Jessie really wished it. Perhaps the notion of seeing the inside of Miss Manners"s drawing-room made it doubly pleasant, for Jessie had eyes that really could not help taking note of everything, though there was no harm in that when she kept them in due control. She had been in the dining-room before, and she hoped much that the cla.s.s would be in the other room, though she was half ashamed of caring.
Grace came home better satisfied on Tuesday, because her patterns had been much appreciated, though she still said the reading worrited her, and Naomi Norris gave herself airs.
Jessie and Amy, however, went together on Friday, and found Margaret Roller, the pupil teacher, and Miss Pemberton, an elderly farmer"s daughter, who always taught the little ones on Sunday, were ready there, and in the drawing-room.
How pretty it was, with fresh delicate soft pink and white cretonne covers, and curtains worked with--was it really a series of old nursery tales? And coloured tiles, with aesop"s fables round the fireplace, pictures, books, and pretty things that all looked as if they had a history. Jessie"s bright eyes took note of all in a flash, and then she tried to command them. Miss Manners gave them all their greeting, settled them all comfortably, and then began by reading to them a short paper in a little book upon the spirit of the whole Sunday, asking them in turn to look out and read the texts referred to, which Margaret and Amy did with a rapidity that astonished Jessie.
Once she lost the thread in wondering what was looking out of a half-opened basket; but she caught herself up, and found that there was infinitely more connection and meaning in the pa.s.sages appointed for the Sunday than she had ever guessed.
Then Miss Manners asked whether they had any questions to ask; Margaret had one or two, which sounded very hard to Jessie, and she would never have thought of. It was the Fifth Sunday in Lent for which they were preparing, and they were respecting the unusually long and difficult Gospel for the day. Margaret wanted to know whether the words "By whom do your sons cast them out?" really meant that devils were actually cast out by the Jews. Miss Manners thought they were, and she looked out, and showed Margaret, a very curious account of the seal and sacred words of exorcism which were supposed to come from Solomon; but she advised the teachers not to dwell much on this branch of the subject, but to draw out most the portion about the strong man armed, and the warning against the return of Satan to the soul whence he had been once driven out.
Then Jessie observed that she had not thought such things happened in these days, and Miss Manners had to explain to her how the possession then permitted was here treated as an allegory to all times, of the evil once cast off returning again if not resolutely excluded by prayer and a strong purpose blessed by the grace of G.o.d.
It soon became plain to Jessie that she was ignorant of much which the others knew quite well, and when the Church bell began to chime, and all rose to go, she obtained a moment in which to say, with something like a tear in her eye--
"Indeed, Miss Manners, I ought not to have undertaken it. I see I am not fit to teach."
"I do not think you can tell without a longer trial," was the answer, kindly given.
"But I am so ignorant!" said Jessie. "There is so much in these things that I never thought of, and the others seem to know all about it."
"It has been their regular Sunday school round for years," said Miss Manners, "so it would be strange if they did not. But perhaps you will do all the better for coming to it fresh; and I am sure you are willing to take pains and prepare."
"Yes," said Jessie, slowly, "if----You"ll excuse me, Miss Manners, but----"
"Please say it, Jessie," said the lady; "or shall I say it for you? This asking idle children very simple questions does not seem to you to be spiritual enough to be doing much good?"
"Yes, ma"am, if you will excuse me. I thought there was to be more expounding of Scripture."
"We must do what we can to get the children to attend to," said Miss Manners. "Even if we could get them to sit still while we expounded, I am afraid they would not attend or take in what we said. Nothing is of use with such young things but keeping them on the alert with questions, and trying to keep up their attention by being alive with them ourselves. We must try to put into them the sense of G.o.d"s love to them, of their own duty, and so on; but rather by the tone of our questions about the lessons they learn than by discoursing long to them.
You can only fill a little narrow-mouthed pitcher with a few drops at a time put right in. If you pour a great stream over it, most will splash over, and very little go in. I am afraid the children were tiresome last Sunday. It is their nature always to try their strength with a new teacher; but if you are firm and gentle, and show them that you _will_ be minded, and keep them interested, they will soon be manageable. Then, Jessie, there is good hope that you may be sowing good seed, though you and I may not always see the fruit here, and it is nearly sure to be long before we can even trace the green blade."
CHAPTER V.
THE TROUSSEAU.
MISS MANNERS"S words stayed with Jessie. She had plenty of sense and spirit, as well as a real wish to do right, and a yearning to spread the great Light round her. To be sure, the going to some mission in a dreadfully ignorant and wicked place would have seemed more like a good work than just taking a cla.s.s who would be taught and cared for even without her help.
But she could see that if she could not keep these tidy little trained children in order, she would not have much chance with the street Arabs she had read of.
She got on much better the next Sunday. She kept the children interested almost all the time, all except the two lowest, who were determined to chatter till she made one stand on each side of her, and then one of them, Emma Lott, chose to howl till Miss Manners came to see what was the matter; but she did not get much by that, for she was only told that she was very naughty not to mind Miss Hollis, and desired to stop crying directly, which she did; and then Miss Manners asked Miss Hollis to be so kind as not to take away her ticket, if she would try to behave well for the rest of the day.
