"Mine was no common loss!" said Mrs Nickleby, applying her handkerchief to her eyes.
"It was no UNcommon loss, ma"am," returned Ralph, as he coolly unb.u.t.toned his spencer. "Husbands die every day, ma"am, and wives too."
"And brothers also, sir," said Nicholas, with a glance of indignation.
"Yes, sir, and puppies, and pug-dogs likewise," replied his uncle, taking a chair. "You didn"t mention in your letter what my brother"s complaint was, ma"am."
"The doctors could attribute it to no particular disease," said Mrs Nickleby; shedding tears. "We have too much reason to fear that he died of a broken heart."
"Pooh!" said Ralph, "there"s no such thing. I can understand a man"s dying of a broken neck, or suffering from a broken arm, or a broken head, or a broken leg, or a broken nose; but a broken heart!-nonsense, it"s the cant of the day. If a man can"t pay his debts, he dies of a broken heart, and his widow"s a martyr."
"Some people, I believe, have no hearts to break," observed Nicholas, quietly.
"How old is this boy, for G.o.d"s sake?" inquired Ralph, wheeling back his chair, and surveying his nephew from head to foot with intense scorn.
"Nicholas is very nearly nineteen," replied the widow.
"Nineteen, eh!" said Ralph; "and what do you mean to do for your bread, sir?"
"Not to live upon my mother," replied Nicholas, his heart swelling as he spoke.
"You"d have little enough to live upon, if you did," retorted the uncle, eyeing him contemptuously.
"Whatever it be," said Nicholas, flushed with anger, "I shall not look to you to make it more."
"Nicholas, my dear, recollect yourself," remonstrated Mrs Nickleby.
"Dear Nicholas, pray," urged the young lady.
"Hold your tongue, sir," said Ralph. "Upon my word! Fine beginnings, Mrs Nickleby-fine beginnings!"
Mrs Nickleby made no other reply than entreating Nicholas by a gesture to keep silent; and the uncle and nephew looked at each other for some seconds without speaking. The face of the old man was stern, hard-featured, and forbidding; that of the young one, open, handsome, and ingenuous. The old man"s eye was keen with the twinklings of avarice and cunning; the young man"s bright with the light of intelligence and spirit. His figure was somewhat slight, but manly and well formed; and, apart from all the grace of youth and comeliness, there was an emanation from the warm young heart in his look and bearing which kept the old man down.
However striking such a contrast as this may be to lookers-on, none ever feel it with half the keenness or acuteness of perfection with which it strikes to the very soul of him whose inferiority it marks. It galled Ralph to the heart"s core, and he hated Nicholas from that hour.
The mutual inspection was at length brought to a close by Ralph withdrawing his eyes, with a great show of disdain, and calling Nicholas "a boy." This word is much used as a term of reproach by elderly gentlemen towards their juniors: probably with the view of deluding society into the belief that if they could be young again, they wouldn"t on any account.
"Well, ma"am," said Ralph, impatiently, "the creditors have administered, you tell me, and there"s nothing left for you?"
"Nothing," replied Mrs Nickleby.
"And you spent what little money you had, in coming all the way to London, to see what I could do for you?" pursued Ralph.
"I hoped," faltered Mrs Nickleby, "that you might have an opportunity of doing something for your brother"s children. It was his dying wish that I should appeal to you in their behalf."
"I don"t know how it is," muttered Ralph, walking up and down the room, "but whenever a man dies without any property of his own, he always seems to think he has a right to dispose of other people"s. What is your daughter fit for, ma"am?"
"Kate has been well educated," sobbed Mrs Nickleby. "Tell your uncle, my dear, how far you went in French and extras."
The poor girl was about to murmur something, when her uncle stopped her, very unceremoniously.
"We must try and get you apprenticed at some boarding-school," said Ralph. "You have not been brought up too delicately for that, I hope?"
"No, indeed, uncle," replied the weeping girl. "I will try to do anything that will gain me a home and bread."
"Well, well," said Ralph, a little softened, either by his niece"s beauty or her distress (stretch a point, and say the latter). "You must try it, and if the life is too hard, perhaps dressmaking or tambour-work will come lighter. Have YOU ever done anything, sir?" (turning to his nephew.) "No," replied Nicholas, bluntly.
