at once, and with a movement of tender interest took the little hand which had fallen among the flowers.
Elizabeth started as if a serpent had crept out from among the roses and stung her palm. But scarcely had Barbara"s fingers closed on hers, when she was seized with an irresistible impulse to return their clasp; and, in her sorrow, she leaned towards the woman, whom she had hated so bitterly a few moments before, as a sun-flower bends towards the sun.
Barbara felt the change, without understanding it. This gift of winning affection with a look, and of turning hate into love, was the great power of her character. She did not herself comprehend it, but the very magnetism of her presence was a prerogative richer than that of royalty, and as dangerous. Something kindred to this power existed in the youth; it was perhaps this subtle feeling that drew these persons into their present companionship.
When her heart was full of either joy or sadness, Barbara Stafford conversed beautifully. Her voice, as I have said, was full of tenderness and pathos; it came from the heart like a gush of spring water. She was depressed that evening; a little thing suffices to draw out the low tones of a nature like hers. Some angel had come out from the past, and troubled the waters of her soul; no matter upon what her conversation turned, the melody of these waters was certain to ripple through.
She dropped into conversation as they all sat together, pursuing no particular subject, but wandering from thought to thought, as a forest-bird touches this branch and then another, in its flight upward.
Elizabeth leaned towards her, and listened; she saw the eyes of her young lover kindle under the influence of those words, till their brightness was visible in the gathering mist. She felt no resentment then. With her hand clasped in those caressing fingers, to love that woman seemed the most natural thing in life. She began even to join in the conversation, to call Lovel by his given name, and, for the time, turn back pleasantly to her old friendly ways. After a little, Norman came over from his place opposite the two ladies, and sat down on the other side of Elizabeth. His hand stole in among the roses, and Barbara left that of Elizabeth in its clasp. The heart of the young girl began to swell: she leaned her head upon Norman"s shoulder, and wept silently.
A little time more, and those two young souls would have been reconciled again. A human heart-throb must sometimes unweave that chain of pa.s.sing events which men call destiny; but here it was not to be.
The sound of horses" feet came along the road, slowly and heavily, as if the tired animals were returning from a long journey. The little group in front of Governor Phipps"s house ceased speaking, and listened.
"It is--it is my father," cried Elizabeth, starting up; "see, they turn this way! It is the governor, and my father!"
Barbara Stafford gathered the shawl around her, shivering, till the teeth chattered in her head; but she sat still, with her features lost in the shadow of the porch; she seemed chilled through by the night air.
Norman Lovel descended the steps, and stood waiting for the horses to come up. A week before, Elizabeth would have sprung to his side; now, she stood alone a moment, then ran into the house to inform Lady Phipps of her husband"s coming.
Barbara Stafford arose, looked through the gathering darkness, and saw three hors.e.m.e.n moving towards the house; they dismounted; one paused on the terrace, struggling against his own eager wishes. The other came hurriedly up the steps. The third, who was a servant, wheeled around, and rode towards the stables, leading the two weary horses by their bridles.
Barbara Stafford turned from the terrace as the man came up; the twilight clung around her like a veil; there she stood motionless--she had been searching in vain for the door latch. He came up the steps, saw a female figure in the gloom, and held out his arms.
"My wife!"
Barbara Stafford had no power to move; she felt his arms around her, she felt herself strained to his bosom, and his lips pressed upon hers. That instant the door opened, and Lady Phipps stood upon the threshold in a river of light, which flowed out from the hall.
CHAPTER XIX.
CONVERSATION ON THE PORCH.
As the opening door revealed that unexpected scene, Lady Phipps started forward with a smothered exclamation, half surprise, half horror. Then she as suddenly drew back, leaned against the wall for support, and looked full in her husband"s face, outwardly still and calm from the very agitation of her feelings.
Sir William raised his eyes and met the fixed gaze of his wife. His perplexed glance wandered to the bending form clasped to his bosom, the white hands folded upon his shoulder, and the head, with its weight of dimly revealed hair, lying against his heart. With a quick motion of his hand he pushed Barbara Stafford away, and stood upright, though a tremor, for which he could not account, ran through his whole frame. He was, in truth, strangely agitated, and the sudden pallor which changed his face, so little accustomed to any exhibition of emotion, would have sent a thrill of doubt to the most faithful and trusting heart.
Norman Lovel was standing by Elizabeth, and both gazed from one to the other with a sort of chilled astonishment, which left them no power to break the painful spell of the moment as observers of mature years and worldly experience would have been able to do.
Barbara Stafford sank slowly back as Sir William repulsed her in his astonishment; shrinking into herself like a flower drooping upon its stalk, her arms falling idly to her side, and her eyes fastened upon his face with a magnetic power which forced him to return her glance, in spite of his strong will.
That instant of bewilderment had seemed like an eternity to the little group. Lady Phipps was first to break the spell. Mastering the tremor which took away her strength, she stepped towards her husband, and said, in a courteous, but somewhat constrained manner--
"I believe we have all been making confusion in this darkness; Sir William has claimed a privilege scarcely his own, and my eyes were so blinded by the gloom that I supposed him a stranger."
Those jesting words in a measure dispelled the painful embarra.s.sment of the moment.
Sir William moved towards his wife with the grave dignity which characterized him, and pressed his lips to her forehead.
"At least I must not lose my greeting now," he said, "and our fair guest, I trust, will pardon my unintentional rudeness."