"I did not think you wanted me," Ida answered, coolly.
"I am always glad to see my friends. I stop at home on Thursday afternoons on purpose; but perhaps you have not quite forgiven Bess and me for that little bit of fun we indulged in last September," said Urania.
"I have quite forgiven Bess her share of the joke," answered Ida, scanning Miss Rylance"s smiling countenance with dark, scornful eyes, "because I know she had no idea of giving me pain."
"But won"t you forgive me too? Are you going to leave me out in the cold?"
"I don"t think you care a straw whether I forgive or do not forgive you.
You wanted to wound me--to humiliate me--and you succeeded--to a certain degree. But you see I have survived the humiliation. You did not hurt me quite so much as you intended, perhaps."
"What a too absurd view to take of the thing!" cried Urania, with an injured air. "An innocent practical joke, not involving harm of any kind; a little girlish prank played on the spur of the moment. I thought you were more sensible than to be offended--much less seriously angry--at any such nonsense."
Ida contemplated her enemy silently for a few moments, as her hands wandered softly through one of those Kinder-scenen which she knew by heart.
"If I am mistaken in your motives it is I who have to apologize," she said, quietly. "Perhaps I am inclined to make too much of what is really nothing. But I detest all practical jokes, and I should have thought you were the very last person to indulge in one, Miss Rylance. Sportiveness is hardly in your line."
"n.o.body is always wise," murmured Urania, with her disagreeable simper.
"Not even Miss Rylance?" questioned Ida, without looking up from the keys.
"Please don"t quarrel," pleaded Bessie, piteously; "such a bad use for the last night of the year. It was more my fault than anyone else"s, though the suggestion did certainly come from Urania--but no harm has come of it--nor good either, I am sorry to say--and I have repented in sackcloth and ashes. Why should the dismal failure be raked up to-night?"
"I should not have spoken of it if Miss Rylance had been silent," said Ida; and here, happily, the two young men came in, and made at once for the group of girls by the piano, whereupon Urania had an opportunity of parading her newest ideas, all second, third, or even fourth-hand, before the young Oxonians. One young Oxonian was chillingly indifferent to the later developments of modern thought, and had eyes for no one but Bessie, whose childish face beamed with smiles as he talked to her, although his homely theme was old Sam Jones"s rheumatics, and the Providence which had preserved Martha Morris"s boy from instant death when he tumbled into the fire. It was only parish talk, but Bessie felt as happy as if one of the saints of old had condescended to converse with her--proud and pleased, too, when Mr. Jardine told her how grateful old Jones was for her occasional visits, and how her goodness to Mrs. Morris had made a deep impression upon that personage, commonly reported to have "a temper" and to be altogether a difficult subject.
The conversation drifted not unnaturally from parochial to more personal topics, and Mr. Jardine showed himself interested in Bessie"s pursuits, studies, and amus.e.m.e.nts.
"I hear so much of you from those two brothers of yours," said the Curate--"fine, frank fellows. They often join me in my walks."
"I"m sure it is very good of you to have anything to say to them,"
replied Bessie, feeling, like other girls of eighteen, that there could hardly be anything more despicable--from a Society point of view--than her two brothers." They are laboriously idle all through the holidays."
"Well, I daresay they might work a little more, with ultimate advantage,"
said Mr. Jardine, smiling; "but it is pleasant to see boys enjoy life so thoroughly. They are fond of all open air amus.e.m.e.nts, and they are keen observers, and I find that they think a good deal, which is a stage towards work."
"They are not utterly idiotic," sighed Bessie; "but they never read, and they break things in a dreadful way. The legs of our chairs snap under those two boys as if old oak were touchwood; and Blanche and Eva, who ought to know better, devote all their energies to imitating them."
The other gentlemen had come in by this time, and Dr. Rylance came gliding across the room with his gentlemanly but somewhat catlike tread, and planted himself behind Ida, bending down to question her about her music, and letting her see that he admired her as much as ever, and had even forgiven her for refusing him. But she rose as soon as she decently could, and left the piano.
