Mrs. Archdale looked up. "Oh yes, please do," and yet she felt suddenly bereft of something warm, enveloping, kindly. The words formed themselves on her lips, "Don"t go too far away," but she did not speak them aloud. But, as if in answer to her unspoken request, c.o.xeter called out, "I"m just here, close by, if you want anything," and the commonplace words gave her a curious feeling of security,--a feeling, though she herself was unaware of it, which her own care and tenderness for others often afforded to those round whom she threw the sheltering mantle of her kindness.
Perhaps because he was so near, John c.o.xeter remained in her thoughts.
Almost alone of those human beings with whom life brought her in contact, he made no demand on her sympathy, and very little on her time.
In fact, his first offer of marriage had taken her so much by surprise as to strike her as slightly absurd; she had also felt it, at the time, to be an offence, for she had given him no right to encroach on the inner shrine of her being.
Trying to account for what he had done, she had supposed that John c.o.xeter, being a man who evidently ordered his life according to some kind of system, had believed himself ripe for the honourable estate of marriage, and had chosen her as being "suitable."
When writing her cold letter of refusal, she had expected to hear within a few weeks of his engagement to some "nice" girl. But time had gone by and nothing of the sort had happened. c.o.xeter"s second offer, conveyed, as had been the first, in a formal letter, had found her in a very different mood, for it had followed very closely on that done by her of which he, John c.o.xeter, had so greatly disapproved. She had been touched this second time and not at all offended, and gradually they had become friends. It was after his second offer that Nan began making use of him, not so much for herself as on behalf of other people.
Nan Archdale led her life without reference to what those about her considered appropriate or desirable; and years had gone by since the boldest busybody among them would have ventured a word of rebuke. Her social background was composed of happy, prosperous people. They had but little to do with her, however, save when by some amazing mischance things went wrong with them; when all went well they were apt to forget Nan Archdale. But John c.o.xeter, though essentially one of them by birth and instinct, and though it had been through them that she had first met him, never forgot her.
Yet though they had become, in a sense, intimate, he made on her none of those demands which endear a man to a woman. Living up on a pleasant tableland of self-approval, he never touched the heights or depths which go to form the relief map of most human beings" lives. He always did his duty and generally enjoyed doing it, and he had no patience, only contempt, for those who shirked theirs.
The pa.s.sion of love, that greatest of the Protean riddles set by nature to civilized man and woman, played no part, or so Nan Archdale believed, in John c.o.xeter"s life. At the time she had received the letter in which he had first asked her to marry him, there had come to her, seen through the softening mists of time, a sharp, poignant remembrance of Jim Archdale"s offer, "If you won"t have me, Nan, I"ll do something desperate! You"ll be sorry then!" So poor Jim Archdale had conquered her; and looking back, when she recalled their brief married life, she forgot the selfishness and remembered only the love, the love which had made Jim so dependent on her presence and her sympathy.
But if John c.o.xeter were incapable of love, she now knew him to be a good friend, and it was the friend--so she believed, and was grateful to him for it,--who had asked her to accept what he had quixotically supposed would be the shelter of his name when she had done that thing of which he had disapproved.
To-night Nan could not help wondering if he would ever again ask her to marry him. She thought not--she hoped not. She told herself quite seriously that he was one of those men who are far happier unwedded. His standard, not so much of feminine virtue as of feminine behaviour, was too high. Take what had happened just now; she had listened indulgently, tenderly, to the quarrel of the newly married couple, but she had seen the effect it had produced on John c.o.xeter. To him it had been a tragedy, and an ugly, ign.o.ble tragedy to boot.
The deck was now clear of pa.s.sengers. Out in the open sea the fog had become so thick as to be impenetrable, and the boat seemed to be groping its way, heralded by the mournful screaming of the siren. Mrs. Archdale felt drowsy; she leant back and closed her eyes. c.o.xeter was close by, puffing steadily at his pipe. She felt a pleasant sensation of security.
She was roused, rather startled, by a man bending over her, while a voice said gruffly, "I think, ma"am, that you"d better get into shelter.
The deck saloon is close by. Allow me to lead you to it."
Nan rose obediently. With the petty officer on one side and c.o.xeter on the other, she made a slow progress across the deck, and so to the large, brilliantly lighted saloon. There the fog had been successfully shut out, and some fifteen to twenty people sat on the velvet benches; among them was the sweetmeat merchant to whom Nan had talked in the train.
c.o.xeter found a comfortable place for Nan rather apart from the others, and sitting down he began to talk to her. The fog-horn, which was trumpeting more loudly, more insistently than ever, did not, he thought, interfere with their conversation as much as it might have done.
