At the end of July, Florence had become unbearable, and the Brownings removed, for the third time, to the Bagni di Lucca, whither they were followed by some of their friends, notably Miss Blagden and Mr. Robert Lytton. Unfortunately, their holiday was marred by the dangerous illness of Lytton, which not only kept them in great anxiety for a considerable time, but also entailed much labour in nursing on Mr. Browning and Miss Blagden. Besides Mrs. Browning"s letters, a letter from her husband to his sister is given below, containing an account of the earlier stages of the illness.
_Robert Browning to Miss Browning_
Bagni di Lucca: August 18, [1857].
Dearest,--We arrived here on the 30th last, and two or three days after were followed by Miss Blagden, Miss Bracken, and Lytton--all for our sake: they not otherwise wanting to come this way. Lytton arrived unwell, got worse soon, and last Friday week was laid up with a sort of nervous fever, caused by exposure to the sun, or something, acting on his nervous frame: since then he has been very ill in bed--doctor, anxiety &c. as you may suppose: they are exactly opposite us, at twelve or fifteen feet distance only. Through sentimentality and economy combined, Isa would have no nurse (an imbecile arrangement), and all has been done by her, with me to help: I have sate up four nights out of the last five, and sometimes been there nearly all day beside....[55] He is much better to-day, taken broth, and will, I hope, have no relapse, poor fellow: imagine what a pleasant holiday we all have! Otherwise the place is very beautiful, and cool exceedingly. We have done nothing notable yet, but all are very well, Peni particularly so: as for me, I bathe in the river, a rapid little mountain stream, every morning at 6-1/2, and find such good from the practice that I shall continue it, and whatever I can get as like it as possible, to the end of my days, I hope: the strength of all sorts therefrom accruing is wonderful: I thought the shower baths perfection, but this is far above it.... I was so rejoiced to hear from you, and think you so wise in staying another month. I sent the "Ath." to 151 R. de G. Kindest love to papa: we can"t get news from England, but the Americans have paid up the rest of the money for "Aurora:" by the by, in this new book of Ruskin"s, the drawing book,[56]
he says ""Aurora Leigh" is the finest poem written in any language this century." There is a review of it, which I have not yet got, in the "Rivista di Firenze" of this month. G.o.d bless you. I will write very soon again. Do you write at once. Ba will add a word. How fortunate about the books! How is Milsand? Pray always remember my best love to him.
_E.B. Browning to Miss Browning_
[Same date.]
My dearest Sarianna,--Robert will have told you, I dare say, what a heavy time we have had here with poor Lytton. It was imprudent of him to come to Florence at the hottest of the year, and to expose himself perfectly unacclimated; and the chance by which he was removed here just in time to be nursed was happy for him and all of us. We have had great heat in the days even here, of course--no blotting out, even by mountains, of the Italian sun; but the cool nights extenuate very much--refresh and heal. Now I do hope the corner is turned of the illness. Isa Blagden has been devoted, sitting up night after night, and Robert has sate up four nights that she might not really die at her post. There is nothing _infectious_ in the fever, so don"t be afraid.
Robert is quite well, with good appet.i.te and good spirits, and Peni is like a rose possessed by a fairy. They both bathe in the river, and profit (as I am so glad you do). Not that it"s a real river, though it has a name, the _Lima_. A mere mountain stream, which curls itself up into holes in the rocks to admit of bathing. Then, as far as they have been able on account of Lytton, they have had riding on donkeys and mountain ponies, Peni as bold as a lion.
[_The last words of the letter, with the signature, have been cut off_]
_To Mrs. Jameson_
La Villa, Bagni di Lucca: August 22, [1857].
As you bid me write, my dear friend, about Lytton, I write, but I grieve to say we are still very uneasy about him. For sixteen days he has been prostrate with this gastric fever, and the disease is not baffled, though the pulse is not high nor the head at all affected. Dr. Trotman, however, is uncheerful about him--is what medical men call "_cautious_"
in giving an opinion, observing that, though _at present_ he is not in danger, the delicacy of his const.i.tution gives room for great apprehension in the case of the least turning towards relapse. Robert had been up with him during eight nights, and Isa Blagden eight nights.