"No, I thought not!" said Ralph. "This is the way my brother brought up his children, ma"am."
"Nicholas has not long completed such education as his poor father could give him," rejoined Mrs Nickleby, "and he was thinking of-"
"Of making something of him someday," said Ralph. "The old story; always thinking, and never doing. If my brother had been a man of activity and prudence, he might have left you a rich woman, ma"am: and if he had turned his son into the world, as my father turned me, when I wasn"t as old as that boy by a year and a half, he would have been in a situation to help you, instead of being a burden upon you, and increasing your distress. My brother was a thoughtless, inconsiderate man, Mrs Nickleby, and n.o.body, I am sure, can have better reason to feel that, than you."
This appeal set the widow upon thinking that perhaps she might have made a more successful venture with her one thousand pounds, and then she began to reflect what a comfortable sum it would have been just then; which dismal thoughts made her tears flow faster, and in the excess of these griefs she (being a well-meaning woman enough, but weak withal) fell first to deploring her hard fate, and then to remarking, with many sobs, that to be sure she had been a slave to poor Nicholas, and had often told him she might have married better (as indeed she had, very often), and that she never knew in his lifetime how the money went, but that if he had confided in her they might all have been better off that day; with other bitter recollections common to most married ladies, either during their coverture, or afterwards, or at both periods. Mrs Nickleby concluded by lamenting that the dear departed had never deigned to profit by her advice, save on one occasion; which was a strictly veracious statement, inasmuch as he had only acted upon it once, and had ruined himself in consequence.
Mr Ralph Nickleby heard all this with a half-smile; and when the widow had finished, quietly took up the subject where it had been left before the above outbreak.
"Are you willing to work, sir?" he inquired, frowning on his nephew.
"Of course I am," replied Nicholas haughtily.
"Then see here, sir," said his uncle. "This caught my eye this morning, and you may thank your stars for it."
With this exordium, Mr Ralph Nickleby took a newspaper from his pocket, and after unfolding it, and looking for a short time among the advertis.e.m.e.nts, read as follows: ""EDUCATION.-At Mr Wackford Squeers"s Academy, Dotheboys Hall, at the delightful village of Dotheboys, near Greta Bridge in Yorkshire, Youth are boarded, clothed, booked, furnished with pocket-money, provided with all necessaries, instructed in all languages living and dead, mathematics, orthography, geometry, astronomy, trigonometry, the use of the globes, algebra, single stick (if required), writing, arithmetic, fortification, and every other branch of cla.s.sical literature. Terms, twenty guineas per annum. No extras, no vacations, and diet unparalleled. Mr Squeers is in town, and attends daily, from one till four, at the Saracen"s Head, Snow Hill. N.B. An able a.s.sistant wanted. Annual salary 5 pounds. A Master of Arts would be preferred."
"There!" said Ralph, folding the paper again. "Let him get that situation, and his fortune is made."
"But he is not a Master of Arts," said Mrs Nickleby.
"That," replied Ralph, "that, I think, can be got over."
"But the salary is so small, and it is such a long way off, uncle!" faltered Kate.
"Hush, Kate my dear," interposed Mrs Nickleby; "your uncle must know best."
"I say," repeated Ralph, tartly, "let him get that situation, and his fortune is made. If he don"t like that, let him get one for himself. Without friends, money, recommendation, or knowledge of business of any kind, let him find honest employment in London, which will keep him in shoe leather, and I"ll give him a thousand pounds. At least," said Mr Ralph Nickleby, checking himself, "I would if I had it."
"Poor fellow!" said the young lady. "Oh! uncle, must we be separated so soon!"
"Don"t tease your uncle with questions when he is thinking only for our good, my love," said Mrs Nickleby. "Nicholas, my dear, I wish you would say something."
"Yes, mother, yes," said Nicholas, who had hitherto remained silent and absorbed in thought. "If I am fortunate enough to be appointed to this post, sir, for which I am so imperfectly qualified, what will become of those I leave behind?"
