The bills, when he had gathered them all in, amounted in their awful total to twenty pounds odd, a sum that exceeded his worst dreams of Violet"s possible expenditure. He had realized, in the late summer and autumn of last year, before the period of compulsory retirement had set in, that his wife was beginning to cost him more than she had ever done, more than any woman of his cla.s.s, so far as he knew, would have dreamed of costing; and this summer, no sooner had she emerged triumphant than--with two children now to provide for--she had launched out upon a scale that fairly terrified him. But all her past extravagance did nothing to prepare him for the extent to which, as he expressed it, she could "go it," when she had, as you might say, an incentive.
The most astounding of the bills his whirlwind swept him was the bill from Starker"s--from Oxford Street, if you please--and the bill (sent in with a cynical prompt.i.tude) from the chemist in Acacia Avenue at the corner. That, the chemist"s, was in a way the worst. It was for scent, for toilette articles, strange yet familiar to him from their presence in his father"s shop, for all manner of cosmetics, for things so outrageous, so unnecessary, that they witnessed chiefly to the shifts she had been put to, to her anxieties and hastes, to the feverish multiplication of pretexts and occasions. Still, they amounted but to a few pounds and an odd shilling or two. Starker"s bill did the rest.
That, the high, resplendent "cheek" of it, showed what she was capable of; it gave him the measure of her father"s "funk," for, of not one of the items, from the three-guinea costumes (there were several of them) down to the dozen of openwork Lisle-thread hose at two and eleven the pair, had Ransome so much as suspected the existence. The three-guinea costumes he could understand. It was the three nightgowns, trimmed lace, at thirteen, fifteen, and sixteen shillings apiece, that took his breath away, as with a vision of her purposes. Still, to him, her husband, Starker"s statement of account represented directly, with the perfection of business precision, the cost of getting rid of her; it was so simply and openly the cost of her outfit, of all that she had trailed with her in her flight.
Yet, as he grasped it, he saw with that mature comprehension which was now his, that, awful as it was, that total of twenty pounds odd represented, perfectly, the price of peace. It was open to him to repudiate his wife"s debts, in which case she would appear in the County Court, which, with its effect of publicity, with the things that would be certain to come out there, was almost as bad as the Divorce Court.
Then the unfortunate tradespeople would not be paid, a result of her conduct which was intolerable to Ranny"s decency. Besides, he wanted to be rather more than decent, to be handsome, in his squaring of accounts with the woman whom, after all, in the beginning he had wronged. He could even reflect with a humor surviving all calamity, that though twenty-odd pounds was a devil of a lot to pay, his deliverance was cheap, dirt cheap, at the money.
But that was not all. There was Granville.
He hated Granville. He could not believe how he ever could have loved it. The fact that he was gradually becoming his own landlord only made things worse. It gave Granville a malignant power over him, that power which he had once or twice suspected, the power to round on him and injure him and pay him back. He knew he was partly responsible for Granville"s degradation. He had done nothing for this property of his.
He had not given it a distinctive character; he had not covered it with creepers or painted it green or built a balcony. He had left it to itself.
He asked himself what it would look like in seventeen years" time when it would be his. In seventeen years" time he would be forty-two. What good would he be then? And what good would Granville be to him? What good was it now? In its malignancy it demanded large sums to keep it going and if it didn"t get them it knew how to avenge itself. Slowly perishing, it would fall to dust in seventeen years" time when it came into his hands.
But he had not dreamed of the extent to which Granville could put on the screw.
He was enlightened by the agent of the Estate Company to which Granville owed its being. The agent, after a thorough inspection of the premises, broke it to Ransome that if he did not wish to lose Granville, he would have to undertake certain necessary repairs, the estimate for which soared to the gay tune of ten pounds eight shillings and eightpence. It was the state of the roof, of the southwest wall, and of the scullery drain that most shocked the agent. Of the scullery drain he could hardly bring himself to speak, remarking only that a little washing down from time to time with soda would have saved it all. The state of that drain was a fair disgrace; and it was not a thing of days; it dated from months back--years, he shouldn"t be surprised. It was fit to breed a fever.
Of course, it wasn"t quite as bad as the agent had made out. But Ranny, knowing Violet, believed him. It gave him a feeling of immense responsibility toward Granville, and the Estate Company, and the agent.
Finally, owing to Violet"s reckless management, his debts to the grocer, the butcher, and the milkman had reached the considerable total of nine pounds eighteen shillings and eleven pence. It would take about forty pounds odd to clear his obligations.
The question was how on earth was he to raise the money? Out of a salary of twelve pounds a month?
He would have to borrow it. But from whom? Not from his father. To whatever height his mother kept it up, she could not conceal from him that his father was in difficulties. Wandsworth was going ahead, caught by the tide of progress. The new Drug Stores over the way were drawing all the business from Fulleymore Ransome"s little shop. Even with the a.s.sistance of the young man, Mr. Ponting, Fulleymore Ransome was not in a state to hold his own. But John Randall, the draper, if you like, was prosperous. He might be willing, Ransome thought, to lend him the money, or a part of it, at a fair rate of interest.
And John Randall indeed lent him thirty pounds; but not willingly. His reluctance, however, was sufficiently explained by the fact that he had recently advanced more than that sum to Fulleymore. He was careful to point out to Randall that he was helping him to meet only those catastrophes which might be regarded as the act of G.o.d--Violet"s bills and the deterioration of Granville. He was as anxious as Randall himself to prevent Violet"s appearance in the County Court, and he certainly thought it was a pity that good house property should go out of his nephew"s hands. But he refused flatly to advance the ten pounds for the weekly arrears, in order to teach Randall a lesson, to make him feel that he had some responsibility, and to show that there was a limit to what he, John Randall, was prepared to do.
