He made the motions of p.r.i.c.king with his bayonet as he spoke, "One--_two_--hop!"
It made us all tremble only to look at him.
"Yes, Father Moses, so it is," said he, emptying his gla.s.s by little sips. "I have nailed this sort of an apothecary to the door of the tile-kiln. He made up a funny face--his eyes starting from his head.
His Aurelia will have to expect him a good while! But never mind!
Only, Madame Sorle, I a.s.sure you that it is a lie. You must not believe a word he says. The Emperor will give it to them! Don"t be troubled."
I did not wish to go on. I felt myself grow cold, and I finished the letter quickly, pa.s.sing over three-quarters of it which contained no information, only compliments for friends and acquaintances.
The sergeant himself had had enough of it, and went out soon afterward, saying, "Good-night! Throw that in the fire!"
Then I put the letter aside, and we all sat looking at each other for some minutes. I opened the door. The sergeant was in his room at the end of the pa.s.sage, and I said, in a low voice:
"What a horrible thing! Not only to kill the father of a family like a fly, but to laugh about it afterward!"
"Yes," replied Sorle. "And the worst of it is that he is not a bad man. He loves the Emperor too well, that is all!"
The information contained in the letter caused us much serious reflection, and that night, notwithstanding our stroke of good fortune in our sales, I woke more than once, and thought of this terrible war, and wondered what would become of the country if Napoleon were no longer its master. But these questions were above my comprehension, and I did not know how to answer them.
XVII
FAMINE AND FEVER
After this story of the landwehr, we were afraid of the sergeant, though he did not know it, and came regularly to take his gla.s.s of cherry-brandy. Sometimes in the evening he would hold the bottle before our lamp, and exclaim:
"It is getting low, Father Moses, it is getting low! We shall soon be put upon half-rations, and then quarter, and so on. It is all the same; if a drop is left, anything more than the smell, in six months, Trubert will be very glad."
He laughed, and I thought with indignation:
"You will be satisfied with a drop! What are you in want of? The city storehouses are bomb-proof, the fires at the guard-house are burning every day, the market furnishes every soldier with his ration of fresh meat, while respectable citizens are glad if they can get potatoes and salt meat!"
This is the way I felt in my ill-humor, while I treated him pleasantly, all the same, on account of his terrible wickedness.
And it was the truth, Fritz, even our children had nothing more nourishing to eat than soup made of potatoes and salt beef, which cause many dangerous maladies.
The garrison had no lack of anything; but, notwithstanding, the governor was all the time proclaiming that the visits were to be recommenced, and that those who should be found delinquent should be punished with the rigor of military law. Those people wanted to have everything for themselves; but n.o.body minded them, everybody hid what he could.
Fortunate in those times was he who kept a cow in his cellar, with some hay and straw for fodder; milk and b.u.t.ter were beyond all price.
Fortunate was he who owned a few hens; a fresh egg, at the end of February, was valued at fifteen sous, and they were not to be had even at that price. The price of fresh meat went up, so to speak, from hour to hour, and we did not ask if it was beef or horse-flesh.
The council of defence had sent away the paupers of the city before the blockade, but a large number of poor people remained. A good many slipped out at night into the trenches by one of the posterns; they would go and dig up roots from under the snow, and cut the nettles in the bastions to boil for spinach. The sentries fired from above, but what will not a man risk for food? It is better to feel a ball than to suffer with hunger.
We needed only to meet these emaciated creatures, these women dragging themselves along the walls, these pitiful children, to feel that famine had come, and we often said to ourselves:
"If the Emperor does not come and help us, in a month we shall be like these wretched creatures! What good will our money do us, when a radish will cost a hundred francs?"
Then, Fritz, we smiled no more as we saw the little ones eating around the table; we looked at each other, and this glance was enough to make us understand each other.