Nothing can exceed her devotion to him by night or day. We have persuaded her, however, at last to call in a nurse for the nights. I am afraid for Robert, and in fact a trained nurse can do certain things better than the most zealous and tender friend can pretend to do. You may suppose how saddened we all are. Dear Lytton! At intervals he talks and can hear reading, but this morning he is lower again. In fact, from the first he has been very apprehensive about himself--inclined to talk of divine things, of the state of his soul and G.o.d"s love, and to hold this life but slackly.
I feel I am writing a horrible account to you. You will conclude the worst from it, and that is what I don"t want you to do. The pulse has never been high, and is now much lower, and if he can be kept from a relapse he will live. I pray G.o.d he may live. He is not altered in the face, and Dr. Trotman reiterated this morning, "There _is no_ danger at present."
You are better. I thank G.o.d for it. Oh, yes, it is very beautiful, that cathedral. The weather here is cool and enjoyable by day even. At nights it is really cold, and I _have_ thought of a blanket once or twice as of a thing tolerable. I will write again when there is a change. The course of the fever may extend to six days more.
Your ever most affectionate BA.
_To Mrs. Jameson_
Thursday, [end of August 1857].
Dearest Friend,--I think it better to inclose to you this letter which has come to your address. Thank you for your kind words about Lytton, which will be very soothing to him. He continues better, and is preparing to take his first drive to-day, for half an hour, with his _nurse_ and Robert. See how weak he must be, and the hollow cheeks and temples remain as signs of the past. Still, he is convalescent, and begins to think of poems and apple puddings in a manner other than celestial. I do thank G.o.d that our anxieties have ended so.
Robert bathes in the river every morning, which does him great good; besides the rides at mornings and evenings on mountain ponies with Annette Bracken and a Crimean hero (as Mrs. Stisted has it), who has turned up at the hotel, with one leg and so many agreeable and amiable qualities that everybody is charmed with him.
Robert had a letter from Chapman yesterday. Not much news. He speaks of two penny papers, sold lately, after making the fortune of their proprietors, for twenty-five and thirty-five thousand pounds. If Robert "could but write bad enough," says the learned publisher, he should recommend one of them. But even Charles Reade was found too good, and the sale fell ten thousand in a few weeks on account of a serial tale of his, so he had to make place to his _worses_. Chapman hears of a "comprehensive review" being about to appear in the "Westminster" on "Aurora," whether for or against he cannot tell. The third edition sells well.
So happy I am to hear that Mr. Procter"s son is safe. We saw his name in the "Galignani," and were alarmed. Lytton has heard from Forster, but I had no English news from the letter. I get letters from my sisters which make me feel "_froissee_" all over, except that they seem pretty well.
My eldest brother has returned from Jamaica, and has taken a place with a Welsh name on the Welsh borders for three years--what I knew he would do. He wrote me some tender words, dear fellow....
May G.o.d bless you!
Yours in much love, BA.
_To Miss E.F. Haworth_
La Villa, Bagni di Lucca: September 14, 1857 [postmark].
My dearest f.a.n.n.y,--A letter from me will have crossed yours and told you of all our misadventures. It has been a summer to me full of blots, vexations, anxieties; and if, in spite of everything, I am physically stronger for the fresh air and smell of green leaves, that"s a proof that soul and body are two.
Our friends of the hotel went away last Sat.u.r.day, and I have a letter from Isa Blagden with a good account of Lytton. He goes back to Villa Bricchieri, where they are to house together, unless Sir Edward comes down (which he may do) to catch up his son and change the plan. Isa has not quite killed herself with nursing him, a little of her being still left to express what has been.
Now, dear f.a.n.n.y, I am going to try to tell you of _our_ plans. No, "plans" is not the word; our thoughts are in the purely elemental state so far. But we _think_ of going to Rome (or Naples) at the far end of November, and of staying here as many days deep into October meanwhile as the cold mountain air will let us. On leaving this place we go to Florence and wait. Unless, indeed (which is possible too), we go to Egypt and the Holy Land, in which case we shall not remain where we are beyond the end of September....
I never could consent to receive my theology or any other species of guidance, in fact--from the "spirits," so called. I have no more confidence, apart from my own conscience and discretionary selection, in spirits out of the body than in those embodied. The submission of the whole mind and judgment carries you in either case to the pope--or to the devil. So _I_ think. Don"t let them bind you hand and foot. Resist.