"Your mother and sister, sir," replied Ralph, "will be provided for, in that case (not otherwise), by me, and placed in some sphere of life in which they will be able to be independent. That will be my immediate care; they will not remain as they are, one week after your departure, I will undertake."
"Then," said Nicholas, starting gaily up, and wringing his uncle"s hand, "I am ready to do anything you wish me. Let us try our fortune with Mr Squeers at once; he can but refuse."
"He won"t do that," said Ralph. "He will be glad to have you on my recommendation. Make yourself of use to him, and you"ll rise to be a partner in the establishment in no time. Bless me, only think! if he were to die, why your fortune"s made at once."
"To be sure, I see it all," said poor Nicholas, delighted with a thousand visionary ideas, that his good spirits and his inexperience were conjuring up before him. "Or suppose some young n.o.bleman who is being educated at the Hall, were to take a fancy to me, and get his father to appoint me his travelling tutor when he left, and when we come back from the continent, procured me some handsome appointment. Eh! uncle?"
"Ah, to be sure!" sneered Ralph.
"And who knows, but when he came to see me when I was settled (as he would of course), he might fall in love with Kate, who would be keeping my house, and-and marry her, eh! uncle? Who knows?"
"Who, indeed!" snarled Ralph.
"How happy we should be!" cried Nicholas with enthusiasm. "The pain of parting is nothing to the joy of meeting again. Kate will be a beautiful woman, and I so proud to hear them say so, and mother so happy to be with us once again, and all these sad times forgotten, and-" The picture was too bright a one to bear, and Nicholas, fairly overpowered by it, smiled faintly, and burst into tears.
This simple family, born and bred in retirement, and wholly unacquainted with what is called the world-a conventional phrase which, being interpreted, often signifieth all the rascals in it-mingled their tears together at the thought of their first separation; and, this first gush of feeling over, were proceeding to dilate with all the buoyancy of untried hope on the bright prospects before them, when Mr Ralph Nickleby suggested, that if they lost time, some more fortunate candidate might deprive Nicholas of the stepping-stone to fortune which the advertis.e.m.e.nt pointed out, and so undermine all their air-built castles. This timely reminder effectually stopped the conversation. Nicholas, having carefully copied the address of Mr Squeers, the uncle and nephew issued forth together in quest of that accomplished gentleman; Nicholas firmly persuading himself that he had done his relative great injustice in disliking him at first sight; and Mrs Nickleby being at some pains to inform her daughter that she was sure he was a much more kindly disposed person than he seemed; which, Miss Nickleby dutifully remarked, he might very easily be.
To tell the truth, the good lady"s opinion had been not a little influenced by her brother-in-law"s appeal to her better understanding, and his implied compliment to her high deserts; and although she had dearly loved her husband, and still doted on her children, he had struck so successfully on one of those little jarring chords in the human heart (Ralph was well acquainted with its worst weaknesses, though he knew nothing of its best), that she had already begun seriously to consider herself the amiable and suffering victim of her late husband"s imprudence.
CHAPTER 4
Nicholas and his Uncle (to secure the Fortune without loss of time) wait upon Mr Wackford Squeers, the Yorkshire Schoolmaster Snow Hill! What kind of place can the quiet townspeople who see the words emblazoned, in all the legibility of gilt letters and dark shading, on the north-country coaches, take Snow Hill to be? All people have some undefined and shadowy notion of a place whose name is frequently before their eyes, or often in their ears. What a vast number of random ideas there must be perpetually floating about, regarding this same Snow Hill. The name is such a good one. Snow Hill-Snow Hill too, coupled with a Saracen"s Head: picturing to us by a double a.s.sociation of ideas, something stern and rugged! A bleak desolate tract of country, open to piercing blasts and fierce wintry storms-a dark, cold, gloomy heath, lonely by day, and scarcely to be thought of by honest folks at night-a place which solitary wayfarers shun, and where desperate robbers congregate;-this, or something like this, should be the prevalent notion of Snow Hill, in those remote and rustic parts, through which the Saracen"s Head, like some grim apparition, rushes each day and night with mysterious and ghost-like punctuality; holding its swift and headlong course in all weathers, and seeming to bid defiance to the very elements themselves.