The good sense and good feeling of a brave woman are seen at times like this. Sorle had never spoken to me about our provisions; I knew how prudent she was, and supposed that we must have provisions hidden somewhere, without being entirely sure of it. So, at evening, as we sat at our meagre supper, the fear that our children might want the necessary food sometimes led me to say:
"Eat! feast away! I am not hungry. I want an omelet or a chicken.
Potatoes do not agree with me."
I would laugh, but Sorle knew very well what I was thinking.
"Come, Moses," she said to me one day; "we are not as badly off as you think; and if we should come to it, ah, well! do not be troubled, we shall find some way of getting along! So long as others have something to live upon, we shall not perish, more than they."
She gave me courage, and I ate cheerfully, I had so much confidence in her.
That same evening, after Zeffen and the children had gone to bed, Sorle took the lamp, and led me to her hiding-place.
Under the house we had three cellars, very small and very low, separated by lattices. Against the last of these lattices, Sorle had thrown bundles of straw up to the very top; but after removing the straw, we went in, and I saw at the farther end, two bags of potatoes, a bag of flour, and on the little oil-cask a large piece of salt beef.
We stayed there more than an hour, to look, and calculate, and think.
These provisions might serve us for a month, and those in the large cellar under the street, which we had declared to the commissary of provisions, a fortnight. So that Sorle said to me as we went up:
"You see that, with economy, we have what will do for six weeks. A time of great want is now beginning, and if the Emperor does not come before the end of six weeks, the city will surrender. Meanwhile, we must get along with potatoes and salt meat."
She was right, but every day I saw how the children were suffering from this diet. We could see that they grew thin, especially little David; his large bright eyes, his hollow cheeks, his increasing dejected look, made my heart ache.
I held him, I caressed him; I whispered to him that, when the winter was over, we would go to Saverne, and his father would take him to drive in his carriage. He would look at me dreamily, and then lay his head upon my shoulder, with his arm around my neck, without answering.
At last he refused to eat.
Zeffen, too, became disheartened; she would often sob, and take her babe from me, and say that she wanted to go, that she wanted to see Baruch! You do not know what these troubles are, Fritz; a father"s troubles for his children; they are the cruelest of all! No child can imagine how his parents love him, and what they suffer when he is unhappy.
But what was to be done in the midst of such calamities? Many other families in France were still more to be pitied than we.
During all this time, you must remember that we had the patrols, the sh.e.l.ls in the evening, requisition and notices, the call to arms at the two barracks and in front of the mayoralty, the cries of "Fire!" in the night, the noise of the fire-engines, the arrival of the envoys, the rumors spread through the city that our armies were retreating, and that the city was to be burned to the ground!
The less people know the more they invent.
It is best to tell the simple truth. Then every one would take courage, for, during all such times, I have always seen that the truth, even in the greatest calamities, is never so terrible as these inventions. The republicans defended themselves so well, because they knew everything, nothing was concealed from them, and every one considered the affairs of his nation as his own.
But when men"s own affairs are hidden from them, how can they have confidence? An honest man has nothing to conceal, and I say it is the same with an honest government.
In short, bad weather, cold, want, rumors of all kinds, increased our miseries. Men like Burguet, whom we had always seen firm, became sad; all that they could say to us was:
"We shall see!--we must wait!" The soldiers again began to desert, and were shot!
Our brandy-selling always kept on: I had already emptied seven pipes of spirit, all my debts were paid, my storehouse at the market was full of goods, and I had eighteen thousand francs in the cellar; but what is money, when we are trembling for the life of those we love?
On the sixth of March, about nine o"clock in the evening, we had just finished supper as usual, and the sergeant was smoking his pipe, with his legs crossed, near the window, and looking at us without speaking.
It was the hour when the bombarding began; we heard the first cannon-shots, behind the Fiquet bottom-land; a cannon-shot from the outposts had answered them; that had somewhat roused us, for we were all thoughtful.
"Father Moses," said the sergeant, "the children are pale!"