"I shouldn"t wonder if the Flaxmans were of some use to you in the village," said Stephen, taking up his hat. "They"re rich, and, they say, very generous."
"Well, if they"ll give me a parish nurse, I"ll crawl to them," said the Rector, settling himself in his chair and putting an old shawl over his knees. "And as you go out, just tell Anne, will you, to keep herself to herself for an hour and not to disturb me?"
Stephen Barron moved to the door, and as he opened it he turned back a moment to look at the man in the chair, and the room in which he sat. It was as though he asked himself by what manner of man he had been thus gripped and coerced, in a matter so intimate, and, to himself, so vital.
Meynell"s eyes were already shut. The dogs had gathered round him, the collie"s nose laid against his knee, the other two guarding his feet. All round, the walls were laden with books, so were the floor and the furniture. A carpenter"s bench filled the further end of the room.
Carving tools were scattered on it, and a large piece of wood-carving, half finished, was standing propped against it. It was part of some choir decoration that Meynell and a cla.s.s of village boys were making for the church, where the Rector had already carved with his own hand many of the available surfaces, whether of stone or wood. The carving, which was elaborate and rich, was technically faulty, as an Italian primitive is faulty, but _mutatis mutandis_ it had much of the same charm that belongs to Italian primitive work: the same joyous sincerity, the same pa.s.sionate love of natural things, leaves and flowers and birds.
For the rest, the furniture of the room was shabby and ugly. The pictures on the walls were mostly faded Oxford photographs, or outlines by Overbeck and Retsch, which had belonged to Meynell"s parents and were tenderly cherished by him. There were none of the pretty, artistic trifles, the signs of travel and easy culture, which many a small country vicarage possesses in abundance. Meynell, in spite of his scholar"s mastery of half-a-dozen languages, had never crossed the Channel. Barron, lingering at the door, with his eyes on the form by the fire, knew why.
The Rector had always been too poor. He had been left an orphan while still at Balliol, and had to bring up his two younger brothers. He had done it. They were both in Canada now and prospering. But the signs of the struggle were on this shabby house, and on this shabby, frugal, powerfully built man. Yet now he might have been more at ease; the living, though small, was by no means among the worst in the diocese.
Ah, well! Anne, the housekeeper and only servant, knew how the money went--and didn"t go, and she had pa.s.sed on some of her grievances to Barron. They two knew--though Barron would never have dared to show his knowledge--what a wrestle it meant to get the Rector to spend what was decently necessary on his own food and clothes; and Anne spent hours of the night in indignantly guessing at what he spent on the clothes and food of other people--mostly, in her opinion, "varmints."
These things flitted vaguely through the young man"s sore mind. Then in a flash they were absorbed in a perception of a wholly different kind. The room seemed to him transfigured; a kind of temple. He thought of the intellectual life which had been lived there; the pa.s.sion for truth which had burnt in it; the sermons and books that had been written on those crowded tables; the personality and influence that had been gradually built up within it, so that to him, as to many others, the dingy study was a place of pilgrimage, breathing inspiration; and his heart went out, first in discipleship, and then in a pain that was not for himself. For over his friend"s head he saw the gathering of clouds not now to be scattered or dispersed; and who could foretell the course of the storm?
The young man gently closed the door and went his way. He need not have left the house so quietly. The Rector got no sleep that evening.
CHAPTER II
The church clock of Upcote Minor was just striking nine o"clock as Richard Meynell, a few hours later than the conversation just recorded, shut the Rectory gate behind him, and took his way up the village.
The night was cold and gusty. The summer this year had forgotten to be balmy, and Meynell, who was an ardent sun-lover, shivered as he walked along, b.u.t.toning a much-worn parson"s coat against the sharp air. Before him lay the long, straggling street, with its cottages and small shops, its post-office, and public-houses, and its occasional gentlefolks"
dwellings, now with a Georgian front plumb on the street, and now hidden behind walls and trees. It was evidently a large village, almost a country town, with a considerable variety of life. At this hour of the evening most of the houses were dark, for the labourers had gone to bed.
