"I want to go to Cadillac," the cook said. "Have you ever been there? My sister lives there."
"He"s a sister himself," the man in the stagged trousers said.
"Can"t you stop that sort of thing?" the cook asked. "Can"t we speak decently?"
"Cadillac is where Steve Ketchel came from and where Ad Wolgast is from," the shy man said.
"Steve Ketchel," one of the blondes said in a high voice as though the name had pulled a trigger in her. "His own father shot and killed him. Yes, by Christ, his own father. There aren"t any more men like Steve Ketchel."
"Wasn"t his name Stanley Ketchel?" asked the cook.
"Oh, shut up," said the blonde. "What do you know about Steve? Stanley. He was no Stanley. Steve Ketchel was the finest and most beautiful man that ever lived. I never saw a man as clean and as white and as beautiful as Steve Ketchel. There never was a man like that. He moved just like a tiger and he was the finest, free-est spender that ever lived."
"Did you know him?" one of the men asked.
"Did I know him? Did I know him? Did I love him? You ask me that? I knew him like you know n.o.body in the world and I loved him like you love G.o.d. He was the greatest, finest, whitest, most beautiful man that ever lived, Steve Ketchel, and his own father shot him down like a dog."
"Were you out on the coast with him?"
"No. I knew him before that. He was the only man I ever loved."
Every one was very respectful to the peroxide blonde, who said all this in a high stagey way, but Alice was beginning to shake again. I felt it, sitting by her.
"You should have married him," the cook said.
"I wouldn"t hurt his career," the peroxide blonde said. "I wouldn"t be a drawback to him. A wife wasn"t what he needed. Oh, my G.o.d, what a man he was."
"That was a fine way to look at it," the cook said. "Didn"t Jack Johnson knock him out though?"
"It was a trick," Peroxide said. "That big dinge took him by surprise. He"d just knocked Jack Johnson down, the big black b.a.s.t.a.r.d. That n.i.g.g.e.r beat him by a fluke."
The ticket window went up and the three Indians went over to it.
"Steve knocked him down," Peroxide said. "He turned to smile at me."
"I thought you said you weren"t on the coast," someone said.
"I went out just for that fight. Steve turned to smile at me and that black son of a b.i.t.c.h from h.e.l.l jumped up and hit him by surprise. Steve could lick a hundred like that black b.a.s.t.a.r.d."
"He was a great fighter," the lumberjack said.
"I hope to G.o.d he was," Peroxide said. "I hope to G.o.d they don"t have fighters like that now. He was like a G.o.d, he was. So white and clean and beautiful and smooth and fast and like a tiger or like lightning."
"I saw him in the moving pictures of the fight," Tom said. We were all very moved. Alice was shaking all over and I looked and saw she was crying. The Indians had gone outside on the platform.
"He was more than any husband could ever be," Peroxide said. "We were married in the eyes of G.o.d and I belong to him right now and always will and all of me is his. I don"t care about my body. They can take my body. My soul belongs to Steve Ketchel. By G.o.d, he was a man."
Everybody felt terribly. It was sad and embarra.s.sing. Then Alice, who was still shaking, spoke. "You"re a dirty liar," she said in that low voice. "You never layed Steve Ketchel in your life and you know it."
"How can you say that?" Peroxide said proudly.
"I say it because it"s true," Alice said. "I"m the only one here that ever knew Steve Ketchel and I come from Mancelona and I knew him there and it"s true and you know it"s true and G.o.d can strike me dead if it isn"t true."
"He can strike me, too," Peroxide said.
"This is true, true, true, and you know it. Not just made up and I know exactly what he said to me."
"What did he say?" Peroxide asked, complacently.
Alice was crying so she could hardly speak from shaking so.
"He said, "You"re a lovely piece, Alice." That"s exactly what he said."
"It"s a lie," Peroxide said.
"It"s true," Alice said. "That"s truly what he said."
"It"s a lie," Peroxide said proudly.
"No, it"s true, true, true, to Jesus and Mary true."
"Steve couldn"t have said that. It wasn"t the way he talked," Peroxide said happily.
"It"s true," Alice said in her nice voice. "And it doesn"t make any difference to me whether you believe it or not." She wasn"t crying any more and she was calm.
"It would be impossible for Steve to have said that," Peroxide declared.
"He said it," Alice said and smiled. "And I remember when he said it and I was a lovely piece then exactly as he said, and right now I"m a better piece than you, you dried-up old hot-water bottle."
"You can"t insult me," said Peroxide. "You big mountain of pus. I have my memories."
"No," Alice said in that sweet lovely voice, "you haven"t got any real memories except having your tubes out and when you started C. and M. Everything else you just read in the papers. I"m clean and you know it and men like me, even though I"m big, and you know it, and I never lie and you know it."
"Leave me with my memories," Peroxide said. "With my true, wonderful memories."
