"Right! There is a great difference of opinion between you and me as to what is right in this case."
"But, Mr. Graham, I think if you knew all the circ.u.mstances, you would not blame my conduct. I have told Emily the reasons that influence me, and she----"
"Don"t quote Emily to me!" interrupted Mr. Graham; "I don"t doubt she"d give her head to anybody that asked for it; but I hope I know a little better what is due to myself; and I tell you plainly, Miss Gertrude Flint, without any more words in the matter, that if you leave my house, as you propose doing, you leave it with my displeasure; and _that_, you may find one of these days, it is no light thing to have incurred--unnecessarily too, as you are doing."
"I am very sorry to displease you, Mr. Graham, but----"
"No, you"re not _sorry_; if you were, you would not walk straight in the face of my wishes," said Mr. Graham, who began to observe the expression of Gertrude"s face, which, though troubled, had acquired additional firmness, instead of quailing before his severe and cutting words. "But I have said enough about a matter which is not worthy of so much notice.
You can go or stay, as you please. I wish you to understand, if you go, I utterly withdraw my protection and a.s.sistance from you. You must take care of yourself, or trust to strangers. I suppose you expect your Calcutta friend will support you, perhaps come home and take you under his especial care; but if you think so, you know little of the world. I dare say he is married to an Indian by this time, and, if not, has forgotten you."
"Mr. Graham," said Gertrude, proudly, "Mr. Sullivan will not probably return to this country for many years, and I a.s.sure you I neither look to him nor anyone else for support; I intend to earn a maintenance for myself."
"A heroic resolve!" said Mr. Graham, contemptuously, "and p.r.o.nounced with a dignity I hope you will be able to maintain. Am I to consider, then, that your mind is made up?"
"It is, sir," said Gertrude, not a little strengthened for the dreaded necessity of p.r.o.nouncing her final resolution by Mr. Graham"s sarcastic speeches.
"And you go?"
"I must. I believe it to be my duty, and am, therefore, willing to sacrifice my own comfort, and, what I a.s.sure you I value far more, your friendship."
Mr. Graham did not seem to take the least notice of the latter part of her remark, and so far forgot his usual politeness as to drown her voice in the violent ringing of the table-bell.
It was answered by Katy with the breakfast; and Emily and Mrs. Ellis coming, all seated themselves at the table, and the meal was commenced in unusual silence and constraint, for Emily had heard the loud tones of her father"s voice, while Mrs. Ellis plainly saw that something unpleasant had occurred.
When Mr. Graham had finished eating a hearty breakfast, he turned to Mrs. Ellis, and invited her to accompany himself and Emily on their journey to the south, mentioning the probability that they should pa.s.s some weeks in Havana.
Mrs. Ellis accepted the invitation with pleasure, and asked a number of questions concerning the proposed route and length of absence; while Emily hid her agitated face behind her tea-cup; and Gertrude, who had lately been reading _Letters from Cuba_, and was aware that Mr. Graham knew the strong interest she felt in the place, pondered in her mind whether it could be possible that he could be guilty of the mean desire to vex and mortify her.
Breakfast over, Emily hastily sought her room, where she was joined by Gertrude. In answering Emily"s inquiries as to the scene which had taken place, Gertrude forbore to repeat Mr. Graham"s most bitter and wounding remarks; for she saw from her kind friend"s countenance how deeply she partic.i.p.ated in her own sense of wrong. She told her, however, that it was now well understood by Mr. Graham that she was to leave, and, as his sentiments towards her were far from kindly, she thought it best to go at once, especially as she could never be more needed by Mrs. Sullivan than at present. Emily saw the reasonableness of the proposal, a.s.sented to it, and agreed to accompany her to town that afternoon; for, deeply sensitive at any unkindness manifested towards Gertrude, she preferred to have her depart thus abruptly, rather than encounter her father"s contemptuous neglect. The remainder of the day was spent by Gertrude in packing and other preparations, while Emily sat by, counselling the future conduct of her adopted darling, lamenting the necessity of their separation, and exchanging with her reiterated a.s.surances of undiminished affection.
"Oh, if you could only write to me, dear Emily, during your long absence, what a comfort it would be," exclaimed Gertrude.
"With Mrs. Ellis"s a.s.sistance, my dear," replied Emily, "I will send you such news as I can of our movements; but, though you may not be able to hear much from me, you will be ever in my thoughts, and I shall never forget to commend my beloved child to the protection and care of One who will be to her a better friend than I can be."
In the course of the day Gertrude sought Mrs. Ellis, and astonished that lady by stating that she had come to have a few farewell words with her.
Surprise, however, was soon superseded by the housekeeper"s eagerness to expatiate upon the generosity of Mr. Graham, and the delights of the excursion in prospect. After wishing her a great deal of pleasure, Gertrude begged to hear from her by letter during her absence; to which request Mrs. Ellis only replied by asking if Gertrude thought a Thibet dress would be uncomfortable on the journey; and, when it was repeated with great earnestness, she, with equal unsatisfactoriness to the suppliant for epistolary favours, begged to know how many pairs of undersleeves she would probably require. Having responded to her questions, and at last gained her attention, Gertrude obtained from her a promise to write _one_ letter, which would, she declared, be more than she had done for years.
