"Ah, that"s very different."
"Is it because Marguerite has carried off your talisman? But we still have mine. Wait, do you see when I take off my corsets I fasten it here, inside my chemise, for dear nurse says that it is necessary above all to have it during the night, and that it is when they are in bed that the sorcerers come to torment young girls. Is that true, Ursule? Do they sometimes try to torment you in the night?"
"Yes--no, mademoiselle." Urbain did not know what he was saying, for his eyes, despite himself, turned towards the perfidious talisman which seemed to be there, like the serpent on the tree of the knowledge of good and evil, to make him succ.u.mb to temptation.
"You are shivering with cold, Ursule, we shall be much better in bed; we shall be warmer. Do you want me to help you undress? How you are sighing. Is it because you are in some trouble? You must tell me all about it. It is so pleasant to have some friend, to be able to tell her all that one thinks. Let"s see; first, we"ll take off this cap which hides all your face. I am sure that mine will become you better, let us try it. But sit down first; you"re so big, my dear Ursule, that I can"t reach your head."
The young bachelor allowed himself to be led to a chair. He seated himself, and the lovely child, standing before him, began to loosen the pins which held his cap and his big brown curls. Urbain allowed Blanche to take off his headdress. He had decided to make himself known, besides sooner or later she must know the truth, and in order not to frighten her it was better that the metamorphosis should be gently made. The last pin was taken out, Blanche lifted the cap and the young man"s brown curls escaped on all sides and fell on his forehead and on his neck. The young girl uttered an exclamation and stopped. Urbain, fearing already that she was about to fly, lightly surrounded her waist with his two arms.
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"How funny that is," said Blanche, at last, looking at Urbain with astonishment. "Your hair isn"t done at all like that of all the women I ever saw. Is it the fashion to wear it like that in Verberie?"
"Yes, mademoiselle."
"Do you know, Ursule, that the more I look at you the more you look like a man to me."
"Somebody told me that before, mademoiselle."
"But it"s really astonishing. Your hair is dressed exactly like that of the men I see pa.s.sing in the street."
"Do you dislike it so?"
"No--however--it produces a very singular effect on me."
"If I were a man would you be angry?"
"Mercy, yes, I believe I should, for then you couldn"t be my friend any more. I couldn"t love you as a sister."
"But Blanche, if I were a man I should be your lover. A most tender, a most faithful lover. I could love you to distraction, and love is much stronger than friendship. Then, if you will share my affection, could there exist a mortal happier than I? Dear Blanche, if I could only possess your heart. Is there anything more precious on earth? To obtain it, I would give the last drop of my blood."
While speaking Urbain, engrossed by his love, no longer sought to disguise his voice. His arms still surrounded Blanche and the young girl, greatly moved, dropped on the knees of the young bachelor, saying in a feeble voice,--
"Mon Dieu, Ursule, don"t say such things to me. They make me uneasy. I don"t know what"s the matter with me. I feel that I wish to cry. What use is it to tell such falsehoods, to speak of love and of loving?
Ursule, somebody has told me that it is very wrong to talk about those things. O heavens! since you haven"t your cap on, I dare not look at you."
"Blanche! dear Blanche!"
"Well now, you"re still pretending to be a man, and it frightens me.
Come, Ursule, be a woman again, I beg of you."
"No, Blanche, I will not deceive you further. It is a man--it"s--the most tender lover who is near you."
By a sudden movement Blanche rose and escaped to the other end of the room; Urbain did not seek to restrain her, but fell on his knees and held out his hands towards her, seeming to await her forgiveness, while the young girl looked at him with eyes which expressed more surprise than fear.
"What? are you really a man?" said the amiable child, after a moment.
"Yes, mademoiselle."
"Are you quite sure of it?"
"Oh, yes."
"O good heavens! don"t come near me, I beg of you."
"Ah, don"t tremble so, I am at your feet, the most submissive of lovers."
"Of lovers! I don"t know what a lover is."
"It was that I might be successful in seeing you, that I might make known to you all the love that I feel for you, that I have dared to take this disguise. Without that how should I have managed to see you when they keep you in prison in this room?"
"I never go out of it. I should not listen to you perhaps. How did you come to love me?"
"It was through the window that I first saw you. Some singers were standing under the cas.e.m.e.nt. You seemed to listen to them with great pleasure. That night I returned and sang under your window the romance which you like so much."
"That was you?" cried Blanche, joyfully; and already forgetting her first fear she looked at Urbain with more a.s.surance. Her pure and innocent mind could not conceive all the danger of her situation. A more experienced young girl would have cried and have shown much anger, but Blanche, whose soul was a stranger to all dissimulation evinced the same confidence in the young bachelor as she did in Ursule, because she had no other thought which could make her blush. "Why! was that you?" she repeated, "It isn"t astonishing that I found such a resemblance in your voice, but it wasn"t good of you, monsieur, to lie to us like that. I was quite sure that you were Ursule and I loved you like a dear friend, and can I continue to love you like that now?"
"And what should prevent you, if I have not displeased you?"
"Oh, no! you haven"t displeased me. I even think that you look better without a cap, but it"s not allowable to love a man."
"Why not, when that man wishes to become your husband?"
"Marguerite says that all men are deceivers and then, O heavens! the devil also takes the form of a man, and presented himself thus to the sorcerer of Verberie. O mon Dieu, if you should be the devil!"
"O Blanche, what a thought!"
"But no, you look too sweet--you"re not all black, and you haven"t any claws."
"My name is Urbain Dorgeville. My parents were honest and respected. I am an orphan. I haven"t much fortune, but when one loves truly is it necessary to have much in order to be happy? Dear Blanche, will you forgive me?"
"He calls me his dear Blanche, how funny that is! And if I don"t forgive you, what will happen?"
"You will reduce me to despair and nothing will remain for me but to die."
"Oh, I don"t wish that you should die," cried the amiable child, "and I will forgive you, for I should be very vexed if I caused you any grief."
"Can it be," said Urbain, rising and running towards Blanche. The young girl made a movement of fear, then, recovering herself, she smiled, and signed to Urbain to seat himself near her. The happy bachelor placed his chair close up to that of Blanche and very gently took one of her hands, which the ingenuous child allowed him to retain.
"You forgive me for loving you, then?" said he, looking at her tenderly.
"Of course, I"m obliged to, since you say that it will make you die if I forbid you to."
"And you, also, will love me?"
"Oh, I don"t know. I loved Ursule very much, however, but you--it wouldn"t be the same thing, would it?"
"It would be much sweeter."