"When I looked at dad I was surprised. He seemed cool and bright, with the self-contained force usual for him when something critical is about to happen.
""Ahuh! So you come back," he said.
""Yes, I"m home," replied Jack.
""Wal, it took you quite a spell to get hyar."
""Do you want me to stay?"
"This question from Jack seemed to stump dad. He stared. Jack had appeared suddenly, and his manner was different from that with which he used to face dad. He had something up his sleeve, as the cowboys say. He wore an air of defiance and indifference.
""I reckon I do," replied dad, deliberately. "What do you mean by askin"
me thet?"
""I"m of age, long ago. You can"t make me stay home. I can do as I like."
""Ahuh! I reckon you think you can. But not hyar at White Slides. If you ever expect to get this property you"ll not do as you like."
""To h.e.l.l with that. I don"t care whether I ever get it or not."
"Dad"s face went as white as a sheet. He seemed shocked. After a moment he told me I"d better go to my room. I was about to go when Jack said: "No, let her stay. She"d best hear now what I"ve got to say. It concerns her."
""So ho! Then you"ve got a heap to say?" exclaimed dad, queerly. "All right, you have your say first."
"Jack then began to talk in a level and monotonous voice, so unlike him that I sat there amazed. He told how early in the winter, before he left the ranch, he had found out that he was honestly in love with me. That it had changed him--made him see he had never been any good--and inflamed him with the resolve to be better. He had tried. He had succeeded. For six weeks he had been all that could have been asked of any young man. I am bound to confess that he was!... Well, he went on to say how he had fought it out with himself until he absolutely _knew_ he could control himself. The courage and inspiration had come from his love for me. That was the only good thing he"d ever felt. He wanted dad and he wanted me to understand absolutely, without any doubt, that he had found a way to hold on to his good intentions and good feelings. And that was for _me!_... I was struck all a-tremble at the truth. It was true! Well, then he forced me to a decision. Forced me, without ever hinting of this change, this possibility in him. I had told him I _couldn"t_ love him. Never! Then he said I could go to h.e.l.l and he gave up. Failing to get money from dad he stole it, without compunction and without regret! He had gone to Kremmling, then to Elgeria.
""I let myself go," he said, without shame, "and I drank and gambled.
When I was drunk I didn"t remember Collie. But when I was sober I did.
And she haunted me. That grew worse all the time. So I drank to forget her.... The money lasted a great deal longer than I expected. But that was because I won as much as I lost, until lately. Then I borrowed a good deal from those men I gambled with, but mostly from ranchers who knew my father would be responsible.... I had a shooting-sc.r.a.pe with a man named Elbert, in Smith"s place at Elgeria. We quarreled over cards.
He cheated. And when I hit him he drew on me. But he missed. Then I shot him.... He lived three days--and died. That sobered me. And once more there came to me truth of what I might have been. I went back to Kremmling. And I tried myself out again. I worked awhile for Judson, who was the rancher I had borrowed most from. At night I went into town and to the saloons, where I met my gambling cronies. I put myself in the atmosphere of drink and cards. And I resisted both. I could make myself indifferent to both. As soon as I was sure of myself I decided to come home. And here I am."
"This long speech of Jack"s had a terrible effect upon me. I was stunned and sick. But if it did that to me _what_ did it do to dad? Heaven knows, I can"t tell you. Dad gave a lurch, and a great heave, as if at the removal of a rope that had all but strangled him.
"Ahuh-huh!" he groaned. "An" now you"re hyar--what"s thet mean?"
"It means that it"s not yet too late," replied Jack. "Don"t misunderstand me. I"m not repenting with that side of me which is bad.
But I"ve sobered up. I"ve had a shock. I see my ruin. I still love you, dad, despite--the cruel thing you did to me. I"m your son and I"d like to make up to you for all my shortcomings. And so help me Heaven! I can do that, and will do it, if Collie will marry me. Not only marry me--that"d not be enough--but love me--I"m crazy for her love. It"s terrible."
"You spoiled weaklin"!" thundered dad. "How "n h.e.l.l can I believe you?"
"Because I know it," declared Jack, standing right up to his father, white and unflinching.
"Then dad broke out in such a rage that I sat there scared so stiff I could not move. My heart beat thick and heavy. Dad got livid of face, his hair stood up, his eyes rolled. He called Jack every name I ever heard any one call him, and then a thousand more. Then he cursed him.
Such dreadful curses! Oh, how sad and terrible to hear dad!
"Right you are!" cried Jack, bitter and hard and ringing of voice.
