It must have been a hard day for poor Laura when she went over to Fairoaks first and to the little room which she had occupied, and which was hers no more, and to the widow"s own blank chamber in which those two had pa.s.sed so many beloved hours. There, of course, were the clothes in the wardrobe, the cushion on which she prayed, the chair at the toilette: the gla.s.s that was no more to reflect her dear sad face. After she had been here a while Pen knocked and led her downstairs to the parlour again, and made her drink a little wine, and said, "G.o.d bless you," as she touched the gla.s.s. "Nothing shall ever be changed in your room," he said--"it is always your room--it is always my sister"s room.
Shall it not be so, Laura?" and Laura said, "Yes!"
Among the widow"s papers was found a packet, marked by the widow, "Letters from Laura"s father," and which Arthur gave to her. They were the letters which had pa.s.sed between the cousins in the early days before the marriage of either of them. The ink was faded in which they were written: the tears dried out that both perhaps had shed over them: the grief healed now whose bitterness they chronicled: the friends doubtless united whose parting on earth had caused to both pangs so cruel. And Laura learned fully now for the first time what the tie was which had bound her so tenderly to Helen: how faithfully her more than mother had cherished her father"s memory, how truly she had loved him, how meekly resigned him.
One legacy of his mother"s Pen remembered, of which Laura could have no cognisance. It was that wish of Helen"s to make some present to f.a.n.n.y Bolton; and Pen wrote to her, putting his letter under an envelope to Mr. Bows, and requesting that gentleman to read it before he delivered it to f.a.n.n.y. "Dear f.a.n.n.y," Pen said, "I have to acknowledge two letters from you, one of which was delayed in my illness" (Pen found the first letter in his mother"s desk after her decease and the reading it gave him a strange pang), "and to thank you, my kind nurse and friend, who watched me so tenderly during my fever. And I have to tell you that the last words of my dear mother who is no more, were words of goodwill and grat.i.tude to you for nursing me: and she said she would have written to you, had she had time--that she would like to ask your pardon if she had harshly treated you--and that she would beg you to show your forgiveness by accepting some token of friendship and regard from her." Pen concluded by saying that his friend, George Warrington, Esq., of Lamb Court, Temple, was trustee of a little sum of money, of which the interest would be paid to her until she became of age, or changed her name, which would always be affectionately remembered by her grateful friend, A. Pendennis. The sum was in truth but small, although enough to make a little heiress of f.a.n.n.y Bolton, whose parents were appeased, and whose father said Mr. P. had acted quite as the gentleman--though Bows growled out that that to plaster a wounded heart with a banknote was an easy kind of sympathy; and poor f.a.n.n.y felt only too clearly that Pen"s letter was one of farewell.
"Sending hundred-pound notes to porters" daughters is all dev"lish well," old Major Pendennis said to his nephew (whom, as thee proprietor of Fairoaks and the head of the family, he now treated with marked deference and civility), "and as there was a little ready money at the bank, and your poor mother wished it, there"s perhaps no harm done. But, my good lad, I"d have you to remember that you"ve not above five hundred a year, though, thanks to me the world gives you credit for being a doosid deal better off; and, on my knees, I beg you, my boy, don"t break into your capital: Stick to it, sir; don"t speculate with it, sir; keep your land, and don"t borrow on it. Tatham tells me that the Chatteris branch of the railway may--will almost certainly pa.s.s through Chatteris, and of it can be brought on this side of the Brawl, sir, and through your fields, they"ll be worth a dev"lish deal of money, and your five hundred a year will jump up to eight or nine. Whatever it is, keep it, I implore you keep it. And I say, Pen, I think you should give up living in those dirty chambers in the Temple and let a decent lodging. And I should have a man, sir, to wait upon me; and a horse or two in town in the season. All this will pretty well swallow up your income, and I know you must live close. But remember you have a certain place in society, and you can"t afford to cut a poor figure in the world. What are you going to do in the winter? You don"t intend to stay down here, or, I suppose, to go on writing for that--what-d"ye-call-"em--that newspaper?"
"Warrington and I are going abroad again, sir, for a little, and then we shall see what is to be done," Arthur replied.
"And you"ll let Fairoaks, of course? Good school in the neighbourhood; cheap country: dev"lish nice place for East India Colonels, or families wanting to retire. I"ll speak about it at the club; there are lots of fellows at the club want a place of that sort."
"I hope Laura will live in it for the winter, at least, and will make it her home," Arthur replied: at which the Major pish"d and psha"d, and said that there ought to be convents, begad, for English ladies, and wished that Miss Bell had not been there to interfere with the arrangements of the family, and that she would mope herself to death alone in that place.