"We shan"t be there till morning," c.o.xeter heard a man say, "till morning doth appear, at this rate!"
"I suppose we"re all right. There"s no _real_ danger in a fog--not in the Channel; there never has been an accident on the Channel pa.s.sage--not an accident of any serious kind."
"Yes, there was--to one of the Dieppe boats--a very bad accident!"
And then several of those present joined in the discussion. The man who had recalled the Dieppe boat accident could be heard, self-a.s.sertive, pragmatical, his voice raised above the voices around him. "I"ve been all over the world in my time, and when I"m caught in a fog at sea I always get up, dress, and go up on deck, however sleepy I may be."
c.o.xeter, sitting apart by Nan"s side, listened with some amus.e.m.e.nt. His rather thin sense of humour was roused by the fact that the people around him were talking in so absurd a manner. This delay was not pleasant; it might even mean that he would be a few hours late at the Treasury, a thing he had never once been after a holiday, for c.o.xeter prided himself on his punctuality in the little as well as the great things of life. But, of course, all traffic in the Channel would be delayed by this fog, and his absence would be accounted for by the fact.
Sitting there, close to Mrs. Archdale, with no one sufficiently near to attract her attention, or, what was more likely, to appeal to her for sympathy, he felt he could well afford to wait till the fog cleared off.
As for the loud, insistent screaming of the siren, that sound which apparently got on the nerves of most of those present in the deck saloon, of course it was a disagreeable noise, but then they all knew it was a necessary precaution, so why make a fuss about it?
c.o.xeter turned and looked at his companion, and as he looked at her he felt a little possessive thrill of pride. Mrs. Archdale alone among the people there seemed content and at ease, indeed she was now smiling, smiling very brightly and sweetly, and, following the direction of her eyes, he saw that they rested on a child lying asleep in its mother"s arms....
Perhaps after all it was a good thing that Nan was so detached from material things. Before that burst of foolish talk provoked by the fog, he had been speaking to her about a matter very interesting to himself--something connected with his work, something, by the way, of which he would not have thought of speaking to any other woman; but then Mrs. Archdale, as c.o.xeter had good reason to know, was exceptionally discreet.... She had evidently been very much interested in all he had told her, and he had enjoyed the conversation.
c.o.xeter became dimly conscious of what it would mean to him to have Nan to come back to when work, and the couple of hours he usually spent at his club, were over. Perhaps if Nan were waiting for him, he would not wish to stay as long as two hours at his club. But then of course he would want Nan all to himself. Jealous? Certainly not. He was far too sensible a man to feel jealous, but he would expect his wife to put him first--a very long way in front of anybody else. It might be old-fashioned, but he was that sort of man.
c.o.xeter"s thoughts leapt back into the present with disagreeable abruptness. Their Jewish fellow-traveller, the man who had thrust on Mrs. Archdale such unseemly confidences, had got up. He was now heading straight for the place where Mrs. Archdale was sitting.
c.o.xeter quickly decided that the fellow must not be allowed to bore Mrs.
Archdale. She was in his, c.o.xeter"s, care to-night, and he alone had a right to her interest and attention. So he got up and walked down the saloon. To his surprise the other, on seeing him come near, stopped dead. "I want to speak to you," he said in a low voice, "Mr.--er--c.o.xeter."
c.o.xeter looked at him, surprised, then reminded himself that his full name, "John c.o.xeter," was painted on his portmanteau. Also that Mrs.
Archdale had called him "Mr. c.o.xeter" at least once, when discussing that life-saving toy. Still, sharp, observant fellows, Jews! One should always be on one"s guard with them. "Yes?" he said interrogatively.
"Well, Mr. c.o.xeter, I want to ask you to do me a little favour. The truth is I"ve just made my will--only a few lines--and I want you to be my second witness. I"ve no objection, none in the world, to your seeing what I want you to witness."
He spoke very deliberately, as if he had prepared the form of words in which he made his strange request, and as he spoke he held out a sheet of paper apparently torn out of a notebook. "I asked that gentleman over there"--he jerked his thumb over his shoulder--"to be my first witness, and he kindly consented. I"d be much obliged if you"d sign your name just here. I"ll also ask you to take charge of it--only a small envelope, as you see. It"s addressed to my mother. I"ve made her executor and residuary legatee."
c.o.xeter felt a strong impulse to refuse. He never mixed himself up with other people"s affairs; he always refused to do so on principle.
