Hodgson said--"Mary, love, I almost fancy from Jenkins"s way of speaking (so much civiler than I expected), he guesses I wrote that "Pro Bono"
and the "Rose-bud,"--at any rate, I"ve no objection to your naming it, if the subject should come uppermost; I should like him to know I"m a literary man."
Well! I"ve ended my tale; I hope you don"t think it too long; but, before I go, just let me say one thing.
If any of you have any quarrels, or misunderstandings, or coolnesses, or cold shoulders, or shynesses, or tiffs, or miffs, or huffs, with any one else, just make friends before Christmas,--you will be so much merrier if you do.
I ask it of you for the sake of that old angelic song, heard so many years ago by the shepherds, keeping watch by night, on Bethlehem Heights.
HAND AND HEART.
"Mother, I should so like to have a great deal of money," said little Tom Fletcher one evening, as he sat on a low stool by his mother"s knee.
His mother was knitting busily by the firelight, and they had both been silent for some time.
"What would you do with a great deal of money if you had it?"
"Oh! I don"t know--I would do a great many things. But should not you like to have a great deal of money, mother?" persisted he.
"Perhaps I should," answered Mrs. Fletcher. "I am like you sometimes, dear, and think that I should be very glad of a little more money. But then I don"t think I am like you in one thing, for I have always some little plan in my mind, for which I should want the money. I never wish for it just for its own sake."
"Why, mother! there are so many things we could do if we had but money;--real good, wise things I mean."
"And if we have real good, wise things in our head to do, which cannot be done without money, I can quite enter into the wish for money. But you know, my little boy, you did not tell me of any good or wise thing."
"No! I believe I was not thinking of good or wise things just then, but only how much I should like money to do what I liked," answered little Tom ingenuously, looking up in his mother"s face. She smiled down upon him, and stroked his head. He knew she was pleased with him for having told her openly what was pa.s.sing in his mind. Presently he began again.
"Mother, if you wanted to do something very good and wise, and if you could not do it without money, what should you do?"
"There are two ways of obtaining money for such wants; one is by earning; and the other is by saving. Now both are good, because both imply self-denial. Do you understand me, Tom? If you have to earn money, you must steadily go on doing what you do not like perhaps; such as working when you would like to be playing, or in bed, or sitting talking with me over the fire. You deny yourself these little pleasures; and that is a good habit in itself, to say nothing of the industry and energy you have to exert in working. If you save money, you can easily see how you exercise self-denial. You do without something you wish for in order to possess the money it would have cost. Inasmuch as self-denial, energy, and industry are all good things, you do well either to earn or to save.
But you see the purpose for which you want the money must be taken into consideration. You say, for "something wise and good." Either earning or saving becomes holy in this case. I must then think which will be most consistent with my other duties, before I decide whether I will earn or save money."
"I don"t quite know what you mean, mother."
"I will try and explain myself. You know I have to keep a little shop, and to try and get employment in knitting stockings, and to clean my house, and to mend our clothes, and many other things. Now, do you think I should be doing my duty if I left you in the evenings, when you come home from school, to go out as a waiter at ladies" parties? I could earn a good deal of money by it, and I could spend it well among those who are poorer than I am (such as lame Harry), but then I should be leaving you alone in the little time that we have to be together; I do not think I should be doing right even for our "good and wise purpose" to earn money, if it took me away from you at nights: do you, Tom?"
"No, indeed; you never mean to do it, do you, mother?"
"No," said she, smiling; "at any rate not till you are older. You see at present then, I cannot _earn_ money, if I want a little more than usual to help a sick neighbour. I must then try and _save_ money. Nearly every one can do that."
"Can _we_, mother? We are so careful of everything. Ned Dixon calls us stingy: what could _we save_?"
"Oh, many and many a little thing. We use many things which are luxuries; which we do not want, but only use them for pleasure. Tea and sugar--b.u.t.ter--our Sunday"s dinner of bacon or meat--the grey ribbon I bought for my bonnet, because you thought it prettier than the black, which was cheaper; all these are luxuries. We use very little tea or sugar, it is true; but we might do without any."
"You did do without any, mother, for a long, long time, you know, to help widow Black; it was only for your bad head-aches."
"Well! but you see we can save money; a penny, a halfpenny a day, or even a penny a week, would in time make a little store ready to be applied to the "good and wise" purpose, when the time comes. But do you know, my little boy, I think we may be considering money too much as the only thing required if we want to do a kindness."
"If it is not the only thing, it is the chief thing, at any rate."
"No, love, it is not the chief thing. I should think very poorly of that beggar who liked sixpence given with a curse (as I have sometimes heard it), better than the kind and gentle words some people use in refusing to give. The curse sinks deep into the heart; or if it does not, it is a proof that the poor creature has been made hard before by harsh treatment. And mere money can do little to cheer a sore heart. It is kindness only that can do this. Now we have all of us kindness in our power. The little child of two years old, who can only just totter about, can show kindness?"
"Can I, mother?"
"To be sure, dear; and you often do, only perhaps not quite so often as you might do. Neither do I. But instead of wishing for money (of which I don"t think either you or I are ever likely to have much), suppose you try to-morrow how you can make people happier, by thinking of little loving actions of help. Let us try and take for our text, "Silver and gold I have none, but such as I have give I unto thee.""
"Ay, mother, we will."
Must I tell you about little Tom"s "to-morrow."