"Miss Rylance will sing, I hope," she said, politely. Miss Wendover came over to make the same request, and Urania sane the last fashionable ballad, "Blind Man"s Holiday," in a hard chilly voice which was as unpleasant as a voice well could be without being actually out of tune.
After this Bessie sang "Darby and Joan," in a sweet contralto, but with a doleful slowness which hung heavily upon the spirits of the company, and a duly dismal effect having been produced, the young ladies were cordially thanked for--leaving off.
A pair of whist-tables were now started for the elders, while the three girls and the two Oxonians still cl.u.s.tered round the piano, and seemed to find plenty to talk about till sweetly and suddenly upon the still night air came the silver tones of the church bells.
Miss Wendover started up from the card-table with a solemn look, as the curate opened a window and let in a flood of sound. A silent hush fell upon everyone.
"The New Year is born," said Aunt Betsy; "may it spare us those we love, and end as peacefully for us as the year that is just dead."
And then they all shook hands with each other and parted.
The dance at The Knoll was a success, and Ida danced with the best men in the room, and was as much courted and admired as if she had been the greatest heiress in that part of Hampshire. Urania Rylance went simpering about the room telling everybody, in the kindest way, who Miss Palliser was, and how she had been an ill-used drudge at a suburban finishing school, before that dear good Miss Wendover took her as a useful companion; but even that crushing phrase, "useful companion," did not degrade Ida in the eyes of her admirers.
"Palliser"s a good name," said one youth. "There"s a Sir Vernon Palliser--knew him and his brother at Cambridge--members of the Alpine Club--great athletes. Any relation?"
"Very distant, I should think, from what I know of Miss Palliser"s circ.u.mstances;" answered Miss Rylance, with an incredulous sneer.
But Urania failed in making youth and beauty contemptible, and was fain to admit to herself that Ida Palliser was the belle of the room. Dr.
Rylance, who had not been invited, but who looked so well and so young that no one could be angry with him for coming, hung upon Miss Palliser"s steps, and tortured her with his politeness.
For Ida the festivity was not all happiness. She would have been happier at the Homestead, sitting by the fire reading aloud to Miss Wendover--happier almost anywhere--for she had not only to endure a kind of gentlemanly persecution from Dr. Rylance, but she was tormented by an ever-present dread of Brian Walford"s appearance. Bessie had sent him a telegram only that morning, imploring him, as a personal favour, to be present at her ball, vowing that she would be deeply offended with him if he did not come; and more than once in the course of the evening Bessie had told Ida that there was still time, there was a train now just due at Winchester, and that might have brought him. Ida breathed more freely after midnight, when it was obviously too late for any one else to arrive.
"It is your fault," said Bessie, pettishly. "If you had not treated him very unkindly at Mauleverer he would be here to-night. He never failed me before."
Ida reddened, and then grew very pale.
"I see," she said, "you think I deprive you of your cousin"s society. I will ask Miss Wendover to let me go back to France."
"No, no, no, you inhuman creature! how can you talk like that? You know that I love you ever so much better than Brian, though he is my own kith and kin. I would not lose you for worlds. I don"t care a straw about his coming, for my own sake. Only I should so like you to marry him, and be one of us. Oh, here"s that odious Dr. Rylance stealing after you. Aunt Betsy is quite right--the man would like to marry you--but you won"t accept him, will you, darling?--not even to have your own house in Cavendish Square, a victoria and brougham, and all those blessings we hear so much about from Urania. Remember, you would have her for a stepdaughter into the bargain."
"Be a.s.sured, dear Bess, I shall never be Urania"s stepmother. And now, darling, put all thoughts of matrimony out of your head; for me, at least."
That brief flash of Christmas and New Year"s gaiety was soon over. The Knoll resumed its wonted domestic calm. Dr. Rylance went back to Cavendish Square, and only emerged occasionally from the London vortex to spend a peaceful day or two at Kingthorpe. His daughter was not installed as mistress of his town house, as she had fondly hoped would be the case.
