Behind his newspaper c.o.xeter told himself that it was amazing any human being should tell so much of his private concerns to a stranger. Even more amazing was it that a refined, rather peculiar, woman like Nan Archdale should care to listen to such a commonplace story. But listening she was, saying a word here and there, asking, too, very quaint, practical questions concerning the sweetmeat trade. Why, even c.o.xeter became interested in spite of himself, for the Jew was an intelligent man, and as he talked on c.o.xeter learned with surprise that there is a romantic and exciting side even to making sweets.
"What a pity it is," he heard Nan say at last in her low, even voice, "that you can"t now come back to England and settle down there. Surely it would make your mother much happier, and you don"t seem to like Paris so very much?"
"That is true," said the man, "but--well, unluckily there"s an obstacle to my doing that----"
c.o.xeter looked up from his paper. The stranger"s face had become troubled, preoccupied, and his eyes were fixed, or so c.o.xeter fancied them to be, on Nan Archdale"s left hand, the slender bare hand on which the only ring was her wedding ring.
c.o.xeter once more returned to his paper, but for some minutes he made no attempt to follow the dancing lines of print.
"I trust you won"t be offended if I ask whether you are, or are not, a married lady?" The sweetmeat man"s voice had a curious note of shamed interrogation threading itself through the words.
c.o.xeter felt surprised and rather shocked. This was what came of allowing oneself to become familiar with an underbred stranger! But Nan had apparently not so taken the impertinent question, for, "I am a widow," c.o.xeter heard her answer gently, in a voice that had no touch of offence in it.
And then, after a few moments, staring with frowning eyes at the spread-out sheet of newspaper before him, c.o.xeter, with increasing distaste and revolt, became aware that Mrs. Archdale was now receiving very untoward confidences--confidences which c.o.xeter had always imagined were never made save under the unspoken seal of secrecy by one man to another. This objectionable stranger was telling Nan Archdale the story of the woman who had seen him off at the station, and whose absurd phrase, "_Adieu, mon pet.i.t homme adore_," had rung so unpleasantly in his, c.o.xeter"s, ears.
The eavesdropper was well aware that such stories are among the everyday occurrences of life, but his knowledge was largely theoretical; John c.o.xeter was not the sort of man to whom other men are willing to confide their shames, sorrows, or even successes in a field of which the aftermath is generally bitter.
In as far as such a tale can be told with decent ambiguity it was so told by this man of whose refinement c.o.xeter had formed so poor an opinion, but still the fact that he was telling it remained--and it was a fact which to such a man as c.o.xeter const.i.tuted an outrage on the decencies of life.
Mrs. Archdale, by her foolish good-nature, had placed herself in such a position as to be consulted in a case of conscience concerning a Jewish tradesman and his light o" love, and now the man was debating with her as with himself, as to whether he should marry this woman, as to whether he should force on his respectable English mother a French daughter-in-law of unmentionable antecedents! c.o.xeter gathered that the liaison had lasted ten years--that it had begun, in fact, very soon after the man had first come to Paris.
In addition to his feeling of wrath that Nan Archdale should become cognisant of so sordid a tale, there was a.s.sociated a feeling of shame that he, c.o.xeter, had overheard what it had not been meant that he should hear.
Perforce the story went on to its melancholy and inconclusive end, and then, suddenly, c.o.xeter became possessed with a desire to see Nan Archdale"s face. He glanced across at her. To his surprise her face was expressionless; but her left hand was no longer lying on her knee, it was supporting her chin, and she was looking straight before her.
"I suppose," she said at last, "that you have made a proper provision for your--your friend? I mean in case of your death. I hope you have so arranged matters that if anything should happen to you, this poor woman who loves you would not have to go back to the kind of life from which you took her." Even c.o.xeter divined that Nan had not found it easy to say this thing.
"Why, no, I haven"t done anything of that sort. I never thought of doing it; she"s always been the delicate party. I am as strong as a horse!"
"Still--still, life"s very uncertain." Mrs. Archdale was now looking straight into the face of the stranger on whom she was thrusting unsought advice.
"She has no claim on me, none at all----" the man spoke defensively. "I don"t think she"d expect anything of that sort. She"s had a very good time with me. After all, I haven"t treated her badly."