Alice looked at her and then at us and her face lost that hurt look and she smiled and she had about the prettiest face I ever saw. She had a pretty face and a nice smooth skin and a lovely voice and she was nice all right and really friendly. But, my G.o.d, she was big. She was as big as three women. Tom saw me looking at her and he said, "Come on. Let"s go."
"Good-by," said Alice. She certainly had a nice voice.
"Good-by," I said.
"Which way are you boys going?" asked the cook.
"The other way from you," Tom told him.
The Battler.
Nick stood up. He was all right. He looked up the track at the lights of the caboose going out of sight around a curve. There was water on both sides of the track, then tamarack swamp.
He felt of his knee. The pants were torn and the skin was barked. His hands were sc.r.a.ped and there were sand and cinders driven up under his nails. He went over to the edge of the track, down the little slope to the water and washed his hands. He washed them carefully in the cold water, getting the dirt out from the nails. He squatted down and bathed his knee.
That lousy crut of a brakeman. He would get him some day. He would know him again. That was a fine way to act.
"Come here, kid," he said. "I got something for you."
He had fallen for it. What a lousy kid thing to have done. They would never suck him in that way again.
"Come here, kid, I got something for you." Then wham wham and he lit on his hands and knees beside the track. and he lit on his hands and knees beside the track.
Nick rubbed his eye. There was a big b.u.mp coming up. He would have a black eye, all right. It ached already. That son of a crutting brakeman.
He touched the b.u.mp over his eye with his fingers. Oh, well, it was only a black eye. That was all he had gotten out of it. Cheap at the price. He wished he could see it. Could not see it looking into the water, though. It was dark and he was a long way off from anywhere. He wiped his hands on his trousers and stood up, then climbed the embankment to the rails.
He started up the track. It was well ballasted and made easy walking, sand and gravel packed between the ties, solid walking. The smooth roadbed like a causeway went on ahead through the swamp. Nick walked along. He must get to somewhere.
Nick had swung on to the freight train when it slowed down for the yards outside of Walton Junction. The train, with Nick on it, had pa.s.sed through Kalkaska as it started to get dark. Now he must be nearly to Mancelona. Three or four miles of swamp. He stepped along the track, walking so he kept on the ballast between the ties, the swamp ghostly in the rising mist. His eye ached and he was hungry. He kept on hiking, putting the miles of track back of him. The swamp was all the same on both sides of the track.
Ahead there was a bridge. Nick crossed it, his boots ringing hollow on the iron. Down below the water showed black between the slits of ties. Nick kicked a loose spike and it dropped into the water. Beyond the bridge were hills. It was high and dark on both sides of the track. Up the track Nick saw a fire.
He came up the track toward the fire carefully. It was off to one side of the track, below the railway embankment. He had only seen the light from it. The track came out through a cut and where the. fire was burning the country opened out and fell away into woods. Nick dropped carefully down the embankment and cut into the woods to come up to the fire through the trees. It was a beechwood forest and the fallen beechnut burrs were under his shoes as he walked between the trees. The fire was bright now, just at the edge of the trees. There was a man sitting by it. Nick waited behind the tree and watched. The man looked to be alone. He was sitting there with his head in his hands, looking at the fire. Nick stepped out and walked into the firelight.
The man sat there looking into the fire. When Nick stopped quite close to him he did not move.
"h.e.l.lo!" Nick said.
The man looked up.
"Where did you get the shiner?" he said.
"A brakeman busted me."
"Off the through freight?"
"Yes."
"I saw the b.a.s.t.a.r.d," the man said. "He went through here "bout an hour and a half ago. He was walking along the top of the cars, slapping his arms and singing."
"The b.a.s.t.a.r.d!"
"It must have made him feel good to bust you," the man said seriously.
"I"ll bust him."
"Get him with a rock sometime when he"s going through," the man advised.
"I"ll get him."
"You"re a tough one, aren"t you?"
"No," Nick answered.
"All you kids are tough."
"You got to be tough," Nick said.
"That"s what I said."
The man looked at Nick and smiled. In the firelight Nick saw that his face was misshapen. His nose was sunken, his eyes were slits, he had queer-shaped lips. Nick did not perceive all this at once; he only saw the man"s face was queerly formed and mutilated. It was like putty in color. Dead-looking in the firelight.
"Don"t you like my pan?" the man asked.
Nick was embarra.s.sed.
"Sure," he said.
"Look here!" the man took off his cap.
He had only one ear. It was thickened and tight against the side of his head. Where the other ear should have been there was a stump.
"Ever see one like that?"
"No," said Nick. It made him a little sick.
"I could take it," the man said. "Don"t you think I could take it, kid?"
"You bet!"
"They all bust their hands on me," the little man said. "They couldn"t hurt me."
He looked at Nick. "Sit down," he said. "Want to eat?"
"Don"t bother," Nick said. "I"m going on to the town."
"Listen!" the man said. "Call me Ad."
"Sure!"
"Listen," the little man said. "I"m not quite right."
"What"s the matter?"
"I"m crazy."
He put on his cap. Nick felt like laughing.
"You"re all right," he said.