But behind the drawn blinds of the little shops there were still lights here and there, and in the houses of the gentility.
The Rector pa.s.sed the fine perpendicular church standing back from the road, with its churchyard about it; and just beyond it, he turned, his pace involuntarily slackening, to look at a small gabled house, surrounded by a garden, and overhung by a splendid lime tree. Suddenly, as he approached it, the night burst into fragrance, for a gust of wind shook the lime-blossom, and flung the scent in Meynell"s face; while at the same time the dim ma.s.ses of roses in the garden sent out their sweetness to the pa.s.sers-by.
A feeling of pleasure, quick, involuntary, pa.s.sed through his mind; pleasure in the thought of what these flowers meant to the owner of them.
He had a vision of a tall and slender woman, no longer young, with a delicate and plaintive face, moving among the rose-beds she loved, her light dress trailing on the gra.s.s. The recollection stirred in him affection, and an impulse of sympathy, stronger than the mere thought of the flowers, and the woman"s tending of them, could explain. It pa.s.sed indeed immediately into something else--a touch of new and sharp anxiety.
"And she"s been very peaceful of late," he said to himself ruefully, "as far at least as Hester ever lets her be. Preston"s wife was a G.o.dsend.
Perhaps now she"ll come out of her sh.e.l.l and go more among the people. It would help her. Anyway, we can"t have everything rooted up again just yet--before the time."
He walked on, and as the farther corner of the house came into view, he saw a thinly curtained window with a light inside it, and it seemed to him that he distinguished a figure within.
"Reading?--or embroidering? Probably, at her work. She had that commission to finish. Busy woman!"
He fell to imagining the little room, the embroidery frame, the books, and the brindled cat on the rug, of no particular race or beauty; for use not for show; but sensitive and gentle like its mistress, and like her, not to be readily made friends with.
"How wise of her," he thought, "not to accept her sister"s offer since Ralph"s death--to insist on keeping her little house and her independence. Imagine her!--prisoned in that house, with that family.
Except for Hester--except for Hester!"
He smiled sadly to himself, threw a last troubled look at the little house, and left it behind him. Before him, the village street, with its green and its pond, widened under the scudding sky. Far ahead, about a quarter of a mile away, among surrounding trees, certain outlines were visible through the July twilight. The accustomed eye knew them for the chimneys of the Fox-Wiltons" house, owned now, since the recent death of its master, Sir Ralph Fox-Wilton, by his widow, the sister of the lady with the cat and the embroidery, and mother of many children, for the most part an unattractive brood, peevish and slow-minded like their father. Hester was the bright, particular star in that house, as Stephen Barron had now found out.
Alack!--alack! The Rector"s face resumed for a moment the expression of painful or brooding perplexity it had worn during his conversation of the afternoon with young Barron, on the subject of Hester Fox-Wilton.
Another light in a window--and a sound of shouting and singing. The "Cowroast," a "public" mostly frequented by the miners who inhabited the northern end of the village, was evidently doing trade. The Rector did not look up as he pa.s.sed it; but in general he turned an indulgent eye upon it. Before entering upon the living, he had himself worked for a month as an ordinary miner, in the colliery whose tall chimneys could be seen to the east above the village roofs. His body still vividly retained the physical memory of those days--of the aching muscles, and the gargantuan thirsts.
At last the rows of new-built cottages attached to the colliery came in view on the left; to the right, a steep hillside heavily wooded, and at the top of it, in the distance, the glimmering of a large white house--stately and separate--dominating the village, the church, the collieries, and the Fox-Wiltons" plantations.
The Rector threw a glance at it. It was from that house had come the letter he had found on his hall-table that afternoon; a letter in a handwriting large and impressive like the dim house on the hill. The handwriting of a man accustomed to command, whether his own ancestral estate, or the collieries which had been carved out of its fringe, or the village spreading humbly at his feet, or the church into which he walked on Sunday with heavy tread, and upright carriage, conscious of his threefold dignity--as squire, magistrate, and churchwarden.