Before leaving the house, Gertrude sought Mr. Graham"s study, in hopes that he would take a friendly leave of her; but on her telling him that she had come to bid him "Good-bye," he indistinctly muttered the simple words of that universal formula--so deep in its meaning when coming from the heart; so chilling when uttered, as on the present occasion, by stern and nearly closed lips--and turning his back upon her, took up the tongs to mend his fire. So she went away, with a tear in her eye and a sadness in her heart.
A far different scene awaited her in the upper kitchen, where she went to seek Mrs. Prime and Katy. "Bless yer soul, dear Miss Gertrude!" said the former, stumbling up the staircase which led from the lower room, and wiping her hands on her ap.r.o.n--"how we shall miss yer! Why, the house won"t be worth livin" in when you"re out of it. My gracious! if you don"t come back, we shall all die out in a fortnight. Why, you"re the life and soul of the place! But there, I guess you know what"s right; so, if you must go, we must bear it--though Katy and I"ll cry our eyes out, for aught I know."
"Sure, Miss Gairthrue," said Irish Katy, "and it"s right gude in you to be afther comin" to bid us good-bye. I don"t see how you gets memory to think of us all, and I"m shure ye"ll never be betther off than what I wish yer. I can"t but think, miss, it"ll go to help yer along, that everybody"s gude wishes and blessin" goes with yer."
"Thank you, Katy, thank you," said Gertrude, touched by the simple earnestness of these good friends. "You must come and see me some time in Boston; and you too, Mrs. Prime, I shall depend upon it. Good-bye;"
and the good-bye that _now_ fell upon Gertrude"s ear was a hearty and a true one; it followed her through the hall, and as the carriage drove away she heard it mingling with the rattling of the vehicle.
CHAPTER XXII.
A FRIEND IN AFFLICTION.
Pa.s.sing over Gertrude"s parting with Emily, her cordial reception by Mrs. Sullivan, and her commencement of school duties, we will record the events of a day in November, about two months after she left Mr.
Graham"s.
Rising with the sun, she made her neat toilet in a room so cold that her hands were half benumbed; nor did she omit, ere she began the labours of the day, to supplicate Heaven"s blessing upon them. Then, noiselessly entering the adjoining apartment, where Mrs. Sullivan was still sleeping, she lit a fire, and performed a similar service at the cooking-stove, which stood in a comfortable room, where, now that the weather was cold, the family took their meals. The table was set for breakfast when Mrs. Sullivan entered, pale, thin, and feeble in her appearance, and wrapped in a large shawl.
"Gertrude," said she, "why did you let me sleep so late, while you are up and at work?"
"For the very best reason in the world, auntie; because I sleep all the early part of the night, and am wide awake at day-break, and with you it is quite the reverse. Besides, I like to get the breakfast; I make such beautiful coffee. Look!" said she, pouring some into a cup, and then lifting the lid of the coffee-pot, and pouring it back again; "see how clear it is! Don"t you long for some of it?"
Mrs. Sullivan smiled, for, Uncle True having always preferred tea, Gertrude did not at first know how to make coffee.
"Now," said Gertrude, "I want you to sit down here and watch the tea-kettle boil, while I run and see if Mr. Cooper is ready to let me tie up his cue."
She went, leaving Mrs. Sullivan to think what a good girl she was; and presently returning with the old man, she placed a chair for him, and having waited while he seated himself, and then pinned a napkin about his throat, she proceeded to place the breakfast on the table.
While Mrs. Sullivan poured out the coffee, Gertrude removed the skin from a baked potato, and the sh.e.l.l from a boiled egg, and placing both on the plate destined for Mr. Cooper, handed him his breakfast in a state of preparation which obviated the difficulty the old man experienced in performing these tasks for himself. Poor Mrs. Sullivan had no appet.i.te, and it was with difficulty Gertrude persuaded her to eat anything; but a few fried oysters, unexpectedly placed before her, proved such a temptation that she was induced to eat several, with a degree of relish she rarely felt for any article of food. As Gertrude gazed at her languid face, she realized, more than ever, the change which had come over the active little woman; and confident that nothing but positive disease could have effected such a transformation, she resolved that not another day should pa.s.s without her seeing a physician.
Breakfast over, there were dishes to wash, rooms to be put in order, dinner to be partially prepared; and all this Gertrude saw accomplished, chiefly through her own labour, before she went to re-arrange her dress, previous to her departure for the school where she had now been some weeks a.s.sistant teacher. A quarter before nine she looked in at the kitchen door, and said, in a cheering tone, to the old man, who was cowering gloomily over the fire--"Come, Mr. Cooper, won"t you go over and superintend the new church a little while this morning? Mr. Miller will be expecting you; he said yesterday that he depended on your company when at work."
