So you have parted as perfect friends?
COUNT
Certainly. In fact, our leave-taking was quite jolly. "Pon my soul, I never suspected at first how tough it would prove. It"s only by degrees it has come home to me. And that"s quite a remarkable story, I must say....
PRINCE
What"s remarkable about it?
COUNT
I suppose I had better tell you all about it. On my way home that last time--one night last week--I had a feeling all of a sudden--I don"t know how to express it ... tremendously relieved, that"s what I felt.
Now you are a free man, I said to myself. Don"t have to drive to Mayerhof Street[3] every night G.o.d grants you, merely to dine and chatter with Lolo, or just sit there listening to her. Had come to be pretty boresome at times, you know. And then the drive home in the middle of the night, and, on top of it, to be called to account when you happened to be dining with a friend in the Casino or taking your daughter to the opera or a theater. To cut it short--I was in high feather going home that night. My head was full of plans already....
No, nothing of the kind you have in mind! But plans for traveling, as I have long wanted to do--to Africa, or India, like a free man.... That is, I should have brought my little girl along, of course.... Yes, you may well laugh at my calling her a little girl still.
[3] A street in the district of Wieden, near one of the princ.i.p.al shopping districts and leading to the great Theresian Riding Academy.
PRINCE
Nothing of the kind. Mizzie looks exactly like a young girl. Like quite a young one. Especially in that Florentine straw hat she was wearing a while ago.
COUNT
Like a young girl, you say! And yet she"s exactly of an age with Lolo.
You know, of course! Yes, we"re growing old, Egon. Every one of us. Oh, yes.... And lonely. But really, I didn"t notice it to begin with. It was only by degrees it got hold of me. The first days after that farewell feast were not so very bad. But the day before yesterday, and yesterday, as the time approached when I used to start for Mayerhof Street.... And when Peter brought in those roses a moment ago--for Lolo, of course--why, then it seemed pretty plain to me that I had become a widower for the second time in my life. Yes, my dear fellow.
And this time forever. Now comes the loneliness. It has come already.
PRINCE
But that"s nonsense--loneliness!
COUNT
Pardon me, but you can"t understand. Your way of living has been so different from mine. You have not let yourself be dragged into anything new since your poor wife died ten years ago. Into nothing of a serious nature, I mean. And besides, you have a profession, in a sense.
PRINCE
Have I?
COUNT
Well, as a member of the Upper House.
PRINCE
Oh, I see.
COUNT
And twice you have almost been put into the cabinet.
PRINCE
Yes, almost....
COUNT
Who knows? Perhaps you will break in some time. And I"m all done. Had myself retired three years ago in the bargain--like a fool.
PRINCE (_with a smile_)
That"s why you are a free man now. Perfectly free. With the world open before you.
COUNT
And no desire to do a thing, old man. That"s the whole story. Since that time I haven"t gone to the Casino even. Do you know what I have been doing the last few nights? I have sat under that tree with Mizzie--playing domino.
PRINCE
Well, don"t you see? That"s not to be lonely. When you have a daughter, and particularly such a sensible one, with whom you have always got on so well.... What does she say about your staying at home nights anyhow?
COUNT
Nothing. Besides, it has happened before, quite frequently. She says nothing at all. And what could she say? It seems to me she has never noticed anything. Do you think she can have known about Lolo?
PRINCE (_laughing_)
Man alive!
COUNT
Of course. Yes, I know. Of course, she must have known. But then, I was still almost a young man when her mother died. I hope it hasn"t hurt her feelings.
PRINCE
No, _that_ wouldn"t. (_Casually_) But being left so much alone may have troubled her at times, I should think.
COUNT
Has she complained of me? There"s no reason why you shouldn"t tell me.
PRINCE
I am not in her confidence. She has never complained to me. And, heavens, it may never have troubled her at all. She has so long been accustomed to this quiet, retired life.
COUNT
Yes, and she seems to have a taste for it, too. And then she used to go out a good deal until a few years ago. Between you and me, Egon, as late as three years ago--no, two years ago--I still thought she might make the plunge after all.