The lamas knelt down and began to pray.
Then the split sky began to fold along the white light in the middle of the universe.
And so did the vast land. The shadows of mountains rushed to an unnamed centre, just like fighting beasts, and their bodies huddled together.
The daughter lowered her head and saw the shadow of her body begin to bend, just like a tree eaten away by insects, and it finally broke from her waist.
Then all the shadows folded together from opposite directions, swallowing all the people, all the mountains and rivers, and all the oceans and stars.
The lamas" smiles flashed as an arc on the last second.
n.o.body could see how the Big Bang started--it was quite different from all of humanity"s previous hypotheses.
"Ghost Jail"
Kaaron Warren.
Kaaron Warren is an Australian writer currently living in Fiji (where this story is set). She is a winner of both the Ditmar and Aurealis Awards in Australia, and the author of the short story collection The Grinding House (2005). Kaaron"s first three novels are forthcoming from Angry Robot, an imprint of Harper Collins in the UK.
Rashmilla arrived early at the cemetery, knowing she would need to battle the other beggars for a good place: not too close to the grave of the much-loved leader, not too far away. Cars stretched for a kilometre, spewing exhaust as they idled, waiting to park.
Rashmilla"s face was dirty because the water didn"t run every day. She waved a laminated letter at the people, a piece of paper which proved her house had burnt down and her five children, too. Many carried such a letter. They shared it. Once, a house did burn down with five children, but it was not Rashmilla"s house. Not her children. There was a fire when Rashmilla was seven, her mother"s house; her twin sister burned to death. Her childhood ghost, now always seven, always with her.
Rashmilla had a sack full of dried peas to sell. Most people refused the peas with a wave of a hand. "Please, for my children," she said, holding out her hand. Her childhood ghost wreathed around her neck like a cobra.
People gave generously; they always did at funerals. It was the fear of punishment in the afterlife, punishment for greed or cruelty. Rashmilla waved peas at the outer mourners and was about to push her way further in when she noticed a young child trapped in a closed circle of gravestones, whimpering. His family ignored him; they did not like to think about how he could be saved.
Rashmilla stepped in, ignoring the whirl of angry spirits, letting her twin sister snarl at them. She told the child, "It"s okay, I can help you," then stepped out again. He kept whimpering and Rashmilla hissed, "Sshhh shhh, they don"t like voices. Voices make them envious and wild."
She walked slowly around the circle, reading the dead names in a stilted, cautious way. Then she worked at each gravestone with her fingers, finding the one which was the loosest. This, she pried up and tipped over.
The circle broken, the boy stepped out, silent now. He glared at his family, as if to say, "A strange woman had to save me." Rashmilla put her hand out to the mother. "Please," she said. The woman ignored her. Rashmilla stepped forward; she would be paid for helping the boy.
"You need to say thank you." It was the police chief, come himself for the important funeral. He stood beside Rashmilla, twice as broad across, two heads taller than she.
The boy nodded, his mouth open. He glanced sideways, looking for his mother to help him out of trouble.
"Saying thank you would be a good idea," the police chief said, his voice gentle. "Give her money."
The boy ran; Rashmilla shook her head. "It doesn"t matter," she said. "I didn"t do it to be thanked."
"Why, then?" The police chief leaned closer, intent.
"Simply that those ghosts need to be told."
"What about this man"s ghost? Whose death we mourn?" Police Chief Edwards said. He led her to the graveside, pushing through as if the other mourners didn"t exist. Her childhood ghost muttered in her ear.
"Did he die in peace?" Rashmilla whispered. Her childhood ghost nodded, much braver.
Police Chief Edwards didn"t smile or respond. Rashmilla thought he would beat her. She said, "His peaceful death will give him quiet," and the police chief smiled.
A small man, dressed neatly, threw himself into the mud. "Murder! Murder!" he wailed, and he threw both arms up, reaching for the police chief, as if beseeching him to take the act back.
Out of nowhere, men appeared, police sticks in hand.
"Such bitterness," Police Chief Edwards said to Rashmilla. "Such anger. It was an unfortunate death."
"Who killed this great man?" the speaker shouted. "Who silenced his great voice, who stilled his tongue and stopped his hand? Ask the question, ask it! Murder! And the guilty dare to stand here!" The policemen dragged him away.