Indeed, it would have been a very dismal abode for poor Laura, who was not too happy either in Dr. Portman"s household, and in the town where too many things reminded her of the dear parent whom she had lost. But old Lady Rockminster, who adored her young friend Laura, as soon as she read in the paper of her loss, and of her presence in the country, rushed over from Baymouth, where the old lady was staying, and insisted that Laura should remain six months, twelve months, all her life with her; and to her ladyship"s house, Martha from Fairoaks, as femme de chambre, accompanied her young mistress.
Pen and Warrington saw her depart. It was difficult to say which of the young men seemed to regard her the most tenderly. "Your cousin is pert and rather vulgar, my dear, but he seems to have a good heart," little Lady Rockminster said, who said her say about everybody--"but I like Bluebeard best. Tell me, is he touche au coeur?"
"Mr. Warrington has been long--engaged," Laura said, dropping her eyes.
"Nonsense, child! And good heavens, my dear! that"s a pretty diamond cross. What do you mean by wearing it in the morning?"
"Arthur--my brother, gave it me just now. It was--it was----"
She could not finish the sentence. The carriage pa.s.sed over the bridge, and by the dear, dear gate of Fairoaks--home no more.
CHAPTER LIX. Old Friends
It chanced at that great English festival, at which all London takes a holiday upon Epsom Downs, that a great number of the personages to whom we have been introduced in the course of this history, were a.s.sembled to see the Derby. In a comfortable open carriage, which had been brought to the ground by a pair of horses, might be seen Mrs. Bungay, of Paternoster Row, attired like Solomon in all his glory, and having by her side modest Mrs. Shandon, for whom, since the commencement of their acquaintance, the worthy publisher"s lady had maintained a steady friendship. Bungay, having recreated himself with a copious luncheon, was madly shying at the sticks hard by, till the perspiration ran off his bald pate. Shandon was shambling about among the drinking tenants and gipsies: Finucane constant in attendance on the two ladies, to whom gentlemen of their acquaintance, and connected with the publishing house, came up to pay a visit.
Among others, Mr. Archer came up to make her his bow, and told Mrs.
Bungay who was on the course. Yonder was the Prime Minister: his lordship had just told him to back Borax for the race; but Archer thought Munmeer the better horse. He pointed out countless dukes and grandees to the delighted Mrs. Bungay. "Look yonder in the Grand Stand,"
he said. "There sits the Chinese Amba.s.sador with the Mandarins of his suite, Fou-choo-foo brought me over letters of introduction from the Governor-General of India, my most intimate friend, and I was for some time very kind to him, and he had his chopsticks laid for him at my table whenever he chose to come and dine. But he brought his own cook with him, and--would you believe it, Mrs. Bungay?--one day, when I was out, and the Amba.s.sador was with Mrs. Archer in our garden eating gooseberries, of which the Chinese are pa.s.sionately fond, the beast of a cook, seeing my wife"s dear little Blenheim spaniel (that we had from the Duke of Marlborough himself, whose ancestor"s life Mrs. Archer"s great-great-grandfather saved at the battle of Malplaquet), seized upon the poor little devil, cut his throat, and skinned him, and served him up stuffed with forced-meat in the second course."
"Law!" said Mrs. Bungay.
"You may fancy my wife"s agony when she knew what had happened! The cook came screaming upstairs, and told us that she had found poor Fido"s skin in the area, just after we had all of us tasted of the dish! She never would speak to the Amba.s.sador again--never; and, upon my word, he has never been to dine with us since. The Lord Mayor, who did me the honour to dine, liked the dish very much; and, eaten with green peas, it tastes rather like duck."
"You don"t say so, now!" cried the astonished publisher"s lady.
"Fact, upon my word. Look at that lady in blue, seated by the Amba.s.sador: that is Lady Flamingo, and they say she is going to be married to him, and return to Pekin with his Excellency. She is getting her feet squeezed down on purpose. But she"ll only cripple herself, and will never be able to do it--never. My wife has the smallest foot in England, and wears shoes for a six-years-old child; but what is that to a Chinese lady"s foot, Mrs. Bungay?"
"Who is that carriage as Mr. Pendennis is with, Mr. Archer?" Mrs. Bungay presently asked. "He and Mr. Warrington was here jest now. He"s "aughty in his manners, that Mr. Pendennis, and well he may be, for I"m told he keeps tip-top company. "As he "ad a large fortune left him, Mr. Archer?
He"s in black still, I see."
"Eighteen hundred a year in land, and twenty-two thousand five hundred in the Three-and-a-half per Cents; that"s about it," said Mr. Archer.
