Sullivan appeared at the door, Gerty looked bright and happy, listened with evident delight while True uttered warm expressions of thanks for the labour which had been undertaken in his behalf, and, when Willie went away with his mother, said her good night, and asked him to come again so pleasantly, and her eyes looked so bright, that Willie said, as soon as they were out of hearing, "She"s a queer little thing, an"t she, mother? But I kind o" like her."
CHAPTER VI.
THE FIRST PRAYER.
It would have been difficult to find two children of the poorer cla.s.s whose situations in life had presented a greater contrast than those of Gerty and Willie. Gerty was a neglected orphan; she had received little of that care, and still less of that love, which Willie had enjoyed.
Mrs. Sullivan"s husband was an intelligent country clergyman; but as he died when Willie was a baby, leaving little property for the support of his family, the widow and her child went home to her father. The old man needed his daughter; for death had made sad inroads in his household since she left it, and he was alone.
From that time the three had lived together in humble comfort, for, though poor, industry and frugality secured them from want. Willie was his mother"s pride, her hope, her constant thought. She spared no care to provide for his physical comfort, his happiness, and his education and virtue.
She might well be proud of a boy whose uncommon beauty, winning disposition, and early evidences of a n.o.ble nature, won him friends even among strangers. It was his broad, open forehead, the clearness and calmness of his full grey eye, the expressive mouth, so determined and yet so mild, the well-developed figure and ruddy complexion, proclaiming high health, which gave promise of power to the future man. No one could have been in the boy"s company half an hour without loving and admiring him. He had a warm-hearted, affectionate disposition, which his mother"s love and the world"s smiles had fostered; an unusual flow of animal spirits, tempered by a natural politeness towards his superiors; a quick apprehension; a ready command of language; and a sincere sympathy in others" pleasures and pains. He was fond of study, and until his twelfth year his mother kept him constantly at school.
At that time he had an opportunity to enter into the service of an apothecary, who did an extensive business, and wanted a boy to a.s.sist in the shop. The wages offered by Mr. Bray were not great, but there was a prospect of an increased salary; and it was not a chance to be overlooked. Fond as he was of his books, he had long been eager to be at work, helping to bear the burden of labour in the family. His mother and grandfather consented to the plan, and he gladly accepted Mr. Bray"s proposals. He was sadly missed at home; for, as he slept at his employer"s during the week, he rarely could make a pa.s.sing visit to his mother, except on Sat.u.r.day, when he came home at night and pa.s.sed Sunday. So Sat.u.r.day night was Mrs. Sullivan"s happy night, and the Sabbath became a more blessed day than ever.
When Willie reached his mother"s room on the evening of which we have been speaking, he sat down with her and Mr. Cooper, and for an hour conversation was brisk with them. Willie had always much to relate concerning the occurrences of the week. Mrs. Sullivan was interested in everything that interested Willie, and it was easy to see that the old grandfather was more entertained by the boy than he was willing to appear; for though he sat with his eyes upon the floor, and did not seem to listen, he usually heard all that was said. He seldom made comments, but would occasionally utter an impatient or contemptuous expression regarding individuals or the world in general; thereby evidencing want of confidence in men"s honesty and virtue, and this formed a marked trait in his character. Willie"s spirits would receive a momentary check, for _he_ loved and trusted _everybody_. Willie did not fear his grandfather, who had never been severe to him, or interfered with Mrs.
Sullivan"s management; but he sometimes felt chilled, though he hardly knew why, by his want of sympathy with his own warm-heartedness. On the present occasion the conversation turned upon True Flint and his adopted child. Mr. Cooper had been unusually bitter, and, as he took his lamp to go to bed, declared that Gerty would never be anything but a trouble to Flint, who was a fool not to send her to the almshouse at once.
There was a pause after the old man left the room; then Willie exclaimed, "Mother, what makes grandfather hate folks?"
"Why, he don"t, Willie."
"I don"t mean exactly _hate_--I don"t suppose he does _that, quite_; but he don"t seem to think a great deal of anybody--do you think he does?"