The old man rose, and taking his great-coat from Gertrude, put it on with her a.s.sistance, and accompanied her in a mechanical sort of way, which implied great indifference about going. As they walked in silence down the street, Gertrude could not but resolve in her mind the singular coincidence which had thus made her the almost daily companion of another infirm old man; nor could she fail to draw a comparison between the warm-hearted Uncle True, and the gloomy Paul Cooper. Unfavorable as the comparison was to the latter, it did not diminish the kindness of Gertrude towards her present charge, who was in her eyes an object of sincere compa.s.sion. They soon reached the new church--a very handsome edifice. It was not yet finished, and a number of workmen were completing the interior. A man with a hod full of mortar preceded Gertrude and her companion up the steps which led to the main entrance, but stopped inside the porch, on hearing himself addressed by name, and turned to respond to the well-known voice. "Good morning, Miss Flint,"
said he. "I hope you"re very well, this fine day. Ah! Mr. Cooper, you"ve come to help me a little, I see--that"s right. We can"t go on very well without you--you"re so used to the place. Here, sir, if you"ll come with me I"ll show you what has been done since you were here last; I want to know how you think we are getting along."
So saying, he was walking away with the old s.e.xton; but Gertrude asked him if he would see Mr. Cooper safe home when he pa.s.sed Mrs. Sullivan"s house on his way to dinner.
"Certainly, Miss Flint," replied the man, "with all pleasure; he has usually gone with me readily, when you have left him in my care."
Gertrude then hastened to the school, rejoicing that Mr. Cooper would be safe during the morning; and that Mrs. Sullivan would have the quiet she so much needed.
This man was a respectable mason, who had often been in Mr. Graham"s employ, and whose good-will Gertrude had won by the kindness she had shown his family during the previous winter, when they were sick. In her daily walk past the church, she had oft seen Mr. Miller at work, and it occurred to her that, if she could awaken in Mr. Cooper"s mind an interest in the new structure, he might find amus.e.m.e.nt in watching the workmen. She had some difficulty in persuading him to visit a building to the erection of which he had been opposed. Once there, he became interested in the work, and as Mr. Miller tried to make him comfortable, and made him believe that he was useful, he gradually acquired a habit of pa.s.sing the greater part of every morning in watching the workmen.
Sometimes Gertrude called for him on her return from school; and sometimes Mr. Miller took him home.
Since Gertrude had been at Mrs. Sullivan"s there was a great alteration in Mr. Cooper. He was more manageable, and manifested less irritability, and his favourable change, together with the cheering influence of Gertrude"s society, had produced a beneficial effect upon Mrs. Sullivan; but within the last few days, her increased debility, and two sudden attacks of faintness, had awakened Gertrude"s fears. She determined, as soon as she should be released from her school duties, to seek Dr.
Jeremy and request his attendance.
Of Gertrude"s school-duties, she was found by Mr. W. competent to the performance of them, and that she met with those trials only which all teachers are subjected, from the idleness or stupidity of their pupils.
On this day she was detained to a later hour than usual, and the clock struck two as she was ringing Dr. Jeremy"s door-bell. The girl who opened the door knew Gertrude, and telling her that, although the doctor was just going to dinner, she thought he would see her, asked her into the office. He advanced to meet Gertrude, holding out both his hands.
"Gertrude Flint, I declare!" exclaimed he. "Why, I"m glad to see you, my girl. Why haven"t you been here before, I should like to know?" Gertrude explained that she was living with friends, one of whom was very old, the other an invalid; and that so much of her time was occupied in school, that she had no opportunity for visiting.
"Poor excuse," said the doctor; "poor excuse. But, now we"ve got you here, we shan"t let you go very soon!" and going to the foot of the staircase, he called out loudly, "Mrs. Jeremy! Mrs. Jeremy! come down to dinner as quick as you can, and put on your best cap--we"ve got company.--Poor soul!" added he, in a lower tone, smiling, "she can"t hurry, can she, Gerty?--she"s so fat."
Gertrude protested against staying to dinner, declaring she must hasten home, and announcing Mrs. Sullivan"s illness and the object of her visit.
"An hour can"t make much difference," insisted the doctor. "You must stay and dine with me, and then I"ll take you with me in the buggy."
Gertrude hesitated; the sky had clouded over, and a few flakes of snow were falling; she should have an uncomfortable walk; and, moreover, it would be better for her to accompany the doctor, as the street in which she lived was princ.i.p.ally composed of new houses, not yet numbered, and he might have some difficulty in finding the right tenement. Mrs. Jeremy now entered. Fat she certainly was, uncommonly fat, and flushed with the excitement of dressing. She kissed Gertrude, and then, seeing that no one else was present, exclaimed, glancing reproachfully at the doctor--"Why, Dr. Jeremy!--an"t you ashamed of yourself? I never will believe you again; you made me think there was some great stranger here."
"And pray, Mrs. Jeremy, who"s a greater stranger in this house than Gerty Flint?"