Rashmilla shut her eyes, not wanting to see, but the men were close, so close she could smell hair oil. She stepped back from the conflict and tripped over a stone, too fast for her childhood ghost, who leaned forward, wanting a better look.
"I want to talk to you. Don"t be frightened." Chief Edwards looked at her ghost, not at her. "In the van. We"ll sit in the van and I will buy all your peas. Your day will be done." He held out his elbow to her. "Come on," he said. "I have tea in the van. I will read your letter."
He was being very kind to her. n.o.body read her letter; no-one cared about her house fire. He held her arm with gentle firmness.
In the van he poured her a tin cup of tea. It was black and strong and she felt the energy of it filling her as she sipped it.
He watched her, a smile on his face that she didn"t like. He said, "There was a man buried here today. I will not lie and say that he was a good man; for all I know he beat his wife and spent his children"s school fees on beer. But he still deserves to rest easy. Lies will send him to a restless grave. That mourner should not tell lies."
The van had thick walls, Rashmilla thought. She could not hear the prisoner in the back. She nodded. "I heard what he said. He said this man was murdered."
"He wishes to discredit the very people who save this country."
She closed her eyes, but her childhood ghost watched, sitting on her lap.
"I saw what you did for that young boy."
"I don"t need a thank you."
"What you both did for that young boy."
She blinked at him.
"I can see her. Your ghost."
"Most can"t."
"It"s a talent which can be learnt. It can be useful."
"Not useful. A nuisance. Always the one to tell those bad ghosts what to do."
"Yes, I saw that. You have a way with them."
"I know them."
Chief Edwards considered her. "You come to the barracks in three days and ask for me. I think I have a job for you."
"A job? At the barracks?" She imagined herself with a bucket, a mop, and hot, b.l.o.o.d.y water.
"The job is not at the barracks, no. At the Cewa Flats. We are helping people to relocate. You must have heard. You come in three days, and I will tell you what I need you to do."
"Selena in the Morning here, DJ to the disaffected. Up and at "em, people, we can"t change the world from bed." Her voice was s.e.xy, deep. She liked to talk that way, like silk between the fingers. "I hear they"ve cleared the Cewa Flats because beneath them are the remnants of early settlers. Treasures, power. Police Chief Edwards wants it cleared because he wants that s.h.i.t for himself. He"s willing to risk the cancer, I bet."
She played a message from him: "Because the breath is all that remains when we die. All that remains of us. The body can be burned, can be buried. The breath exhaled is the very essence of us. If that is tainted, cancerous, then no pa.s.sage from earth will be gained." His voice sounded so reasonable. "It"s for your own good to leave this place. This is no place for families. Children don"t belong here."
Lisa Turner, already at the computer, getting an hour in before leaving for the newspaper office, listened and smiled. She liked to start the day with Selena.
Lisa wondered how she managed to stay sharp, out of their reach, when she spoke the truth. They didn"t like the truth.
Selena whispered in her heartfelt voice, "He"s gonna rip up that yard for something buried. His Great Malevolence is gonna dig the c.r.a.p out of it and we all know what he"s gonna find. A few old stones the museum would be interested in, nothing else. The man is a fool."
Selena launched into her soap opera, names changed to protect the innocent, but she went too far with it, and the next morning Lisa tuned in like she did every day, only to hear the dull voice of a company man, playing sweet tunes and letting the words rest. "We don"t need words," he announced. "Now is the time for music."
Lisa"s editor, Keith, led the protest to bring Selena back to the airwaves. He used the newspaper and printed sheets on the street, in letter boxes, no names on there, no trouble. He used his contacts, his power. "Freedom of Speech the Victim," the campaign ran. Enough letters in, brave people willing to risk arrest to have their say, and it was "Thank you, all of you," from Selena. A week after her removal she was back on the air. "I laughed so hard I split my trousers when they banged on my door. No-one wants to see my split trousers. I have to be serious for just a moment. Thank you for wanting me back. I"ll try to make it worth your whilst. I"ve got this for you: I"ve heard there"s only one place in the city where electromagnetic interference means no bugging devices can be used. Cewa Flats. So if you"re making a plot or think someone"s watching you, this is the place for you. Sorry. I said I"d be serious and I lasted about a minute. Carry on without me for three minutes forty-five seconds," and she played a local song of hibiscus flowers and the river running clean.