"Oh yes; he does not show it much," said Mrs. Sullivan, "but he thinks a great deal of you, Willie, and he wouldn"t have anything happen to me for the world; and he likes Mr. Flint, and----"
"Oh yes; but I don"t mean that; he doesn"t think there"s much goodness in folks, nor to think anybody"s going to turn out well, and----"
"You"re thinking of what he said about little Gerty."
"Well, she an"t the only one. That"s what made me speak of it now, but I"ve often noticed it before, particularly since I went away from home, and am only here once a week. Now I think everything of Mr. Bray; and when I was telling how much good he did, and how kind he was to old Mrs.
Morris and her sick daughter, grandfather looked just as if he didn"t believe it, or didn"t think much of it."
"Oh, well, Willie, you mustn"t wonder much at that. Grandpa"s had many disappointments. You know he thought everything of Uncle Richard, and there was no end to the trouble he had with him; and there was Aunt Sarah"s husband--he seemed to be such a fine fellow when Sally married him, but he cheated father at last, so that he had to mortgage his house in High Street, and finally gave it up entirely. He"s dead now, and I don"t want to say anything against him; but he didn"t prove what we expected, and it broke Sally"s heart. That was a dreadful trial to father, for she was the youngest, and his pet. And just after that, mother was taken down with her death-stroke, and a quack doctor prescribed for her, and father always thought that did her more hurt than good. So that he has had a great deal to make him look on the dark side now, but you mustn"t mind it, Willie; you must take care and turn out well yourself, my son, and then he"ll be proud enough; he"s as pleased as he can be when he hears you praised, and expects great things of you one of these days."
Here the conversation ended; but Willie added another to his many resolves, that, if his health and strength were spared, he would prove to his grandfather that hopes were not always deceitful, and that fears were sometimes groundless.
Oh, what a glorious thing it is for a youth when he has ever present with him a high, a n.o.ble, and unselfish motive! What an incentive to exertion, perseverance, and self-denial! Fears that would otherwise appal, discouragements that would dishearten, labours that would weary, opposition that would crush, temptation that would overcome, all, all lie powerless, when, with a single-hearted and worthy aim, he struggles for the victory! Persons born in wealth and luxury seldom achieve greatness. They were not born for labour; and, without labour, nothing that is worth having can be won. A motive Willie had long had. His grandfather was old, his mother weak, and both poor. He must be the staff of their old age; must labour for their support and comfort; he must do _more_:--they hoped great things of him; they _must_ not be disappointed. He did not, however, while arming himself for future conflict with the world, forget the present, but sat down and learned his Sunday-school lessons. After which, according to custom, he read aloud in the Bible; and then Mrs. Sullivan, laying her hand on the head of her son, offered up a simple, heart-felt prayer for the boy--one of those mother"s prayers which the child listens to with reverence and love, and remembers for life.
After Willie went home that evening, and Gerty was left alone with True, she sat beside him for some time without speaking. Her eyes were intently fixed upon the white image which lay in her lap. True was not the first to speak; but finding Gerty unusually quiet, he looked inquiringly in her face, and said--"Well, Willie"s a pretty clever sort of a boy, isn"t he?"
Gerty answered "Yes" without, however, seeming to know what she was saying.
"You like him, don"t you?" said True.
"Very much," said Gerty, in the same absent way. It was not Willie she was thinking of. True waited for Gerty to talk about her new acquaintance; but she did not speak for a minute or two. Then looking up suddenly, she said--"Uncle True, what does Samuel pray to G.o.d for?"
True stared. "Samuel!--pray!--I guess I don"t know exactly what you"re saying."
"Why," said Gerty, holding up the image, "Willie says this little boy"s name is Samuel; and that he sits on his knees, and puts his hands on his breast _so_, and looks up, because he"s praying to G.o.d, that lives up in the sky. I don"t know what he means--_way_ up in the sky--do you?"
True took the image and looked at it attentively; scratched his head, and said--"Well, I s"pose he"s about right. This "ere child is prayin", sartain, though I didn"t think on it afore. But I don"t jist know what he calls it a Samuel for. We"ll ask him sometime."
"Well, what does he pray for, Uncle True?"