She was permitted to spend an occasional week, sometimes stretched to ten days or a fortnight, in Cavendish Square; but the cook-housekeeper and the clever German servant, half valet half butler, still reigned supreme in that well-ordered establishment; and Urania felt that she had no more authority than a visitor. She dared not find fault with servants who had lived ten years in her father"s service, and who suited him perfectly--even had there been any legitimate reason for fault-finding, which there was not.
Dr. Rylance having got on so comfortably during the last twelve years of his life without a mistress for his town house, was disinclined to surrender his freedom to a daughter who had more than once ventured to question his actions, to hint that he was not all-wise. He considered it a duty to introduce his daughter into the pleasant circles where he was petted and made much of; and he fondly hoped she would speedily find a husband sufficiently eligible to be allowed the privilege of taking her off her father"s hands. But in the meanwhile, Urania in London was somewhat of a bore; and Dr. Rylance was never more cheerful than when driving her to Waterloo Station.
Miss Rylance"s life, therefore, during this period alternated between rural seclusion and London gaiety. She came back to the pastoral phase of her existence with the feelings and demeanour of a martyr; and her only consolation was found in those calm airs of superiority which seemed justified by her intimate acquaintance with society, and her free use of a kind of jargon which she called modern thought.
"How you can manage to exist here all the year round without going out of your mind is more than I can understand," she told Bessie.
"Well, I know Kingthorpe is dull," replied Bess, meekly, "but it"s a dear old hole, and I never find the days too long, especially when those odious boys are at home."
"But really now, Bessie, don"t you think it is time you should leave off playing with boys, and begin wearing gloves?" sneered Urania.
"I did wear gloves at Bournemouth, religiously--mousquetaires, up to my elbows; never went out without them. No, Ranie, I am never dull at old Kingthorpe; and then there is always a hope of Bournemouth."
"Bournemouth is worse than this!" exclaimed Urania. "There is nothing so laboriously dismal as a semi-fashionable watering-place."
Talk as she might, Miss Rylance could not sour Bessie"s happy disposition with the vinegar of discontent. Hers was a sweet, joyous soul; and just now, had she dared to speak the truth, she would have said that this pastoral village of Kingthorpe, this cl.u.s.ter of fine old houses and comfortable cottages, grouped around an ancient parish church, was to her the central point of the universe, to leave which would be as Eve"s banishment from Eden. The pure and tender heart had found its shrine, and laid down its offering of reverent devotion. Mr. Jardine had said nothing as yet, but he had sedulously cultivated Bessie Wendover"s society, and had made himself eminently agreeable to her parents, who could find no fault with a man who was at once a scholar and a gentleman, and who had an income which made him comfortably independent of immediate preferment.
He was enthusiastic, and he could afford to give his enthusiasm full scope. Kingthorpe suited him admirably. It was a parish rich in sweet a.s.sociations. The present Vicar was a good, easy-going man, a High Churchman of the old school rather than the new, yet able to sympathize with men of more advanced opinions and fiercer energies.
Thus it was that while Miss Rylance found her bower at Kingthorpe a place of dullness and discontent, Bessie rose every morning to a new day of joy and gladness, which began, oh! so sweetly, in the early morning service, in which John Jardine"s deep musical voice gave new force and meaning to the daily lessons, new melody to the Psalms. Ida was always present at this morning service, and the two girls used to walk home together through the dewy fields, sometimes one, sometimes the other going out of her way to accompany her friend. Bessie poured all her innocent secrets into Ida"s ear, expatiating with sweet girlish folly upon every look and tone of Mr. Jardine"s, asking Ida again and again if she thought that he cared, ever so little, for her.
"You never tell me any of your secrets, Ida," she said, reproachfully, after one of these lengthy discussions. "I am always prosing about my affairs, until I must seem a lump of egotism. Why don"t you make me listen sometimes? I should be deeply interested in any dream of yours, if it were ever so wild."
"My darling, I have no dreams, wild or tame," said Ida. She could not say that she had no secret, having that one dreadful secret hanging over her and overshadowing her life.
"And have you never been in love?"