"To think," he kept saying over and over again and unabashed at the way his face twisted, "to think they should have happened to me. Two such women in one lifetime, as my little mother--and her. Fat little old Louis to have had those two. Why just the memory of my Carrie--is almost enough--to think old me should have a memory like that--it is almost enough--isn"t isn"t it, Alma?"
She kissed his hand.
That very same, that dreadful night, almost without her knowing it, her throat-tearing sobs broke loose, her face to the waistcoat of Leo Friedlander.
He held her close. Very, very close.
"Why sweetheart," he said, "I could cut out my heart to help you. Why, sweetheart. Shh-h-h, remember what Louis says. Just the beautiful memory--of--her--is--wonderful--"
"Just--the b-beautiful--memory--you"ll always have it too--of her--my mama--won"t you, Leo? Won"t you?"
"Always," he said, when the tight grip in his throat had eased enough.
"Say--it again--Leo."
"Always."
She could not know how dear she became to him then, because not ten minutes before, from the very lapel against which her cheek lay pressed, he had unpinned a white carnation.
THE LITTLE MASTER OF THE SKY[15]
By MANUEL KOMROFF
(From _The Dial_)
Even idiots it seems have their place and purpose in society, or as a chess player would say tapping his fingers on the board--"That p.a.w.n may cost you your queen." The little village of M---- only realized this after it was too late.
The police of M---- all knew that Peter, a half-wit, or "Silly Peter" as he was called, was perfectly harmless; even though at times he would litter the streets and market-place with bread crumbs. But the pigeons of M---- soon cleared the walks.
Peter, it seems, had at an early age dedicated his silly life to the pigeons. All his cares and sorrows were bound up in the lives of the birds. In fact it seemed as though he himself became birdlike. He could flap his arms to his sides and produce that same dull penetrating note that was given only to this particular species of bird when they flapped their wings.
At an early age he was left without parents and managed to grow up among the horses and cows in the barns. But these larger animals were entirely out of his sphere--he did not understand them.
One day when the lad was about seven years old, the village folks suddenly noticed that he was lame. When asked about it, all he would reply was: "The pigeons made me lame."
Luba, a farmer"s fat cook, once told at the market-place how Peter became lame. She told of how the boy stood on the roof of her master"s barn flapping his arms in imitation of the birds encircling his head; how he sprang in the air in a mad attempt to fly, and fell to the ground. But Luba had a reputation for being a liar, and none believed her although all enjoyed listening. "Such good imagination," they would say, after she was gone.
Peter grew up a little lame, but this defect seemed only to add to his nimbleness. He could climb a telegraph pole sideways like a parrot walking up a stick. Once on top he would swing his good leg around the cross beam and wave his hat--and from below a flight of flapping and fluttering birds would arise.
In this way he lived and grew to the age of sixteen, although his small, protruding bones and round, child-like eyes kept him looking younger.
Where he slept and where he ate, all remained a mystery to the village folk; but this mystery was not near as great as another--
The schoolmaster once noticed that at times the pigeons seemed all grey, and at other times the greater number of them carried large pink b.r.e.a.s.t.s; also at times there were few, while on other days the streets and market-place were thickly dotted with nodding, pecking birds; also that never could they find the very young ones.
It seemed as though only Peter knew the secret--but when asked about it he would show a silly grin and shy away, pretending to be much occupied chasing the birds that ever flocked about him.
He would travel about from barn to barn collecting the feed that fell from the bins of careless animals. He would sometimes travel along the back yards, twist his mouth and call to n.o.body in particular: "A few crumbs for the birdies, lady?" And presently through an open window a crust would fly, and with this buried in his hat he would be off.
Only among the poor would he hobble about. He never ventured up the hill where the better people lived; and it is perhaps for this reason that he was seldom disturbed.
To himself Silly Peter was monarch of the air. In his own distorted mind he was master of all creatures that flew. Worldly cares he left to those who had inherited worldly material; as for himself, he was concerned only with the aerial strata and with the feathery creatures thereof. n.o.body wanted it; so he acquired it as he acquired the cast-off hat that he wore. He fathomed it, tasted it, drank it, navigated his creatures through it, and even fanned life into it by flapping his bony arms.
He understood the air and the sky, and it all belonged to him. Every atom of sky that poured itself over the village of M---- belonged to Silly Peter. It seemed as though he purposely limped lightly over the ground that was foreign to his nature; for he was captain and master of the sky.
II
"We must first loosen the ground," said a petty officer. "If the soil is too hard, then the action will drag. And quick action and a brisk finish always make for a better picture."
"Hey, you!" commanded the Captain. "Go get another shovel and help dig."
While two soldiers stood digging in a rectangular plot in the market-place, the camera-men had set up and were adjusting a motion picture apparatus. Twenty-five feet away stood six soldiers leaning on their rifles talking and laughing.
"Enough digging!" shouted the Captain. "Turn the loose earth back into the pit." The soldiers obeyed.
"Are you ready?" he said as he turned to the camera-men.
"All ready," came the reply.
"Now," said the Captain winking maliciously to two of his men. "You run around and pick me up a beggar."
The soldiers started off, pushing their way through the sheepish crowd and into a side street. After walking a few hundred paces one remarked to the other: "When you don"t need them, a hundred are upon you. When you want them--the devil take it."
At last they came upon Silly Peter and decided that he would answer.
"Come along, boy; the Captain wants you," they said, taking hold of his arms.
"Let me go!" The boy struggled. "I did nothing."
"Come along, you fool!"
They brought Silly Peter to the square, placed him on the spot that smelled fresh with upturned earth, placed a shovel in his hands and told him to dig his grave.
When they stepped aside, the terrified boy could see the camera before him and the six soldiers standing at attention a few paces away. Already the clicking handles started turning.
"Dig!" shouted the Captain.
"I don"t want a grave," whimpered the frightened creature as several pigeons approached. "I don"t want a grave," as he turned up the loose earth with trembling shovel-strokes. "I don"t want a grave," and tears ran in trickling rivulets down his silly face.
Even an idiot could understand. At one side of him he was confronted with death for no apparent reason at all. And on the other side of him flew his pigeons.
Suddenly the signal was given; the six rifles were raised, and a volley of blank cartridges shot at the boy. The frightened birds flew into the air as the twisted frame of Silly Peter sank into the soft, upturned earth.