"Philip---alive!" she muttered. "Alive!... Speak! Can"t you speak to me?
Are you a ghost?"
"Of course not," he answered, with a calm which surprised him. "You can"t have forgotten in less than six months what I look like."
A new expression struggled into her face. She abandoned her grasp of the handle and came back to her former position.
"Look here," she faltered, "if you are Philip Romilly, where"s he--Douglas?... Where"s Douglas?"
There was no answer. Philip simply looked at her. She began to shake once more upon her feet.
"Where"s Douglas?" she demanded fiercely. "Tell me? Tell me quickly, before I go mad! If you are Philip Romilly alive, if it wasn"t your body they found, where"s Douglas?"
"You can guess what happened to him," Philip said slowly. "I met him on the towing-path by the side of the ca.n.a.l. I spoke to him--about you.
He answered me with a jest. I think that all the pa.s.sion of those grinding years of misery swept up at that moment from my heart. I was strong--G.o.d, how strong I was! I took him by the throat, Beatrice. I watched his face change. I watched his d.a.m.ned, self-satisfied complacency fade away. He lost all his smugness, and his eyes began to stare at me, and his lips grew whiter as they struggled to utter the cries for mercy which choked back. Then I flung him in--that"s all. Splash!... G.o.d, I can hear it now! I saw his face just under the water. Then I went on."
"You went on?" she repeated, trembling in every limb.
"I picked up the pocketbook which I had shaken out of his clothes in that first struggle. I studied its contents, and it gave me an idea. I went to Liverpool, stayed at the hotel where he had engaged rooms, dressed myself in his clothes, and went on the steamer in his place. I travelled to New York as Mr. Douglas Romilly of the Douglas Romilly Shoe Company, occupied my room at the Waldorf under that name. Then I disappeared suddenly--there were too many people waiting to see me. I took the pseudonym which he had carefully prepared for himself and hid for a time in a small tenement house. Then I rewrote the play. There you have my story."
"You--murdered him, Philip!... You!"
"It was no crime," he continued calmly, filled with a queer sense of relief at the idea of being able to talk about it. "My whole life, up till that day, had been one epitome of injustice and evil fortune. You were my one solace. His life--well, you know what it had been. Everything was made easy for him. He had a luxurious boyhood, he was sent to college, pampered and spoilt, and pa.s.sed on to a dissipated manhood. He spent a great fortune, ruined a magnificent business. He lived, month by month, hour by hour, for just the voluptuous pleasures which his wealth made possible to him. That was the man I met on the ca.n.a.l bank that afternoon. You know the state I was in. You know very well the grievance I had against him."
"You had no right to interfere," she said dully. "If I chose to accept what he had to give, it was my business. There never had been over-much affection between you and me. We were just waifs together. Life wouldn"t give us what we wanted. I had made up my mind months before to escape whenever the opportunity came. Douglas brought it to me and I s.n.a.t.c.hed at it. I am not accepting any blame."
He leaned towards her.
"Neither am I," he declared. "Do you remember we used to talk about the doctrine of responsibility? I am a pervert. I did what I had to do, and I am content."
She stood quite still for several moments. Then she took out the pins from her hat, banged it upon the table, opened her tweed coat, came round to the fireside, and threw herself into an easy-chair. Her action was portentous and significant.
"Tell me how you found me out?" he asked, after a brief pause.
"I was dismissed from Detton Magna," she told him. "I had to go and be waiting-maid to Aunt Esther at Croydon. I took the place of her maid-of-all-work. I scrubbed for my living. There wasn"t anything else. I hadn"t clothes to try for the bolder things, not a friend in the world, but I was only waiting. I meant, at the first chance, to rob Aunt Esther, to come to London, dress myself properly, and find a post on the stage, if possible. I wasn"t particular. Then one day a man came to see me--an American. He"d travelled all the way from New York because he was interested in what he called the mysterious Romilly disappearance. He knew that I had been Douglas" friend. He asked me to come out and identify--you! He offered me my pa.s.sage, a hundred pounds, and to give me a start in life here, if I needed it. So I came out with him."
"With Dane," he muttered.
She nodded.
"Yes, that was his name--Mr. Edward Dane. I came out to identify Douglas."
"You weren"t going to give him away?" Philip asked curiously.
"Of course not. I should have made my bargain, and then, after I had scared Douglas for leaving me as he did, I should have said that it wasn"t the man. And instead--I found you!"
He tapped the table with his fingers, restlessly. A new hope was forming in his brain. This, indeed, might be the end of all his troubles.
"Listen," he said earnestly, "Dane has always suspected me. Sometimes I have wondered whether he hadn"t the truth at the back of his head. You can make me safe forever."
She made no reply. Her eyes were watching his face. She seemed to be waiting to hear what else he had to say.
"Don"t you understand?" he went on impatiently. "You have only to tell Dane that I am neither Douglas nor Philip, but curiously like both, and he will chuck the thing up. He must. Then I shall be safe. You see that, don"t you?"
"Yes, I see that," she admitted.
"Well?"
"Tell me exactly how much of Douglas" money you have spent?" she demanded.
"Only the loose money from the pocketbook. Not all of that. I am earning money now."
She leaned across the table.
"What about the twenty thousand pounds?"
"I haven"t touched it," he a.s.sured her, "not a penny."
"On your honour?"
He rose silently and went to his desk, unlocked one of the drawers, and drew from a hidden place a thin strip of paper. He smoothed it out on the table before her.
"There"s the deposit note," he said,--"_Twenty thousand pounds to the joint or separate credit of Beatrice Wenderley and Douglas Romilly, on demand_. The money"s there still. I haven"t touched it."
She gripped the paper in her fingers. The sight of the figures seemed to fascinate her. Then she looked around.
"How can you afford to live in a place like this, then?" she demanded suspiciously. "Where does your money come from?"
"The play," he told her.
"What, all this?" she exclaimed.
"It is a great success. The theatre is packed every night. My royalties come every week to far more than I could spend."
She looked once more around her, gripped the deposit note in her fingers, and leaned back in her chair. She laughed curiously. Her eyes had travelled back to Philip"s anxious face.
"Wonderful!" she murmured. "You paid the price, but you"ve won. You"ve had something for it. I paid the price, and up till now--"
She stared at the paper in her hand. Then she looked away into the fire.
"I can"t get it all into my head," she went on. "I pictured him here, living in luxury, spending the money of which he had promised me a share ... and he"s dead! That was his body--that unrecognisable thing they found in the ca.n.a.l. You killed him--Douglas! He was so fond of life, too."
"Fond of the things which meant life to him," Philip muttered.
"I should never have believed that you had the courage," she observed ruminatingly. "After all, then, he wasn"t faithless. He wasn"t the brute I thought him."
She sat thinking for what seemed to him to be an interminable time. He broke in at last upon her meditations.
"Well," he asked, "what are you going to say to Dane?"