CHAPTER X
OLD MRS. CROFT
OLD Mrs. Croft arrived the next afternoon about half after four. She was rolled up in her chair, and her small trunk followed on a wheelbarrow.
"How old you have grown!" she said to Susan, by way of greeting, as she grated up the gravel. "My, to think you ever looked young!"
They wheeled her into the hall. "Same hall," she said, looking about, "same paper you had thirty years ago. Oh, my, to think of it. I"ve papered and papered and sc.r.a.ped off, and papered and papered and sc.r.a.ped off, and then papered again in those same thirty years."
They got her into the room on the ground floor, which had been prepared for her. "I suppose this was the most convenient place to put me," she said, "and so you put me in it. Put me where you please, only I do hope you haven"t beetles. It makes me very nervous to hear "em chipping about all night, and when I"m nervous, I don"t sleep, and when I don"t sleep, I just can"t help lying awake. It"s a way I"ve got. I caught it from my husband when he was a baby. He"d wake up and give it to me."
Susan went out with Jane to get her some supper. "I never thought much about Katie Croft," she said, "but I never doubted she had a hard time."
"Yes," said Jane, "and one of the nicest things in this world is to be able to give some one who"s had a hard time a rest."
"Wouldn"t it be dreadful if she died, though, while she was here?"
"Who? Old Mrs. Croft?"
"Oh, no, she won"t ever die. I meant Katie. Everybody says she"s going to run away, but if she don"t do that and dies, we"ll be just as badly off as if she did it."
"Oh, Auntie!"
"Well, Jane, we"d have to keep old Mrs. Croft till she died."
"I guess there"s not much chance of that," Jane said; "she won"t die.
She has come here to do us good and to receive good herself, that"s all."
Susan looked appalled. "Surely you don"t expect to sunshine _her_ up, do you?"
"Yes, I do."
Then Susan looked amazed. "Well, I never did! I thought she was just here to do us good. I--"
Their conversation was suddenly interrupted by a piercing shriek. Jane flew.
"I"m so happy I just had to let it out," Mrs. Croft announced. "I can"t hold in joy or sorrow. Sorrow I let out in the low of my voice--like a cow, you know--but joy I let rise to the skies. You"ll hear to-night."
Jane looked at her and smiled. She looked like a story-book witch in a nice, white, modern bed. "I thought that perhaps you wanted something,"
she said, turning to leave the room again.
"No, indeed, I never want anything. I ain"t by no means so bad off as is give out."
"I guessed as much. You can make a fresh start now, and we shan"t remind you of the past."
"Oh, then I"m coming to the table," exclaimed Mrs. Croft, "and I"m going to be helped like a Christian and feed myself like a human being. This being put to bed and just all but tied there with a rope isn"t going to go on much longer, I can tell you."
"Don"t speak of it at all," said Jane; "you just do what you please here, and we"ll let you. I"m going to get you your supper now."
"Stop!" cried old Mrs. Croft sharply. "Stop! I won"t have it! I won"t stand it. Oh, I"ve had such a time," she went on, bringing her clenched fist down vigorously on her knee under the bedclothes and raising her voice very high indeed, "such a time! I had a beautiful son that you or any girl might have been proud to marry, and then he must go and marry that Katie Croft creature. There ain"t many things to cut a mother"s heart to the quick like seeing her own son marry her own daughter-in-law. Such a nice raised boy as he was, so neat, and she kicking her clothes under the bed at night to tidy up the room. Oh!"
cried Mrs. Croft, lifting her voice to a still more surprising pitch, "what I have suffered! Nothing ain"t been spared me. I lost my son and the use of my legs from the shock and--"
"Supper is all ready," Jane interrupted sweetly and calmly.
"What you got?"
"Sardines--"
"I never eat "em."
"Toast."
"I hate it."
"Plum preserves."
"Lord have mercy on me, I wouldn"t swallow one if you gave it to me."
Jane stood still at the door.
Susan, having heard the screams, came running in.
"Oh, Mrs. Ralston," cried Mrs. Croft, "I had"--Jane rose, approached the bed, and laid a firm hand on her arm. "What do you want for supper?" she asked in a quiet, penetrating tone.
"I don"t want nothing," cried Mrs. Croft; "days I eat and days I don"t.
This is a day I don"t eat, and on such a day I only take a little ham and eggs from time to time. Oh, my husband, how I did love you! It"s just come over me how I loved him, and I love him so I can"t hardly stand it--"
"We"ll go out and have supper ourselves, then," said Jane.
"Eat, drink, and be merry while you can," fairly yelled Mrs. Croft. "The handwriting is on the wall and the Medes and Persians is in the chicken yard right now. Oh, what a--"
They slipped out and shut the door after them. Susan turned a scared face Jane"s way. "Why, she"s crazy!" she said. "Katie always said so, and folks thought she was just talking. It"s awful."
"She"s a little excited with the change," said Jane soothingly; "she"ll be calmer soon. It"s very bad to shut one"s self off from others. It"s better to fuss along with disagreeable people than to live altogether alone. She"s grown flighty through being left alone. It"s a wonder that you didn"t get odd yourself."
When they went back after supper, Mrs. Croft was sound asleep.
"Don"t wake her, for goodness" sake," whispered Susan, in the doorway.
Jane left the room quietly, and her aunt took her by the arm and led her up-stairs. "This is pretty serious," she said. "I think Katie Croft ought to have told us."
"She didn"t want her to come; we insisted," said Jane.
"I tell you what," said Susan, "we were too happy."
Susan"s tone was so solemn that Jane had an odd little qualm. But the next instant she knew that all was right, because all is always right.
"Auntie," she said, putting her hand on the older woman"s shoulder, "you must try to realize that you"ve moved out of the world where things go wrong into the world where things go right. When you go out of the cold, dark winter night into a cosy, warm house, you don"t fear that the house will turn dark and cold any minute."