"Oh, he prays to make him good: it makes folks good to pray to G.o.d."
"Can G.o.d make folks good?"
"Yes. G.o.d is very great; He can do anything."
"How can He _hear_?"
"He hears and sees everything in the world."
"And does He live in the sky?"
"Yes," said True--"in heaven."
Many more questions Gerty asked, which True could not answer; many questions that he had never asked himself. True had a humble, loving heart, and a child-like faith; he had enjoyed but little religious instruction, but he earnestly tried to live up to the light he had. True had never inquired into the sources of belief, and he was not prepared to answer the questions suggested by the inquisitive mind of little Gerty. He answered her as well as he could, however; and, where he was at fault, referred her to Willie, who, he told her, went to Sunday-school, and knew a great deal about such things. All the information that Gerty could gain amounted to the knowledge of these facts: that G.o.d was in heaven; that His power was great; and that people were made better by prayer. But her mind was so intent upon the subject, that the thought even of sleeping in her new room could not efface it.
After she had gone to bed, with the white image hugged close to her bosom, and True had taken away the lamp, she lay for a long time with her eyes wide open. Just at the foot of the bed was the window. The sky was bright with stars; and they revived her old wonder and curiosity as to the Author of such distant and brilliant lights. As she gazed, there darted through her mind the thought, "G.o.d lit them! Oh, how great He must be! But a _child_ might pray to Him!" She rose from her little bed, approached the window, and, falling on her knees and clasping her hands precisely in the att.i.tude of Samuel, she looked up to heaven. She spoke no word, but her eyes glistened with a tear that stood in each. Was not each tear a prayer? She breathed no pet.i.tion, but she longed for G.o.d and virtue. Was not that very wish a prayer? Her little, uplifted heart throbbed vehemently. Was not each throb a prayer? And did not G.o.d in heaven, without whom not a sparrow falls to the ground, hear and accept that first homage of a little, untaught child; and did it not call a blessing down?
CHAPTER VII.
TREASURED WRONGS.
"Revenge, at first though sweet, Bitter ere long back on itself recoils."--MILTON.
The next day was Sunday. True generally went to church half the day at least, with the s.e.xton"s family; but Gerty having no bonnet could not go, and True would not leave her. So they spent the morning wandering round among the wharves and looking at the ships, Gerty wearing her old shawl over her head.
Willie came in the evening to say good-bye before returning to Mr.
Bray"s. He was in a hurry, for his master had his doors closed early, especially on a Sunday night. But Mr. Cooper made his usual visit; and when he had gone, True, finding Gerty sound asleep on the settle, thought it a pity to wake her, and laid her in bed with her clothes on.
She did not wake until morning; and then, surprised and amused at finding herself dressed, ran out to ask True how it happened. True was making the fire; and Gerty having been told all about it, helped to get the breakfast ready, and to put the room in order. She followed Mrs.
Sullivan"s instructions, and in a few weeks she learned to make herself useful in many ways, and, as Mrs. Sullivan had prophesied, gave promise of becoming a clever little housekeeper. Her active and willing feet saved True many steps, and she was of essential aid in keeping the rooms neat, that being her especial ambition. Mrs. Sullivan looked in occasionally, to praise and a.s.sist her; and nothing made Gerty happier than learning how to do some new thing. She met with a few trials and discouragements, to be sure. Kate M"Carty thought her the smartest child in the world, and would oft come in and wash the floor, or do some other work which required more strength than Gerty possessed.
One Sunday Gerty, who had a nice little hood, bought by True, was returning with Mr. Cooper, Mr. Flint, and Willie, from the afternoon service at church. The two old men were engaged in discussion, and the children talked earnestly about the church, the minister, the people, and the music, all of which were new to Gerty, and greatly excited her wonder.
As they drew near home, Willie remarked how dark it was growing in the streets; and then, looking down at Gerty, whom he held by the hand, he said, "Gerty, do you ever go out with Uncle True, and see him light the lamps?"
"No, I never did," said Gerty, "since the first night I came. I"ve wanted, but it"s been so cold, he would not let me; he said I"d have the fever again."