The reality is rather different, but by no means to be despised notwithstanding. There, at the very core of London, in the heart of its business and animation, in the midst of a whirl of noise and motion: stemming as it were the giant currents of life that flow ceaselessly on from different quarters, and meet beneath its walls: stands Newgate; and in that crowded street on which it frowns so darkly-within a few feet of the squalid tottering houses-upon the very spot on which the vendors of soup and fish and damaged fruit are now plying their trades-scores of human beings, amidst a roar of sounds to which even the tumult of a great city is as nothing, four, six, or eight strong men at a time, have been hurried violently and swiftly from the world, when the scene has been rendered frightful with excess of human life; when curious eyes have glared from cas.e.m.e.nt and house-top, and wall and pillar; and when, in the ma.s.s of white and upturned faces, the dying wretch, in his all-comprehensive look of agony, has met not one-not one-that bore the impress of pity or compa.s.sion.
Near to the jail, and by consequence near to Smithfield also, and the Compter, and the bustle and noise of the city; and just on that particular part of Snow Hill where omnibus horses going eastward seriously think of falling down on purpose, and where horses in hackney cabriolets going westward not unfrequently fall by accident, is the coach-yard of the Saracen"s Head Inn; its portal guarded by two Saracens" heads and shoulders, which it was once the pride and glory of the choice spirits of this metropolis to pull down at night, but which have for some time remained in undisturbed tranquillity; possibly because this species of humour is now confined to St James"s parish, where door knockers are preferred as being more portable, and bell-wires esteemed as convenient toothpicks. Whether this be the reason or not, there they are, frowning upon you from each side of the gateway. The inn itself garnished with another Saracen"s Head, frowns upon you from the top of the yard; while from the door of the hind boot of all the red coaches that are standing therein, there glares a small Saracen"s Head, with a twin expression to the large Saracens" Heads below, so that the general appearance of the pile is decidedly of the Saracenic order.
When you walk up this yard, you will see the booking-office on your left, and the tower of St Sepulchre"s church, darting abruptly up into the sky, on your right, and a gallery of bedrooms on both sides. Just before you, you will observe a long window with the words "coffee-room" legibly painted above it; and looking out of that window, you would have seen in addition, if you had gone at the right time, Mr Wackford Squeers with his hands in his pockets.
Mr Squeers"s appearance was not prepossessing. He had but one eye, and the popular prejudice runs in favour of two. The eye he had, was unquestionably useful, but decidedly not ornamental: being of a greenish grey, and in shape resembling the fan-light of a street door. The blank side of his face was much wrinkled and puckered up, which gave him a very sinister appearance, especially when he smiled, at which times his expression bordered closely on the villainous. His hair was very flat and shiny, save at the ends, where it was brushed stiffly up from a low protruding forehead, which a.s.sorted well with his harsh voice and coa.r.s.e manner. He was about two or three and fifty, and a trifle below the middle size; he wore a white neckerchief with long ends, and a suit of scholastic black; but his coat sleeves being a great deal too long, and his trousers a great deal too short, he appeared ill at ease in his clothes, and as if he were in a perpetual state of astonishment at finding himself so respectable.
Mr Squeers was standing in a box by one of the coffee-room fire-places, fitted with one such table as is usually seen in coffee-rooms, and two of extraordinary shapes and dimensions made to suit the angles of the part.i.tion. In a corner of the seat, was a very small deal trunk, tied round with a scanty piece of cord; and on the trunk was perched-his lace-up half-boots and corduroy trousers dangling in the air-a diminutive boy, with his shoulders drawn up to his ears, and his hands planted on his knees, who glanced timidly at the schoolmaster, from time to time, with evident dread and apprehension.
"Half-past three," muttered Mr Squeers, turning from the window, and looking sulkily at the coffee-room clock. "There will be n.o.body here today."
Much vexed by this reflection, Mr Squeers looked at the little boy to see whether he was doing anything he could beat him for. As he happened not to be doing anything at all, he merely boxed his ears, and told him not to do it again.
