All the brooklets in the wide world, They run their way to the Sea; But there"s no one in this wide world, Who can open my heart for me.
"I wish I were as old as you," she once said to Black Marianne, after dreaming in this way.
"Be glad that a wish is but a word," replied the old woman. "When I was your age I was merry; and down there at the plaster-mill I weighed a hundred and thirty-two pounds."
"But you are the same at one time as at another, while I am not at all--even."
"If one wants to be "even" one had better cut one"s nose off, and then one"s face will be even all over. You little simpleton! Don"t fret your young years away, for n.o.body will give them back to you; and the old ones will come of their own accord."
Black Marianne did not find it very difficult to comfort Barefoot; only when she was alone, did a strange anxiety come over her. What did it mean?
A wonderful rumor was now pervading the village; for many days there had been talk of a wedding that was to be celebrated at Endringen, with such festivities as had not been seen in the country within the memory of man. The eldest daughter of Dominic and Ameile--whom we know, from Lehnhold--was to marry a rich wood-merchant from the Murg Valley, and it was said that there would be such merry-making as had never yet been seen.
The day drew nearer and nearer. Wherever two girls meet, they draw each other behind a hedge or into the hallway of a house, and there"s no end to their talking, though they declare emphatically that they are in a particular hurry. It is said that everybody from the Oberland is coming, and everybody from the Murg Valley for a distance of sixty miles! For it is a large family. At the Town-hall pump, there the true gossiping goes on; but not a single girl will own to having a new dress, lest she should lose the pleasure of seeing the surprise and admiration of her companions, when the day arrived. In the excitement of asking and answering questions, the duty of water-carrying is forgotten, and Barefoot, who arrives last, is the first to leave with her bucketful of water. What is the dance to her? And yet she feels as if she hears music everywhere.
The next day Barefoot had much running back and forth to do in the house; for she was to dress Rose for the great occasion. She received many an unseen knock while she was plaiting her hair, but bore them in silence. Rose had a fine head of hair, and she was determined it should make a fine show. Today she wished to try something new with it; she wanted to have a Maria-Theresa braid, as a certain artistic arrangement of fourteen braids is called in those parts. That would create a sensation as something new. Barefoot succeeded in accomplishing the difficult task, but she had scarcely finished when Rose tore it all down in anger; and with her hair hanging down over her brow and face, she looked wild enough.
But for all that she was handsome and stately, and very plump; her whole demeanor seemed to say: "There must be not less than four horses in the house into which I marry." And many farmers" sons were, indeed, courting her, but she did not seem to care to make up her mind in favor of any one of them. She now decided to keep to the country fashion of having two braids, interwoven with red ribbons, hanging down her back and reaching almost to the ground. At last she stood adorned and ready.
But now she had to have a nosegay. She had allowed her own flowers to run wild; and in spite of all objections, Barefoot was ultimately obliged to yield to her importunities and rob her own cherished plants on her window-sill of almost all their blossoms. Rose also demanded the little rosemary plant; but Barefoot would rather have torn that in pieces than give it up. Rose began to jeer and laugh, and then to scold and mock the stupid goose-girl, who gave herself such obstinate airs, and who had been taken into the house only out of charity. Barefoot did not reply; but she turned a glance at Rose which made the girl cast down her eyes.
And now a red, woolen rose had come loose on Rose"s left shoe, and Barefoot had just knelt down to sew it on carefully, when Rose said, half ashamed of her own behavior, and yet half jeeringly:
"Barefoot, I will have it so--you must come to the dance today."
"Do not mock so. What do you want of me?"
"I am not mocking," persisted Rose, still in a somewhat jeering tone.
"You, too, ought to dance once, for you are a young girl, and there will be some of your equals at the wedding--our stable-boy is going, or perhaps some farmer"s son will dance with you. I"ll send you some one who is without a partner."
"Let me be in peace--or I shall p.r.i.c.k you."
"My sister-in-law is right," said the young farmer"s wife, who, until now, had sat silent. "I"ll never give you a good word again if you don"t go to the dance today. Come--sit down, and I will get you ready."
Barefoot felt herself flushing crimson as she sat there while her mistress dressed her and brushed her hair away from her face and turned it all back; and she almost sank from her chair, when the farmer"s wife said:
"I am going to arrange your hair as the Allgau girls wear it. That will suit you very well, for you look like an Allgau girl yourself--st.u.r.dy, and brown, and round. You look like Dame Landfried"s daughter at Zusmarshofen."
"Why like her daughter? What made you think of her?" asked Barefoot, and she trembled all over.
How was it that she was just now reminded again of Dame Landfried, who had been in her mind from childhood, and who had once appeared to her like the benevolent spirit in a fairy-tale? But Barefoot had no ring that she could turn and cause her to appear; but mentally she could conjure her up, and that she often did, almost involuntarily.
"Hold still, or I"ll pull your hair," said the farmer"s wife; and Barefoot sat motionless, scarcely daring to breathe. And while her hair was being parted in the middle, and she sat with her arms folded and allowed her mistress to do what she liked with her, and while her mistress, who was expecting a baby very soon, bustled about her, she really felt as if she had suddenly been bewitched; she did not say a word for fear of breaking the charm, but sat with her eyes cast down in modest submission.