"It"s my business to fight him!" Meynell thought, looking at the house, and squaring his broad shoulders unconsciously. "It"s not my business to hate him--not at all--rather to respect and sympathize with him. I provoke the fight--and I may be thankful to have lit on a strong antagonist. What"s Stephen afraid of? What can they do? Let "em try!"
A smile--contemptuous and good-humoured--crossed the Rector"s face. Any angry bigot determined to rid his parish of a heretical parson might no doubt be tempted to use other than legal and theological weapons, if he could get them. A heretic with unpaid bills and some hidden vice is scarcely in a position to make much of his heresy. But the Rector"s smile showed him humorously conscious of an almost excessive innocence of private life. The thought of how little an enemy could find to lay hold on in his history or present existence seemed almost to bring with it a kind of shamefacedness--as for experience irrevocably foregone, warm, tumultuous, human experience, among the sinners and sufferers of the world. For there are odd, mingled moments in the lives of most scholars and saints--like Renan in his queer envy of Theophile Gautier--when such men inevitably ask themselves whether they have not missed something irreplaceable, the student, by his learning--the saint even, by his goodness.
Here now was "Miners" Row." As the Rector approached the cottage of which he was in search the clouds lightened in the east, and a pale moonshine, suffusing the dusk, showed in the far distance beyond the village, the hills of Fitton Chase, rounded, heathy hills, crowned by giant firs.
Meynell looked at them with longing, and a sudden realization of his own weariness. A day or two, perhaps a week or two, among the fells, with their winds and scents about him, and their streams in his ears--he must allow himself that, before the fight began.
No. 8. A dim light showed in the upper window. The Rector knocked at the door. A woman opened--a young and sweet-looking nurse in her bonnet and long cloak.
"You look pretty done!" exclaimed the Rector. "Has he been giving trouble?"
"Oh, no, sir, not more than usual. It"s the two of them."
"She won"t go to her sister"s?"
"She won"t stir a foot, sir."
"Where is she?" The nurse pointed to the living-room on her left.
"She scarcely eats anything--a sup of tea sometimes. And I doubt whether she sleeps at all."
"And she won"t go to him?"
"If he were dying, and she alone with him in the house, I don"t believe she"d go near him."
The Rector stepped in and asked a few questions as to arrangements for the night. The patient, it seemed, was asleep, in consequence of a morphia injection, and likely to remain so for an hour or two. He was dying of an internal injury inflicted by a fall of rock in the mine some ten days before. Surgery had done what it could, but signs of blood-poisoning had appeared, and the man"s days were numbered.
The doctor had left written instructions, which the nurse handed over to Meynell. If certain symptoms appeared, the doctor was to be summoned. But in all probability the man"s fine const.i.tution, injured though it had been by drink, would enable him to hold out another day or two. And the hideous pain of the first week had now ceased; mortification had almost certainly set in, and all that could be done was to wait the slow and sure failure of the heart.
The nurse took leave. Meynell was hanging up his hat in the little pa.s.sageway, when the door of the front parlour opened, after being unlocked.
Meynell looked round.
"Good evening, Mrs. Bateson. You are coming upstairs, I hope, with me?"
He spoke gently, but with a quiet authority.
The woman in the doorway shook her head. She was thin and narrow-chested.
Her hair was already gray, though she could not have been more than thirty-five, and youth and comeliness had been long since battered from her face, partly by misery of mind, partly by direct ill usage of which there were evident traces. She looked steadily at the Rector.
"I"m not going," she said. "He"s nowt to me. But I"d like to know what the doctor was thinkin" of him."
"The doctor thinks he may live through to-night and to-morrow night--not much more. He is your husband, Mrs. Bateson, and whatever you have against him, you"ll be very sorry afterward if you don"t give him help and comfort in his death. Come up now, I beg of you, and watch with me.