I do not know if little Tom dreamed of what his mother and he had been talking about, but I do know that the first thing he thought about, when he awoke in the morning, was his mother"s saying that he might try how many kind actions he could do that day without money; and he was so impatient to begin, that he jumped up and dressed himself, although it was more than an hour before his usual time of getting up. All the time he kept wondering what a little boy like him, only eight years old, could do for other people; till at last he grew so puzzled with inventing occasions for showing kindness, that he very wisely determined to think no more about it, but learn his lessons very perfectly; that was the first thing he had to do; and then he would try, without too much planning beforehand, to keep himself ready to lend a helping hand, or to give a kind word, when the right time came. So he screwed himself into a corner, out of the way of his mother"s sweeping and dusting, and tucked his feet up on the rail of the chair, turned his face to the wall, and in about half an hour"s time, he could turn round with a light heart, feeling he had learnt his lesson well, and might employ his time as he liked till breakfast was ready. He looked round the room; his mother had arranged all neatly, and was now gone to the bedroom; but the coal-scuttle and the can for water were empty, and Tom ran away to fill them; and as he came back with the latter from the pump, he saw Ann Jones (the scold of the neighbourhood) hanging out her clothes on a line stretched across from side to side of the little court, and speaking very angrily and loudly to her little girl, who was getting into some mischief in the house-place, as her mother perceived through the open door.
"There never were such plagues as my children are, to be sure," said Ann Jones, as she went into her house, looking very red and pa.s.sionate.
Directly after, Tom heard the sound of a slap, and then a little child"s cry of pain.
"I wonder," thought he, "if I durst go and offer to nurse and play with little Hester. Ann Jones is fearful cross, and just as likely to take me wrong as right; but she won"t box me for mother"s sake; mother nursed Jemmy many a day through the fever, so she won"t slap me, I think. Any rate, I"ll try." But it was with a beating heart he said to the fierce-looking Mrs. Jones, "Please, may I go and play with Hester. May be I could keep her quiet while you"re busy hanging out clothes."
"What! and let you go slopping about, I suppose, just when I"d made all ready for my master"s breakfast. Thank you, but my own children"s mischief is as much as I reckon on; I"ll have none of strange lads in my house."
"I did not mean to do mischief or slop," said Tom, a little sadly at being misunderstood in his good intentions. "I only wanted to help."
"If you want to help, lift me up those clothes" pegs, and save me stooping; my back"s broken with it."
Tom would much rather have gone to play with and amuse little Hester; but it was true enough that giving Mrs. Jones the clothes" pegs as she wanted them would help her as much; and perhaps keep her from being so cross with her children if they did anything to hinder her. Besides, little Hester"s cry had died away, and she was evidently occupied in some new pursuit (Tom could only hope that it was not in mischief this time); so he began to give Ann the pegs as she wanted them, and she, soothed by his kind help, opened her heart a little to him.
"I wonder how it is your mother has trained you up to be so handy, Tom; you"re as good as a girl--better than many a girl. I don"t think Hester in three years" time will be as thoughtful as you. There!" (as a fresh scream reached them from the little ones inside the house), "they are at some mischief again; but I"ll teach "em," said she, getting down from her stool in a fresh access of pa.s.sion.
"Let me go," said Tom, in a begging voice, for he dreaded the cruel sound of another slap. "I"ll lift the basket of pegs on to a stool, so that you need not stoop; and I"ll keep the little ones safe out of mischief till you"re done. Do let me go, missus."
With some grumblings at losing his help, she let him go into the house-place. He found Hester, a little girl of five, and two younger ones.
They had been fighting for a knife, and in the struggle, the second, Johnnie, had cut his finger--not very badly, but he was frightened at the sight of the blood; and Hester, who might have helped, and who was really sorry, stood sullenly aloof, dreading the scolding her mother always gave her if either of the little ones hurt themselves while under her care.
"Hester," said Tom, "will you get me some cold water, please? it will stop the bleeding better than anything. I daresay you can find me a basin to hold it."
Hester trotted off, pleased at Tom"s confidence in her power. When the bleeding was partly stopped, he asked her to find him a bit of rag, and she scrambled under the dresser for a little piece she had hidden there the day before. Meanwhile, Johnny ceased crying, he was so interested in all the preparation for dressing his little wound, and so much pleased to find himself an object of so much attention and consequence. The baby, too, sat on the floor, gravely wondering at the commotion; and thus busily occupied, they were quiet and out of mischief till Ann Jones came in, and, having hung out her clothes, and finished that morning"s piece of work, she was ready to attend to her children in her rough, hasty kind of way.
[Ill.u.s.tration p. 220: The Cut Finger.]
"Well! I"m sure, Tom, you"ve tied it up as neatly as I could have done.
I wish I"d always such an one as you to see after the children; but you must run off now, lad, your mother was calling you as I came in, and I said I"d send you--good-by, and thank you."
As Tom was going away, the baby, sitting in square gravity on the floor, but somehow conscious of Tom"s gentle helpful ways, put up her mouth to be kissed; and he stooped down in answer to the little gesture, feeling very happy, and very full of love and kindliness.
After breakfast, his mother told him it was school time, and he must set off, as she did not like him to run in out of breath and flurried, just when the schoolmaster was going to begin; but she wished him to come in decently and in order, with quiet decorum, and thoughtfulness as to what he was going to do. So Tom got his cap and his bag, and went off with a light heart, which I suppose made his footsteps light, for he found himself above half way to school while it wanted yet a quarter to the time. So he slackened his pace, and looked about him a little more than he had been doing. There was a little girl on the other side of the street carrying a great big basket, and lugging along a little child just able to walk; but who, I suppose, was tired, for he was crying pitifully, and sitting down every two or three steps. Tom ran across the street, for, as perhaps you have found out, he was very fond of babies, and could not bear to hear them cry.
"Little girl, what is he crying about? Does he want to be carried? I"ll take him up, and carry him as far as I go alongside of you."