Lisa and Keith arrived at the Cewa Flats to cover the evacuation of the families. She"d driven past the flats many times. At first she"d felt guilty, in her good car with her warm clothes on, seeing the children in torn singlets, bare legs. Rubbish piles. She"d felt all the guilt of privilege. But that faded; she got busy, distracted by bigger stories. She drove past without even noticing, now. The flats were so small she could see through the front window and out the back. Four storeys high, ten rooms on each storey, six buildings. All the corners broken off and a great crack running down the middle of building C, so broad she could see sky through it. Graffiti, written and written again, illegible and meaningless. The bricks, once pale yellow, were dark red. Lisa knew it was a chemical reaction within the pigment, but it looked bloodstained.
The children ran barefoot, in shorts too small, shirts too big.
Plastic bags full of belongings, the people waited for buses to transport them to their new homes. Lisa helped one woman with five children, each carrying two bags.
"We have nothing more," the mother said. Lisa had some canvas shopping bags in the car, and she gave them to the woman, helping her transfer the things. Grey, beige, some washed-out colours. Wrapped in a torn shawl was a hard box; the woman nodded at it. "All we have. My grandmother"s coin of release."
Lisa knew a lot of these people were descended from kidnapped slaves.
The mother spoke with her hand over her mouth. Others did, too, and some wore masks covering half their faces.
The children were mostly covered with head scarves.
"I can"t breathe," one skinny little girl complained. "And this doesn"t smell like air."
"You don"t want to breathe until we leave. You don"t want to catch cancer of the breath," the mother said to her.
Lisa shook her head. "You know there is no such thing. You can"t get cancer of the breath."
"Oh? Then what is in my mouth to make this?" The woman dropped her bags, reached up and grabbed Lisa"s ears, pulling her close.
The breath was awful, so bad Lisa gagged.
"You see? Even your white girl politeness can"t stop you."
"That"s not cancer of the breath. It"s your teeth and gums."
"If you had children you would understand. You would not risk your child"s breath to stay here."
"You should wear a scarf," the skinny little girl said to Lisa. "Your face is ugly and pink and shiny too much."
Lisa cared little for taunts about her burn scars. She was proud of them, proud of where they came from, though she never spoke of what she had achieved in getting them.
Other children rolled an old tyre to each other, a complex game with many a side.
A policeman gestured to the family. "The bus. Come on."
The mother gathered her children and they squeezed into the bus on laps, arms out the window.
"I"d like to come, see where you"re being settled," Lisa said. The woman waved her away with a hand flap.
Keith had been helping another family. He said, "I"m imagining where they"re going has to be better than this." He patted her shoulder. "I"m looking into the land reports. You chase this story up."
Lisa followed the buses to the new settlement, forty-five minutes away. The air was cleaner out there, and the shacks lined up neatly, each facing away from the door of the next. There was the sense of a village about it.
Lisa watched the children run around and explore. The parents called to each other, laughing.
"It seems okay," she reported back to Keith.
"What did you expect? A work camp?"
"You never know. I haven"t figured out his justification for getting rid of them."
Three days later, Keith"s house was seized under the "uncontrolled verbiage" ruling. He had written his editorial without restraint. He"d lived life too easy; he didn"t know how it could get. He wrote: No-one with any critical a.s.sessment thinks the transfer of families from Cewa Flats is solely to benefit the children, although anyone can see that the people are far better off. Their new place is much finer; it is the motivation I call into question.
He rang Lisa, told her he was going to stay at Cewa Flats for a couple of days before they came to arrest him. "Last place they"ll expect me to be. And I can do some good there, you know. Prove this breath cancer bulls.h.i.t isn"t true."
"And if you"re there, others are there; they won"t be able to go ahead with the redevelopment. It"s not like they can pull the place down around you. People will be watching. I"ll be watching."
"You be careful, Lisa. You write only the truth. Give the rumours to Selena."
They both laughed.
"Truth in print. Gossip on the radio. As it should be."
Lisa understood about covering up; many days she buried small pieces of information, anything which might connect her to the long-past fire. She did not regret her actions, but she was terrified of the results.
Selena in the Morning said, "I"ve got it here. The land a.s.sessment report of the Cewa Flats, and I"m not going to tell you who gave it me. It"s real, though. You know I said there were treasures buried? It"s a little more than that. According to the report, the land itself is worth something, and the dirt, it"s full of some sort of s.h.i.t we need. Why should the government get it, just like that?" The radio went quiet for a moment. Then music.