Be yourself. Also where (as in the medium-writing) you have the human mixture to evolve the spiritual sentiment from, the insecurity becomes doubly insecure....
Your ever affectionate BA.
The end of the time at the Bagni di Lucca was clouded by another anxiety, caused by the illness of Penini. It was not, however, a long one, and early in October the whole party was able to return to Florence, where they remained throughout the winter and the following spring. Letters of this period are, however, scarce, and there is nothing particular to record concerning it. Since the publication of "Aurora Leigh," Mrs. Browning had been taking a holiday from poetical composition; indeed she never resumed it on a large scale, and published no other volume save the "Poems before Congress," which were the fruit of a later period of special excitement. She had put her whole self into "Aurora Leigh," and seemed to have no further message to give to mankind. It is evident, too, that her strength was already beginning to decline and the various family and public anxieties which followed 1856 made demands on what remained of it too great to allow of much application to poetry.
_To Miss E.F. Haworth_
[Bagni di Lucca:] Monday, September 28, [1857].
You will understand too well why I have waited some days before answering your letter, dearest f.a.n.n.y, though you bade me write at once, when I tell you that my own precious Penini has been ill with gastric fever and is even now confined to his bed. Eleven days ago, when he was looking like a live rose and in an exaggeration of spirits, he proposed to go with me, to run by my portantina in which I went to pay a visit some mile and a half away. The portantini men walked too fast for him, and he was tired and heated. Then, while I paid my visit, he played by the river with a child of the house, and returned with me in the dusk.
He complained of being tired during the return, and I took him up into my portantina for ten minutes. He was over-tired, however, over-heated, over-chilled, and the next day had fever and complained of his head. We did not think much of it; and the morning after he seemed so recovered that we took him with us to dine in the mountains with some American friends (the Eckleys--did you hear of them in Rome?)--twenty miles in the carriage, and ten miles on donkey-back. He was in high spirits, and came home at night singing at the top of his voice--probably to keep off the creeping sense of illness, for he has confessed since that he felt unwell even then. The next day the fever set in. The medical man doubted whether it was measles, scarlatina, or what; but soon the symptoms took the decisive aspect. He has been in bed, strictly confined to bed, since last Sunday-week night--strictly confined, except for one four hours, after which exertion he had a relapse. It is the same fever as Mr.
Lytton"s, only not as severe, I thank G.o.d; the attacks coming on at nights chiefly, and terrifying us, as you may suppose. The child"s sweetness and goodness, too, his patience and gentleness, have been very trying. He said to me, "You pet! don"t be unhappy for _me_. Think it"s a poor little boy in the street, and be just only a little sorry, and not unhappy at all." Well, we may thank G.o.d that the bad time seems pa.s.sed.
He is still in bed, but it is a matter of precaution chiefly. The fever is quite in abeyance--has been for two days, and we have all to be grateful for two most tranquil nights. He amuses himself in putting maps together, and cutting out paper, and packing up his desk to _go to Florence_, which is the _idee fixe_ just now. In fact when he can be moved we shall not wait here a day, for the rains have set in, and the dry elastic air of Florence will be excellent for him. The medical man (an Italian) promises us almost that we may be able to go in a week from this time; but we won"t hurry, we will run no risks. For some days he has been allowed no other sort of nourishment but ten dessert-spoonfuls of thin broth twice a day--literally nothing; not a morsel of bread, not a drop of tea, nothing. Even now the only change is, a few more spoonfuls of the same broth. It is hard, for his appet.i.te cries out aloud; and he has agonising visions of beefsteak pies and b.u.t.tered toast seen in _mirage_. Still his spirits don"t fail on the whole and now that the fever is all but gone, they rise, till we have to beg him to be quiet and not to talk so much. He had the flower-girl in by his bedside yesterday, and it was quite impossible to help laughing, so many Florentine airs did he show off. "Per Bacco, ho una fame terribile, e non voglio aver piu pazienza con questo Dottore." The doctor, however, seems skilful....
But you may think how worn out I have been in body and soul, and how under these circ.u.mstances we think little of Jerusalem or of any other place but our home at Florence. Still, we shall probably pa.s.s the winter either at Rome or Naples, but I know no more than a swaddled baby which.
Also we _shan"t_ know, probably, till the end of November, when we take out our pa.s.sports. Doubt is our element....