"I"m sure you haven"t," Nan spoke very gently. "I am sure you have been always kind to her. But, if I may use the simile you used just now, life, even to the happiest, the most sheltered, of women, isn"t all jam!"
The man looked at her with a doubting, shame-faced glance. "I expect you"re right," he said abruptly. "I ought to have thought of it. I"ll make my will when I"m in England this time--I ought to have done so before."
Suddenly c.o.xeter leant forward. He felt the time had come when he really must put an end to this most unseemly conversation.
"Mrs. Archdale?" he spoke loudly, insistently. She looked up, startled at the sharpness of the tone, and the man next her, whose eyes had been fixed on her face with so moved and doubting a look, sat back. "I want to tell you that I"ve seen your inventor, and that I"ve promised to put his invention before the right quarter at the Admiralty."
In a moment Nan was all eagerness. "It really is a very wonderful thing," she said; "I"m so grateful, Mr. c.o.xeter. Did you go and see it tried? _I_ did, last time I was in Paris; the man took me to a swimming-bath on the Seine--such an odd place--and there he tested it before me. I was really very much impressed. I do hope you will say a word for it. I am sure they would value your opinion."
c.o.xeter looked at her rather grimly. "No, I didn"t see it tested." To think that she should have wasted even an hour of her time in such a foolish manner, and in such a queer place, too! "I didn"t see the use of doing so, though of course the man was very anxious I should. I"m afraid the thing"s no good. How could it be?" He smiled superciliously, and he saw her redden.
"How unfair that is!" she exclaimed. "How can you possibly tell whether it"s no good if you haven"t seen it tried? Now I _have_ seen the thing tried."
There was such a tone of protest in her voice that c.o.xeter felt called upon to defend himself. "I daresay the thing"s all right in theory," he said quickly, "and I believe what he says about the ordinary life-belts; it"s quite true, I mean, that they drown more people than they save: but that"s only because people don"t know how to put them on. This thing"s a toy--not practical at all." He spoke more irritably than he generally allowed himself to speak, for he could see that the Jew was listening to all that they were saying.
All at once, Mrs. Archdale actually included the sweetmeat stranger in their conversation, and c.o.xeter at last found himself at her request most unwillingly taking the absurd model out of his bag. "Of course you"ve got to imagine this in a rough sea," he said sulkily, playing the devil"s advocate, "and not in a fresh water river bath."
"Well, _I_ wouldn"t mind trying it in a rough sea, Mr. c.o.xeter." Nan smiled as she spoke.
c.o.xeter wondered if she was really serious. Sometimes he suspected that Mrs. Archdale was making fun of him--but that surely was impossible.
II
When at last they reached Boulogne and went on board the packet, c.o.xeter"s ill-humour vanished. It was cold, raw, and foggy, and most of their fellow-pa.s.sengers at once hurried below, but Mrs. Archdale decided to stay on the upper deck. This pleased her companion; now at last he would have her to himself.
In his precise and formal way he went to a good deal of trouble to make Nan comfortable; and she, so accustomed to take thought for others, stood aside and watched him find a sheltered corner, secure with some difficulty a deck chair, and then defend it with grim determination against two or three people who tried to lay hands upon it.
At last he beckoned to her to sit down. "Where"s your rug?" he asked.
She answered meekly, "I haven"t brought one."
He put his own rug,--large, light, warm, the best money could buy--round her knees; and in the pleasure it gave him to wait on her thus he did not utter aloud the reproof which had been on his lips. But she saw him shake his head over a more unaccountable omission--on the journey she had somehow lost her gloves. He took his own off, and with a touch of masterfulness made her put them on, himself fastening the big bone b.u.t.tons over each of her small, childish wrists; but his manner while he did all these things--he would have scorned himself had it been otherwise--was impersonal, businesslike.
There are men whose every gesture in connection with a woman becomes an instinctive caress. Such men, as every woman learns in time, are not good "stayers," but they make the time go by very quickly--sometimes.
With c.o.xeter every minute lasted sixty seconds. But Nan Archdale found herself looking at him with unwonted kindliness. At last she said, a little tremulously, and with a wondering tone in her voice, "You"re very kind to me, Mr. c.o.xeter." Those who spend their lives in speeding others on their way are generally allowed to trudge along alone; so at least this woman had found it to be. c.o.xeter made no answer to her words--perhaps he did not hear them.