"I wish I could dress you thus for your own wedding," said the farmer"s wife, who seemed to be overflowing with kindness today. "I should like to see you mistress of a respectable farm, and you would not be a bad bargain for any man; but nowadays such things don"t happen, for money runs after money. Well, do you be contented--so long as I live you shall not want for anything; and if I die--and I don"t know, but I seem to fear the heavy hour so much this time--look, you will not forsake my children, but will be a mother to them, will you not?"
"Oh, good heavens! How can you think of such a thing?" cried Barefoot, and the tears ran down her cheeks. "That is a sin; for one may commit a sin by letting thoughts enter one"s mind that are not right."
"Yes, yes, you may be right," said the farmer"s wife. "But wait--sit still a moment; I will bring you my necklace and put it around your neck."
"No, pray don"t do that! I can wear nothing that is not my own; I should sink to the ground for shame of myself."
"Yes, but you can"t go as you are. Or have you, perhaps, something of your own?"
Hereupon Barefoot said that she, to be sure, had a necklace which had been presented to her as a child by Dame Landfried, but that on account of Damie"s emigration it was in pledge with the s.e.xton"s widow.
Barefoot was then told to sit still and to promise not to look at herself in the gla.s.s until the farmer"s wife returned; and the latter hurried away to get the ornament, herself being surety for the money lent upon it.
What a thrill now went through Barefoot"s soul as she sat there! She who had always waited upon others was now being waited upon herself!--and indeed almost as if under a spell. She was almost afraid of the dance; for she was now being treated so well, so kindly, and perhaps at the dance she might be pushed about and ignored, and all her outward adornment and inward happiness would go for nothing.
"But no," she said to herself. "If I get nothing more out of it than the thought that I have been happy, that will be enough; if I had to undress right now and to stay at home, I should still be happy."
The farmer"s wife now returned with the necklace, and was as full of censure for the s.e.xton"s wife for having demanded such usurious interest from a poor girl, as she was full of praise for the ornament itself. She promised to pay the loan that very day and to deduct it gradually from Barefoot"s wages.
Now at last Barefoot was allowed to look at herself. The mistress herself held the gla.s.s before her, and both of their faces glowed and gleamed with mutual joy.
"I don"t know myself! I don"t know myself!" Barefoot kept repeating, feeling her face with both hands. "Good heavens, if my mother could only see me now! But she will certainly bless you from heaven for being so good to me, and she will stand by you in the heavy hour--you need fear nothing."
"But now you must make another kind of face," said her mistress, "not such a pitiful one. But that will come when you hear the music."
"I fancy I hear it already," replied Barefoot. "Yes, listen, there it is!"
And, in truth, a large wagon decorated with green boughs was just driving through the village. Seated in the wagon were all the musicians; in the midst of them stood c.r.a.ppy Zachy blowing his trumpet as if he were trying to wake the dead.
And now there was no more staying in the village; every one was hastening to be up and away. Light, Bernese carriages, with one and two horses, some from the village itself and some from the neighboring villages, were chasing each other as if they were racing. Rose mounted to her brother"s side on the front seat of their chaise, and Barefoot climbed up into the basket-seat behind. So long as they were pa.s.sing through the village, she kept her eyes looking down--she felt so ashamed. Only when she pa.s.sed the house that had been her parents" did she venture to look up; Black Marianne waved her hand from the window, the red c.o.c.k crowed on the wood-pile, and the old tree seemed to nod and wish her good luck.
Now they drove through the valley where Manz was breaking stones, and now over the Holderwasen where an old woman was keeping the geese.
Barefoot gave her a friendly nod.
"Good heavens!" she thought. "How does it happen that I sit here so proudly driving along in festive attire? It is a good hour"s ride to Endringen, and yet it seems as if we had only just started."
The word was now given to alight, and Rose was immediately surrounded by all kinds of friends. Several of them asked:
"Is that not a sister of your brother"s wife?"
"No, she"s only our maid," answered Rose.
Several beggars from Haldenbrunn who were here, looked at Barefoot in astonishment, evidently not recognizing her; and not until they had stared at her for a long time did they cry out: "Why, it"s Little Barefoot!"
"She is only our maid." That little word "only" smote painfully on the girl"s heart. But she recovered herself quickly and smiled; for a voice within her said:
"Don"t let your pleasure be spoiled by a single word. If you begin anything new, you are sure to step on thorns at first."
Rose took Barefoot aside and said: "You may go for the present to the dancing-room, or wherever you like, if you have any acquaintances in the place. When the music begins I shall want to see you again."
And so Barefoot stood forsaken, as it were, and feeling as if she had stolen the clothes she had on, and did not belong to the company at all, as if she were an intruder.
"How comes it that thou goest to such a wedding?" she asked herself; and she would have liked to go home again. She decided to take a walk through the village. She pa.s.sed by the beautiful house built for Brosi, where there was plenty of life today, too; for the wife of that high official was spending the summer here with her sons and daughters.
Barefoot turned back toward the village again, looking neither to the right nor to the left, and yet wishing that somebody would accost her that she might have a companion. On the outskirts of the village she encountered a smart-looking young man riding a white horse. He was attired in farmer"s dress, but of a strange kind, and looked very proud.