"At Midsummer," muttered Mr Squeers, resuming his complaint, "I took down ten boys; ten twenties is two hundred pound. I go back at eight o"clock tomorrow morning, and have got only three-three oughts is an ought-three twos is six-sixty pound. What"s come of all the boys? what"s parents got in their heads? what does it all mean?"
Here the little boy on the top of the trunk gave a violent sneeze.
"Halloa, sir!" growled the schoolmaster, turning round. "What"s that, sir?"
"Nothing, please sir," replied the little boy.
"Nothing, sir!" exclaimed Mr Squeers.
"Please sir, I sneezed," rejoined the boy, trembling till the little trunk shook under him.
"Oh! sneezed, did you?" retorted Mr Squeers. "Then what did you say "nothing" for, sir?"
In default of a better answer to this question, the little boy screwed a couple of knuckles into each of his eyes and began to cry, wherefore Mr Squeers knocked him off the trunk with a blow on one side of the face, and knocked him on again with a blow on the other.
"Wait till I get you down into Yorkshire, my young gentleman," said Mr Squeers, "and then I"ll give you the rest. Will you hold that noise, sir?"
"Ye-ye-yes," sobbed the little boy, rubbing his face very hard with the Beggar"s Pet.i.tion in printed calico.
"Then do so at once, sir," said Squeers. "Do you hear?"
As this admonition was accompanied with a threatening gesture, and uttered with a savage aspect, the little boy rubbed his face harder, as if to keep the tears back; and, beyond alternately sniffing and choking, gave no further vent to his emotions.
"Mr Squeers," said the waiter, looking in at this juncture; "here"s a gentleman asking for you at the bar."
"Show the gentleman in, Richard," replied Mr Squeers, in a soft voice. "Put your handkerchief in your pocket, you little scoundrel, or I"ll murder you when the gentleman goes."
The schoolmaster had scarcely uttered these words in a fierce whisper, when the stranger entered. Affecting not to see him, Mr Squeers feigned to be intent upon mending a pen, and offering benevolent advice to his youthful pupil.
"My dear child," said Mr Squeers, "all people have their trials. This early trial of yours that is fit to make your little heart burst, and your very eyes come out of your head with crying, what is it? Nothing; less than nothing. You are leaving your friends, but you will have a father in me, my dear, and a mother in Mrs Squeers. At the delightful village of Dotheboys, near Greta Bridge in Yorkshire, where youth are boarded, clothed, booked, washed, furnished with pocket-money, provided with all necessaries-"
"It IS the gentleman," observed the stranger, stopping the schoolmaster in the rehearsal of his advertis.e.m.e.nt. "Mr Squeers, I believe, sir?"
"The same, sir," said Mr Squeers, with an a.s.sumption of extreme surprise.
"The gentleman," said the stranger, "that advertised in the Times newspaper?"
"-Morning Post, Chronicle, Herald, and Advertiser, regarding the Academy called Dotheboys Hall at the delightful village of Dotheboys, near Greta Bridge in Yorkshire," added Mr Squeers. "You come on business, sir. I see by my young friends. How do you do, my little gentleman? and how do you do, sir?" With this salutation Mr Squeers patted the heads of two hollow-eyed, small-boned little boys, whom the applicant had brought with him, and waited for further communications.
"I am in the oil and colour way. My name is Snawley, sir," said the stranger.
Squeers inclined his head as much as to say, "And a remarkably pretty name, too."
The stranger continued. "I have been thinking, Mr Squeers, of placing my two boys at your school."
"It is not for me to say so, sir," replied Mr Squeers, "but I don"t think you could possibly do a better thing."
"Hem!" said the other. "Twenty pounds per annewum, I believe, Mr Squeers?"
"Guineas," rejoined the schoolmaster, with a persuasive smile.
"Pounds for two, I think, Mr Squeers," said Mr Snawley, solemnly.
"I don"t think it could be done, sir," replied Squeers, as if he had never considered the proposition before. "Let me see; four fives is twenty, double that, and deduct the-well, a pound either way shall not stand betwixt us. You must recommend me to your connection, sir, and make it up that way."
"They are not great eaters," said Mr Snawley.