The man standing opposite to him divined what was pa.s.sing through his mind, and broke in, "Only just while we"re on this boat. You can tear it up and chuck the pieces away once we"re on land again--" he spoke nervously, and with contemptuous amazement c.o.xeter told himself that the fellow was _afraid_. "Surely you don"t think there"s any danger?" he asked. "D"you mean you"ve made this will because you think something may happen to the boat?"
The other nodded, "Accidents do happen"; he smiled rather foolishly as he said the words, p.r.o.nouncing the last one, as c.o.xeter noted with disapproval, "habben." He was holding out a fountain pen; he had an ingratiating manner, and c.o.xeter, to his own surprise, suddenly gave way.
"All right," he said, and taking the paper in his hand he glanced over it. He had no desire to pry into any man"s private affairs, but he wasn"t going to sign anything without first reading it.
This odd little will consisted of only two sentences, written in a clear, clerkly hand. The first bequeathed an annuity of 240 (six thousand francs) to Leonie Lenoir, of Rue Lafayette, Paris; the second appointed the testator"s mother, Mrs. Solomon Munich, of Scott Terrace, Maida Vale, residuary legatee and executor. The will was signed "Victor Munich."
"Very well, I"ll sign it," said c.o.xeter, at last, "and I"ll take charge of it till we"re on land. But look here--I won"t keep it a moment longer!" Then, perhaps a little ashamed of his ungraciousness, "I say, Mr. Munich, if I were you I"d go below and take a stiffish gla.s.s of brandy and water. I once had a fright, I was nearly run over by a brewer"s dray at Charing Cross, and I did that--took some brandy I mean--" he jerked the words out, conscious that the other"s sallow face had reddened.
Then he signed his name at the bottom of the sheet of paper, and busied himself with putting the envelope carefully into his pocketbook.
"There," he said, with the slight supercilious smile which was his most marked physical peculiarity, but of which he was quite unconscious, "your will is quite safe now! If we meet at Folkestone I"ll hand it you back; if we miss one another in the--er--fog I"ll destroy it, as arranged."
He turned and began walking back to where Nan Archdale was sitting. What a very odd thing! How extraordinary, how unexpected!
Then a light broke in on him. Why, of course, it was Nan who had brought this about! She had touched up the Jew fellow"s conscience, frightened him about that woman--the woman who had so absurdly termed him her "_pet.i.t homme adore_." That"s what came of mixing up in other people"s business; but c.o.xeter"s eyes nevertheless rested on the sitting figure of his friend with a certain curious indulgence. Odd, sentimental, sensitive creatures--women! But brave--not lacking in moral courage anyway.
As he came close up to her, Mrs. Archdale moved a little, making room for him to sit down by her. It was a graceful, welcoming gesture, and John c.o.xeter"s pulse began to quicken.... He told himself that this also was an extraordinary thing--this journey with the woman he had wished to make his wife. He felt her to be so tantalizingly near, and yet in a sense so very far away.
His eyes fell on her right hand, still encased in his large brown glove.
As he had b.u.t.toned that glove, he had touched her soft wrist, and a wild impulse had come to him to bend yet a little closer and press his lips to the white triangle of yielding flesh. Of course he had resisted the temptation, reminding himself sternly that it was a caddish thing even to have thought of taking advantage of Nan"s confiding friendliness. Yet now he wondered whether he had been a fool not to do it. Other men did those things.
There came a dragging, grating sound, the boat shuddering as if in response. c.o.xeter had the odd sensation that he was being gently but irresistibly pushed round, and yet he sat quite still, with nothing in the saloon changed in relation to himself.
Someone near him exclaimed in a matter-of-fact voice, "We"ve struck; we"re on a rock." Everyone stood up, and he saw an awful look of doubt, of unease, cross the faces of the men and women about him.
The fog-horn ceased trumpeting, and there rose confused sounds, loud hoa.r.s.e shouts and thin shrill cries, accompanying the dull thunder caused by the tramping of feet. Then the lights went out, all but the yellow flame of a small oil lamp which none of them had known was there.
The gla.s.s-panelled door opened widely, and a burly figure holding a torch, which flared up in the still, moist air, was outlined against the steamy waves of fog.
"Come out of here!" he cried; and then, as some people tried to push past him, "Steady, keep cool! There"ll be room in the boats for every soul on board," and c.o.xeter, looking at the pale, glistening face, told himself that the man was lying, and that he knew he lied.