"Right, by G.o.d! But am I all to blame? Did I bring myself here on this earth!... There"s something wrong in me that"s not all my fault.... You can"t shame me or scare me or hurt me. I could fling in your face those d.a.m.ned three years of h.e.l.l you sent me to! But what"s the use for you to roar at me or for me to reproach you? I"m ruined unless you give me Collie--make her love me. That will save me. And I want it for your sake and hers--not for my own. Even if I do love her madly I"m not wanting her for that. I"m no good. I"m not fit to touch her.... I"ve just come to tell you the truth. I feel for Collie--I"d do for Collie--as you did for my mother! Can"t you understand? I"m your son. I"ve some of you in me. And I"ve found out what it is. Do you and Collie want to take me at my word?"
"I think it took dad longer to read something strange and convincing in Jack than it took me. Anyway, dad got the stunning consciousness that Jack _knew_ by some divine or intuitive power that his reformation was inevitable, if I loved him. Never have I had such a distressing and terrible moment as that revelation brought to me! I felt the truth. I could save Jack Belllounds. No woman is ever fooled at such critical moments of life. Ben Wade once said that I could have reformed Jack were it possible to love him. Now the truth of that came home to me, and somehow it was overwhelming.
"Dad received this truth--and it was beyond me to realize what it meant to him. He must have seen all his earlier hopes fulfilled, his pride vindicated, his shame forgotten, his love rewarded. Yet he must have seen all that, as would a man leaning with one foot over a bottomless abyss. He looked transfigured, yet conscious of terrible peril. His great heart seemed to leap to meet this last opportunity, with all forgiveness, with all grat.i.tude; but his will yielded with a final and irrevocable resolve. A resolve dark and sinister!
"He raised his huge fists higher and higher, and all his body lifted and strained, towering and trembling, while his face was that of a righteous and angry G.o.d.
""My son, I take your word!" he rolled out, his voice filling the room and reverberating through the house. "I give you Collie!... She will be yours!... But, by the love I bore your mother--I swear--if you ever steal again--I"ll kill you!"
"I can"t say any more--
"COLUMBINE."
CHAPTER XIV
Spring came early that year at White Slides Ranch. The snow melted off the valleys, and the wild flowers peeped from the greening gra.s.s while yet the mountain domes were white. The long stone slides were glistening wet, and the brooks ran full-banked, noisy and turbulent and roily.
Soft and fresh of color the gray old sage slopes came out from under their winter mantle; the bleached tufts of gra.s.s waved in the wind and showed tiny blades of green at the roots; the aspens and oaks, and the vines on fences and cliffs, and the round-clumped, brook-bordering willows took on a hue of spring.
The mustangs and colts in the pastures snorted and ran and kicked and cavorted; and on the hillsides the cows began to climb higher, searching for the tender greens, bawling for the new-born calves. Eagles shrieked the release of the snow-bound peaks, and the elks bugled their piercing calls. The grouse-c.o.c.ks spread their gorgeous brown plumage in parade before their twittering mates, and the jays screeched in the woods, and the sage-hens sailed along the bosom of the gray slopes.
Black bears, and browns, and grizzlies came out of their winter"s sleep, and left huge, muddy tracks on the trails; the timber wolves at dusk mourned their hungry calls for life, for meat, for the wildness that was pa.s.sing; the coyotes yelped at sunset, joyous and sharp and impudent.
But winter yielded reluctantly its hold on the mountains. The black, scudding clouds, and the squalls of rain and sleet and snow, whitening and melting and vanishing, and the cold, clear nights, with crackling frost, all r.e.t.a.r.ded the work of the warming sun. The day came, however, when the greens held their own with the grays; and this was the a.s.surance of nature that spring could not be denied, and that summer would follow.
Bent Wade was hiding in the willows along the trail that followed one of the brooks. Of late, on several mornings, he had skulked like an Indian under cover, watching for some one. On this morning, when Columbine Belllounds came riding along, he stepped out into the trail in front of her.
"Oh, Ben! you startled me!" she exclaimed, as she held hard on the frightened horse.
"Good mornin", Collie," replied Wade. "I"m sorry to scare you, but I"m particular anxious to see you. An" considerin" how you avoid me these days, I had to waylay you in regular road-agent style."
Wade gazed up searchingly at her. It had been some time since he had been given the privilege and pleasure of seeing her close at hand. He needed only one look at her to confirm his fears. The pale, sweet, resolute face told him much.
"Well, now you"ve waylaid me, what do you want?" she queried, deliberately.
"I"m goin" to take you to see Wils Moore," replied Wade, watching her closely.
"No!" she cried, with the red staining her temples.
"Collie, see here. Did I ever oppose anythin" you wanted to do?"
"Not--yet," she said.
"I reckon you expect me to?"
She did not answer that. Her eyes drooped, and she nervously twisted the bridle reins.