Even in the few minutes which had elapsed since they came on board, the fog had deepened. The shadowy figures moving about the deck only took substance when they stepped into the circle of brightness cast by a swinging globe of light which hung just above Nan Archdale"s head.
c.o.xeter moved forward and took up his place in front of the deck-chair, protecting its occupant from the jostling of the crowd, for the sheltered place he had found stood but a little way back from the pa.s.sage between the land gangway and the iron staircase leading to the lower deck.
There were more pa.s.sengers that night than usual. They pa.s.sed, a seemingly endless procession, moving slowly out of the darkness into the circle of light and then again into the white, engulfing mist.
At last the deck became clear of moving figures; the cold, raw fog had driven almost everyone below. But c.o.xeter felt curiously content, rather absurdly happy. This was to him a great adventure....
He took out his watch. If the boat started to time they would be off in another five minutes. He told himself that this was turning out a very pleasant journey; as a rule when crossing the Channel one meets tiresome people one knows, and they insist on talking to one. And then, just as he was thinking this, there suddenly surged forward out of the foggy mist two people, a newly married couple named Rendel, with whom both he and Mrs. Archdale were acquainted, at whose wedding indeed they had both been present some six or seven weeks ago. So absorbed in earnest talk with one another were the bride and bridegroom that they did not seem to see where they were going; but when close to Mrs. Archdale they stopped short, and turned towards one another, still talking so eagerly as to be quite oblivious of possible eavesdroppers.
John c.o.xeter, standing back in the shadow, felt a sudden gust of envious pain. They were evidently on their way home from their honeymoon, these happy young people, blessed with good looks, money, health, and love; their marriage had been the outcome of quite a pretty romance.
But stay,--what was this they were saying? Both he and Nan unwillingly heard the quick interchange of words, the wife"s shrill, angry utterances, the husband"s good-humoured expostulations. "I won"t stay on the boat, Bob. I don"t see why we should risk our lives in order that you may be back in town to-morrow. I know it"s not safe--my great-uncle, the Admiral, always said that the worst storm at sea was not as bad as quite a small fog!" Then the gruff answer: "My dear child, don"t be a fool! The boat wouldn"t start if there was the slightest danger. You heard what that man told us. The fog was much worse this morning, and the boat was only an hour late!" "Well, you can do as you like, but _I_ won"t cross to-night. Where"s the use of taking any risk? Mother"s uncle, the Admiral----" and c.o.xeter heard with shocked approval the man"s "d.a.m.n your great-uncle, the Admiral!"
There they stood, not more than three yards off, the pretty, angry little spitfire looking up at her indignant, helpless husband. c.o.xeter, if disgusted, was amused; there was also the comfort of knowing that they would certainly pretend not to see him, even if by chance they recognized him, intent as they were on their absurd difference.
"I shall go back and spend the night at the station hotel. No, you needn"t trouble to find Stockton for me--there"s no time." c.o.xeter and Nan heard the laughing gibe, "Then you don"t mind your poor maid being drowned as well as your poor husband," but the bride went on as if he hadn"t spoken--"I"ve quite enough money with me; you needn"t give me anything--_good-bye_."
She disappeared into the fog in the direction of the gangway, and c.o.xeter moved hastily to one side. He wished to save Bob Rendel the annoyance of recognizing him; but then, with amazing suddenness, something happened which made c.o.xeter realize that after all women were even more inexplicable, unreasonable beings than even he had always known them to be.
There came the quick patter of feet over the damp deck, and Mrs. Rendel was back again, close to where her husband was standing.
"I"ve made up my mind to stay on the boat," she said quietly. "I think you are very unwise, as well as very obstinate, to cross in this fog; but if you won"t give way, then I"d rather be with you, and share the danger."
Bob Rendel laughed, not very kindly, and together they went across to the stair leading below.
c.o.xeter opened his mouth to speak, then he closed it again. What a scene! What a commentary on married life! And these two people were supposed to be "in love" with one another.
The little episode had shocked him, jarred his contentment. "If you don"t mind, I"ll go and smoke a pipe," he said stiffly.