"Law! why, you know everything, Mr. A.!" cried the lady of Paternoster Row.
"I happen to know, because I was called in about poor Mrs. Pendennis"s will," Mr. Archer replied. "Pendennis"s uncle, the Major, seldom does anything without me; and as he is likely to be extravagant we"ve tied up the property, so that he can"t make ducks and drakes with it.--How do you do, my lord?--Do you know that gentleman, ladies? You have read his speeches in the House; it is Lord Rochester."
"Lord Fiddlestick," cried out Finucane, from the box. "Sure it"s Tom Staples, of the Morning Advertiser, Archer."
"Is it?" Archer said, simply. "Well I"m very short-sighted, and upon my word I thought it was Rochester. That gentleman with the double opera-gla.s.s (another nod) is Lord John; and the tall man with him, don"t you know him? is Sir James."
"You know "em because you see "em in the House," growled Finucane.
"I know them because they are kind enough to allow me to call them my most intimate friends," Archer continued. "Look at the Duke of Hampshire; what a pattern of a fine old English gentleman! He never misses "the Derby." "Archer," he said to me only yesterday, "I have been at sixty-five Derbies! appeared on the field for the first time on a piebald pony when I was seven years old, with my father, the Prince of Wales, and Colonel Hanger; and only missing two races--one when I had the measles at Eton, and one in the Waterloo year, when I was with my friend Wellington in Flanders."
"And who is that yellow carriage, with the pink and yellow parasols, that Mr. Pendennis is talking to, and ever so many gentlemen?" asked Mrs. Bungay.
"That is Lady Clavering, of Clavering Park, next estate to my friend Pendennis. That is the young son and heir upon the box; he"s awfully tipsy, the little scamp! and the young lady is Miss Amory, Lady Clavering"s daughter by a first marriage, and uncommonly sweet upon my friend Pendennis; but I"ve reason to think he has his heart fixed elsewhere. You have heard of young Mr. Foker--the great brewer, Foker, you know--he was going to hang himself in consequence of a fatal pa.s.sion for Miss Amory who refused him, but was cut down just in time by his valet, and is now abroad, under a keeper."
"How happy that young fellow is!" sighed Mrs. Bungay. "Who"d have thought when he came so quiet and demure to dine with us, three or four years ago, he would turn out such a grand character! Why, I saw his name at Court the other day, and presented by the Marquis of Steyne and all; and in every party of the n.o.bility his name"s down as sure as a gun."
"I introduced him a good deal when he first came up to town," Mr. Archer said, "and his uncle, Major Pendennis, did the rest. Hallo! There"s Cobden here, of all men in the world! I must go and speak to him.
Good-bye, Mrs. Bungay. Good morning, Mrs. Shandon."
An hour previous to this time, and at a different part of the course, there might have been seen an old stage-coach, on the battered roof of which a crowd of shabby raffs were stamping and hallooing, as the great event of the day--the Derby race--rushed over the greensward, and by the shouting millions of people a.s.sembled to view that magnificent scene.
This was Wheeler"s (the Harlequin"s Head) drag, which had brought down a company of choice spirits from Bow Street, with a slap-up luncheon in the boot. As the whirling race flashed by, each of the choice spirits bellowed out the name of the horse or the colours which he thought or he hoped might be foremost. "The Cornet!" "It"s m.u.f.fineer!" "It"s blue sleeves!" "Yallow cap! yallow cap! yallow cap!" and so forth, yelled the gentlemen sportsmen during that delicious and thrilling minute before the contest was decided; and as the fluttering signal blew out, showing the number of the famous horse Podasokus as winner of the race, one of the gentlemen on the Harlequin"s Head drag sprang up off the roof, as if he was a pigeon and about to fly away to London or York with the news.
But his elation did not lift him many inches from his standing-place, to which he came down again on the instant, causing the boards of the crazy old coach-roof to crack with the weight of his joy. "Hurray, hurray!"
he bawled out, "Podasokus is the horse! Supper for ten, Wheeler, my boy.
Ask you all round of course, and d.a.m.n the expense."
And the gentlemen on the carriage, the shabby swaggerers, the dubious bucks, said, "Thank you--congratulate you, Colonel; sup with you with pleasure:" and whispered to one another, "The Colonel stands to win fifteen hundred, and he got the odds from a good man, too."
And each of the shabby bucks and dusky dandies began to eye his neighbour with suspicion, lest that neighbour, taking his advantage, should get the Colonel into a lonely place and borrow money of him.