Once more Lily Bell was so kind as to inform "teacher" that Susan said "she didn"t care, not for she." To which Jessie coolly answered that she hoped Susan would soon learn to care for being a good girl, taking care not to look the least mortified, so that the information fell very flat. After that she had no more trouble with sauciness from the children; she began to find that Susan was clever and bright, and that Kate May and Lucy Elwood were very nice little maidens, who seemed to care to be good. They brought her flowers, told her funny little bits of news about baby beginning to walk, and mother going to Ellerby, and she found the time spent at school a very pleasant part of her Sunday; while as to the hours of preparation with Miss Manners, she enjoyed them so much that it was quite a blank if that lady had any engagement to prevent her from receiving her little party of teachers.
Jessie found herself learning much more than she taught. Her quick nature could not but look into everything thoroughly, and when she had been once shown how to throw all her mind as well as her soul into the study of the Bible and Prayer-book, she found ever new delight in them.
She began to find it helped her to pray with her understanding, as well as with her spirit at Church; to care more for her prayers at home, and to feel more on the times of the Holy Communion. She made her last year"s hat serve again with a fresh tulle tr.i.m.m.i.n.g, that she might buy herself a "Teacher"s Bible," and not worry her mother and Grace any more by disturbing the big one, since they thought it honouring such a Bible to let it alone.
Mrs. Hollis did read the Psalms and one Lesson every day. She said she had once promised Amy Lee, aunt to the present Amy, and she had hardly ever missed doing so.
But Grace had not time. Just after Whitsuntide the daughter of a very rich farmer in the neighbourhood was engaged to be married, and wanted a quant.i.ty of fine work to be done for her, making underlinen and embroidering marks to handkerchiefs.
She came with her mother to offer the work to Miss Lee, giving six weeks for it, but it was more than Aunt Rose thought right to undertake in the time. She said she could not get it done without disappointing several persons, and that she was very sorry, but that she could only undertake two sets of the things in the time.
Mrs. Robson, the mother, was vexed and half angry. She said she hated common shop-work, and ready-made things, and she had taken a fancy to what she had seen of Miss Lee"s work. She even offered to increase the payment, but Rose Lee stood firm. She said there was no one at hand whom she could hire and entrust with such work, and that she could not feel it right to undertake it, as it would only lead to breaking her engagements.
"O, very well; I see you don"t care to oblige me," said the lady, twirling off with her very tight skirts, and whisking up a train like a fish"s tail. "No, I will not break the set. I am not accustomed to refusals."
And off the two ladies drove, and Jessie told the story at home with a great deal of spirit.
"Now that"s just like Rose Lee," said Grace. "She won"t make a bit of exertion for her own good!"
"Well," said Jessie, "you know we should have to work awfully hard if she took it in hand."
"I suppose she would have paid you for extra hours," said Grace sharply.
"Miss Rose said it was the way to ruin a girl"s health to set her to do such a lot of work," said Jessie.
"And quite right too," put in her mother. "I knew a girl who was apprenticed to a dressmaker, and sat up five nights when they had two black jobs one after the other, and that girl"s eyes never was the same again!"
"Besides," added Jessie, "there"s so much in hand."
"Well, it might not do to offend Mrs. or Miss Manners, but--"
"O, it is not that! The children"s things were sent home yesterday. I wish you could have seen them, they were loves; and Miss Manners has got a new dress from London. She let Miss Lee see it, and take the pattern of the tr.i.m.m.i.n.g. No, but Mrs. Drew has sent her Swiss cambric to be made up for Miss Alice, and Miss Pemberton has a new carmelite to be finished, and there are some dresses for the maids at the hall, all promised by Midsummer day."
"Pooh! Customers like that can wait."
"I don"t see that it is a bit more right to disappoint them than any one else," said Jessie st.u.r.dily.
"Old Miss Pemberton, to be compared with a lady like that!" exclaimed Grace.
"It doesn"t make much odds as to right or wrong," said Jessie, "but I don"t think Mrs. Robson is much of a lady, to judge by the way she gave her orders and flounced off in a huff."
"A lady," said Mrs. Hollis, contemptuously, "I should think not. Why, her father kept the "White Feathers" at Ellerby; and Robson, he rose up just by speculations, as they call them; but I"ve seen him a little greengrocer"s errand-boy, with a face like a dirty potato."
"They can pay, any way," said Grace. "Folks say Robson could buy out our squire, ay, and my lord himself, if he chose."
"And I"m sure," said Jessie, "she and her daughter had clothes on that must cost forty or fifty pounds apiece. Such a fur cloak, lined with ermine; and the young lady"s jacket was sealskin, trimmed ever so deep with sable, and a hummingbird in her hat. They say little Miss Hilda saw her and cried for pity of the poor dear little bird."
"Well, I"ll tell you what," said Grace, "I"ll set off this minute to Newcome Park, and see if I can"t get the work, or at least some of it.
You and I can do plain work as well any day as Rose Lee, Jessie."
"Yes," said Jessie, "but I have my time at Miss Lee"s all the same."