For days Ransome went distracted. The ten pounds still owing was like a millstone round his neck. If he didn"t look sharp and pay up _he_ would be County-Courted too. He couldn"t come down on his father-in-law. His father-in-law would tell him that he had already received the equivalent of ten pounds in hampers. There was n.o.body he _could_ come down on. So he called at a place he had heard of in Shaftesbury Avenue, where there was a "josser" who arranged it for him quite simply by means of a bill of sale upon his furniture. After all, he did get some good out of that furniture.
And he got some good, too, out of Granville when he let it to Fred Booty for fifteen shillings a week.
He was now established definitely in his father"s house. The young man Mr. Ponting had shown how kind his heart was by turning out of his nice room on the second floor into Ranny"s old attic. The little back room, used for storage, served also as a day nursery for Ranny"s children. Six days in the week a little girl came in to mind them. At night Ranny minded them where they lay in their cots by his bed.
It was all that could be done; and with the little girl"s board and the children"s and his own breakfast and supper and his Sunday dinner, it cost him thirty shillings a week. There was no way in which it could be done for less, since it was not in him to take advantage of his mother"s offer to let him have the rooms rent free.
And underneath Ranny"s rooms, between the bedroom at the back and the back parlor, between the parlor and the shop, between the shop and the dispensing-room, Fulleymore Ransome dragged himself to and fro, more than ever weedy, more than ever morose, more than ever sublime in his appearance of integrity; and with it all so irritable that Ranny"s children had to be kept out of his way. He would snarl when he heard them overhead; he would scowl horribly when he came across the "pram,"
pushed by the little girl, in its necessary progress through the shop into the street and back again.
But at Ranny he neither snarled nor scowled, nor had he spoken any word to him on the subject of the great calamity. No reproach, no reminder of warnings given, none of that reiterated, "I told you so," in which, Ranny reflected, he might have taken it out of him. He also seemed to regard his son Randall as one smitten by G.o.d and afflicted, to whose high and sacred suffering silence was the appropriate tribute. His very moroseness provided the sanctuary of silence.
And all the time he drank; he drank worse than ever; furtively, continuously he drank. n.o.body could stop him, for n.o.body ever saw him doing it. He did it, they could only suppose, behind Mr. Ponting"s back in the dispensing-room.
They were free to suppose anything now; for, since Ranny"s great delivering outburst, they could discuss it; and in discussion they found relief. Ranny"s mother owned as much. She had suffered (that also she owned) from the strain of keeping it up. Ranny"s outburst had saved her, vicariously. It was as if she had burst out herself.
There were, of course, lengths to which she would never go, admissions which she could not bring herself to make. There had to be some subterfuge, some poor last shelter for her pride. And so, of the depression in Fulleymore"s business she would say before Mr. Ponting, "It"s those Drug Stores that are ruining him," and Mr. Ponting would reply, gravely, "They"d ruin anybody."
Mr. Ponting was a fresh-colored young man and good-looking, with his blue eyes and his yellow hair sleeked backward like folded wings, so different from Mercier. Mr. Ponting had conceived an affection for Ranny and the children. He would find excuses to go up to the storeroom, where he would pretend to be looking for things while he was really playing with Dossie. He would sit on Ranny"s bed while Ranny was undressing, and together they would consider, piously, the grave case of the Humming-bird, and how, between them, they could best "keep him off it."
"It"s the dispensary spirits that he gets at," Mr. Ponting said. "That"s the trouble."
(And it always had been.)
"The queer thing is," said Ranny, "that you never fairly see him tight.
Not to speak of."
"That"s the worst of it," said Mr. Ponting. "I wish I _could_ see your father tight--tumbling about a bit, I mean, and being funny. The beastly stuff"s going for him inside, all the time--undermining him. There isn"t an organ," said Mr. Ponting, solemnly, "in your father"s body that it hasn"t gone for."
"How d"you know?"
"Why, by the medicines he takes. He"s giving himself strophanthus now, for his heart."
"I say--d"you think my mother knows that?"
"It"s impossible to say what your mother knows. More than she lets on, I shouldn"t be surprised."
Mr. Ponting pondered.
"It"s wonderful how he keeps it up. His dignity, I mean."
"It"s rum, isn"t it?" said Ranny. He was apparently absorbed in tying the strings of his sleeping-suit into loops of absolutely even length.
"But he always _was_ that mysterious kind of bird."
He began to step slowly backward as he b.u.t.toned up his jacket. Then, by way of throwing off the care that oppressed him, and lightening somewhat Mr. Ponting"s burden, he ran forward and took a flying leap over the Baby"s cot into his own bed.
Mr. Ponting looked, if anything, a little graver. "I wouldn"t do that, if I were you," he said.
"Why not?" said Ranny over his blankets, snuggling comfortably.
"Oh, I don"t know," said Mr. Ponting, vaguely.
In a day or two Ranny himself knew.
His arrangements had carried him well on into October. In the last week of that month, on a Tuesday evening, he appeared at the Regent Street Polytechnic, where he had not been seen since far back in the last year.
It was not at the Gymnasium that he now presented himself, but at the door of that room where every Tuesday evening, from seven-thirty to eight-thirty, a qualified pract.i.tioner was in attendance.
It was the first time that Ransome had availed himself of this privilege conferred on him by the Poly.
He said he wouldn"t keep the medical man a minute.
But the medical man kept Ranny many minutes, thumping, sounding, intimately and extensively overhauling him. For more minutes than Ranny at all liked, he played about him with a stethoscope. Then he fired off what Ranny supposed to be the usual questions.
"Had any shock, worry, or excitement lately?