And the winner on Podasokus could not be alone during the whole of that afternoon, so closely did his friends watch him and each other.
At another part of the course you might have seen a vehicle certainly more modest, if not more shabby than that battered coach which had brought down the choice spirits from the Harlequin"s Head; this was cab No. 2002, which had conveyed a gentleman and two ladies from the cabstand in the Strand: whereof one of the ladies, as she sate on the box of the cab enjoying with her mamma and their companion a repast of lobster salad and bitter ale, looked so fresh and pretty that many of the splendid young dandies who were strolling about the course, and enjoying themselves at the n.o.ble diversion of Sticks, and talking to the beautifully dressed ladies in the beautiful carriages, on the hill, forsook these fascinations to have a glance at the smiling and rosy-cheeked la.s.s on the cab. The blushes of youth and good-humour mantled on the girl"s cheeks, and played over that fair countenance like the pretty shining cloudlets on the serene sky overhead; the elder lady"s cheek was red too; but that was a permanent mottled rose, deepening only as it received free draughts of pale ale and brandy-and-water, until her face emulated the rich sh.e.l.l of the lobster which she devoured.
The gentleman who escorted these two ladies was most active in attendance upon them: here on the course, as he had been during the previous journey. During the whole of that animated and delightful drive from London, his jokes had never ceased. He spoke up undauntedly to the most awful drags full of the biggest and most solemn guardsmen; as to the humblest donkey-chaise in which Bob the dustman was driving Molly to the race. He had fired astonishing volleys of what is called "chaff"
into endless windows as he pa.s.sed; into lines of grinning girls"
schools; into little regiments of shouting urchins hurraying behind the railings of their Cla.s.sical and Commercial Academies; into cas.e.m.e.nts whence smiling maid-servants, and nurses tossing babies, or demure old maiden ladies with dissenting countenances, were looking. And the pretty girl in the straw bonnet with pink ribbon, and her mamma the devourer of lobsters, had both agreed that when he was in "spirits" there was nothing like that Mr. Sam. He had crammed the cab with trophies won from the bankrupt proprietors of the Sticks hard by, and with countless pincushions, wooden apples, backy-boxes, Jack-in-the-boxes, and little soldiers. He had brought up a gipsy with a tawny child in her arms to tell the fortunes of the ladies: and the only cloud which momentarily obscured the sunshine of that happy party, was when the teller of fate informed the young lady that had had reason to beware of a fair man, who was false to her: that she had had a bad illness, and that she would find that a man would prove true.
The girl looked very much abashed at this news: her mother and the young man interchanged signs of wonder and intelligence. Perhaps the conjurer had used the same words to a hundred different carriages on that day.
Making his way solitary amongst the crowd and the carriages, and noting, according to his wont, the various circ.u.mstances and characters which the animated scene presented, a young friend of ours came suddenly upon cab 2002, and the little group of persons a.s.sembled on the outside of the vehicle. As he caught sight of the young lady on the box, she started and turned pale: her mother became redder than ever: the heretofore gay and triumphant Mr. Sam immediately a.s.sumed a fierce and suspicious look, and his eyes turned savagely from f.a.n.n.y Bolton (whom the reader, no doubt, has recognised in the young lady of the cab) to Arthur Pendennis, advancing to meet her.
Arthur, too, looked dark and suspicious on perceiving Mr. Samuel Huxter in company with his old acquaintances: his suspicion was that of alarmed morality, and, I dare say, highly creditable to Mr. Arthur: like the suspicion of Mrs. Lynx, when she sees Mr. Brown and Mrs. Jones talking together, or when she remarks Mrs. Lamb twice or thrice in a handsome opera-box. There may be no harm in the conversation of Mr. B. and Mr.
J.: and Mrs. Lamb"s opera-box (though she notoriously can"t afford one) may be honestly come by: but yet a moralist like Mrs. Lynx has a right to the little precautionary fright: and Arthur was no doubt justified in adopting that severe demeanour of his.
f.a.n.n.y"s heart began to patter violently: Huxter"s fists, plunged into the pockets of his paletot, clenched themselves involuntarily and armed themselves, as it were, in ambush: Mrs. Bolton began to talk with all her might, and with a wonderful volubility: and Lor! she was so "apply to see Mr. Pendennis, and how well he was a-lookin", and we"d been talking" about Mr. P. only jest before; hadn"t we, f.a.n.n.y? and if this was the famous Epsom races that they talked so much about, she didn"t care, for her part, if she never saw them again. And how was Major Pendennis, and that kind Mr. Warrington, who brought Mr. P."s great kindness to f.a.n.n.y? and she never would forget it, never: and Mr.